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| ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo |
Here I continue from my previous Blog post from Day 175: Letting Go of What is Not Mine.
For further context see also Day 174: The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that anything I perceive myself to want, need, desire,
must have, or must keep: is not in fact ‘mine’ in terms of who I really am, but
rather a conditioned response, concept or idea based on personality designs and
the “value” assigned to things by and as such personality designs.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to hold on to whatever I assign value to (experiences, people, relationships),
trying to ‘keep it’ as if it were my possession –
when in fact I am within that rather being possessed
by the very things I assign special value to and try to possess / attain /
keep.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that all fear of loss derives from such assigned values
and a relationship of possession / ownership toward that which we assign
special value to –
and within that is clear that fear is not in fact
real, but only an ‘excuse’ used to ‘justify’ one’s self-interest.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that any value I perceive or assign to any point
(experience, people, relationships) is in fact conditioned and serves only the
purpose of me ‘keeping’ my perceived reality and within that my accepted self-definitions.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that my perceived reality and my accepted
self-definitions serve only the maintenance of a consciousness conditioned to
survive in this world through competition and to function within concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’,
to within that keep the system running, within and without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that ‘keeping’ my perceived reality and my accepted
self-definitions comes from the perception of ‘knowing’ who I am within and as
how I defined myself in the context of the system;
and within this ‘knowledge’ I ‘feel safe’ because I ‘know’
and thus I can be ‘in control’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that this knowledge is in fact the knowledge of a system
through definition and acceptance/submission, and the perceived safety within
the perceived control is but illusion –
an illusion that certainly ends at death.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that trap of knowledge – wherein we think and believe
that we ‘know’ who we are simply due to the same patterns of experiences
repeating throughout our lives and us responding in the same way, as
conditioned;
when in fact we don’t even know where our thoughts,
feelings and emotions come from and what constitutes the patterns within which
they ‘come-up’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that any and all knowledge of this world is useless,
unless it used to understand how self functions, what constitutes the self we
perceive as ‘who I am’, and how from the interaction of self’s society is
created, which is showing a shockingly true reflection of self –
yet what do we do in this world: we blame the world,
blame the system, blame each-other, and refuse to take self-responsibility and
get to self-honesty about what is really going on in the secret mind of each
one.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that in fact nothing of what one perceives to be ‘me’ or
‘mine’ is in fact that – yet it has become our individual reality to such an
extent that it defines the very box of our thinking; and that is the trap of
consciousness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that nothing of what I perceive or experience is really ‘mine’
– it is merely the patterns conditioned into and as me throughout time, this
also seen within history repeating and nothing ever actually changing in the
bigger picture:
same power-games, different faces – and history repeating,
with unnecessary bloodshed in a world where we follow profit at the cost of
life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that we all are products of the system, born of
consumerism as consumers and formed in the image and likeness of the system
into ‘happiness machines’ that re-create/perpetuate the system in turn;
holding on to fake “values” and self-definitions,
hiding behind fear and holding onto ‘knowledge’ like a shield, cowering within
perceived ‘safety’ and following the wants, needs, desires that automatically
come-up as conditioned to tell us what our self-interest is –
instead of questioning this kind of manipulation and
deception EVERYTHING exists through/as, within and without, in a quest for fake
“value” while we disregard the actual value of LIFE.
Self-commitment statements in my next Blog post.
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