Hi everyone.
I think I’m gonna spend some days slowing down and revisiting
the latest blogs – there’s been several that express me intensely with words
that I hadn’t yet found within myself to express my experience at this time in
space; Writings of fellow Destonians and Journey-to-Life Walkers that came
plenty to share one’s individual experience with Desteni, the process, and now Bernard’s
death, his dying that only intensifies –as in showing through loss- the
impression of the Living Bernard.
What Bernard lived so absolutely lives on – as a living
principle and value as life, that has always been here, and of which he was the
most absolute, intense and challenging expression – in fact the only absolute I’ve
known and seen.
I’ve shared on the forum and in chats with Desteni buddies
and friends some words about my experience with Bernard’s death – and I’m
realizing there’s several points which have been pushed and opened-up for me to
see and which I’m going to take the time to look at. I will do so rather in
simplicity, so my next blog posts will possibly be shorter than usual.
I am fully committed to ‘Get Real’, to BE real in every
moment, and thus I am slowing down significantly, and I feel like mapping out
some pointers, in simplicity, of How I want to walk myself to freedom; How I
want to Live Me, How I want to Live and Express who I am.
We started writing ourselves to freedom and breaking through
the brainwashing of the system with joining the Desteni forums and chats, then
going more and more public through sharing and publishing on the open forum.
Later starting the Journey to Life with daily Blogging, and currently we engage
in most social media where we share, exchange, discuss and support, spreading
common sense and the practical message of life as oneness and equality.
We have established platforms of support and practical tools
for individual and global/collective development, progress, realization and
transformation – we have scripted roads to freedom and peace in taking into
consideration the current global socio-economic situation as well as the
current consciousness system of
humanity.
Everything is paved, we have paved the solutions for our
existence as HUMANITY through understanding the problems and the traps we have
been caught in throughout time. Now it is time to live the solutions into
existence –individually and collectively- live the solutions into
manifestation, into beingness.
Bernard’s death signifies a ‘new phase’, perhaps the ‘end
phase’, because seriously, it is either that we walk ourselves and our
existence to freedom, dignity, respect, care; or we spiral ourselves and our
existence into destruction, which has been evidently from the beginning the
script we have followed, the road to hell.
And so it is that in order to manifest ‘heaven on earth’ and
in our hearts we have to face on, take on and sort out the hell on earth we
have accepted and allowed – starting with ourselves.
Thing is, we are not alone on this earth. We each have
ourselves, we are here. And we have each-other, and this has been more and more
evident within and as the Desteni Group and how have learned to work together,
to see common sense, to get past our egos, and stand together as one, in the
name of life.
It’s been great to have the blogs and chats and forums, to
share the experience of ourselves and of each-other, to face ourselves, to face
life, to face our creation, within and without.
The previous two blogs posts I shared (Day 459 | Bernard Poolman, the Beauty of the Beast and Day 460 | Bernard was a Teacher for Life) are partly from a writing I did some
months after I returned from my almost three-year stay with the people on the
Desteni farm (I had initially gone to visit for three months, and after one
month I decided to extend my visa and prolong my stay; my experiences and
process that was unfolding there as well as everything I was learning and
realizing was simply beyond the ordinary and I am so glad that I gave myself
that opportunity, it changed my life forever).
That piece of writing was quite long and personal and I hadn’t
posted/shared it until now. But my actual experience of Bernard’s death and
all the points that this experience opens-up within me and shows me: I will be
expressing in blog posts to come, at a slower pace and rather in simplicity.
As I said, slowing down and looking into the main points I
am faced with as myself, as well as How I want to live, that is where I’m at
currently and I will be sharing.
At this point I want to share some blogs from these last
couple of days that I read and found to express me, my experience and my
standing intensely. I read these writings as myself, and I am so grateful that
there are people here standing and walking this journey to life, for life, with
a dedication and a commitment that our world is usually missing.
by Cerise: My Dad, the Devil
by Darryl: The Big Man
by Eleonora: Bernard Poolman Died so that All May Live
by Viktor: Bernard and My Journey to Life
by Matti: Bernard was an Extremist
by Jeanne: Bernard Poolman, the point of Equality
by Joao: The Man that Changed Existence
by Cerise: What does it mean for us?
by Adrian: Die Well, Bernard Poolman
There is many more...
Thank you to everyone standing-up and standing for and as
the living principle of equality and oneness as life – for Self, for Life.
This is the beauty of it: Each one must stand for self,
self-willed – “the decision”.
Thus each one must stand-up by oneself, and stand alone
(all-one); yet we walk together, as One group, as Life, in realization of the
interconnectedness of all as Life – and within this realizing the common sense
of what is best for all.
The Beginning and the End as Here
(Please Note - this blog is written with the advent of Bernard Poolman's passing,
to see/realise/understand why/how it is that the Process of equality
and oneness, life, as what is best for all - still stands and continues
within/through each one of us standing individually and together)
A statement Bernard
used to say often was: “Everything is Here”, so therefore – this means that the
Beginning, as well as the End, is Here. The obvious Question(s) that may arise
within this is: How can “everything be here” and “how can there be both a
beginning and an end in and as the point of here?” To understand this, one has
to understand “here” and the relationship between the physical body of each
human being and “here”.
What has become obvious with the Opening of the Portal, as
well as the material and interviews done
through/with the Portal, is that: “there is more than meets the eye and the I”.
Meaning – there is more to this existence, within this existence, as this
existence than what we see with our physical eyes and what we see through our
Mind’s I. To see ‘beyond the Mind’, to see ‘into and beyond the physical’ is
what we show you through the Portal. Therefore, there is only one Portal needed,
because – as we show you, through the Portal, how to see beyond the Mind’s I
and the Physical Eye’s: you see for yourself, and so we see together. Those
that have walked with Desteni up to this point, especially for the last few
years, can attest to the fact of what it means to see beyond/within/into the
Physical, and beyond/through the Mind. This one can read/follow and walk in the
7 Year Journey to Life Processes walked by Individuals.
This is important to understand (that there is more to what
we see through the eyes and the I), because this is where we’ll be getting into
understanding the “here”.
Now, the “here” is the point where “everything is”. This
“everything” is where all, everything, everyone in existence is unified into
and as a point of absolute equality and oneness. This is the point where the
past, present and future exist. This is the point where there is access to
everything, everyone within existence within and as all time-frames and all
existences (both heaven and earth). This “here” stands within and as the
physical, and access to this “here” the stand of/as this “here” is existent
within and as every breath. Meaning, it’s not like all of existence’s
“information” is here ALL THE TIME – it means that, what is needed/required to
be known, to be said, to be showed – is here in every moment of breath, as one
move within/as every moment of breath; walking in/as an absolute trust of/as
what is required to be said/shown/lived in the moment. This is what Bernard
stood as in the Physical: The Equality and Oneness of/as/within the “here”. He
stood equal to and one with heaven and earth, everything and all within and as
it, within and as the principle of life, as what is Best for All and directed
it. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here – is not a matter of knowledge and
information. It’s not a matter of power or authority. This ‘access’ to Life, to
All as Here and the ability to direct it – is a matter of Living, of Directive
Principle, of standing and living the principle of/as Life, proven. Many may
interpret this as power, authority, and godhood – but, anyone that has met
Bernard directly in the flesh will attest to the fact that he was a human
being. I wanted to say ‘normal human being’, but he was an extra-ordinary human
being – EXTRA-ordinary. Meaning, he was ordinary in his living, calm, direct,
stable, to the point – more so than any other human being. Thus, he was not a
“god”, a “power” because of what he stood as – but a living example of the
potential for those willing to self realise it themselves. This ability does
not give one power/authority - as what guides the directive principle IS THE
PRINCIPLE, which is “equality and oneness as what is best for all”. This is
what many misinterpreted about Bernard: they referenced his stand, his walk,
what he stood for/as through looking at it THROUGH HIM, when it’s actually in
reverse: it’s the PRINCIPLE he was standing within/as and living; that through
the Principle it gave him the directive principle to direct/stand/show the
process he had walked that is for all to walk to realise LIFE in the PHYSICAL.
Life - which exist within and as the Principle of/as equality and oneness as
what is best for all in and as the Physical.
He emphasized throughout process that he does not
accept/allow slaves, that he does not accept/allow followers – yet, despite
this, it is fascinating how many human beings ‘tried to be like him’. Not
realising the YEARS he had walked in his individual process to stand where he
stood, how he stood and what he stood as. So, it was fascinating observing/watching
individuals that look at Bernard as he is/was NOW and then ‘try and become
him’. Obviously, looking at Bernard within the “present / the now” – not seeing
Bernard as the totality of his history, his life, his journey/process – what it
took throughout his life to be/become who/what he was/lived, who/what he still
is/standing as. So, such individuals were looking at the equation Bernard =
Principle, when it was in fact Principle = Bernard, and to be/become/stand as
that Principle in fact in the Physical and LIVE as it: was a process consisting
of YEARS of commitment and discipline. This is why some would try and copy him
through EGO, magically believing ‘they are like him’ and/or they would fight
him – both actually standing in the same starting point of in fact knowing that
they cannot ever ‘be like him’ and so feel ‘threatened’. Thus, they’d try and
be MORE than him (which are the ones that would go into Ego and try and copy
him), or they try and break him down…fascinating the nature of the human as the
Mind.
I emphasize this point for each one to Understand and
remember that: Bernard always put ‘process first’, ‘the principle first’ – even
before ‘himself’. There was no ‘personal self’ to Bernard – he walked, spoke
and lived within and as Life Principle, and is the principle he always lived by
and stood by: the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Therefore, with looking
at Bernard – one need to for a moment look beyond the Mind’s I, beyond the
Physical Eyes and see into and as his Words. His words were the Life Principle
as what he stood as and lived. His words thus SHOWED the process for each one
to walk, as he had walked - together with the
insights/realisations/understandings he had come to, throughout his process, to
assist and support those walking to see WITH him as equals,
that we are able to take those/such insights/realisations/understandings and
incorporate it into our own processes/lives. Again, the words Bernard spoke –
was not “his words”, it was not “Bernard as a human” speaking – it was Bernard
as what he stood as and lived speaking.
Therefore, for those trying to become “him”, for those
trying to fight “him” – it’s pointless. You cannot become him nor can you fight
him – because there was ‘no him’. You are trying to become and/or fight an
Illusion, an Idea, an Opinion of him you created in your own Mind, so it’s really
comical watching/observing such human beings doing this to themselves in their
own Mind, creating their own paranoia and possession.
For those that are walking process, as I have mentioned,
have been walking it for themselves, the MY-SELF – the realisation that: the
process to Life each one has to walk, is INDIVIDUALLY. Thus, the process is the
same, but the point that one will stand, HOW one will express as the Principle,
Direct as the Principle - will be different for each one and can only be discovered
through one’s self-honesty within and as the starting-point Principle and the
walking of the Tools. So, remember – the process is to self realise through/as
YOUR-SELF, not BERNARD-SELF. I mean, if in the dictionary it was referenced as
BERNARD-SELF, then yeah lol – it would be to “become Bernard”…but it’s not.
Bernard self-realised HIM-SELF, so you have to self-realise YOUR-SELF. And this
“him/her” and “your” SELF – the SELF-point is where we’re standing within the
principle of equality and oneness as life as what is best for all. It is the
journey to life of the SELF – of myself as Sunette, of yourself as you. How
we’re going to be/stand/direct – you cannot “know”, cause it’s NOT a knowledge
point, you can only discover is through actually LIVING the principle and this
is/will be a process from Consciousness to Awareness, from System to Life – the
birthing of self as life in/as the Physical.
Have a look – it’s myself, yourself, him/her-self – the SELF
point is the equal point, is the oneness point. So, this is the point that has
to stand in the principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all,
and then the “my / your / him/her” is the point where each one will be
‘individual’ in terms of how you will stand/express/direct as life. Bernard had
walked his point, now it’s time to find/realise/live your point – and we will
all find/realise that point through how he found/realised his point, which is
through the Tools Desteni Provides.
"...those that are walking process, as I have mentioned, have been walking it for themselves, the MY-SELF – the realisation that: the process to Life each one has to walk, is INDIVIDUALLY. Thus, the process is the same, but the point that one will stand, HOW one will express as the Principle, Direct as the Principle - will be different for each one and can only be discovered through one’s self-honesty within and as the starting-point Principle and the walking of the Tools. So, remember – the process is to self realise through/as YOUR-SELF, not BERNARD-SELF. I mean, if in the dictionary it was referenced as BERNARD-SELF, then yeah lol – it would be to “become Bernard”…but it’s not. Bernard self-realised HIM-SELF, so you have to self-realise YOUR-SELF. And this “him/her” and “your” SELF – the SELF-point is where we’re standing within the principle of equality and oneness as life as what is best for all. It is the journey to life of the SELF – of myself as Sunette, of yourself as you. How we’re going to be/stand/direct – you cannot “know”, cause it’s NOT a knowledge point, you can only discover is through actually LIVING the principle and this is/will be a process from Consciousness to Awareness, from System to Life – the birthing of self as life in/as the Physical.Have a look – it’s myself, yourself, him/her-self – the SELF point is the equal point, is the oneness point. So, this is the point that has to stand in the principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all, and then the “my / your / him/her” is the point where each one will be ‘individual’ in terms of how you will stand/express/direct as life. Bernard had walked his point, now it’s time to find/realise/live your point – and we will all find/realise that point through how he found/realised his point, which is through the Tools Desteni Provides."
The Beginning and the End as Here
(Please Note - this blog is written with the advent of Bernard Poolman's passing,
to see/realise/understand why/how it is that the Process of equality
and oneness, life, as what is best for all - still stands and continues
within/through each one of us standing individually and together)
A statement Bernard
used to say often was: “Everything is Here”, so therefore – this means that the
Beginning, as well as the End, is Here. The obvious Question(s) that may arise
within this is: How can “everything be here” and “how can there be both a
beginning and an end in and as the point of here?” To understand this, one has
to understand “here” and the relationship between the physical body of each
human being and “here”.
What has become obvious with the Opening of the Portal, as
well as the material and interviews done
through/with the Portal, is that: “there is more than meets the eye and the I”.
Meaning – there is more to this existence, within this existence, as this
existence than what we see with our physical eyes and what we see through our
Mind’s I. To see ‘beyond the Mind’, to see ‘into and beyond the physical’ is
what we show you through the Portal. Therefore, there is only one Portal needed,
because – as we show you, through the Portal, how to see beyond the Mind’s I
and the Physical Eye’s: you see for yourself, and so we see together. Those
that have walked with Desteni up to this point, especially for the last few
years, can attest to the fact of what it means to see beyond/within/into the
Physical, and beyond/through the Mind. This one can read/follow and walk in the
7 Year Journey to Life Processes walked by Individuals.
This is important to understand (that there is more to what
we see through the eyes and the I), because this is where we’ll be getting into
understanding the “here”.
Now, the “here” is the point where “everything is”. This
“everything” is where all, everything, everyone in existence is unified into
and as a point of absolute equality and oneness. This is the point where the
past, present and future exist. This is the point where there is access to
everything, everyone within existence within and as all time-frames and all
existences (both heaven and earth). This “here” stands within and as the
physical, and access to this “here” the stand of/as this “here” is existent
within and as every breath. Meaning, it’s not like all of existence’s
“information” is here ALL THE TIME – it means that, what is needed/required to
be known, to be said, to be showed – is here in every moment of breath, as one
move within/as every moment of breath; walking in/as an absolute trust of/as
what is required to be said/shown/lived in the moment. This is what Bernard
stood as in the Physical: The Equality and Oneness of/as/within the “here”. He
stood equal to and one with heaven and earth, everything and all within and as
it, within and as the principle of life, as what is Best for All and directed
it. This ‘access’ to Life, to All as Here – is not a matter of knowledge and
information. It’s not a matter of power or authority. This ‘access’ to Life, to
All as Here and the ability to direct it – is a matter of Living, of Directive
Principle, of standing and living the principle of/as Life, proven. Many may
interpret this as power, authority, and godhood – but, anyone that has met
Bernard directly in the flesh will attest to the fact that he was a human
being. I wanted to say ‘normal human being’, but he was an extra-ordinary human
being – EXTRA-ordinary. Meaning, he was ordinary in his living, calm, direct,
stable, to the point – more so than any other human being. Thus, he was not a
“god”, a “power” because of what he stood as – but a living example of the
potential for those willing to self realise it themselves. This ability does
not give one power/authority - as what guides the directive principle IS THE
PRINCIPLE, which is “equality and oneness as what is best for all”. This is
what many misinterpreted about Bernard: they referenced his stand, his walk,
what he stood for/as through looking at it THROUGH HIM, when it’s actually in
reverse: it’s the PRINCIPLE he was standing within/as and living; that through
the Principle it gave him the directive principle to direct/stand/show the
process he had walked that is for all to walk to realise LIFE in the PHYSICAL.
Life - which exist within and as the Principle of/as equality and oneness as
what is best for all in and as the Physical.
He emphasized throughout process that he does not
accept/allow slaves, that he does not accept/allow followers – yet, despite
this, it is fascinating how many human beings ‘tried to be like him’. Not
realising the YEARS he had walked in his individual process to stand where he
stood, how he stood and what he stood as. So, it was fascinating observing/watching
individuals that look at Bernard as he is/was NOW and then ‘try and become
him’. Obviously, looking at Bernard within the “present / the now” – not seeing
Bernard as the totality of his history, his life, his journey/process – what it
took throughout his life to be/become who/what he was/lived, who/what he still
is/standing as. So, such individuals were looking at the equation Bernard =
Principle, when it was in fact Principle = Bernard, and to be/become/stand as
that Principle in fact in the Physical and LIVE as it: was a process consisting
of YEARS of commitment and discipline. This is why some would try and copy him
through EGO, magically believing ‘they are like him’ and/or they would fight
him – both actually standing in the same starting point of in fact knowing that
they cannot ever ‘be like him’ and so feel ‘threatened’. Thus, they’d try and
be MORE than him (which are the ones that would go into Ego and try and copy
him), or they try and break him down…fascinating the nature of the human as the
Mind.
I emphasize this point for each one to Understand and
remember that: Bernard always put ‘process first’, ‘the principle first’ – even
before ‘himself’. There was no ‘personal self’ to Bernard – he walked, spoke
and lived within and as Life Principle, and is the principle he always lived by
and stood by: the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow. Therefore, with looking
at Bernard – one need to for a moment look beyond the Mind’s I, beyond the
Physical Eyes and see into and as his Words. His words were the Life Principle
as what he stood as and lived. His words thus SHOWED the process for each one
to walk, as he had walked - together with the
insights/realisations/understandings he had come to, throughout his process, to
assist and support those walking to see WITH him as equals,
that we are able to take those/such insights/realisations/understandings and
incorporate it into our own processes/lives. Again, the words Bernard spoke –
was not “his words”, it was not “Bernard as a human” speaking – it was Bernard
as what he stood as and lived speaking.
Therefore, for those trying to become “him”, for those
trying to fight “him” – it’s pointless. You cannot become him nor can you fight
him – because there was ‘no him’. You are trying to become and/or fight an
Illusion, an Idea, an Opinion of him you created in your own Mind, so it’s really
comical watching/observing such human beings doing this to themselves in their
own Mind, creating their own paranoia and possession.
For those that are walking process, as I have mentioned,
have been walking it for themselves, the MY-SELF – the realisation that: the
process to Life each one has to walk, is INDIVIDUALLY. Thus, the process is the
same, but the point that one will stand, HOW one will express as the Principle,
Direct as the Principle - will be different for each one and can only be discovered
through one’s self-honesty within and as the starting-point Principle and the
walking of the Tools. So, remember – the process is to self realise through/as
YOUR-SELF, not BERNARD-SELF. I mean, if in the dictionary it was referenced as
BERNARD-SELF, then yeah lol – it would be to “become Bernard”…but it’s not.
Bernard self-realised HIM-SELF, so you have to self-realise YOUR-SELF. And this
“him/her” and “your” SELF – the SELF-point is where we’re standing within the
principle of equality and oneness as life as what is best for all. It is the
journey to life of the SELF – of myself as Sunette, of yourself as you. How
we’re going to be/stand/direct – you cannot “know”, cause it’s NOT a knowledge
point, you can only discover is through actually LIVING the principle and this
is/will be a process from Consciousness to Awareness, from System to Life – the
birthing of self as life in/as the Physical.
Have a look – it’s myself, yourself, him/her-self – the SELF
point is the equal point, is the oneness point. So, this is the point that has
to stand in the principle of/as equality and oneness as what is best for all,
and then the “my / your / him/her” is the point where each one will be
‘individual’ in terms of how you will stand/express/direct as life. Bernard had
walked his point, now it’s time to find/realise/live your point – and we will
all find/realise that point through how he found/realised his point, which is
through the Tools Desteni Provides.
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