Day 197: Be_Longing | BACKCHAT Dimension of the Mind Construct #3

ART by Kelly Posey

I am continuing from

Day 189: Be_Longing | THOUGHT Dimension of the Mind Construct

Day 190: Be_Longing | THOUGHT Dimension of the Mind Construct #2

Day 191: Be_Longing | THOUGHT Dimension of the Mind Construct #3
Day 192: Be_Longing | IMAGINATION Dimension of the Mind Construct
Day 193: Be-Longing | IMAGINATION Dimension of the Mind Construct #2
Day 194: Be_Longing | BACKCHAT Dimension of the Mind Construct
Day 195: Be_Longing | BACKCHAT Dimension of the Mind Construct #2

I realize that any and all backchat is about measuring and weighing out VALUE – which is what our participation in ENERGY is based on, whether that energy is about money, love, affection, attention, validation, winning, being liked, you name it – it’s about the ‘more’, the ‘better than’, the ‘superior’, the ‘success’ from a starting-point of self-interest –

hence an existence of constant competition, failing to practically consider the interest of LIFE as a whole.

I see, realize and understand that all backchat /internal conversations are about VALUE – wherein the ego as the mind consciousness persona weighs out how to ‘win’ and how to get to the satisfactions of one’s (conditioned!) wants, needs, desires and to the avoidance of one’s (respectively conditioned!) fears – within this in fact compromising self as life and giving-up the self-directive principle self can exist within/as through self-awareness and self-honesty in every moment of breath.

Therefore I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to self-realize life as the only real, actual value, through stopping the mind polarity within myself and aligning myself to the equality and oneness of life, within and through a participation in life that is in all possible ways ‘best for all’.



I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to participate in backchat, trying to find or establish or gain ‘my value’ – as I realize that such participation in the mind would make me equal to and one with this world system of a dysfunctional consciousness where the value of life has been replaced with fake values to dumb down the human for the continuation of profit for a select few on the top of hierarchy.

I see, realize and understand that we cannot want, wish, demand the end of all hierarchy in the world, when this very system of hierarchy exists within and as our own minds, ‘in secret’. Therefore I commit myself to stopping all polarities, all fake values, all comparison and competition within myself, and to assisting and supporting myself in practically self-realizing life as the only real, actual value.

When and as I see myself thinking and believing and feeling like I don’t belong or that “others” are not valuing me /not valuing me ‘enough’: I stop BEFORE going into back-chatting about it in the mind – because the moment the internal conversations begin – it’s too late, as the directive-principle is already given up to the voice in the head that’s now trying to fight for its survival, its ‘right’ to exist, its ‘right’ to ‘win’.

I see, realize and understand that such personalities (the “I don’t belong” personality for instance) were in fact formed and created THROUGH the repetition of such thoughts, backchat, internal conversations, and thus Stopping self from existing as such personality, I require to stop all levels through which I access and become it.


I commit myself to stopping backchat / internal conversations about my life and my experience of myself, wherein I would within the mind move between the polarities of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ perception –
as I realize that both value-judgments are just that: perceptions, definitions, judgments.

Therefore, instead of basing my life and my self-worth on definitions, I approach my life and myself in self-honesty and practical common sense, to assist and support myself in making informed decisions that are in the interest of life, thus also in my own best interest as who I really am of life.


I commit myself to stop within myself all judgment, ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ – as I realize the practical implication of the words “Judge not lest you be judged”, namely that all judgment reflects self and returns to self.
Thus I commit myself to investigating the judgment existent within me to see and face my acceptances and allowances, and within that take responsibility to re-align the equations of my existence: from the mental polarity consciousness we are trapped within, into and as the oneness and equality of life.

I commit myself to assist and support myself in stopping the abdication of myself to the polarity value-judgments of the mind; as well as stopping the abdication of my self-responsibility to ‘external factors’, wherein I’d either make ‘external factors’ responsible for my ‘fulfilment’ (‘positive’ polarity) or responsible for my ‘discontent’ (‘negative’ polarity) –

because I see the actual consequence that is practically implied within this: namely the abdication of self responsibility and making self subject to ‘external factors’, thus in essence giving-up the point of self-determination and self-directive principle.

Therefore whenever I see myself going into blaming or making others responsible within my mind, I stop, I take a breath, and I realign myself in self-responsibility through bringing all points back to self and taking self-directive to stand in self-determination, as best for life, for all, for me.




I see, realize and understand that all backchat /internal conversations are about VALUE –
wherein the ego as the mind consciousness persona weighs out equations of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ – thus creating, manifesting, and accepting INEQUALITY – perpetuating consequently the HUMAN RACE which is a competition for ENERGY –
Energy being the “value” we assign to things mentally, in terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’, within this disregarding and ignoring the ACTUAL VALUE of/as LIFE, as ourselves, each-other, this world, our existence.

Therefore I assist and support myself to, through self-honesty, effective breathing and remaining here within and as the physical reality, stop my participation in ENERGY, which serves me in no way other than dictating to me the ‘ups and downs’ of my existence due to comparison, competition, and value-judgments;
and I commit myself to walking the practical process of stopping the conditioned polarities of the mind consciousness and set myself free from the RACE of survival, to finally LIVE and discover what life really is/can be.


I assist and support myself to question WHAT it is that’s back-chatting /having internal conversations within MY mind WITHOUT my directive instruction – because I see that throughout my life I have merely followed the ‘voices in my head’, because apparently they ‘explain’ to me my ‘feelings’ and ‘emotions’.

I see, realize and understand that such ‘fuzzy logic’ exists to serve self-interest, while I in fact did not know or understand where the feelings and emotions came from, how they were formed, and where the thoughts in my mind come up from when I did not put them there myself.


I see, realize and understand that backchat /internal conversation exist to create the (fuzzy!) logic that is set to ‘validate’ the ‘feelings’ and ‘emotions’ that come-up through the friction in one’s world related to the wants, needs and desires of the ego mind consciousness one exists as –
when in fact such ‘feelings’ and ‘emotions’ are products of conditioning and the result of accepted self-definitions created through value-judgment and comparison in a world where the value of life is disregarded and exploited in the name of profit / self-interest.

When I look at the backchat in my mind directly, in self-honesty and common sense, I see that all ‘explanation’ comes-up in a way that abdicates by responsibility and creates JUSTIFICATIONS and ‘excuses’ as to why for instance the inner conflict is valid or why for instance blaming another/’external factors’ is valid –
when clearly it is not, because how can blame and abdication of self-responsibility be valid when we can see all around us throughout the history of mankind that blame has gotten us no-where and FEAR is used as an excuse to not have to take responsibility for What is Here;

after all – What is Here: WE have created / accepted / allowed / given permission for to exist.



Therefore I commit myself to understand my conditioned feelings and emotions and acknowledge the limitation and consequences of self-definitions of polarity, so that I may stop the mind-control from the inside out and discover what it really means to FEEL life, as life.

Because obviously, in a world where a child dies every couple of seconds everywhere around us, from preventable cause, while we feel NOTHING but the mental bubbles of definitions we are trapped within: indicates that we have no awareness of life, but only an awareness of consciousness, and that not even to the fullest so that we may direct our consciousness in self-responsibility.

Therefore I continue walking my process, with the support of the tools and facilitators at the Desteni I Process, where we in fact get to know the totality of ourselves to regain our power and responsibility for all aspects of the consciousness that we have become –
as that is the only way of changing / transforming our existence through self-directive will, to manifest a world where there is no more slaves and masters, but all are able to get to self-mastery through a process of Man Know Thyself – thus an existence where all beings have equal power, equal responsibility, equal rights, equal access and participation in life.



I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to stop trusting what comes-up in the mind automatically, habitually, repeatedly, re-cycling again and again WITHOUT any constructive, supportive result whatsoever – because clearly what comes-up in the mind are bipolar patterns of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ thoughts, memories, definitions, from which accordingly emerge the respective ‘feelings’ and ‘emotions’.

I see, realize and understand that as long as we are busy in the MIND, we cannot be Here as Life, because in the mind each one is busy defending and justifying Self-Interest –
Self-Interest being the ONE Ring that Binds Us All, the ‘Ring of Power’, the polarity cycle, the snake biting its own tail, the never-ending system of self-delusion as Energy.


I commit myself to investigate and stop all inner conflict – as I realize that inner conflict is always the result of self-dishonesty, when self accepts and allows within self the bipolar condition of back-chatting /internal conversations of and as value-judgments.

Therefore, I rather look at things/self in self-honesty and common sense to in fact see direct, see what is here, see things for what they are and thus assist and support myself in understanding cause and effect and taking responsibility for all consequence/outflows of ‘who one is’ in every moment.



I see, realize and understand that all backchat /internal conversations are but an INTERPRETATION of reality according to the individual self-interest – and that to SEE reality for what it is, one has to let go of self-interest, let go of fear which is but an excuse, let go of the conditioned wants/needs/desires of the ego mind consciousness, and self-realize LIFE within and as the interconnectedness of this physical reality we all share, this physical world that is currently constantly at WAR due to the RAW nature of Self-Interest we accept and allow ourselves to exist within and as.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in STOPPING ALL WAR within and without, and I walk this until it’s done and Life is again ONE, within a oneness where ALL participants are EQUAL as LIFE.

That is why I support an equal money system, because it will assist and support humanity in letting go of the fake values we desperately hold onto, and restore the value of life in all aspects of practical living, so that no part of life needs to suffer or struggle like it is currently the case in the accepted world system where life is exploited for profit.



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Day 119: The It's Not Worth It Character – Self Commitment Statements

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

This is a continuation from:
Day 117: Deconstructing Characters - The It's Not Worth it Character
Day 118: The Consequence of the It's Not Worth it Character

I commit myself to stopping myself from thinking or believing that a task or a project or an idea I come up with “is not worth it” – stopping myself from following such idea / thought / perception when and as it comes up in the mind, as I realize that such ideas are merely a conditioned way of self-sabotage.

I commit myself to GIVE the worth of life FOR myself equal and one – and therefore to FOR-GIVE the separation I had accepted and allowed, wherein I had defined ´worth´ in separation from myself based on the consciousness ideas of ´success´ and ´failure´, ´superiority´ and ´inferiority´ and other bipolar CONDITIONS.

Therefore I commit myself to valuing myself as life UNCONDITIONALLY and giving myself the chance to initiate common sense considerations when faced with a decision, so that I may give myself the opportunity to make an actual decision, try it, test it, explore, and expand – not accepting or allowing myself to follow the idea / thought / perception of “it´s not worth it”.

I commit myself to stopping myself from giving in to self-doubt and self-inferiority, and to instead FACE that self-doubt or inferiority within and as myself the moment it comes up – so that I may direct the point effectively in self-honesty and self-dignity, no longer creating cover-ups to deceive myself into 'feeling better' or believing that ‘everything is okay'.

I commit myself to investigating and stopping all points of self-sabotage that I have allowed to keep me from living, expressing and expanding as life.

I commit myself to no longer accepting or allowing depression to take over, as I realize that the tendency to depression is a direct outflow/consequence of self suppression.

Therefore I commit myself to no longer accepting or allowing myself to suppress my self motivation out of fear – no longer accepting or allowing myself to limit myself by abdicating my directive principle to fear.

I commit myself to living self-responsibility, which implies taking responsibility for the decisions I make and for every step I take, making sure that I am the one Moving Me, so that I no longer abdicate the movement of myself to the automated mind consciousness system within which I limit myself to the bounds of the fake ´security´ of what I ´know´.

I commit myself to stopping within myself the moment I see myself accessing the “it´s not worth it”-Character, and making sure that I step out of character, breathe and earth myself Here; to then in self equality and oneness move myself in self-honesty and practical common sense.

I commit myself to stop fighting for my limitations, as I realize that limitation is defined through what one accepts and allows within and as the MIND.

Therefore I commit myself to stopping the limitation of the conditioned mind and supporting myself to express, expand and grow as LIFE: in equality and oneness with who I am as a living being here in this physical reality.

I commit myself to question and correct the ´logic´ of the mind that is conditioned to develop justifications, excuses and reasons as to ´why´ one accepts and allows limitation, ´why´ one accepts and allows fear to direct one´s decisions, ´why´ one steps into protection- and defense-mechanisms –

as I realize that only a conditioned mind as consciousness defines itself in limitation and then goes into defending its limitation (which is its ´security´) through self-righteousness and various protection- and defense-mechanisms.

I commit myself to supporting the transformation of our world, our society, into a place where we learn the skills of self-honesty and get to know and understand how we function as mind consciousness systems, what mechanisms direct our perception and rationalization and how, when these mechanisms are applied/activated and why, and what all that implies about who we human beings are;

so that we may bring forth a world where human beings exist through SELF-WILL and are therefore able to in fact take self-responsibility and thus self-directive power of themselves, and develop into trustworthy and accountable individuals that honor the value of life – and thus each-other as self, as equals, as ONE LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if we were to learn, understand and realize HOW we function as mind consciousness systems, we would in fact be in a position to CHANGE ourselves and stand-up in self-dignity to no longer accept or allow the deception and abuse of the world system that exploits life for profit –

to no longer allow ourselves to limit, restrict and sabotage ourselves in the first place!

I commit myself to exposing the current capitalist world order that is the SYSTEM, and the fact that this world order which is based on Profit (which it gains out of the exploitation of life) :

does NOT want human beings to see, realize and understand how this reality as consciousness functions, because then human beings would pose a THREAT to the SYSTEM and would no longer be just the slaves that keep the system running.

I commit myself to supporting the equal money system as a first step to stopping all hierarchy, abuse and exploitation in its very structure and systematic functionality, and to establishing a functional and transparent foundation of equal support for all life.

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Day 116: Reprogramming Your Mind | Is Psycho Logical ?

ART by Damian Ledesma

This blog post is a continuation of:
Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Fear & Desire
Day 112: Fear & Desire - The Hand that Rocks the Cradle | Self Commitment Statements
Day 113: Reprogramming Your Mind - Is Mind Control possible?
Day 114: Reprogramming Your Mind - Positive Thinking is for Cowards
Day 115: Reprogramming Your Mind - Meditation is Medication?



Looking at the evolution of human nature especially with regards to the point of self-determination and free will, what we can see is that psychology and methods coming from the field of psychology fail to enable the human being to support or change itself for real, let alone to get to the point of free will that implies that the human being in fact makes its own decisions and is able to direct its mental and emotional patterns to an outcome that is constructive, not destructive.

Very often, psychological help exchanges one addiction/dependency for another. Psychological help seem to only last so long, and the reason is that psychologists and any other ‘experts’ for that matter are subject to the same mechanisms and patterns everyone else ‘suffer’ from;
furthermore the psychological approach seems to take the mechanics of the human psyche for granted and to work only within the bounds of that accepted framework, not really questioning how thoughts, feelings and emotions emerge, where they come from, how patterns are created and why such conditioned patterns seem to have so much power over a human being that an entire life path is based on such REACTION patterns – which means that living is not based on acting as self-direction, but on REACTING.

All the while, such patterns are not really who a being is, but merely the result of programming and impulses through a being’s environment. Certainly one’s ‘beingness’ does play a role in terms of who and what one becomes through all that which one consciously or unconsciously accepts or allows; however looking at how early parents, society, peers and the system infiltrate a being’s life with their ‘rules of the game’, it is safe to postulate that a being does not even get the chance to discover who they are in their beingness, because that very beingness is exposed to so many influences from the beginning, that one can literally look at a new born child as a blank piece of paper. Now the child cannot think, speak, write or read – and so slowly but surely the child’s environment starts filling in the blank paper that is the child’s life, the child itself, and thus the CHOICE a child has in life is not free choice, but is "choice" limited to the parameters set for the child by its environment.

Here obviously we have not only psychological but also financial conditions that determine what choices a child will have in life – which is where the discussion of an equal money system comes in, because with our current state of evolution we are certainly in a position, if we wanted to, to make sure that every child born into this world is born into equally supportive conditions, hence equal money for all from birth to death. That is the least we could do for LIFE, and yet we don’t. Now this suggestion is shared with the world, and we will see how long it will take before people start realizing that if we want LIFE for ourselves we must be willing to give it to ALL equally. How much worse must the situation in the world become, before we see and acknowledge this simple 1+1 ?


Going back to a child’s development in this world:

When we grow up we then look for ways to establish ‘free choice’ – however the patterns, the characters, the personalities, the protection- and defense-mechanisms a being has adopted in order to ‘fit in’ in this world are already so ingrained, that if one look in self-honesty, one cannot but realize: my choice is not free; my will is not free.
Why is this not a clear common sense point of knowledge that everyone realizes? Why does psychology and other sciences not question this? And yet at the same time science TAKES the free will to for instance clone life and create new living forms (!!) ... This already begs the question: Is the free choice as practically defined in this world in fact the freedom to ABUSE? What good is it to create new life forms and experiment with nature, when we don’t even understand our own nature, when we are not willing to support WHAT IS HERE because hey, that just doesn’t bring in enough profit / fame / reputation / power...



I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that psychology and other methods of ‘support’ for the human psyche try to sell ‘free choice’ and ‘free will’ without understanding the mechanics of human nature and the human psyche in fact.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we rely on experts to tell us what we are supposed to ‘feel’ or ‘experience’ or how we can enhance our ‘experience’ or get ourselves to ‘feel better’ – without understanding and explaining to the very detail HOW the current condition of the human psyche emerges and functions, in all its variations; so that human beings can have TOOLS in their hands to manage themselves effectively, which is not happening, otherwise society would function effectively, which clearly it doesn’t.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we do not learn as basic skills how we as human beings function, what emotions and feelings are, what thoughts are, how thoughts, feelings and emotions interact within a being’s mind creating patterns and ‘logic’ – because obviously if such things were understood:
the system would no longer be in a position to manipulate and exploit life for profit by presenting illusions for human beings to BUY INTO based on thoughts, feelings and emotions that are ‘implanted’ into them by the system to begin with.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as long as psychologists do not question the system and refuse to acknowledge how the system creates human nature in such a way that the created human nature in turn re-creates the system:
any ‘solutions’ psychologists present will be nothing but ‘band-aid solutions’ designed to give the illusion of betterment, the illusion of ‘choice’ and ‘free will’, just to keep the human being ‘functioning’ – because as long as the human being ‘functions’ and accepts the ways of the world AND human nature as ‘how things are’, the human being in fact serves the system and the system can keep running.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that psychology as a science is equally trapped within designs of polarity as the human psyche itself – and that unless we question the accepted design, we cannot break out of it.
(For further context and understanding of the design of polarity, see my previous blog posts and also specifically the blog Earth’s Journey to Life)


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that the ‘logic’ used in psychology and all science for that matter is the same ‘logic’ the human psyche / consciousness system develops to justify the very polarity design it exists as –

which should be obvious to anyone that dares to look in self-honesty at How ‘logic’ is created by the human psyche and how that ‘logic’ is always designed to JUSTIFY the individual’s emotions, feelings and thoughts – which results into a world of self-righteous individuals existing against each-other, fighting for survival in constant competition, walking through life as if it were a game of ‘win’ and ‘lose’.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that psychology ‘helps’ the individual to ‘regain power’, however the power-games within which we exist are not questioned – and therefore psychology, just like any other field of the current system, merely supports a being’s self-interest; thus it supports a being as a system, not as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we refuse to see that self-interest is the problem we as humanity are facing, a problem most clearly seen in the manifestation of our money-system where self-interest is called PROFIT and where life is exploited for profit:
in exactly the same way the human psyche abuses life for self-interest – a condition which we accept as ‘human-nature’, a condition that is the result of fear, inferiority, and the power-games we have accepted to be what we call ‘life’.


I commit myself to supporting a re-evaluation of psychology and all science, so that we may start to question everything we have accepted as ‘how things are’, in the realization that within how we are currently existing, we are enslaving ourselves and each-other to the accepted systems within and without;

and that no rebellion or revolution will ever bring any substantial change or transformation – because for actual change to be possible, we first have to investigate everything of our existence to the core, including ourselves, and see things for what they are in self-honesty and practical common sense.


I commit myself to showing how self-honesty and practical common sense reveal the actuality of reality in a simplistic way, such that it would make sense to incorporate such knowledge and understanding within our education systems –
because what good is it when education teaches us so much about all kinds of things, but is not teaching us about the fundamental points of our existence, such as how the function, what the mechanics of the human psyche are, how to communicate one’s experiences, how to direct one’s thoughts, feelings and emotions in a constructive way, and stuff like that.


I commit myself to bringing forth a new system of actual life support for our world, where life will no longer be exploited for profit, because only once profit is out of the equation will science and all fields of our civilization be free to approach and question things from a perspective that will in fact investigate reality and see things for what they are, and not from a perspective that manipulates human perception for profit.


I commit myself to showing how an equal money system will assist and support humanity in re-evaluating human nature and taking the responsibility to manifest a new way of life where we no longer have to compete against each-other –
because once we have understood that the only actual value is LIFE: we are able to reform all our systems to be based on the value of life and make sure that a child born into this world is not brainwashed to become a servant of the system, but is in fact supported to live, express and expand to its utmost potential as LIFE.




Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
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http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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http://equalmoney.org/forum/
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Day 104: Fear and Desire as Energy Dictatorship | Characters Driven to Give-Up

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

In my previous blog post I looked at how 'fear' and 'desire' exist together as one energetic polarity construct - and within that I saw that we often tend to give up on a point out of fear, not considering or seeing that the giving-up is a result of our self-abdication to energy.

Why do I say that?

When you want to do something or take on a point, and you end up giving-up before you even start, you'll realize that you've given up out of FEAR. What you can also see however, is that before the fear even came up, you create a DESIRE out of that one point which you projected into the future and within that separated from yourself.

Now - the desire is projected as 'positive' and is a positively charged energy, and with the creation of desire as ‘positive’ energy, its opposite polarity is created: the fear as 'negative' which is the negatively charged energy.

More often than not what then happens is that self will move in the mind between these two polarities, trying to 'decide' whether or not to take on the point. In reality however, it is not self that is moving self - because self has abdicated all directive-principle and authority to Energy, and thus any and all thoughts or 'logic' or decisions formed out of that starting-point: will be designed as 'excuse'/'justification' for the 'desire' and/or the 'fear', and self will end-up making no actual decision or making a decision by following either the 'fear' or the 'desire' yet not considering all the practicalities and consequences pertaining to the physical reality of taking on that point.

Whether then self makes a decision to take on that point or not, self-abdication is already taking place by the mere creation of 'desire' as a projection separate from self into which 'more' value is placed as 'superiority'; and simultaneously the creation of the opposite polarity as 'fear', the option of which is valued as 'negative'/'inferior'.

So - what can be seen here is that self has abdicated one's directive-authority of equality and oneness and has given-up one's value as life and thus given self’s authority away to Energy to decide and determine the steps that are to be taken –

and thus self is now in the hands of Energy and will accordingly follow the positive and/or negative thoughts and emotions that come up.

This results into unclarity, indecisiveness and often confusion. Then one will either become possessed by the desire and will pursue it, often without being clear about practical aspects or consequences; or one will become possessed by the fear and will not take on the point, often later going into guilt about the 'personal failure' one has accepted and allowed, simply due to giving up one's directive-principle to the mind consciousness energy as polarity.



What is fascinating is:

The only way we create FEAR is when we see or accept, even unconsciously or per implication, ourselves as Inferior to another / to a point separate from ourselves.

In fact, that separation ‘happens’ through that very act of assigning another/a point a ‘value’ as ‘more than’ or ‘less than’ oneness and equality, as ourselves.



The play-outs of polarity as energy are like a ping-pong game, where the same ups and downs play out repeatedly while the 'positive' and 'negative' cycle in the mind, and for a moment one side/polarity 'wins' until the other side/polarity produces a thought to claim its right - and self is again in the middle of the battlefield without self-clarity or self-direction.

What we do not realize within that, is that any decision based on Fear or Desire: is a decision based in Energy - and is thus not a clear decision of self as Who I am and what I stand for. It is a 'moody' decision that will not be able to stand the test of time.

So - even though one may not be the type to Give-Up generally speaking, this construct of Giving-Up as giving in to the mind and the energetic polarities that come up based on past conditioning: exists in all of us.

And each one is able to identify the small, seemingly insignificant moments where one gives-up one's self-directive power to the mind as energy, through assigning value-judgments of 'positive' and/or 'negative' charge to points one projects into some future and thus separates from the oneness and equality of self.

Then one is trying to 'achieve' this or 'avoid' that (based on 'desires' and 'fears') –

instead of LIVING every here moment in self-clarity through self-directive principle and practical common sense; no separation, no judgments, no confusion.






I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the application of 'giving-up' is something ingrained into ourselves from childhood, where we submit to the consciousness system presented to us by our world/environment and give-up on ourselves as life, give up our self-honesty, our self-expression, our oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where children are faced with no other choice but to see the world as ‘MORE’ than self and thus go into a tacitly accepted ‘inferiority’, because the adults are trapped in the polarity construct of consciousness and refuse any other way for existing in this reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the Giving-Up Character will always see a point in separation from self as 'superior'/'MORE' than self here, and from that the acceptance is implied that self is 'inferior'/'Less';
and self then attempts to 'achieve' or 'gain' or ‘reach’ that point of perceived 'superiority', which only perpetuates the separation of self and 'validates' the accepted 'inferiority' as ‘real’.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that giving-up is a result of our self-abdication to energy - where we've given up on ourselves as life and have given our authority away to energy as the bipolar mind consciousness to direct and determine our choices and decisions in life; and thus we've only been following moods as emotional and mental patterns, but never actually been making decisions in self-clarity and self-integrity as life in oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the consequence of existing as energy is deterioration and depletion - as energy is in its nature limited and always requires a source to generate more energy -
and that that source for the mind: is the human physical body -
and for the money-system which is an externalization of the Mind: it is the physical planet Earth.
(Study the desteni material and look into relevant eqafe products to read up on and understand the relationship between the mind and the physical and how it came to manifest the way it is.)

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have been consuming ourselves, our children and our home planet in the name of ENERGY as the momentary rush of ‘MORE’, and that within that we’ve abdicated our value as life as oneness and equality for fake ‘values’ created through and as energy;

and that every Character that is formed as a personality in this world: has particular energetic addictions – and that it is the nature of our addictions to energy that determines and ‘evolves’ the characters and personalities we will embody in this world just to get our ‘high’ on energy, yet in essence we in fact exist in the FEAR of not getting it, fear of losing it, or fear of others having ‘more’ /being ‘better’ /getting ‘higher’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the starting-point of our existence is and has been: FEAR – which is what we use to ‘justify’ our separation, our constant competition as the ‘human race’, our world systems as survival mechanisms, our money-system which we base on ‘scarcity’ and polarity...

And that therefore we have in fact subjected ourselves as human beings and humanity collectively: to FEAR as our directive-principle, as that which drives us; and possessed by fear, we exist in the anxiety of losing our possessions and that which we think we OWN or have the right to, in spite of the fact that we can obviously take nothing of all that with us at death and yet we spend a lifetime ‘protecting’ our OWN while we turn our backs on LIFE and let the world suffer in the name of OUR self-interest.





I commit myself to showing that fear is always self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that we create fear through our self-abdication as life.

I commit myself to showing that the only actual value is LIFE which is equal in all.

I commit myself to showing that polarity is a trap of the mind, and that the only way out is the practical self-realization of oneness and equality as life.

I commit myself to investigating all ways in which I allow myself to give-up on myself as directive-principle and to give in to energy of the mind – so that I may stop accepting and allowing myself to trap myself in polarities as power-games of energy, and establish myself as the directive-principle of me in self-honesty.

I commit myself to investigating and exposing the Characters of CONsciousness that we have accepted and allowed to possess this existence as ourselves, Characters through and as which we participate in life as if it were a game while we act out our caprices through power-games in a quest to WIN, caring only for our OWN self-interest, disregarding completely the fact that we are ALL here on this ONE planet together, EQUALLY needing the same air to breathe and the same water to sustain us, returning to the same dust at death, where nothing of what we’ve been fighting for is any longer relevant.

I commit myself to stopping myself from being a slave to consciousness as energy, thus stopping myself from following the bipolar patterns we have conditioned ourselves through – and to instead forgive and let go of my addictions, so that I may stand accountable, equal and one, in self-acceptance and self-worth as LIFE, directing myself in self-honesty and common sense in such a way that I purify and dignify my existence –
to no longer accept or allow myself to separate my world through fears and desires;

and to show that it is possible for us to exists in oneness and equality as life: all we have to do is give up the fake ‘values’ we’ve defined ourselves as and acknowledge our VALUE as LIFE – because within that we will also realize that if we claim the value of life for ourselves then we must also give it to ALL EQUALLY –
this is the only way to manifest actual peace, freedom and dignity for LIFE as ONE, as ALL of us Here as Equals.

I commit myself to showing that the equal money system we propose at desteni is the only common sense step to take as a first step towards restoring the value of LIFE for ALL and for our home planet, a first step towards ensuring equal access, equal rights, equal power to ALL – so that we may get ourselves to actual democracy where everyone is included in the decision-making for all practical matters of our Co-Existence on Earth.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that LIFE is interconnected and interdependent – and that thus all the harm and abuse we accept and allow is and will be affecting us equally;

And that the only way to ensure a WIN-WIN existence on Earth is to Give equal as we would like to receive, and to ensure that ALL Have all we need for a dignified living.

I commit myself to showing that it is possible to manifest a world where each child born into the world will have the equal opportunity to expand to its utmost potential without fear;

and that it is possible to support life to develop and flourish as LIFE in self-expression and self-will, no longer imposing con ways and fake characters onto our children, no longer playing games and acting in roles, no longer having hierarchies of different ‘values’, but instead acknowledging life as oneness and equality and from this starting-point manifesting new ways of life and new systems of actual life-support that will ensure the freedom and dignity of LIFE as a matter of FACT.

ART by Kelly Posey

Relevant Read-Up: Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download – Blogs Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download

Day 91: Characterized Fuzzy Logic

In the context of the discussion on how we exist as characters in a movie rather than physical beings on this one physical planet we share, an interesting thing to observe is how the self-consciousness each one develops and becomes through the ‘education’ one is exposed to in this world consciousness system will develop its own fuzzy logic with which to ‘justify’ one’s individual existence.

Such fuzzy logic is created to form a world view that allows one to ‘live one’s life’ while the world is in flames. Such ‘logic’ is characterized by the characters/personalities one adopts / forms / develops and is specifically designed to ‘justify’ and ‘validate’ exactly those.

The fact that one is not aware of how such personalities are developed or that one is, in one’s interaction within one’s world, merely acting out different characters in different situations while no sovereign being exists that would acknowledge its value as life in oneness and equality: reveals to what extent we are but organic robots conditioned to function in a system that places profit before life and has replaced the value of life with fake ‘values’ like self-image, ‘power’, status, success and other attributes of self-interest, wherein our accepted and denied ‘inferiority’ is attempted to be covered-up through mental concepts of ‘superiority’.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where self-interest is not equal to the interest of life and where we have separated ourselves from life to such an extent: that each one has developed a consciousness that has its own self-interest which mostly is in conflict with the interest of other beings; and not only that, but one is not even aware of how such consciousness was formed and developed.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in a world where each one claims their own truth and the right to something called ‘opinion’ when clearly the situation in the world where all of us are affected reveals a truth that cannot be opinionated without prejudice: we are damned to eternal conflict and war – the war of egos.

I commit myself to showing that opinion is a matter of upbringing and thus subject to the beliefs, fears and desires of the forefathers – and that by following and supporting the conflict of opinions we simply keep history repeating and the world as we know it.

I commit myself to showing that our opinionated existence is the manifestation of our separation from life and into mind consciousness singularities that deny their interdependence and interconnectedness for the sake of Ego, believed to be ‘superior’ when in fact it exists from the starting-point of fear and accepted ‘inferiority’.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we place value in opinion and fight for our differences: we cannot stand together as mankind and manifest what is best for humanity, for life as a whole.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world in investigating the opinions we subject ourselves to and understanding why we do so – because within that we have the chance and the opportunity to stop our self-delusion and get to self-honesty in humbleness: the only way to self-realize life and set ourselves free from the prison of the mind.

I commit myself to sharing the message of equality and oneness with my world and practically living the principle of equality and oneness into beingness through who I am and how I interact in my world – because for our oneness on earth to be dignified and manifested as what is best for all: we have no choice but to acknowledge our equality as life and live/apply that equality in all practical ways, within and without.

Relevant Blog post: Who am I? Prisoner of the Mind?

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download – Blogs Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download