Continuing from
One thing I have realized is that no matter what we think and believe, the
truth of ‘Who I am’ is within my Thoughts, Words, and Deeds.
Therefore,
I take Responsibility for my Words
I take Responsibility for my Actions
I take Responsibility for the Reactions I have accepted and allowed
myself to cause within other human beings through Words I have spoken and
Actions I have acted-out in Unawareness of Life, in complete
mind-possession/ego-possession = in self-interest and self-inFeariority. I
forgive myself.
I commit myself to let go of the inner mental polarity of fear and
control / fear and the desire or need to control; As I see, realize and
understand that any need or desire to control - myself, or others, or
situations, or outcomes - reveals that I exist within fear as inFeariority
instead of standing equal to and one with what it is I am facing at any given
moment.
Therefore, I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed fear to drive
me; and that I've accepted and allowed the want/need/desire to control -
myself, or others, or situations, or outcomes - to exist within me; instead of
seeing, realizing and understanding that whatever I am trying to control is
merely the attempted 'fulfillment' of my self-defined "lack" (whereby I am trying to control and
manipulate the particular parameters that define me, within this manipulating
and abusing my reality, my words and behaviors as they are steered through the
programs of my conditioned consciousness to feed it with energy and ensure its
automatic self-preservation).
I forgive myself that I hadn't allowed myself to see that I exist within survival fear - though deep inside I know
that the moment my accepted self-definitions are debunked, 'I' as that personality will no longer
exist, my 'logic' as ego-personality in self-interest will no longer make sense as it will shatter in the face of
self-honesty and practical common sense, and thus I as an ego mind
consciousness system see no choice but to stand equal to and one with what I
have become, face myself, and gift myself the gift of life, the gift of
self-respect, the gift of caring, and the will to live, thus the will to stand,
and embrace life as who I am and as what everything really is - beyond the
power games and limitations of consciousness systems;
Essentially
I commit myself to transform ME from a consciousness system in separation into a living being
in oneness and equality, from self-interest as ego into self-interest as life.
I commit myself to live responsibly and in self-respect as life, so that
I may honor others as life equally, with every thought, word and deed.
I commit myself to deliberately and consistently stopping my
self-destructive and destructive nature; I commit myself to deliberately
stopping myself from going into the mind as energy - and when and as I find
myself 'forcefully driven', going into a ‘rush’, regardless what kind of
‘righteousness’ is busy brewing in my mind as thoughts, internal conversations
or back-chatting: I stop, I take a breath, I slow myself down, and I ground
myself Here as I breathe, within physical reality as a physical being; in the
same moment I let go of any and all wants / needs / desires / expectations /
opinions / judgments that I see have been driving me through the mind - and I
allow myself to stop following the mind, and simply Be Here, so that I may see
what is here and make a clear decision of Who I am and how I will be in this
moment.
I remind myself of 'what it's all about'- namely about birthing life
here, nurturing life, restoring the value of life, within and as myself, and my
world equally, as I participate in life with my words, thoughts and deeds.
I commit myself to 'get real', wherein I take Responsibility for my
words, my thoughts, and my deeds, as those are the three primary dimensions
within and as which I make myself real here in this physical reality we all
share.
Therefore the question is about what it is that I’m making myself
real as, what it is that my participation in this physical reality is
accumulating into and as; and therefore I commit myself to birthing myself as
life from the physical by living every moment in ways that are best for all /
best for life and for the ego; I commit myself to birth myself as life, as a
physical human being that lives in self-respect in honor of life as oneness and
equality and thus as a human beings that speaks, thinks and acts in real care,
in common sense as best for all in every moment real-time - as best for life.
I commit myself to move myself beyond the pettiness of my fears and
desires; and to let go of any and all limiting and inferiorizing
(self-)definitions that I had accepted and allowed myself to manifest through
me as my life, either through my words, my thoughts, or my deeds.
I see, realize and understand that I cannot change the past, I cannot
undo what I have done or what I have spoken; I cannot take away the pain or
confusion that I’ve caused - but I can forgive myself in self-commitment of
stopping such behaviors, as I have seen, realized and understood the separation
that I had accepted within my mind and my beingness; I can forgive the fears
and desires I've held onto as I have seen, realized and understood the ego-systems
and -programs involved, in submission to which I had accepted and allowed
myself to condition myself as an ego-system trapped in internal and external
power-games in separation from life as who I really am and can be; I can
amalgamate all that is here in my life as myself, I can assist and support
myself to walk through the consequences I have created within my life and
myself as I take self-responsibility; I can assist and support myself to stand
equal to and one with it all, as myself, as my life, as my creation, and become
the living expression of Self-Responsibility as I commit myself to make sure
that I stand my ground and honor my decision to stand for life, honor my
commitment of honoring life as myself and others equally.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to "break on through
to the other side" - which I see as the process of letting go of the old
patterns and habits of ego, of fear, of inferiority, of polarity and systematic
separation; walking out of the mind systems of consciousness and mental possessions;
and establishing myself here in self-awareness as life.
And once my stand in awareness as life is stable with every breath I
take, which is something for self to prove to self – standing the test of time
– alone - within and throughout the depths of self's existence; and once the
systems of mind are but like shadows in the wind as memories of the past that
have no influence or directive principle in the Here of reality, I will know
that I have made the "break-through to other side" - the side of life
where there's no more sides, where all is one; one and equal as I stand here,
where there is no more inner conflict, as I am here in absolute certainty, in
absolute clarity of self, in absolute awareness of what is Here as me, as the
words and deeds that I express within my world, my environment, as I walk in
absolute synchronicity of my physical breath and physical beingness in every
moment, in real-time, with all that is here in my life as me; at the same time remaining
grounded, walking one breath at a time, step by step, in humbleness, as I
explore what it is to live, to express, to support myself and others as life,
to share life, to create life.
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