Day 71: Reaction Energetics Mind the Mine

ART by Bastian Neumann

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to act out a reaction.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whenever I act out a reaction, I am trying to 'validate' my ego and thus becoming self-righteous.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a reaction is always about self, never about another.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to expect another to 'fix' my reaction - instead of me stopping my reaction and taking full responsibility for myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that reactions are self-created through the accumulation of backchat, where the ego speaks to itself in the mind, making up beliefs and equations where one as ego is either in a point of perceived 'disadvantage'/'inferiority' or perceived 'advantage'/'superiority' - but in fact both these points exist simultaneously as one = as ego:
where one will 'feel' one has been ‘diminished’ or was ‘done wrong unto’ and thus one goes into self-victimization as 'inferiority' while at the same time the backchat is busy 'getting back' to the one apparently to 'blame' in an attempt to 'superiorize' one's position/experience.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that no one can ever actually 'make me feel' something - I am always experiencing myself and the result of the equations I create through the accepted backchat in the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the backchat in the 'secret mind' always exists in polarities and is always about power-games of 'superiority'/'inferiority' whereby the ego creates the backchat trying to find ways to 'win'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whenever I blame another for 'making me feel' a certain way: I am in fact abdicating my responsibility.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am always self-responsible for the experience of myself, which is always self-created through and as the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge the practicality of standing in self-equality and oneness and realize that that is the only point where self has directive power –
because seeing myself as 'inferior' or 'superior' indicates I am looking at myself through the backchat in my head and thus abdicating my self-directive power to the mind to determine who I am.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by abdicating my self-directive power to the mind, I make myself subject to the polarities of the mind and thus unable to stand stable in self-equality and oneness, in self-acceptance and self-trust as life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whenever I allow myself to look at myself through the backchat in my head: I will also look at others through the same filters - and that this only creates and perpetuates the power-games of ego, keeping the system running in the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the world system exists as it does due to the systems we accept and allow to exist within us as who we are:
where it's all about power-games, 'superiority'/'inferiority', and ultimately about 'winning', based on the fear of loss /fear of being discriminated / fear of being rejected –
yet we refuse to see how we ourselves constantly discriminate and reject others in our minds just to be the ones to 'win'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that both the world system and the mind system function like a casino, and one as ego is always trying to 'win the jackpot' regardless of the 'loss' implied for everyone else.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that both the world system and the mind system are based on the concept of 'limited energy' and thus competition for survival - where in the world: energy is MONEY, and in the individual: energy is the MINE/MIND; yet we do not consider that both are mental concepts based in FEAR, and due to the accepted fear we fail to consider that it is possible to have a win-win situation where in fact we regard ourselves and each-other as Equals of Life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that energy represents our separation from life: in the world through MONEY; and in the individual through and as what we MIND as MINE - where we'll go into all kinds of reactions and feelings and emotions and backchat in the head to 'justify' what is OURS, wasting our HOURS on earth in mental power-games simply due to the accepted fear which is inFEARiority, which is Ego, because within that accepted ‘inferiority’ we tacitly imply that we are not equal of life.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that since the starting-point of fear as accepted ‘inferiority’ is within and as self: Self is in fact the only place to stop the fear and redefine one's starting-point to be equal and one with life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I can only perceive or assume that others see me or place me as 'less than' and thus as 'inferior' - if I have already accepted such 'inferiority' within myself.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that once I place myself as equal and stand as equal of life in self-acceptance and self-trust, and walk this decision in practical application in my living moment-to-moment, breath-by-breath:

I will no longer accept or allow another's actions or words to determine 'who I am' or 'make me feel' 'inferior' or 'superior' - because I have realized and accepted my value as life;

Nor will I allow backchat in the mind to undermine my self-equality as life, as I will stand as One and thus no longer divided within myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that once I have realized and accepted my value as life in equality and oneness and live this realization into beingness as 'who I am' in every moment of breath:

I will also see others within and as the value of life and thus will be able to assist others to self-realize life as equality and oneness.

And with many individuals aligning self in this way, we are able to assist ourselves and each-other to stop the power-games, stop our acceptances and allowances that make us 'less than' who we really are as life; and bring forth a new world of self-willed equals where we honor ourselves and each-other as life.



I commit myself to showing that new ways of communication, exchange and expression will emerge as who we are, once we stop the power-games and our accepted 'inferiority', stop the fear and the backchat in the mind, and stand as life in self-equality and oneness to walk in self-dignity, self-respect, self-responsibility.

I commit myself to showing that reactions always reveal one's own nature as one's acceptances and allowances - and thus we are able to investigate our reactions in self-honesty to get to know ourselves, realize what we have become, and re-evaluate our existence as an informed decision about who we are going to be and how we are going to correct ourselves into self-dignity, self-respect, self-responsibility.

I commit myself to taking responsibility for the entirety of who I am, my reactions included, and to assist and support myself with self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to stop myself from being trapped in energetic power-games and acting out reactions that not only harm me, but also others/my world.

I commit myself to stopping the accepted inferiority and to no longer allowing myself to be determined by the bipolar nature of reactions, backchat, energy – so that I may accept myself as the value of life as equal and assist myself in establishing that point of self-trust and self-equality that will ensure that I am the directive principle of me in self-honesty and self-respect.

I commit myself to showing that if we do not give life to ourselves - we cannot have life; if we do not birth ourselves as life, we cannot be life.

I commit myself to showing that if we do not give life to all equally, we do not in fact have the right to life, nor can we have a context wherein to live in dignity as life.

I commit myself to sharing the support of the 'desteni I process', where we learn to see through the veils of our own backchat and beyond the limitations of our belief-systems in the mind; to realize how we function as a mind and how we in unawareness have come to be who and what we are today; so that we may take self-responsibility for our existence, piece ourselves back together, and re-design ourselves in self-awareness as life.

I commit myself to showing that the process humanity is facing is the process of walking ourselves out of self-consciousness as ego which is based in fear and other polarity constructs, and walking ourselves into self-awareness as life based in the value of life as oneness and equality, where fear and polarity have no place - and thus hierarchy, control and exploitation have no place either.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if we want to bring forth actual change in our world and restore the value of life on earth, we will have to acknowledge that the only way for all to have freedom and a dignified life without fear: is to stop all hierarchies, all polarities, all exploitation and all abuse, and to ensure that all life has equal access, equal participation, equal rights and equal power in life.

I commit myself to showing that the equal money system as proposed by the desteni group will not only eliminate starvation and provide a stable foundation where we as humanity will have the time and the means to re-educate ourselves into self-awareness and self-responsibility; it will also ensure the emergence of a new, self-empowered, self-responsible human that will practically redefine 'human nature' such that we will no longer accept or allow the exploitation of life through separation, competition, profit, war, inequality.

ART by Joe Kou

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Backchat
Conditioned Stimulus-Response Patterns

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