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Sonntag, 9. Juni 2013

403 | Self-Fulfillment – Live! And Fill your cup with Life - part 2

Continuing from

402 | Self-Fulfillment – Live! And Fill your cup with Life
401 | Self-Fulfillment in the context of Life
400 | Fulfillment Paranoia – How do I Fill my cup Full?
399 | Paranoia is like a ‘self-fulfilling prophecy’ - But who fills the cup?
398 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh - part 2
397 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh
396 | The Creation Process of Paranoia Begins in the MEnial
395 | Human Paranoia Keeps History Repeating – How to Stop
394 | The Paranoia of “I don’t want to become like my Parents”

in the context of

391 | Human Consciousness exists in Paranoia

392 | Human Consciousness exists in Paranoia - part 2

So – in the process of looking into the word Fulfillment, what could be seen is how we are conditioned to seek Fulfillment in separation from the value of life as who we really are, and how we are conditioned to seek Fulfillment in the indoctrinated values of CONsumerism –

and interestingly enough if one would study How the values of consumerism have been and are being presented and made desirable: it is through FEELING; see how advertisements work, see how the engineering of consent works, see how your fears and desires are formed: it is through FEELING.

And so we live our lives in a constant projection-mode wherein we think/believe/hope that “when/if I get/have THAT FEELING, I will be fulfilled”, and so we spend our lives trying all kinds of ways to get to THAT FEELING, all the while missing the moment that is here, wherein the actual opportunity exists to Live Fulfillment, by fulfilling each moment with an actual expression of who we are.

We tend to think/believe that Fulfillment is a ‘profound’ FEELING, when in fact Fulfillment cannot be a mental/emotional construct, a state of mind – that would not be real, it would be a make-belief experience that only lasts so long, and any external factor could change that – it is not sustainable, it is not based on ‘who I am’ but rather it is based on a desire, a projection.

I see and realize within this that actual self fulfillment is about who I am within every moment, with every breath. I see and realize that I will either live every moment to the fullest, fulfilling every moment with my living expression, or I’ll fill myself up with concepts/hopes/desires/projections/ideas of ‘fulfillment’ in my mind that only make me FEEL full-filled for a moment without any actual practical value or support in the context of life and living.

Therefore I commit myself to stop the fake ‘values’ and ideas of fulfillment I had adopted / developed / believed-in within my mind, and to walk every moment in awareness, breath by breath, realizing that Fulfillment is a result of practical-living application, and that I can only ‘have’ fulfillment if I give it to myself: if I live fulfillment as who I am, within this also supporting myself to be/become who I know/see that I can be in terms of my potential, expression and abilities.

Within this I commit myself to disengage myself from any and all energetic attachments, positive and negative – to no longer accept or allow myself to be influenced or defined by energetic mind-movements wherein I’d react to something/someone ‘making me feel’ fulfilled or ‘making me feel’ unfulfilled, because I see that within that I’d be making myself and the expression and experience of myself dependent on external factors, thinking and believing that because something/someone ‘make me feel’ a certain way – that this is who/what I am.

I commit myself to really get to know myself and be/become the one that directs and moves ME – to no longer accept or allow myself to be moved by energetic experiences, positive or negative, because I realize that within this I’d be making myself subject to energy, thus subject to the mind, and it is clear by now that the mind cannot be trusted because the mind and all reaction- and response-patterns it brings-up are conditioned patterns of consciousness that are not in my best interest in terms of living and expanding to my utmost potential, but rather in the interest of the system in terms of ensuring the enslavement of self to the ‘values’ of CONsumerism based on which we create a fake self that cares only to ‘feel good’ and ‘look good’, manipulating self-expression in terms of looking / seeking / waiting / hoping to Get.

I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in establishing self-trust, trusting myself as life in self-honesty and common sense -
so that I no longer place trust in the mind because the mind and all reaction- and response-patterns the mind brings-up are conditioned patterns of consciousness that are programmed based on systematic desires and fears (‘positive’ and ‘negative’ energy) and thus not in my best interest in terms of living, expression and expanding to my utmost potential.

I commit myself to LIVE every moment in awareness, to no longer accept or allow myself to exist within a state of mind / a state of being wherein I am looking ‘out there’, seeking / hoping / waiting for something/someone to ‘give me’what I think/believe would make me ‘feel fulfillment’.

When and as I see myself looking for a ‘feeling’, I commit myself to stop and breathe, and bring myself back here, move myself out of my mind and into reality, and direct myself to an expression or an application or a task that will fulfill me, as an expression me.

I commit myself to live self-fulfillment as who I am and how I participate and express in every moment, with every breath – to live every moment to the fullest, within this fulfilling every moment with my living expression, thus fulfilling myself with my expression as life – giving Me to Me, and being the One that Gives.

I commit myself to investigate what it is I was waiting for / hoping for /seeking – and to Give that to myself through practical/physical living, finding practical ways and expressions to ‘fill my life’ with who I really am as life; no longer desiring concepts of ‘fulfillment’ as they are promulgated through the system, but instead living and applying self-fulfillment through LIVING.

For instance I realize that if/when I perceive that my life is ‘empty’ – it is because I am not here for me, I am not Giving, I am not Living, but I am ‘thinking’ about concepts of ‘fulfillment’ based on my preprogrammed/conditioned mind-consciousness.

Therefore I commit myself to no longer seek or hope to Get, but instead: to Give, to Live – and to do so in a way that is Best for All.

I see and realize that fulfillment is not and cannot be a mental or emotional concept, as that would only lead one further away from oneself and further away from reality.

Fulfillment is always in relation to the context one exists in – and we are currently in this world as we know it, this system, this moment in space and time, in the history of mankind of which we are all equally part of.

I see and realize that our opportunities for fulfillment in the current world/system are very limited, because money determines what we are able to do and participate in as well as what we have to do in order to support our survival.

I realize however that even in the context of such limitation Fulfillment is possible, because it is about who I am in spite of the circumstances. Yet at the same time I see that so many people in this world exist at the brink of survival to such an extent that they do not even have the luxury to contemplate about such things as ‘fulfillment’.

Therefore I commit myself – and see it as a practical application of self-fulfillment in the context of the actuality of reality – to make sure I am part of a solution to our world/system and contribute to changing this world/system so that ALL beings are able to live a fulfilling life, and to express, explore and expand to their utmost potential as life.

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The Lovey Paranoia

Thinking is for Losers

Relationship Paranoia Guidelines

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Suicide Paranoia - 2 - How/Why Thought Is (and creates) Paranoia

Suicide Paranoia - 3 - The Creation Process of Suicide Paranoia - Energy Dimension I.

Suicide Paranoia - 4 - The Creation Process of Suicide Paranoia - Energy Dimension II.

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Brainwashing - The Secret History

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Freitag, 7. Juni 2013

402 | Self-Fulfillment – Live! And Fill your cup with Life

ART by Marlen Vargas

Continuing from

401 | Self-Fulfillment in the context of Life
400 | Fulfillment Paranoia – How do I Fill my cup Full?
399 | Paranoia is like a ‘self-fulfilling prophecy’ - But who fills the cup?
398 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh - part 2
397 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh
396 | The Creation Process of Paranoia Begins in the MEnial
395 | Human Paranoia Keeps History Repeating – How to Stop
394 | The Paranoia of “I don’t want to become like my Parents”

in the context of

391 | Human Consciousness exists in Paranoia

392 | Human Consciousness exists in Paranoia - part 2

Back to the point of Self-Fulfillment as Life, which is fulfillment in the context of life/living, and not in the context of CONsumerism.

An interesting point to see and realize here, is that fulfillment is not and cannot be a mental or emotional concept, as that would only lead one further away from oneself and further away from reality.

Fulfillment is always in relation to the context one exists in – in our case, this world, this system, the present moment in this space and time.

Thus far (and here please see my previous posts for context) I had scripted a re-definition of Fulfillment / Self-Fulfillment, as follows:

Actual self-fulfillment is not something ‘profound’ but simply and practically it’s about who I am within every moment, with every breath, and whether I live every moment to the fullest; whether I fulfill every moment by participating in every moment from the starting point of life – living and applying what’s truly best for me and thus best for life – or whether I fill myself up with bullshit and distractions that only make me ‘feel’ ‘full’ and thus actually make me a fool because such things only have ‘value’ in the mind but no actual practical value of life support.

Thus – stopping the fake ‘values’ of/as the mind, and walking in awareness as breath, meaning Being Here present in every moment and not attached to, not influenced by, not defined by energetic experiences (‘positive’ / ‘negative’). Then one is in fact LIVING, one is Giving; one is not looking / seeking / waiting / hoping to Get.

That would be actual self-fulfillment.

Who one is and How one lives and participates in every moment with every breath is how one fulfill oneself, fulfill one´s life, one´s time and space – thus making oneself and one´s life meaningful, Giving as one would like to receive.

And at this point I’d like to add to this definition the dimension of space and time, which is the context of where self is, because without it, no self exists. Therefore this context must be considered within scripting a new definition of/as Fulfillment.

For instance let’s have a look at the question, How can I be fulfilled / how can I fulfill myself when the context I exist in is not fulfilling and/or is not supporting/enabling self-fulfillment?

I can’t. Some here will say “yes you can, focus on the positive, it’s all about how you feel, can’t you feel the love of the universe?”

REALLY?

So it’s the ‘love of the universe’ that allows for 20,000 children to DIE daily from preventable causes? Or is it the ‘love’ of man that is the cause for this atrocity, a ‘love’ that is not equal to life, but only equal to delusion.

Because see, by manifesting ‘fulfillment’ in one’s inner reality only (which would be the mind/consciousness and thus merely a delusional illusion), without caring for fulfillment in one’s outer reality which would include everyone and everything else – one would in fact be separating oneself from the Whole;

which is paradoxically enough what all the ‘love & light’ followers are busy doing – promulgating Oneness, but not seeing that the oneness they’re creating is for each one a mental Bubble that has no impact whatsoever on Life as a Whole. On the contrary, one can become so hypnotized by such mental constructs and the desire to ‘experience’ Oneness, and that one will lose touch with reality completely, one will forget about all the suffering that is happening every moment everywhere in the world, and one will miss the point entirely:

Namely that Oneness without Equality is deception. Because Oneness by definition implies equality: equal regard for all life, equal consideration, equal care, equal access, equal power, equal life.

Oneness is not and cannot be an ‘experience’ only – it must be a Living expression of who we are, visible within practical application, within how we live and co-exist in every moment, with every breath.

The same with fulfillment: Real Fulfillment is and can only be in the context of practical living, it cannot just be an ‘experience’, a ‘feeling’ – it must be a Living expression of who we are, visible within practical application, within how we live and co-exist in every moment, with every breath.

From that perspective, living the word fulfillment / self-fulfillment would common-sensically include participating in changing this world into a place where every new life, every new child that is born here has an equal opportunity to LIVE a fulfilling LIFE, without fear, without struggle, without limitation in the inner or the outer reality.

by Darryl Thomas

Self-commitment statements and the practical corrective applications that emerge from my process of re-defining Fulfillment / Self-Fulfillment will follow – Stay tuned.

At this point I’d like to share with you a perspective on JOY by Bernard Poolman which I see is relevant in this context and will assist in understanding the difference between reality and illusion, indicating also the necessity to align our definition of Fulfillment to be in the context of LIFE, thus to support Life, and not illusion.

"When you say – I am joy – and you experience it as a feeling of joy. I would ask you – WTF – on which planet are you? Your own? How dare you separate yourself into a state of self created fantasy while the world is in a mess? Joy as energy and feeling is always self created and happens in total isolation on the terms that requires you to accept the world the way it is without question and action.

When you take joy into physical action as the living word, it is no longer joy as a mental masturbation feeling. It is enjoy, the physical experience that involves two or more beings, whether it is a human, an animal, a plant or a rock. You cannot enjoy yourself alone – you can create an illusion in the mind and call it joy, and even get others to agree with you that you are full of joy, but it is not real and it will allow suffering to become accepted as it did since the first so-called master came up with the idea of joy to make sure you never live in a world where everyone can enjoy what is given by what is here as the sun and earth.

Ask yourself what allows you to sit in meditation to create a state of joy as energy and you will see that foundation of this is always money – You need money in some way to separate yourself from the real world so that you can sit in a self created illusion that takes you far away from here to a projected reality which exist only for you on your terms. It is a form of self interested dictatorship where you deliberately disregard the equality of all life so that you can be in a state that you like and that makes you feel great all alone and then there are some masters that claim that everyone must do this, sit and create joy – take away their food, and home and money and you will see how quickly their joy turns to sorrow. And those who have already had their joy turned into sorrow do not speak up because those still in joy will attack them and claim that they are losers and did not do it right – you should speak up and stop the abuse you still allow as sorrow is the partner of joy –you are still in a state of joy, just the flip side of the coin.

In life there is no joy – yet you can enjoy yourself

For instance

I enjoy the food

I enjoy the touch

I enjoy the dog

I enjoy planting and watering the garden

I enjoy the conversation

I enjoy the company

There are many things to enjoy and this enjoyment should not be without the dedication to create a world where everyone have equal access to enjoy themselves. This enjoyment happens in the present awareness as breath. The moment you think, the enjoyment is no longer as you have moved into the alternate reality where only you exist and where everything else must follow your dictatorship.

Joy only exists in consciousness and not in life. Consciousness is just energy – something produce by life –it is not life—it is a by-product that return to its source to be available again in some form to enjoy by life. Consciousness made it the exclusive realm of self deception. In consciousness joy is the ability to separate yourself so completely from life here that you can deny all the guilt and shame for what has been allowed on earth. Watch out for the ones that teach joy, they also teach prosperity and only want your money. With an equal money system, there will no longer exist the need to deceive another for money and survival as all will have access to enjoy themselves.

The world is given to all to enjoy, but some have conquered it made it the exclusive realm of money and the mind. With equal money we will create a world where all can and will enjoy themselves. Then the world will be a pace of enjoy. Not as feeling, but a place where enjoyment is a living – the living word."