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| ART by Damian Ledesma |
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that through the projection of our thoughts, feelings and emotions ‘out there’ we create webs of strings that keep us and our world enslaved to power-games for energy.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that - placing self as the starting-point and looking at all one's relationships in the world, drawing lines as strings from point to point, one would see the strings all pulled from all sides - and that it's a constant push and pull game, wherein all participants in essence try to pull in the ‘best for me’ or at least to maintain ‘the balance' -
And therefore in the mind as consciousness robot one is constantly busy keeping the balance, not realizing that one is in fact keeping the patterns going, within and without.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have abdicated our creative power to the backchat in the mind, and thus we look at the world through the eyes of the 'secret mind' where ego reigns –
instead of living the courage to look at things directly, straight forward and call things by their name.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each one is creating their own future, either through directive principle in self-honesty and self-clarity; or through the consequence of unawareness in self-dishonesty by basing decisions in the polarity of the feelings, emotions and thoughts ABOUT points we face and things/people in our worlds.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that if I allow myself to make decisions based on the backchat in the mind, I will not be able to trust myself or be confident that the outcome of my decisions will be best for all, because backchat always exists within and as polarity, always assessing self-interest like in a casino, and is thus the trap us human beings have allowed ourselves to be trapped within, out of FEAR.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that allowing oneself to be directed by the backchat in the mind, one is only creating consequence.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have allowed FEAR to dictate to us that we apparently need protection walls within ourselves to protect us from ourselves, because we do not dare to investigate the depths of ourselves and take responsibility for the entirety of ourselves.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we exist in fear of ourselves and that is the reason we do not trust others either - hence the ‘need’ to protect ourselves from 'others'; but in fact we are trying to protect ourselves from dis-covering ourselves, because then the self-consciousness that is having this experience of separation, fear and survival anxiety would no longer exist.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the whole reality of consumerism is built on the manipulation of consciousness through the manipulation of thoughts, feelings and emotions. Fascinatingly enough however: the 'abusers' are equally trapped within such patterns of consciousness - because the actual point we are all facing is:
Human Nature.
The human race. The individual. The bigger picture. Who am I? What defines me? What decides? Who do I want to be? Who would I be without fear, without defence-mechanisms, without ego as self-interest, without my preprogrammed reactions to the energetic pulls of the strings...
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for energy as it is playing out within relationships in this world - instead of from the beginning standing my ground and finding ways to express my disagreement with 'how things are' in this world in relation to how people (beginning with parents and children) communicate, or should we say fail to communicate, with each-other -- because in fact they fail to communicate with themselves.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the main power-game that is played in all relationships in our world has been that of polarity: that of 'superiority' and 'inferiority', 'domination' and 'submission', 'success' and 'failure' - in essence it's all about power as ego.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we learn to define ourselves according to our relationships: instead of getting to know and trust ourselves, to live in self-honest self-determination, and to create our relationships in awareness - realizing that who I am in every moment shapes who I become and what relationships I create.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that self-clarity is practically defined within me standing stable, here, and not allowing myself or my decisions to be 'pulled' by the strings of consciousness –
but to in fact make my decisions in equality and oneness and make sure that my cause and effect is aligned to what's best for life.
For this, I have to remove the controls, stop pulling at the strings, stop reacting to the strings being pulled from any side - and simply stand my ground and decide who I am and how I can contribute to life through being/becoming the best I can be within the limitations of the current system, placing myself most effectively such that I may support the process of changing the system within and without toward what is best for all life.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand, that only when the pulling of the strings is stopped, will we face ourselves and each-other directly, eye to eye - facing the actuality of reality in self-responsibility and dealing with what we have accepted to become our truth.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the strings of consciousness manifest within and through and our thoughts, feelings and emotions, which are in fact spiralling around the main polarity of fears and desires.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if I allow myself to make decisions based on the backchat that I entertain in the 'secret chambers' of the mind based on fears and desires - I am not moving self, but am allowing myself to be moved and directed by the mental polarities that play-out in the mind.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that actions and words emerging from the polarity of thoughts, feelings and emotions have an effect on my relationships and thus have an effect on the lives of the people I hold a relationship toward.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that unless we ‘name the game’ very clearly, relationships are being defined through the energetic connections of unspoken backchat that evolve into consciousness strings.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within and through such consciousness strings we evolve our personality to ‘cope with’ the world – and as we interact through consciousness as personalities only, we never get to know the core of ourselves or of another being beyond the power-games of thoughts, feelings and emotions as the conditioned patterns we are all educated into.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in this world the individual is trapped within its own self-consciousness, thrown up and down in cycles of feelings and emotions and cycled around within the respective thoughts of ego as the polarity of fears and desires.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the structure and function of the web/strings as relationships can be changed, if each one stops the pulling of the strings and take responsibility for the direction of the one point one stands as in the world, to then work together as equals.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the only way to stop the game, in the smaller/within as well as in the bigger picture, is to stand as equals.
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| ART by Adam Closs |
I commit myself to showing that such equality must start with self, wherein one develop and establish the relationship one wants to see for our world: with and within self – as self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, self-responsibility and self-respect.
I commit myself to thus show that if we want to get to the actuality of reality beyond the 'drama' of each one's 'isolation': there is no other way but self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-acceptance, self-responsibility and self-realization as life – realizing that the value of life is life and that we have to give it to ourselves and each-other in fact.
The patterns within which each one is trapped: exist within everything and everyone. And thus I commit myself to exposing the patterns of our existence, through which we have created the world as we know it.
I commit myself to sharing the way and the common sense of changing ourselves through empowering ourselves in self-honesty as life to take on our own recreation such that the world that emerges as consequence of who we are: is a world that supports all life equally;
a world that will NO longer allow power-games, profit and self-interest (which are all based in fear and separation) to dictate what life is.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it is our purpose as humanity to make of us the definition of humanity we all in fact agree on, which however is no-where to be seen in the current world system in any way whatsoever.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in the process of stopping the game, we require to share the urgency of the necessity to stop the game within and without.
I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in the process of stopping the game, we require to design a practical best for all solution that will manifest a system that not only supports all life equally, but also allows life to be/become life;
a system where life is no longer equal to survival, but life is equal to exploring, sharing, re-evaluating, re-educating ourselves and giving ourselves the freedom to determine what will become of humanity and who we will be in the context of life.
I commit myself to showing that this is an existential process we are walking - and that the physical universe can exist without consciousness, while consciousness cannot exist without the physical. Therefore within this, each one determines whether one will be equal to the illusion of the mental fighting for the survival of the ego in self-interest, or whether one will be equal to the actuality of the physical in oneness and equality as life in consideration of the context of life as a whole.
...to be continued...
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