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| ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo |
For context see
Day 174: The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath.
Day 177: Setting Life Free from the System – part1
Day 178: Setting Life Free from the System – part2
Day 179: We are the ones we've been waiting for
Day 180: Taking a Real Role and Walking Out of Characters
More and more it becomes practically clear how we cannot exist both as characters/personalities of the system through the mind AND as beings of life.
As characters / personalities, we serve the system through our self-interest, through our submission to the power-games of polarity, through our acceptance of the roles assigned to us by the value-judgments and definitions we have allowed to determine ‘who we are’.
As life, we can only serve life, through realizing ourselves as life, thus in the context of life as a whole – thus no more separation, no more submission to the system, no more power-games of ‘superiority’ / ‘inferiority’.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be defined through the eyes of the system – which is in fact merely my own perception of how others see me.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to make myself subject to the value-judgments of the system – instead of acknowledging my value as life, and thus as an equal.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submit to and participate in power-games of ‘superiority’ / ‘inferiority’, because I did not accept myself as an equal, as life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as personalities/characters we merely play roles within which we see ourselves and others as ‘superior’ and/or ‘inferior’, within this perpetuating the human RACE of survival in this world of competition, comparison, separation –
instead of supporting ourselves as life, and life as a whole.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand how I serve the system through identifying with the personalities/characters I have become in unawareness, throughout a lifetime of struggling to be ‘accepted’, to be ‘liked’, to be ‘appreciated’, to be ‘worth’ “something” – instead of me accepting me as life and acknowledging that self-worth is here as who I am of life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we cannot claim to be life or serve life when we follow self-interest as the wants, needs, desires that come-up automatically through/as the various personalities/characters we’ve become as conditioned organic robots.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any inner conflict is in fact the conflict between life and the system, a conflict that indicates self-separation, and thus self-dishonesty - because it shows that a decision to stand as life is not yet absolute and self-acceptance as life is not yet complete.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that self-dishonesty is our betrayal of ourselves – wherein we betray ourselves as life, betray life in the name of the system, in the name of the self-righteousness of the characters/personalities we become throughout a lifetime in this system that exploits life for profit;
And that we in exactly the same manner exploiting ourselves and each-other, exploiting life as who we really are, for self-interest which is the interest of the conditioned personalities/characters we become and not the interest of who self as life really is.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to ‘forget’ how I as a child was able to clearly see and understand that this existence is an existence of power-games and fake faces; yet I have accepted and allowed myself to submit to the system, out of the want / need / desire to ‘belong’, to be ‘accepted’, to be ‘appreciated’.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my value as life in the name of fake “values”, and to abdicate my self-worth as life because I have accepted the system’s definition that ‘worth’ is apparently ‘something’ that must be given to me by others/society/the system.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see the simple difference between life and system:
wherein the system is all about separation, competition, polarity, and self-interest is about what self deems best for self only;
while Life is all about oneness, equality, wholeness, as best for all life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see the simple difference between self-honesty and self-dishonesty:
wherein self-dishonesty is where we seek and search for answers outside ourselves, trying to ‘fulfil’ ourselves with all kinds of “values” that are not real, chasing a dream made-up of consumerism;
while self-honesty is about Knowing Thyself and taking self-responsibility, ensuring that my existence/participation in my world is such that I ‘fulfil’ myself by living fully, living in the interest of life as who I really am.
To be continued.
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