Continuing from
Day 461 | Slow and Steady – Walking MySelf to Freedom
Why Slowing Down?
Because as we are caught up in the rush of the mind we tend
to always fall into / follow / act on the automatic conditioned patterns and preprogrammed
responses of our consciousness. And we end-up being lived instead of being
LIVING. We are driven by a system created of systems, instead of ‘driving’ ourselves,
Living, self-directive.
Bernard gave it his all, and this is the way -
We each must give it our all, must give ourselves our all –
To be equal and one within and as self – wouldn’t that be
magnificent, no inner conflict, no regrets, clarity, self-trust, certainty,
will.
And in that power – to be equal, all as one, as life.
Give it our all –
each one to oneSelf as Life and all of us selfs together as
Life.
Fascinating starting to grasp self-honesty from a deeper or more-encompassing
physical perspective – ‘who I am Here’, in every moment.
Thus in every moment – who am I? How do I participate – this
is who I am, because who I am is here.
Thus in every moment – the opportunity to embrace, see, forgive,
determine, who I am here.
Real-time breath simplicity.
Bernard said process exists because we create it.
What does this mean? Could it mean that theoretically we
could all just stop. Stop recreating the same bullshit, within and without.
Stop existing the way we do – Change.
So all of us create the process of humanity/mankind and each
one of us create their own process – How? Self-Dishonesty.
So why do we create process – because we are dishonest,
because we are not life.
It was said that the outcome of the process is certain, it
is all parts self-realizing equality and oneness as life (or one
destroy/annihilate self forever and never was real/has abdicated one's right to
life). Whatever the human does as consciousness, life continues.
So here with Desteni we each are on an individual path of
seeing, realizing and understanding what process each one has created as
ourselves, as who we are and what defines us, and also seeing, realizing and
understand the process of humanity as ourselves – what has become of humanity,
what has become of our world, our existence and How.
And re-aligning the process, an actual organic
transformation, self-willed.
And so we live, breath by breath, 'birthing ourselves as
life from the physical'. Literally, lol.
Understanding the How places us not only in a position of
being able to change, but also in the realization of RESPONSIBILITY.
This is existential, how can we claim evolution when the
most substantial relationship formations of the human psyche, mind, and
experience are of energetic bipolar nature – things like reward-punishment,
fear-desire, win-lose, gain-lack, the power-games, the competition, the
survival mode.
(We don’t see animal drama or animals having a midlife
crisis, their survival mode is physical and in the context of their physical
reality, they do not create their physical reality but they deal with it, they
change with it, they adapt or the die out, but they don’t think about it, they
have no fear, they are not troubled, they survive through understanding the
co-existence, as communion, within and as equal part of the animal kingdom –
granted, there is a perspective of hierarchy within the
animal kingdom and no one can prove to you the chicken or the egg, who is to
say that it isn’t the existence of mankind that manifested and formed the
animal kingdom to be what and how it is today? The world system and environment
reflects our nature, the nature of human consciousness that has separated
itself from life as the physical/substance and became energy, exploiting the
physical to feed itself – so the nature- and animal-world reflects our nature
too.)
It's really about "the decision". The
starting-point. And to live it to the fullest. We all have obstacles in the way
of living to the fullest, but the obstacles are ourselves, our minds, our
creation. So yes there is work to be done - but within and during that, breath
by breath is here and thus here is in every moment the window of opportunity to
live to the fullest, the best I can live/be at any given moment, breath by
breath.
Self-honesty is measured in the context of one’s process and
everyone’s processes as all as one and is measured with every moment through/as
living participation -best for all or not, supportive for life or not, there is
no other choice-, and is at the same time accumulating as a living awareness,
determining and forming who I am, as how I live, and why.
Who I am determines what I do.
"It is not what you do, it is who you are within
anything you do"
I am starting to seriously let go of self-judgment. I hadn't
realized that it is the root for so many constructs, so much emotional turmoil
and troubles. I am astounded to realize to what extent one can skew one's
value-system in ways that do not support self as life but rather accept and
allow an inferior, devalued self to exist as victim of the 'reality' that is
created in self-interest as ego / consciousness system. I am my worst enemy,
and yes it can be scary. I had times in my life where I would create my own
fear. I don't remember when and why, I was quite young, a child still perhaps.
This had become as I realize now like an underlying accepted way of existence
or rather: a relationship towards existence and thus towards myself and towards
'my life' that was in its root, evil. Why create fear? Why was I being ‘evil’
within and toward myself in emotions of fear, hurt, regret, self-judgment,
blame, compete, and consequentially ‘evil’ toward others, and why was I not
changing but instead again and again becoming possessed by/as personality/mind
possession, ending-up no longer seeing reality and only seeing my self-judgment
and my judgment of others through my own self judgment.
Evil is the opposite of Live.
I am not alive, yet. I have not lived, yet.
I have not loved, yet.
And yet there is aliveness, there is life, there is love,
there is care, support and consideration.
I am fortunate to be here at this time in space, I am
fortunate to be here with graceful and truly valuable living principles, to be
here with a group of people that are dedicated and dare move beyond the ego, to
be here with a realization of what life can be, to be here with the decision to
live, to give it my all, to give me to me, to embrace me, to for-give me, to
embrace life/living, to set myself free from the mind-control that I have
accepted and allowed within/of myself, to let go of fears and hopes, and to stand
in absolute self-honesty, to live absolute.
I am here and thus here is in every moment the window of
opportunity to live to the fullest, the best I can live/be at any given moment,
breath by breath.
"You can only do that which you can do in a
breath"
So – in every breath: here is the power to change, and I am
here. So the key is HERE.
Could one not start seeing each here-now moment as a new
moment, and make each here-now moment a full moment with a beginning and an
end?
What do we know: if we know the beginning we know the end.
Thus if we align our starting-point to self-honesty as best
for all, the end is certain, though the 'how' is unknown until it is expressed,
until it unfolds, is lived into existence. No reason to fear the unknown, it’s
like fearing life/living, it’s like fearing oneself. But within making a
decision – the decision – self-honest common sense is to simply live, dare
express, dare participate, expand, move beyond my limitations that only exist
due to fears and accepted definitions or misaligned vocabulary, break through
the constructs of what I have accepted about myself and my life, about others
and the world, purify my relationships, live the purity of self-honesty.
I realize for me step one is to let go of self-judgment,
Bernard said to me once "I never judge myself" and obviously he didn't mean that he was flawless or best, all he said is that he doesn't judge
himself, thus: there is another way. If he can do it, I can do it, is what he
said.
Thank you everyone for being here, I find support at this
intense time.
Will continue on all these points I find within myself in the coming posts.
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