590 | Savior construct & Enemy construct Polarity

An interesting observation opened up throughout these last couple of posts, esp. in the context of

583 | The Insanity of the Enemy construct 
584 | Would you rather stand in PEACE or have a World in pieces?
587 | Self Forgiveness for True Enlightenment 
589 | Self forgiveness to lift the veils

and so the following is something I became aware of in relation to the 'savior'/'saved' point and the 'enemy construct':

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the ‘savior’ construct to exist within and as me, in various forms wherein I abdicate my self responsibility to a projection in the mind where I am ‘saved’ by another or get to ‘save’ another, where by necessity for the savior construct to exist an enemy construct must exist, for anyone to be ‘saved’ from [the ‘enemy’].

I see, with real eyes, and stand one and equal in awareness that for salvation/savior/saved/light to exist, an enemy/bad/dark must exist that is ‘more than’ and superior.

And so I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submerge myself and submit to a construct within my mind/consciousness that separates my being and polarizes my mind into the ‘savior’ and the ‘enemy’ polarity; making that construct ‘more than’ me, superior to my authority.

So I commit myself to as I breathe in awareness ensure that I in every moment remain the directive authority within and as myself, grounded, stable, standing in self responsibility. 

So I slow myself down and ensure that when I make my choices and decisions, no part of such enemy construct or savior construct is activated within me – as I see how this would allow my choices and decisions to be made in inferiority, instead of one and equal to who I am as a living being, as creator.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self responsibility as creator, and within this to alienate myself from my own creative potential, while I accept and allow the system to dictate who and how I am and what I’m supposed to be doing or even how creation works.

I see, with real eyes, and stand one and equal in awareness that as creator of my self and my world I am self responsible and thus commit to being response able: to no longer separate myself from creative ability and life potential.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, with real eyes, and stand as one and equal with the awareness that both the enemy construct and the savior construct represent ‘quick fix’ quasi ‘solutions’, i.e. in fact no solution at all –nothing that is equitable, best-for-all, sustainable– but rather a distraction and deviation from what requires direction, which for a moment gives the sensation of a ‘quick fix’.

And so I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be impatient with myself and others; and to want ‘quick fix solutions’; instead of seeing, with real eyes, and standing one and equal with awareness that such tendencies come from the starting-point of lack, scarcity, fear of loss – all of which are things/constructs indoctrinated into us with our acceptance and allowance throughout time; and so it will take time to impact ‘new programs’ into being, but it can only be done through practical living in awareness and self responsibility as life.

When and as the experience of stress or anxiety and/or the experience of wanting/needing/desiring to be ‘saved’/’save’ another – I stop and take a breath and re-member how it’s all about this real, organic creation process that we are walking, in space and time; and that we can only walk this process step by step, breath by breath, in awareness.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to ‘save’ other people in my life, not seeing and realizing how this only brings me into a rush, a stress, a depletion – because I am accepting and thus (re-)creating a starting-point of lack, of scarcity, of loss.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see with real eyes and stand one and equal with awareness of how polarity works, to then investigate and question any polarized experience or thought that may come up within me at any given moment.

I commit myself to be awake and aware in self realizing who I am in moments and thus Be Here to guide and support myself on the path of learning to live, learning to move myself beyond the box that is my mind as the world system as our accepted existence – to move beyond the conditioned ‘switches’ and ‘states’;

and rather reclaim my status as a living being, as the author of my existence and custodian of my world, by walking the inner and outer process of self realization through the mind/consciousness and through the world/system, until the change I want to see in my world is real as me and the relationships I establish in life.

And so I commit myself to let life be life and allow myself to live, here, in every moment, realizing we can only walk this process step by step, breath by breath, in awareness.

And I commit myself to assist myself and others equally in fulfilling our utmost potential as we each give our full potential to ourselves and each other – to see the change we all want to see in our world.

587 | Self Forgiveness for True Enlightenment

  LOL this was hopefully a catchy title to have you go “what the…?” – but, to be sure, I am continuing from my previous two posts
 

585 | In defense of my enlightenment

and

586 | You don’t become enlightened by imagining light, but by becoming aware of the darkness

and here I’m deconstructing the points further through self forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to seek enlightenment as something separate from me, thinking and believing that something within me or without is ‘hidden’ or ‘in the dark’ and thus I must ‘seek’ and ‘find’ and ‘bring to light’, wherein I separate myself from that which is ‘hidden’ and then think and believe that I have to ‘go somewhere’ or seek ‘out there’ to see truth; instead of realizing it is ‘hidden in plain sight’ but has been fragmented, scattered, compartmentalized within and as the systems that we have accepted and allowed to be our ‘consciousness’ within and our ‘government’ without, whereby that which ‘veils’ the entirety of what is here is nothing other than our own conditioned and preprogrammed ego systems and constructs of separation / polarization.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submerge myself to the power-games of this world, thinking and believing I must play the game in order to ‘survive’, not considering that the change we want to see in the world and in our societies can only come through and from the individual participants, you and me, and how we entertain and found our relationships within our world.

Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to entertain my relationships based on the systems of separation and the power-games of this world, where each one seeks self-interest only, not realizing that the ‘pursuit of happiness’ can only be accomplished if we work together and transform the structures of our world in a way that will substantially and sustainably benefit everyone equally, as life, as one.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a consciousness of lack and scarcity to dictate what is and what is not possible for who I am and what/how my world is; and that I haven’t investigated to the end how such lack and scarcity constructs emerged in the first place.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to, within ‘survival mode’, entertain ‘defense and protection mechanisms’ within my mind and living, wherein I’ll always rise in defense of that which I already ‘know’, of my beliefs and opinions and judgments and fears; and so have existed in righteousness and arrogance, instead of realizing the limitations of my separation and the consequences of my ‘defense’;

wherein ‘defense’ as such places me in a position of inferiority but at the same time in a position of war, wherein defense and offense / superiority and inferiority are two sides of the same coin, perpetuating the conflict and war as polarity friction, charging and discharging energy without awareness but only for the sake of ‘survival’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider what it means that everything is already here and always has been, wherein I have to ask myself how come I wasn’t seeing the whole picture and now I see with real eyes that it was my very acceptance and allowance of the conditioned world/consciousness system ‘as is’ that was keeping me from seeing the whole picture and the depths of our existence to the core to realize self responsibility.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fight for my limitations as they provide me my ‘comfort zone’ where I can feel important and educated, while I keep myself ‘protected’ from any new information or insight that may challenge my already established beliefs and definitions of myself and the world.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not see how the ‘enemy construct’ has been an inherent part/ingredient of the systems: where we always project blame and responsibility outside of ourselves unto something or someone else; wherein we always see an ‘enemy’ to which we apparently need to stand up TO or AGAINST; whereby we always have to ‘protect’ and ‘defend’ and ‘separate’ ourselves and MIND our OWN – so we are always in a battlefield, and it’s always WAR; there is always an ‘enemy’ against whom or which we need to protect ourselves, and so we keep ourselves limited, separated, and in fear /inferior.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see how the words defends and ‘rising in defense of…’ as such already point out the inner struggle and the paradox of our endless attempts for power, for standing, for fulfillment or wholeness, though we had not realized that we can only source power, standing and fulfillment from the substance of our beingness and that we must live these principles based on the value of LIFE, as who we all really are as living beings of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see how the word ‘defense’ in itself is indicative of our separation and of the inferior position that we accept and allow ourselves to take (within how we relate to it all – within how we relate to life and living).

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist in a state of ‘protection and defense’ when it comes to that which is in my ‘comfort zone’, that which I believe to know and accept to be ‘true’ or ‘real’ as ‘all there is’; for we defend our beliefs, our perceptions, our s of reality, our differences, our judgments – in other words we defend our own separation, limitation, and inferiority.

And so now that I see with real eyes how my own accepted limitation and separation have created a system of limitation in separation from life –

I commit myself to release myself from the mind system’s protection and defense mechanisms, to release myself from the limitations that had become my ‘comfort zone’, and embrace my full life potential as I support myself and others as me to manifest potentials and bring forth the change we want to see in our world.

I commit myself to assist and support myself and others as me to stop fighting for our limitations, to stop following the conditioned fears and desires, and get to true value creation as life creation to manifest real wealth that will support life with solutions that are substantial, sustainable, and best-for-all.

I commit myself to building relationships of trust, and to developing and establishing effective communication and collaboration in the realization that the world exists as relationships and thus the nature of the system reflects the nature of our relationships;

and therefore to change the nature of the system we need to change the ‘human nature’ that has become the mind consciousness system – 

And as we walk through the mind layers and walk ourselves into our true potential as living beings equal and one with the substance of life as creation, we also need to change the nature of our relationships: from polarized perpetual friction in inequality to mutual benefit support in equality, as LIFE, and therefore based on LIFE as the VALUE.

586 | You don’t become enlightened by imagining light, but by becoming aware of the darkness

…because only then can you CHANGE it

In my last post In defense of my enlightenment I concluded that there’s nothing really to say ‘in defense of enlightenment’ other than that true enlightenment exists as our life awareness, our true being, our amalgamation with and responsibility for everything that is here as our existence – within and without.

We could define ‘enlightenment’ as the self realization and manifestation of our full potential as living beings, individually and collectively.

An enlightened world/existence to me would entail care, equality, transparency, respect, wisdom, sharing… a CO-EXISTENCE in HARMONY, where no-one is harmed and all life is honored and free to live, express, create, expand.

It was well put when it was said that in reality, nothing is hidden and never has been, it's all ‘hidden in plain sight’; so what is the real key – it is that we have been unaware and only caught up in the internal hologram of our minds and the mind consciousness system / world control system, and now we are walking into awareness and becoming equal, to stabilize ourselves within and as it all, to now take directive principle and direct it to what is best for all.

A world where war and inequality, suffering and exploitation, deception and control no longer exist because they are no longer being entertained, impacted, accepted – that would be an enlightened world, in fact. Where the ‘darkness’ of ourselves would have been transcended and no longer manifests into reality.

The real ‘evil’ thus, the real ‘enemy’ is within, it is the mind/mined system of ego consciousness within and as a polarity trap; But more than that, it is in our relationships. 

Because the world exists as relationships – life exists as relationships. There is so much potential within this realization, and it is up to us to live it into creation, into existence, into beingness.

So, finding ways to co-exist in true freedom, care, responsibility, peace, creativity and abundance for all – that is utterly crucial. Especially at this point in time, here on earth.

The world around us is ‘breaking down’, the systems are crumbling and we need solutions.

So then our 'enlightenment' must entail understanding the 'dis-ease' that 'rules' this existence and manifests the 'human condition', and taking responsibility for its transformation and transcendence into new ways that support LIFE; to realize our full potential in awareness as living beings of life, as creators.

Coming back to the quote by Carl Gustav Jung

“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light,

but by making the darkness conscious.”

it is also indicating that there is a difference between imagination/consciousness and reality/awareness; 

as well as a difference between the ‘light’ of the mind and the ‘darkness’ of the physical.

Our current reality is darkness manifest. It is the evil, the worst of ourselves and our world, made real in all kinds of ways and forms. Our imagination/consciousness of ‘grandeur’ has created the monstrosity of our world as we know it and our experience within it.

The light that we’ve been seeking for in our desire to ‘change the world’ or ‘meet the savior’ or ‘be saved’… must be realized within self, as self – within our awareness AS LIFE and response-ability FOR LIFE – and birthed into existence as truly and substantially good; self-empowered, all-considering, creative, sustainable. We must be the source of the change, individually and collectively. 

See even of our ‘damnation’, in which we currently find ourselves in as humanity, we are the source.

We ARE the source of what is here, even though we may not ‘re-member’ how. And this may seem like the ‘chicken and the egg’ paradox to you, but in accepting ourselves as the ‘source’ we take self responsibility and place ourselves in a position of directive principle, of ‘giving’, of living, of standing one and equal with creation itself.

So we need to self reflect and take responsibility for, thus transcend in awareness, the darkness in our minds; the fear in our body; the evil in our ways; and make the light physical, thus real, as that which is truly good as best for LIFE.