Day 64: Puppets on the Strings of Energy - Stop the Game

ART by Damian Ledesma

I am looking at the invisible strings of enslavement: Consciousness as Energy manifest in the polarity of thoughts, feelings, emotions. In the small/individual as in the big/whole.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that through the projection of our thoughts, feelings and emotions ‘out there’ we create webs of strings that keep us and our world enslaved to power-games for energy.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that - placing self as the starting-point and looking at all one's relationships in the world, drawing lines as strings from point to point, one would see the strings all pulled from all sides - and that it's a constant push and pull game, wherein all participants in essence try to pull in the ‘best for me’ or at least to maintain ‘the balance' -

And therefore in the mind as consciousness robot one is constantly busy keeping the balance, not realizing that one is in fact keeping the patterns going, within and without.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have abdicated our creative power to the backchat in the mind, and thus we look at the world through the eyes of the 'secret mind' where ego reigns –

instead of living the courage to look at things directly, straight forward and call things by their name.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each one is creating their own future, either through directive principle in self-honesty and self-clarity; or through the consequence of unawareness in self-dishonesty by basing decisions in the polarity of the feelings, emotions and thoughts ABOUT points we face and things/people in our worlds.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that if I allow myself to make decisions based on the backchat in the mind, I will not be able to trust myself or be confident that the outcome of my decisions will be best for all, because backchat always exists within and as polarity, always assessing self-interest like in a casino, and is thus the trap us human beings have allowed ourselves to be trapped within, out of FEAR.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that allowing oneself to be directed by the backchat in the mind, one is only creating consequence.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have allowed FEAR to dictate to us that we apparently need protection walls within ourselves to protect us from ourselves, because we do not dare to investigate the depths of ourselves and take responsibility for the entirety of ourselves.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we exist in fear of ourselves and that is the reason we do not trust others either - hence the ‘need’ to protect ourselves from 'others'; but in fact we are trying to protect ourselves from dis-covering ourselves, because then the self-consciousness that is having this experience of separation, fear and survival anxiety would no longer exist.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the whole reality of consumerism is built on the manipulation of consciousness through the manipulation of thoughts, feelings and emotions. Fascinatingly enough however: the 'abusers' are equally trapped within such patterns of consciousness - because the actual point we are all facing is:
Human Nature.
The human race. The individual. The bigger picture. Who am I? What defines me? What decides? Who do I want to be? Who would I be without fear, without defence-mechanisms, without ego as self-interest, without my preprogrammed reactions to the energetic pulls of the strings...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for energy as it is playing out within relationships in this world - instead of from the beginning standing my ground and finding ways to express my disagreement with 'how things are' in this world in relation to how people (beginning with parents and children) communicate, or should we say fail to communicate, with each-other -- because in fact they fail to communicate with themselves.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the main power-game that is played in all relationships in our world has been that of polarity: that of 'superiority' and 'inferiority', 'domination' and 'submission', 'success' and 'failure' - in essence it's all about power as ego.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we learn to define ourselves according to our relationships: instead of getting to know and trust ourselves, to live in self-honest self-determination, and to create our relationships in awareness - realizing that who I am in every moment shapes who I become and what relationships I create.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that self-clarity is practically defined within me standing stable, here, and not allowing myself or my decisions to be 'pulled' by the strings of consciousness –

but to in fact make my decisions in equality and oneness and make sure that my cause and effect is aligned to what's best for life.

For this, I have to remove the controls, stop pulling at the strings, stop reacting to the strings being pulled from any side - and simply stand my ground and decide who I am and how I can contribute to life through being/becoming the best I can be within the limitations of the current system, placing myself most effectively such that I may support the process of changing the system within and without toward what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand, that only when the pulling of the strings is stopped, will we face ourselves and each-other directly, eye to eye - facing the actuality of reality in self-responsibility and dealing with what we have accepted to become our truth.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the strings of consciousness manifest within and through and our thoughts, feelings and emotions, which are in fact spiralling around the main polarity of fears and desires.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if I allow myself to make decisions based on the backchat that I entertain in the 'secret chambers' of the mind based on fears and desires - I am not moving self, but am allowing myself to be moved and directed by the mental polarities that play-out in the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that actions and words emerging from the polarity of thoughts, feelings and emotions have an effect on my relationships and thus have an effect on the lives of the people I hold a relationship toward.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that unless we ‘name the game’ very clearly, relationships are being defined through the energetic connections of unspoken backchat that evolve into consciousness strings.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within and through such consciousness strings we evolve our personality to ‘cope with’ the world – and as we interact through consciousness as personalities only, we never get to know the core of ourselves or of another being beyond the power-games of thoughts, feelings and emotions as the conditioned patterns we are all educated into.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in this world the individual is trapped within its own self-consciousness, thrown up and down in cycles of feelings and emotions and cycled around within the respective thoughts of ego as the polarity of fears and desires.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the structure and function of the web/strings as relationships can be changed, if each one stops the pulling of the strings and take responsibility for the direction of the one point one stands as in the world, to then work together as equals.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the only way to stop the game, in the smaller/within as well as in the bigger picture, is to stand as equals.

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I commit myself to showing that such equality must start with self, wherein one develop and establish the relationship one wants to see for our world: with and within self – as self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, self-responsibility and self-respect.

I commit myself to thus show that if we want to get to the actuality of reality beyond the 'drama' of each one's 'isolation': there is no other way but self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-acceptance, self-responsibility and self-realization as life – realizing that the value of life is life and that we have to give it to ourselves and each-other in fact.

The patterns within which each one is trapped: exist within everything and everyone. And thus I commit myself to exposing the patterns of our existence, through which we have created the world as we know it.

I commit myself to sharing the way and the common sense of changing ourselves through empowering ourselves in self-honesty as life to take on our own recreation such that the world that emerges as consequence of who we are: is a world that supports all life equally;

a world that will NO longer allow power-games, profit and self-interest (which are all based in fear and separation) to dictate what life is.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it is our purpose as humanity to make of us the definition of humanity we all in fact agree on, which however is no-where to be seen in the current world system in any way whatsoever.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in the process of stopping the game, we require to share the urgency of the necessity to stop the game within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in the process of stopping the game, we require to design a practical best for all solution that will manifest a system that not only supports all life equally, but also allows life to be/become life;

a system where life is no longer equal to survival, but life is equal to exploring, sharing, re-evaluating, re-educating ourselves and giving ourselves the freedom to determine what will become of humanity and who we will be in the context of life.

I commit myself to showing that this is an existential process we are walking - and that the physical universe can exist without consciousness, while consciousness cannot exist without the physical. Therefore within this, each one determines whether one will be equal to the illusion of the mental fighting for the survival of the ego in self-interest, or whether one will be equal to the actuality of the physical in oneness and equality as life in consideration of the context of life as a whole.


...to be continued...



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Day 63: The Questions we Don't Ask

ART by Kelly Posey

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the questions we ask reveal who we are - because they in fact reveal what we are willing to consider, what we want to hear, what we already presuppose, what we want to have validated.

I commit myself to challenging myself and my world to investigate the question we ask, in the realization that the questions we ask reveal who we are, equal to and one with the starting-point/intent of the question.

I commit myself to showing that within becoming aware of the starting-point / intent of the question: we become aware of who/what we accept ourselves to be equal to.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the questions we ask reveal our fears and desires, and thus reveal who/what we accept ourselves to be.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we can never be 'more' than what we accept ourselves to be equal to.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our desire /yearning /seeking to be 'more' is in fact rooted in our failure /refusal /resistance to realize and face the totality of ourselves.

I commit myself to showing the we can never be 'whole' as long as we refuse to face the totality of ourselves, conscious, subconscious, unconscious –

and that the tools for facing the totality of ourselves within and without are for the first time in the history of mankind shared within the Desteni process, yet each one must make the decision to take on their self-realization in self-honesty through self-will and in fact walk the practical process of self-realization that is not without 'effort', as it involves the self-determined act of writing and self-introspection in self-honesty, to see, realize and understand the mechanics of the mind as what we have become as 'human race', as well as the physical living of self-corrective application to remove the preprogrammed controls and limitations and to recreate/rebirth ourselves in actuality within and as who we are in every moment in the context of life as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the questions we don't ask reveal that which we have refused to consider due to the limitations we have accepted and the definitions we have allowed ourselves to impose onto ourselves and life as a whole.

I commit myself to showing that the question asked always entails the answer - and that thus we cannot get to the questions and answers beyond the veils of our accepted limitation unless we remove the veils and forgive our limitations (which are always based in fear) to be able to expand our considerations in common sense to include all cause and effect in the context of all life.

I commit myself to showing that the questions asked always reveal the degree of responsibility one is willing to take for life or not; because the responsibility taken or not is equal to what we accept and allow ourselves to be equal to.

I commit myself to showing that responsibility is in fact real power - and that the only thing standing in our way of taking responsibility for life is self-interest as ego: which is equal to fear.

I commit myself to showing that fear is used as 'justification', 'reason' and 'excuse' to not take self-responsibility - which goes to show that we exist within and as self-dishonesty; and instead of using the mind as a tool for self-realization, we use the mind (or the mind uses us) as a tool for self-deception, self-separation, self-destruction.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the mind always reveals to us who we are - and as such the mind can, in self-honesty, be used as a tool to move beyond our limitations, forgive the accepted veils of control that we have allowed ourselves to hide behind, and expand ourselves through stopping the ego, stopping the fear, stopping the conditioned patterns of our existence and dis-covering who we are as life in oneness and equality.

I commit myself to utilize questions asked to show the person asking what one is in fact presupposing, desiring and fearing as revealed within the words placed as a question, which, in unawareness, always serve the 'validation' of our conditioned limitations and accepted separation.

I commit myself to showing that the questions asked in unawareness of self in fact reveal the very point of unawareness/separation which in that moment is coming to the surface as a chance for us to see, realize and understand a part of ourselves that we had separated ourselves from;

a chance to face ourselves, bring that point back to self and take the responsibility to answering the question ourselves in self-awareness and self-directive will: wherein we in that moment have the chance, if we take it, to re-define the point and ourselves in a way that will remove the limitation and accepted control and will in fact empower us, through the taking of responsibility, to expand ourselves in self-determination and make an actual choice in relation to 'who we are'.

I commit myself to investigating what my words, thoughts and deeds reveal about ‘who I am’ and what I have become /what I’ve accepted myself to be equal to – so that I may in self-awareness as life remove the accepted and allowed controls and in self-honesty expand my self-determination to make actual choices in relation to ‘who I am’ within the context of life as a whole –
so that ‘who I am’ as reflected within my thoughts, words and deeds is nothing less than who I am as life, as what’s best for all.





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Day 49: The Devolution of Love

What has become of love? Where is love?

And even if you consider love to be life - then have a look at what has become of life; Where is life?

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where love is something we buy and sell, dress it up in bright colors and grandiose experiences, while half of life is left suffering starvation, poverty, war, exploitation - in the name of the love of those who have the liberty through money to define love in this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ever imagine and picture 'love' in a world where love in action is no-where to be seen -

Because if love for life was in fact in action, we would be having a whole different existence and the world would be a different place; WE would be different.

But we are not - and in spite of our actual nature we have the audacity to delude ourselves and each-other with profound concepts of ‘love’; to create, promote and sell ideas of love:

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to make out of love a mental concept, even a mental veil with which I can hide from the actuality of reality to not have to face myself and this world, this existence as me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that my love for self-indulgence is greater than my love for life -

within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from life to such an extent, that I don't even realize that that self-indulgence I am cowering behind is not even in my own best interest, if I am life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all points of self-indulgence, self-interest, self-consciousness are in fact formed in the image and likeness of the system I was born within, and my wants, needs and desires, even my fears, are products of this system.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am born of life, yet I become of the system, as I become in-formed and mind-controlled to fit into this world; and that the self-consciousness that is taking the directive within me in that process is equally a product of this system.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I haven't even gotten to really get to know myself as life, before the system kicked in; that I haven't really gotten to move myself as life, before I was shown and told how to think, how to react, how to behave, how to judge things, how to define myself, how to manipulate, how to lie, how to hide.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that if love was existent, if we were love, if we were life, if we were free: we would do a totally different deal of exploring and communicating ourselves and each-other, our planet, our world, our existence.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where we create alternate realities through which we communicate with each-other: and within this that I haven't considered that this can only be so if we within ourselves communicate with ourselves through an alternate-reality – the mind; in the image and likeness of the ‘reality’ of the system that 'welcomes' us to this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that love is deliberately promoted the way it is by those in power, because they understand the power of perception and they know that a human being trapped in the mental is not posing any actual threat in the physical, in the actuality of reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that 'love' as promulgated in this world is but a drug - the opium for the people: and it is presented in all kinds of facets for all kinds of tastes - it is everywhere, it is also in all religions.

And why is it working? Because it was our own submission in the first place that gave the permission through acceptance and allowance; it was the one belief, the one indulgence, the one survival pattern that we held onto in the moment of conceiving ourselves, perceiving ourselves, defining ourselves through the eyes of the world consciousness: the one point of “this is it” through the mind the moment it aligns itself to cope with this world and locks into the system: one moment and the self-consciousness is born that feeds on life to preserve itself as an image, a persona in this world – with its preferences, fears and desires, which the big players use and manipulate to have the people be but organic robots, willing servants of the system, in essence slaves, while having illusions of love, freedom, power, life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our love for energy has become more than our love for substance - our love for the mind has become more than our love for the physical, our love for 'god' has become more than our love for life - our love for taking has become more than our love for giving - yet we refuse to face the consequences in spite of the evidence of how we consume anything to get energy while we disregard and deteriorate ourselves as physical bodies; how we consume the earth to get energy as resources while we disregard the physical world and exploit the substance of the planet that is the source of our life;

and that "in the name of love" we have used and abused any and all 'justifications' possible to keep the system running: the mind, the money - the energy, consuming the physical substance we are all equally made of, within and without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the way we exist in this current system within and as consciousness: we are the living dead, walking zombies, energy vampires, self-interested trolls keeping the system running.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the same way the whole world system revolves around money, protecting inequality in the name of profit at the cost of life: the mind consciousness system within revolves around “mine” which is the energetic alternate realities each one create on the basis of one’s self-consciousness as one is locked into this world-system, and this self-consciousness will be protecting its self-interest, and will be protecting inequality in the name of love at the cost of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that if we were love equal to life, we would not be creating dependency and abuse, limitation and inequality; we would be creating freedom and expression, expansion and equality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that if we really love life, if we really love ourselves, if we believe in love: we must find it within us to show that love exists in fact - by stopping our submission to the system within and without, stopping our addiction to thoughts, feelings and emotions, stopping the irrationality of fear, stopping the mind-control from the inside out; and in fact honor ourselves by expressing unconditionally and standing-up in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that love can only exist if we are it, if we live it, practically, visibly, as that which is best for all in all possible ways.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that when love is equal to life, it cannot be a belief, it cannot be an emotion, it cannot be an experience, it cannot be 'selective'; it must be living expression, visible in every thought, word and deed - not from the perspective of 'positive thinking' or 'charity' or ‘politeness’; but in the very practical alignment of who we are within what we do in every moment, in self-awareness as life, as one, as equals.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that if love existed as who we are, we would make sure that we educate ourselves to the best of all, and that we assist each-other in transcending our limitations to evolve as life, instead of using systems of 'reward' and 'punishment' and a morality of judgment, which is separation, to evolve as a bi-polar system, in separation from life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if love existed, we would not be punishing the human psyche, we would be assisting it toward self-empowerment and self-realization; and love would not be equal to ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ – love would be the practical application of equality and oneness, not unlike what Jesus explained: “love thy neighbour as thyself” and “do unto another as you would like to have done unto you” and “judge not lest you be judged”.

I commit myself to bringing forth a world where love is equal to life and lived visibly within who we are in everything that we do, speak or think.

I commit myself to bring forth a world where love is transparency, straight-forwardness, and the absolute commitment to not accept anything less than what is best for all in all possible ways.

I commit myself to bringing forth a world where love is equality - where we don't sell or buy love, where we don't measure love in terms of 'inferiority' and 'superiority', where we don't separate love from ourselves to then set out to find it, where we don’t separate love from life, where we don't create alternate realities to hide or suppress the actuality of reality as who we are in every moment, every breath.

I commit myself to bring forth a world where life is the only value, where we learn to accept ourselves as life and be 'enough', where we learn to actually embrace life in all possible ways.

I commit myself to supporting the education of myself and my world in how to stop the mind-control, get to self-honesty, realize what one has become in the context of the whole, forgive one's acceptances and allowances, and will oneself to stand-up for life, for oneself as life, and LIVE - and this is only possible through understanding how we got to be who we are and live how we live, individually and collectively in this existence.

I commit myself to showing how the same consciousness systems and polarity constructs that operate within and as the individual mind, operate equally the same within and as the world system: the corporations, the big players, the belief-systems, the power-games; and that therefore to change the world we must change ourselves - yet to change ourselves we must change the world - because no one is free until all life is free.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new system for our world where love is practically lived as the value of life in equality and oneness – making our world a place where each living being born into this world has from birth to death equal power, equal access, equal opportunities in fact, and is equally supported in all possible ways to live and express its utmost potential.

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Day 41: Perception is Septic

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that perception is the iGod we each create as self-consciousness within and as the mind to 'rule' over existence while we disregard the common sense of our physical reality that we all share.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist through perception - perception being "my view" of reality based on "my" conditioned self-image and the value-judgments I have adopted about the world;

Perception being also my 'alternate reality' as the relationships I create toward others/my world, wherein I create/define energetic charges in either 'positive' or 'negative' terms and respectively value-judgments, upon which I in essence measure myself against; within this creating relationships of definitions and value-judgments toward and about myself through perception/interpretation, thus limiting myself and the physical reality through the mental, which is always only a mediate communication, a translation - instead of immediate direct communication within seeing things for what they are.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself through the creation of relationships - wherein I utilized relationships to form value-judgments in an attempt to 'complete' me and my view of the world - instead of realizing that actual completeness emerges only within equality and oneness as direct communication with all that is here as me, and that I do not have to create separation-relationships in order to be/become complete.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create/perceive/accept the desire to 'connect' through relationships - instead of realizing that by definition the ‘desire to connect’ implies the acceptance of my separation as starting-point; and because separation is accepted as what is here as my allocation point: 'connecting' can only remain a desire, a projection, and the more I reach for it the further away it seems.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create/perceive/accept the ‘desire to connect’ through relationships - instead of realizing that it is in fact myself that I yearn to 'connect' to, as I have separated myself into parts and aspects of me which I then 'look for' within my world - instead of looking here within myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to self-realize my interconnectedness with all that is here - because if I had in fact realized that interconnectedness as life, then common-sensically I would (as all would) live within self-fulfilment and in consideration of the whole, since anything that harms the whole: equally harms me.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the reason we refuse to self-realize our interconnectedness as life is the separate manifestations of self-consciousness that we each have become through 'education' as brainwashing within this world-system;

to such an extent that we exist in fear of losing that 'identity' we’ve created in separation and therefore we will develop an individual ‘logic’ through back-chatting in the mind in self-righteousness: as the religion of self that 'justify' our separation and we'll fight for our limitations as if it were the greatest good we have -

when that in fact is our very enslavement, it is the very parasite that eats off of our flesh, of our substance, of earth; and so we consume ourselves and the physical until we deteriorate and eventually die without ever transcending and breaking-free from the bounds of the personas our self-consciousness exist as to realize ourselves as life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist from a starting-point of separation, from which I then reach out to 'connect' with others/my world - instead of realizing that it is possible to stop the accepted separation by bringing back to self and taking responsibility for: all relationships/definitions we have created/accepted/allowed -

so that we may see, realize and understand that all relationships/definitions we maintain are in fact parts of ourselves we've separated ourselves from and into either 'positive' or 'negative' definitions/relationships outside of ourselves.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we separate ourselves from the perceived 'negative' points, going into blame, spite, fear, because we don't allow ourselves to see that they exist equally within ourselves yet we deny/suppress them;

and that we separate ourselves from the perceived 'positive' points, going into jealousy, greed, desire, because we do not allow ourselves to accept those aspects equally within and as ourselves -

and so we create relationship-connections of 'negative-charge' towards all the 'bad' we perceive in our world so that we don't have to face it and correct it within ourselves;

and equally we create relationship-connections of ‘positive-charge’ toward all the 'good' we perceive in our world so that we don't have to be/become it as ourselves in self-responsibility -

and so we can never be complete, fulfilled, self-realized, but we maintain the separation to justify the perception of our self-image as 'superior' or 'inferior', while we equally judge others/our world in fragments of 'superior' and 'inferior'; enslaving not only ourselves to limited and polarized definitions, but also our world -

because as long as we do not take responsibility for what we perceive and experience in our world, both 'positive' and 'negative': we are giving permission for the world to continue existing as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that perception is not something we are born with, but rather something we are 'educated' into through the systems of this world that are based in profit and self-interest; and so our perception becomes equally based in self-interest, limited to only “my view” designed to ‘justify’ why I exist the way I do and why the world is as we know it – and within this, nothing ever changes, because we don’t.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that perception is not something we are born with, and yet a new born child in this world has a far better ability and freedom to communicate directly with all that is here as life than the average 'educated' adult.

I commit myself to investigating and removing the veils of my conditioned perception and stop my value-judgments - so that I may see what is here for what it is and realize what is real.

I commit myself to investigating my relationships and the value-judgments I place to define ‘them’ and ‘me’; to investigate what parts I have separate from myself and into 'positive' and 'negative' definitions so that I don’t have to face those points and take responsibility for –

so that I may bring every point I've separated myself from back to myself and amalgamate and align all of me here within and as self-equality and oneness in self-acceptance of life as the actual value we all share.

I commit myself to investigating how my perception was created and conditioned as I walk the introspection of myself and my life in self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-corrective application - so that I may understand my creation as myself and thus enable myself to recreate myself in self-awareness as life within and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to developing actual direct communication with myself to begin with, and my world equally, while I remove the veils of perception as mind-control through which I have accepted and allowed myself to judge and categorize my world and myself - so that I may see things for what they are and deal with what is here as a matter of fact.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we are infecting our children through the accepted education-system in this world, through which children become just copies of ourselves in the image and likeness of the system and adopt our fears and desires which we adopted from the generations before us:

and that this is why history is repeating both in the bigger picture and the smaller, as we keep recreating ourselves and our world through and as the limited consciousness patterns of polarity and separation.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that perception requires value-judgment - and that as Jesus said "Judge not lest you be judged": we are in fact 'doing it to ourselves', limiting ourselves and each-other to an existence of imagery and show-off, trapped within concepts of 'inferiority' and 'superiority', enslaved to a money-system of fake 'values' and false 'power' –

because we do not stand-up to stop the crimes against life that emerge from the separation-consciousness of this world system passed onto each being that is born into the world through brainwashing-education, mind-control media, the money-system of inequality, the religion and spirituality belief-systems of empty promises, and all systems of our world equally by the promotion of fake ‘values’ and false ‘power’ towards which each being is ‘educated’ to strive for.

I commit myself to showing how we are all equally responsible for all the 'bad' that exists in our world - because instead of investigating and healing the root of the problem which is within the accepted ‘human nature’ and equally within the accepted ‘ways of the world’, we go into judgment and punishment, not realizing that who each one is: is a product of the world systems we are all accepting in our apathy, ignorance and arrogance as we pursue self-interest only and disregard the interconnectedness of LIFE.

I commit myself to showing that actual freedom can only come through self-responsibility, and that individual freedom is not enough to really be free - because how can I be free when parts of me are not; how can I be free when I have to watch my back in fear of my fellow being; how can I be free as long as fear and separation exist even within one single part of existence.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that a healthy world can only be established by healthy individuals: as self-willed EQUALS of life that self-realize and acknowledge the interconnectedness of ALL life as ONE.

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Mind Authority

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Peace of Mind - Mind in Pieces

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