262: Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality

...If I look at how we apply ‘research’ within our world – what I see is that any search or research always follows or is in relation to past research; any search or research is always defined by that which is attempted to be proven; any search or research is always defined by the beliefs one was born into or walked into;
often we even form beliefs about beliefs, and thus what manifests as our knowledge platform in this world is a conglomeration of beliefs, layers upon layers of belief-systems, with very little substantial understanding about how reality in fact functions and operates.

And we have this phenomenon as starting-point in all aspects of ‘search’ or ‘research’ in our world – be it spirituality, science, cultures/subcultures, politics, philosophy etc.

Therefore instead of actual research happening, what is happening is a reflection of, a mirror-effect of: what is already believed, or what is attempted to be ‘proven’;
never however in fact directly looking at the actual workings of things, never seeing things for what they are, because the way things seem/look is always determined by the perception filters that one is looking through.



What is different about the Desteni research is the point of Seeing Direct –

We are Learning to see direct; which implies to acknowledge, see, realize, understand and free oneself from: the conditioned perception filters that define one’s view of reality –

because in common sense: How can there be different ‘views’ of reality when reality is Here as One – this one reality we all share.
Is our perceptual-reality-dimensions perhaps that which veils common sense and makes it so uncommon in this world?



So in fact the Desteni group have been re-defining the words ‘search’ / ‘research’ – and have inverted this point to be actual re-search, meaning: looking at all things again, anew, with fresh eyes, seeing direct, and realizing self-responsibility.

No longer searching for ‘saviors’ or ‘escape routes’ or ‘scape goats’ “out there”, no longer blaming or abdicating responsibility, but bringing the point back to self, taking self-responsibility as life, and looking here within/as self to self-realize existence, this world, reality, and (what we call) life – as that is the only starting-point from which we can bring-forth and manifest/establish actual CHANGE, the change we all want to see in our world!



In blogs to come I will be introducing/sharing some main principles from the Desteni research, and this is a good opportunity for anyone who is new to the material and the principles that Desteni stand for and share: to get an insight, an idea, an inspiration.

In the meantime, you can visit the website, scroll through the forums, and have a look at the tools of self-support offered/shared and the processes of people from around the world that have been walking these tools in practical self-application for years now, committed to manifesting a new way of life/living for ourselves and our existence, such that truly supports LIFE as who we all really are –

beyond the judgments, denials, suppressions, beliefs and definitions of the mind/the mental, as we realize that the consciousness of the world requires an actual evolution, through actual understanding, because currently the consciousness of the world, the consciousness we exist as, does not support life, and is in fact accepting/allowing/manifesting ourselves as ‘less than’ who we really are and can be as LIFE.



This really goes for any point we are facing / dealing with in our reality:
we either face / deal with a point directly, seeing it for what it is, in which case we interact with/as the actuality of reality in real-time, OR we create all kinds of opinions, judgments, ideas, reactions toward and about the point, in which case we are in fact only interacting with our own mind, our own reactions, our own box of mental and emotional patterns, and within that we completely miss the actuality of reality that is Here.

Investigate Desteni for a real approach to reality, and assist yourself in learning how to face and deal with the actuality of reality, how to see what is here for-real, and how to start removing the layers of distraction and perception that are conditioned to see only what the mind was taught to see, resulting in a world where we fight for our limitations and wage wars in the name of mental constructs, while we disregard the actuality of the physical reality that sustains us all on this ONE planet we share.





I suggest reading the Journey to Life blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.

It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, for All as Equals, as One, as LIFE.


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Day 68: Puppets on Strings of Energy | InnerG - The inner God

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

For context see:
Puppets on the Strings of Energy - Stop the Game
Puppets on Strings - The Automation of Consciousness as Energy
Puppets on Strings - The Clones of Consciousness

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that energy has become the inner-G - the inner god we blindly follow and deify - not realizing that we are merely becoming clones of consciousness like puppets on strings as we follow the patterns of existence that are being passed onto us from those who have gone before us; refusing to see that we keep history repeating as we repeat the same patterns within and without.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the energies we follow as what comes up inside has become the inner god that dictates 'who we are' and what we experience.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge that the energetic experiences of thoughts, feelings and emotions as what comes up inside exist within and as polarity, hence there exists in the inner self as the mind no stability, no consistency, no clarity, no self-trust.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that this 'inner god' is not even one's 'own', but is the conditioned result of the impulses one receive from one's environment in the formative years, where one begin to adopt to the world consciousness and integrate the patterns witnessed in one's immediate environment, in relation to which one then start to define oneself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the self-definition we hold is based on the feedback and value-judgments we are impulsed with in the formative years, as we learn to form mental pictures with definitions and values of 'positive' and 'negative', designed to serve the morality of 'reward' and 'punishment' that our parents treat us with and call it 'love'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge the bipolar nature of energetic experiences and that such energetic experiences are thus no stable foundation from which to assess reality or make decisions and choices.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we give up the self-trust we exist as in our early years to submit to the bipolar 'morality' of this world as presented to us within the 'reward' and 'punishment' system called 'love' - and from that moment on we start developing the particular 'personal' set of bipolar experiences and value-judgments based on which we start forming an idea and a picture of 'who we are' within our mind, in order to relate to the world consciousness and 'survive' in this world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we follow such energetic experiences as if it were 'god', abdicating our authority and directive principle to the automated mind systems developed in relation to the world consciousness - in spite of the evidence that such energetic experiences are programmed patterns that come up automatically when activated through external stimuli; and thus, even though we think and believe we are following our 'true self' or 'inner god', we are in fact following programmes of stimuli-response patterns just like robots.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that while we develop a fake face that we present to the world (and also to ourselves) as the 'neutral' presentation of 'who we are', we are at the same time seeking for an experience of 'more' towards the 'positive' which we define as 'good' and 'superior' while suppressing and denying the 'negative' within ourselves and the world which we've defined as 'less than' out of fear and accepted 'inferiority'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that energy exists within and as polarity, and that by following or pursuing the one side polarity, for instance the 'good'/'positive': we are inevitably automatically giving permission for the 'negative'/'bad' to exist; and so we are trapped within polarity, mind-controlled and limited by our own bipolar definitions and value-judgments that create bipolar energetic experiences - instead of seeing things for what they are, calling things by their name, and directing ourselves and our reality in self-honesty and practical common sense.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that energy exists within and as polarity - in spite of the evidence that life is not polarity, as we can see in the example of a child born into this world with no concepts of 'good' and 'bad', 'superiority' and 'inferiority', 'reward' and 'punishment'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child born into this world only relates to the physical polarities of warm/cold, comfort/discomfort, pleasure/pain - while it does not relate to the mental polarities of 'good'/'bad', 'superior'/'inferior', 'right'/'wrong'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the existence of energy as alternate mind reality indicates that we have lost our innocence as life, we have lost our self-equality and oneness, and have used/abused the mental to apparently 'search for ourselves', to search for our equality and oneness, to search for 'completeness' - instead of the simple realization of 'I am Here' within and as the simplicity of the physical reality.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we are 'seeking for completeness' because we have allowed ourselves to separate ourselves from ourselves; and that the mind is in fact showing us the points of our separation - thus the mind can be utilized as a tool to investigate and understand the HOW of our self-separation, the HOW of our becoming who/what we are today; so that we may 'piece ourselves back together' in self-honesty and self-responsibility, to stand as One as Equal of Life and thus 'complete'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child stands no chance of exploring its nature as life and remain in self-trust as self-directive authority - unless the parent becomes self-aware and starts investigating and purifying the accepted patterns and play-outs of energetic polarities, so that the parent may take back the power abdicated to the automated energy system and be an example of stability, clarity and self-trust.


I commit myself to exposing the bipolar patterns of our world, so that we may see, realize and understand the TRAP of polarity and thus the TRAP of energy.

I commit myself to showing that as long as we are following the 'high' of energy, we are bound to fall to the 'low' of energy - as both exist as One - the Oneness of polarity.

I commit myself to showing that as long as we allow ourselves to seek the 'positive' as an experience of 'more' - we are trapping ourselves in our own projections and miss the actuality of reality in every moment, failing to direct reality to an outcome that will effect what is best for life,

I commit myself to showing that as long as we are preoccupied, consciously or unconsciously, with the pursuit of our self-interest within and as the mind, we are not supporting Life as all as one as equal in consideration of cause and effect in the actuality of the physical reality we all share.

I commit myself to showing that as long as we are trapped in the mental we are not only unable to care for the world as a whole, but also unable to care for our physical bodies, which is in fact that which hosts the mental for a moment between 'life and 'death'.

I commit myself to sharing the consideration that 'eternal life' cannot be achieved through the mental, but only through the physical, as the body returns to the earth and change its form as it amalgamates with the ground, while the mind consciousness evaporates forever more in the one moment of outbreath.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the mind consciousness needs the body to store memories and experiences as the self-image it holds, and the moment the body is no more in a form that can be used by the mind, the self-consciousness is no more.

I commit myself to showing the paradox of self-consciousness that thinks and believes it is somehow 'superior' to the body, when in fact without the body self-consciousness would not exist - seen in the simple common sense that the planet does not need the human and its consciousness to exist, yet the human and its consciousness require the physical existence.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless we stand for life to bring forth what is best for life: we are not equal to life as we abdicate our right to life by placing self-interest as mind before the interest of life as the physical.

I commit myself to letting go of the addiction to energetic experiences – so that I may set myself free from the chains of the bipolar patterns of our existence and walk in simplicity as life in every breath, establishing self-trust and self-honesty as I stand up for life to bring forth an existence that is based on the value of LIFE and thus best for ALL.

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

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Day 67: Puppets on Strings - The Clones of Consciousness

ART by Sylvie Jacobs

For conext read my previous Blogs:
Puppets on the Strings of Energy - Stop the Game
Puppets on Strings - The Automation of Consciousness as Energy



I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world where we impose onto our children the ´ways of the world´ in spite of the evidence that the ´sins of the fathers´ are not producing a world that is best for life - as we can see in history repeating and the atrocities that are allowed everywhere we look.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world where we impose to our children our beliefs, ideas and interpretations of reality, in spite of the evidence that the institutions of ´culture´ and ´tradition´ has failed to produce a world that is best for life, as it has placed the emphasis on our ´differences´ in the name of which we even kill - instead of acknowledging our equality as life and placing life as the highest value.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world where we perceive children as ´less than´ us adults, and thus we from the beginning begin imposing our filters of perception and communication onto a child without even making the effort to understand a child in its beingness as life.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to create, accept or allow an alternate reality as the mind, where each one of us hide in the ´secrecy´ of their thoughts, feelings and emotions, believing this has no impact on the world / all our relationships, in spite of the evidence that this is not so as shown through our children that grow up harboring our suppressed desires, fears and judgments.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where we deliberately remain oblivious to the consequences we create, as we only seek the momentary satisfaction of our self-interest.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world where we deify energy through phantasizing illusions of grandeur, in spite of the evidence that we do not even manage to effectively deal with our own energetic experiences, let alone to deal with the one reality we all share here effectively, making sure that no being needs to suffer.

I commit myself to showing the common sense that the only function energy serves currently is to keep us addicted to our self-interest while we seek to blind ourselves with the ´positive´ just to ´feel good´ for a moment, refusing to see and effectively direct the ´negative´ so that no being needs to suffer in this world.

I commit myself to showing that energy is something we create as ´more than´ us here, something we then follow and reach out for, something apparently ´positive´ we project as a desire, while we fail to even manage our direct sphere of influence in the physical world as we hide in fear of the ´negative´ in ourselves and the world, in site of the evidence that we are the ones creating, accepting and allowing it.

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our secret thoughts and beliefs manifest our experiences as ´feelings´ and ´emotions´ and to acknowledge the unstable nature of such experiences;
all the while we disregard the actual physical experience that we are enslaving ourselves and each-other into, seen in poverty, starvation, war, famine and all the atrocities we allow on earth while we indulge in the alternate realities of the mind as energy.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed a world where we have mentalized our existence to such an extent, that we even see ourselves as a mere picture in our head.

I commit myself to showing to what extent we have detached ourselves from the actuality of reality, where pictures and ideas in our head override the physical reality to such an extent that we not only fail to acknolwedge that 21000 children DIE daily from preventable causes, we also disregard and abuse our own physical bodies (without which our mind consciousness would not exist) for the sake of fulfilling the ideas and pictures we entertain in our heads based on our self-image and self-interest as ego.

Within this I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we as self-consciousness exist as ego in self-interest, which is the reason why we fail to care for our common ground here on earth and produce a world that is best for all life.



I commit myself to showing that we did NOT learn how to deal with our inner experiences and reactions as what comes up within us, we did NOT learn to communicate ourselves or to practically and effectively direct our emotions and feelings, we did NOT learn how to direct our thoughts and use the mind as a tool of self-support, and we did NOT learn how how to manage conflict and communicate with each-other to bring-forth actual solutions that are best for all.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepteed and allowed myself to see conflict as something ‘negative’ – both within (in our inner reality) and without (our external reality) - not realizing that deeming something as ´negative´ is just another way to ´justify´ my accepted inferiority where I would hide in fear, instead of standing-up and investigating conflict to see and realize what it is revealing about our nature and how we can direct conflict so that it does not have to repeat.

I commit myself to showing the common sense of the fact that, when our inner reality is in conflict with our external reality - the world - there is obviously something wrong, something we are not considering.

I commit myself to showing that any reality in the mind that is not equal and one with the external reality - is an illusion.

I commit myself to showing the obvious that in this world, we learn to hide, deny and suppress the ‘negative’, and use the ‘positive’ as cover-up and pretence; thus it is not surprising that the whole idea around Energy has taken such megalomaniac scope that all kinds of ideologies emerged from it, from the old religions to the new age spirituality.

I commit myself to showing that even in religion and spirituality, we find the same basic pattern of Parenting that the child is faced with when beginning to ‘think’ and ‘perceive’: REWARD and PUNISHMENT - yet another bipolar pattern, embedded within a hierarchy of authority: in sprituality we have god(s)/master(s) and followers/disciples, in parenting we have the authority of the parent as god/teacher and the child as the forced follower/pupil.

I commit myself to showing the obvious common sense that  the LOVE of this world as applied in REWARD and PUNISHMENT really does not work - and yet, we even follow such bipolar tactics within ourselves and our own minds, where we reward ourselves and punish ourselves, according to whether we at a given moment judge ourselves as ‘positive’ or ‘negative’.

I commit myself to showing that we define things we ‘desire’ or ‘like’ as ‘positive’ while we define things we ‘fear’ or ‘dislike’ as ‘negative’. We then deny, suppress or hide from the ‘negative’ by overemphasizing the ‘positive’, often to such an extent that we completely blind ourselves to the actuality of reality.

I commit myself to showing that self-consciousness is the mechanism that emerges as the main idea/concept of Self according to the feedback we get from our environment, a mechanism that then filters the reality of the objective world into subjective interpretations ABOUT the world, using polarity to define its subjectivity into ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ attributes, with the tendency to ‘desire’/’seek’ the ‘positive’ and to ‘fear’/’avoid’ the ‘negative’ energetic experience - all the while it is ALL self-created, self-defined.

I commit myself to showing that Consciousness, as that which we define ourselves individually through and as, is never EQUAL to its interpretations of the world/things. Rather, consciousness will look at things as ‘more than’ (‘positive’ / ‘superior’) and ‘less than’ (‘negative’ / ‘inferior’) in relation to itself. And based on this RELATION, it will induce different polarities of thoughts, feelings and emotions to develop a ‘world view’ that will ‘justify’ its existence and ‘explain’ its experience, which implies that consciousness is never responsible for its own experience, which is in fact its own creation, as it attributes its experience on external factors separate from itself, defined in bipolar terms of ‘more than’ / ‘positive’ / ‘superior’ and ‘less than’ / ‘negative’ / ‘inferior’.

I commit myself to showing that such bipolar thoughts, feelings and emotions would then be the STRINGS the drive us, direct us, determine and define us – in separation from ourselves, whereby these STRINGS become completely AUTOMATED and activate when triggered through external stimuli. And what we do is start creating beliefs around such patterns of thought and experience, as we simply follow what comes-up inside without the application of any common sense. We accept that the reaction that come-up inside are ´who we are´ and we never question what creates an experience, a thought, a definition.

I commit myself to showing that we currently exist as PUPPETS on STRINGS - motivated and driven by the stimuli presented to us by the consumerism system which is basically using our fears and desires and the fact that we have no self-directive pricniple as life but merely blindly follow such fers and desires - to keep us addicted and enslaved in the name of profit.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new world system that will not only give equal access, equal money, equal power to ALL LIFE, but will also make all knnowledge and information transparent so that we may all re-educate ourselves and come to understand ourselves, our creation and the consequences we are facing both individually and collectively as humanity.

I commit myself to showing that self-consciousness is based on the codes we have adopted, accepted, allowed or created throughout our lives in unawareness and fear, from the moment we submitted to the world consciousness that was passed onto us by the adults in our environment: the moment we gave up our own expression and self-trust as life and concluded that in order to survive in this world we have to submit to the ‘ways of the world’ as we know it - and that thus nothing of consciousness is ever unique or authentic.

I commit myself to bringing forth a world where we have the freedom to explore and express and dis-cover who we are as life - so that we may break through the chains of consciousness, let go of the accepted limitations and definitions of separatism, and self-realize life to our utmost potential.




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http://desteni.org/articles

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ART by Kelly Posey