This post is also in the context of my previous two posts
"What am I living for?" I was faced with this interesting question when I listened to this interview @ eqafe, and it's interesting how it is not the ideas we have in our
mind about 'meaning and purpose' that determine this, but rather it is how we
practically move within our lives and how we participate in our reality that
shows what it is we are living as our ‘purpose and meaning’.
So it's quite fascinating to observe that there is a separation between
what we think and believe the meaning and purpose for our living is, and what
it is we are actually living for.
This should be concerning, to say the least, as it shows that we are not
the directive authority of ourselves and our lives, and that we rather follow a
pre-programmed, pre-conditioned value-system that wasn't consciously determined
and placed by ourselves in full awareness.
So, in the process of unveiling this underlying 'purpose and meaning' as
it shows within my life and living when I self-honestly ask myself the question
"what am I living for?" and look at my thoughts, words and deeds; I
came across several points which, all together, reveal to me that I have been
driven by a peculiar search for a 'purpose and meaning' - a search that
perpetuates a separation within myself and my living reality;
because - if I am constantly searching and seeking for a 'purpose and
meaning'... doesn't that mean I have no actual purpose and meaning?
So here I am sharing one dimension of this, through a process of
self-forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to want a
relationship/another to give me/my life ‘purpose and meaning’.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to
live for a relationship/another, implying within that that my ‘purpose and
meaning’ is to be ‘fulfilled’ by another/a relationship.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live for
acceptance from others.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live for
appreciation from others.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to live for attention
from others.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to seek for
relationships that will give me that acceptance, appreciation and attention -
instead of me giving it to myself as life, unconditionally.
And within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself
to submit to a polarity construct of consciousness wherein I SEEK that which I
perceive I am LACKING, therefore trapping myself within such polarity and
dooming myself to never be self-content, to never unconditionally accept
myself, to not appreciate myself, to not be attentive to myself, but to seek
all that outside of myself, in separation from who I am.
Therefore I commit myself to assist and support myself in redefining
'purpose and meaning' - as I see, realize and understand that such separation
can never come to fruition in terms of satisfying the actual desire we all have
as life, which is: to LIVE and express in the context of this physical reality
we all share and interact within.
And therefore I commit myself to Live and to Value myself as life,
within this thus also to accept and appreciate myself, and to give myself the
attention that will allow me to self-realize life as oneness and equality
within myself, so that I may GIVE the meaning and purpose of LIFE & LIVING
to me, through LIVING it!
I commit myself to identify and release any and all expectations that
exist within me projected unto relationships, so that I may meet other human
beings unconditionally, and not as some assets that are to provide me with what
I think and believe I am lacking within myself.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to look at myself
through the eyes of others.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and
understand that what I see as "others seeing in me" is my own
projected self-judgment, fears and desires based on mental constructs I have
accepted within me as me throughout my life.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to look for value
and worth to come to me through others and how others see me.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed this separation of
myself from myself, and that I've accepted and allowed myself to separate
myself from my self-worth and value as life.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and
understand that I have accepted myself to submerge myself to a skewed
value-system based on separation and polarity - and that I haven't allowed
myself to see, realize and understand that as long as we are trapped within
polarity - i.e. within constructs of better/worse, superior/inferior,
more-than/less-than, having/lacking: we have no power whatsoever to move
ourselves and direct ourselves into real living solutions of real value that
will have a real and substantial effect that stands the test of time.
Therefore I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop seeing
myself through the eyes of others, to find within me the self-worth that I had
separated from myself, to find within me the value of life as life, and to
assist and support myself to LIVE that as who I am;
and I commit myself to establish within myself a real self-relationship,
wherein I am the directive authority: The One that takes responsibility and
thus The One that moves and directs in self-awareness as life.
Within this, I commit myself to find within myself and establish a
practical living point of and as Self-Contentment - wherein I give to me so
that I may Live the Gift of Life; wherein I apply my self-honesty and my
self-realizations unconditionally with the 'purpose and meaning' of expressing
who I really am, of expanding myself, of developing and growing and unfolding
my potential as life.
Within this I commit myself to release any and all self-judgment, as I
realize that all self-judgment is always revealing points of separation - and
therefore I commit myself to identify and take-back those points from which I
have separated myself within myself, to take responsibility for every single
point that exists within me: to bring it into alignment as life in oneness and
equality, so that I may transcend the inherent separation within which we are
'educated' within this world;
and from here, having established and being in the process of LIVING
this 'corrective alignment' in terms of transcending the separation of self and
taking absolute self-responsibility - I commit myself to then also assist and
support others to realize the accepted separation and see the common sense ways
to take back power, to take self-respponsibility, to stand-up and change what
we have accepted and allowed as human nature simply because there has been no
real paradigm in this world/system that would show us that there is another
way!
The only paradigm I have encountered in all the years of searching and
investigating the various spiritual, philosophical etc. 'schools' or
'practices' of this world is the desteni-I-process, which is the process of
Self-Responsibility based on the principle of oneness and equality as life,
thus the process of Self-Honesty as life - a process that aims at realizing and
transcending the separation we have allowed within and without, and this is
done with practical tools (self-honest writing, self-forgiveness,
self-corrective scripting and application - just to give the general idea here,
as there are further tools such as for instance mind-constructs wherein one is
able to step-by-step unfold/deconstruct how a personality is created through
the mind's reactions and polarity-values) that enable us to investigate and
understand of 'cause and effect', which means to understand that we are the
creators of our reality, either directly and explicitly or implicitly through
what we accept and allow within ourselves and our world.
This is thus the solution of self-empowerment, as self-empowerment that
goes beyond the 'power' definitions of this world that are based in the
polarities of submission/domination, winning/losing, master/slave, etc.
I mean, given the current state of the world as well as the human
condition - shouldn't we be asking ourselves the question: Where is our power?
Where is my power?
Perhaps the question, to begin with, should be: where and how am I
giving my power away? Where and how are we as humanity giving our power away?
Everyone is able to take the first step toward answering these/such
questions for oneself. You may take this blog post as an inspiration, and for
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