LOL this was hopefully a catchy title to have you go “what the…?” – but, to be sure, I am continuing from my previous two posts
and
and here I’m deconstructing the points further through
self forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to seek enlightenment as something separate from me, thinking and believing
that something within me or without is ‘hidden’ or ‘in the dark’ and thus I
must ‘seek’ and ‘find’ and ‘bring to light’, wherein I separate myself from
that which is ‘hidden’ and then think and believe that I have to ‘go somewhere’
or seek ‘out there’ to see truth; instead of realizing it is ‘hidden in plain
sight’ but has been fragmented, scattered, compartmentalized within and as the
systems that we have accepted and allowed to be our ‘consciousness’ within and
our ‘government’ without, whereby that which ‘veils’ the entirety of what is
here is nothing other than our own conditioned and preprogrammed ego systems
and constructs of separation / polarization.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to submerge myself to the power-games of this world, thinking and believing I
must play the game in order to ‘survive’, not considering that the change we
want to see in the world and in our societies can only come through and from
the individual participants, you and me, and how we entertain and found our
relationships within our world.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and
allowed myself to entertain my relationships based on the systems of separation
and the power-games of this world, where each one seeks self-interest only, not
realizing that the ‘pursuit of happiness’ can only be accomplished if we work
together and transform the structures of our world in a way that will
substantially and sustainably benefit everyone equally, as life, as one.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a
consciousness of lack and scarcity to dictate what is and what is not possible
for who I am and what/how my world is; and that I haven’t investigated to the end
how such lack and scarcity constructs emerged in the first place.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to, within ‘survival mode’, entertain ‘defense and protection mechanisms’
within my mind and living, wherein I’ll always rise in defense of that which I
already ‘know’, of my beliefs and opinions and judgments and fears; and so have
existed in righteousness and arrogance, instead of realizing the limitations of
my separation and the consequences of my ‘defense’;
wherein ‘defense’ as such places me in a position of
inferiority but at the same time in a position of war, wherein defense and
offense / superiority and inferiority are two sides of the same coin,
perpetuating the conflict and war as polarity friction, charging and
discharging energy without awareness but only for the sake of ‘survival’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
consider what it means that everything is already here and always has been, wherein
I have to ask myself how come I wasn’t seeing the whole picture and now I see
with real eyes that it was my very acceptance and allowance of the conditioned
world/consciousness system ‘as is’ that was keeping me from seeing the whole
picture and the depths of our existence to the core to realize self
responsibility.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to fight for my limitations as they provide me my ‘comfort zone’ where I can
feel important and educated, while I keep myself ‘protected’ from any new information
or insight that may challenge my already established beliefs and definitions of
myself and the world.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to not see how the ‘enemy construct’ has been an inherent part/ingredient of
the systems: where we always project blame and responsibility outside of
ourselves unto something or someone else; wherein we always see an ‘enemy’ to which we apparently need to stand up TO
or AGAINST; whereby we always have to ‘protect’ and ‘defend’ and ‘separate’ ourselves
and MIND our OWN – so we are always in a battlefield, and it’s always WAR; there is
always an ‘enemy’ against whom or which we need to protect ourselves, and so we
keep ourselves limited, separated, and in fear /inferior.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself
to see how the words defends and ‘rising in defense of…’ as such already point
out the inner struggle and the paradox of our endless attempts for power, for
standing, for fulfillment or wholeness, though we had not realized that we can
only source power, standing and fulfillment from the substance of our beingness
and that we must live these principles based on the value of LIFE, as who we
all really are as living beings of LIFE.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself
to see how the word ‘defense’ in itself is indicative of our separation and of
the inferior position that we accept and allow ourselves to take (within how we
relate to it all – within how we relate to life and living).
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed
myself to exist in a state of ‘protection and defense’ when it comes to that
which is in my ‘comfort zone’, that which I believe to know and accept to be
‘true’ or ‘real’ as ‘all there is’; for we defend our beliefs, our perceptions,
our s of reality, our differences, our judgments – in other words we defend our
own separation, limitation, and inferiority.
And so now that I see with real eyes how my own
accepted limitation and separation have created a system of limitation in
separation from life –
I commit myself to release myself from the mind system’s
protection and defense mechanisms, to release myself from the limitations that
had become my ‘comfort zone’, and embrace my full life potential as I support
myself and others as me to manifest potentials and bring forth the change we want
to see in our world.
I commit myself to assist and support myself and
others as me to stop fighting for our limitations, to stop following the
conditioned fears and desires, and get to true value creation as life creation
to manifest real wealth that will support life with solutions that are
substantial, sustainable, and best-for-all.
I commit myself to building relationships of trust,
and to developing and establishing effective communication and collaboration in
the realization that the world exists as relationships and thus the nature of
the system reflects the nature of our relationships;
and therefore to change the nature of the system we
need to change the ‘human nature’ that has become the mind consciousness system
–
And as we walk through the mind layers and walk ourselves into our true
potential as living beings equal and one with the substance of life as creation,
we also need to change the nature of our relationships: from polarized
perpetual friction in inequality to mutual benefit support in equality, as LIFE,
and therefore based on LIFE as the VALUE.
