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Samstag, 8. September 2012

142: Day 2 of 21 - Practicing Self Equality | In Spite of the Routine

This is continuing from

Day 141: A New Starting-Point for Life | 21 Days of Practicing Self Equality

Today I wrote for myself a new weekly schedule. I call it program, because I see that the conditioned habits we develop as our routine require a deliberate intervention.

Since I started working a second job, I see that I require to manage my time more effectively. When I looked into the routines I had adopted thus far, I saw that I could've been more effective all along. Regret is not a nice place to be, not to say the worst.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be/live less than what I really could.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow MOODS and within that to distract myself from Here.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live to the fullest the realization that our Mood is our DOOM, because moods represent the resonant unconscious personalities / states of mind as conditioned self-sabotage, where we follow a feeling/emotion/mood and thus abdicate our directive-principle to the mind, instead of standing stable in self-equality and being the directive principle of self in self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that until now I haven't allowed myself to establish supportive routines to my satisfaction, but have instead accepted myself to exist in restlessness, following some invisible instruction in the mind as 'mood', wherein everything always seems 'too much' and I always seem 'too inadequate' - not seeing that this very application is not only a waste of time but most importantly it is an application of self-sabotage;

and obviously then things accumulate and can get 'too much', and I myself accumulate 'me' as the perceived and accepted definition of 'inadequate', instead of accumulating self-trust through living what I see requires to be lived for me to establish self-contentment, self-equality, self-dignity.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that this restlessness went along with a feeling of discontent - whereby instead of directing myself to live, do and apply myself in a way that I establish contentment within and as myself, knowing that I am utilizing my time to the best, not wasting breath; I had allowed myself to sabotage myself by following and accepting the perception of discontent and restlessness, within that allowing it to exist within and AS me.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist in discontent and restlessness - which reveals to me that I was not accepting myself Here, but was following the conditioned consciousness within and as my mind that was always trying to 'get somewhere' making believe that only then I would 'feel content'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that it's not about 'feeling content' because that would imply that an external stimuli is 'making me feel content' or that I project my self-worth into some defined "value" that I am to achieve in order to 'feel content';

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within this: I was per implication defining and accepting myself here as 'discontent' - and then obviously the mind creates the 'logic' that apparently 'justifies' feeling discontent, because the mind loves self-definitions and loves self-sabotage, as that is how it is keeping its perceived power and control, possessing the being in the physical through beliefs, ideas and perceptions.

However, I see, realize and understand that it is through MY acceptance and allowances of such beliefs, ideas and perceptions that I trap myself within and as the mind.

I see, realize and understand that self-contentment is about BEING content, which implies that I am content with my self-directive application in every moment, and with how I live and participate both in my inner and my outer reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge and live self-contentment here, because I had accepted a definition of 'me' as 'discontent', as 'not good enough', as 'restless'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the constant struggle to 'get there' and 'become' 'good enough', believing that then I would be content -

instead of realizing that I can only accumulate self-contentment through and within who I am in every Here-moment, breath by breath, step by step.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist through a projection of myself in the mind, instead of Being Here and walking in real-time, Here in every moment.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as long as there exists judgment within me of me/who I am, I am accepting a separation of myself and am not allowing myself to walk in self-acceptance here in every moment.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live the realization that self-acceptance is the first step in self-forgiveness, because I cannot forgive and let go something that I have a judgment about.

I see, realize and understand that only when I embrace a point as myself, equal and one, am I able to forgive it, to purify it, to forgive it and let go, to transform it as myself.

I commit myself to living the realization of self equality in practical application; wherein I no longer try to be 'more than' who I am here, as I realize that this is an illusion - an illusion which per implication defines self here as 'less than'.

Therefore I no longer accept or allow myself to sabotage myself through value-judgments of polarity, and instead I assist and support myself in living self-equality and oneness in every moment, stopping the moods and value-judgments of the mind, bringing myself 'back Here' and re-aligning my starting-point as Me Here whenever I see myself going into projections of 'more than' / 'less than'.

I commit myself to establishing and living new self-determined routines of self-support, wherein I establish self-contentment and self-trust, through giving me to me, walking my self-commitment in practical application, step by step, breath by breath.

I commit myself to walking this process of establishing self-equality as my starting-point for Life/Living -

in Spite of my routines and in Spite of the limitation this world system imposes onto us; so that I may be a living example that change is possible in Spite of the difficulties and limitations of the world system.

I commit myself to sharing the realization that it is in the difficult times and challenging moments that self has the chance to prove to self that one is changing, that one is standing one's ground and directing oneself in self-honesty and practical common sense.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to re-define education as well as all systems of our world to be based on the value of Life and to teach how Life in fact functions on earth, within and without -

because in the current system children grow up adopting the patterns of this world, ending-up existing as self-image /personalities /characters only, as the spark of life within every child that is born gets suppressed until it is forgotten, and the child grows up to become a slave to the system in all ways imaginable, never realizing and accepting the self-power to stand-up and challenge the system, to no longer accept the submission of life to a system of abuse.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the system creates what we call 'human nature' from the starting-point of PROFIT, manifesting a human being that ends-up recreating the system = keeping the system running through its mere existence as a human in this world;

and that an equal money system will stop this absurdity and will restore the value of life through re-aligning all systems of the world to serve no longer profit, but LIFE as who we all really are, equally.

Visit the desteni I process to get support in the process of stopping the system within and strengthening ourselves as life in self-responsibility -

so that we may slowly but surely transform the world consciousness system from the inside out, establishing a new starting point for LIFE and giving ourselves the chance to redefine living in a way that ALL can equally have a dignified life on this ONE earth we share.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

Freitag, 7. September 2012

A New Starting-Point for Life | 21 Days of Practicing Self Equality

This is continuing from

Day 128: Standing Up from Falling in Love

Day 129: Alternate Reality Creation in Backchat - The Enemy Within

Day 130: Want Home - "Here" and "There"
Day 131: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | Self Realization Commitments
Day 132: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | How Definitions Define Self
Day 133: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | How Definitions Define Us | Self Forgiveness and Commitment

and

Day 134: How Definitions Define Us | Man as the Living Word

Day 136: What Creates Who we Are/Become? The Words we Live | Man as the Living Word

Day 137: Man as the Living Word | Where is the Sound of Life
Day 138: Man as the Living Word | Where is the Sound of Life - part2
Day 140: Man as the Living Word | A New Starting-Point for Life

Within looking at my process as well as the process of humanity as a whole, I am now making the decision to taking on the point of deliberately and specifically integrating the mental realizations into and as living application in my physical reality, with myself and everyone and everything in my world.

Today I had a day off and was sitting in my bed listening to an awesome interview series that kind of walked me through my own process again, and as I was allowing myself to simply be here and be comfortable with myself, stretching in my bed, I listened to the point elaborated on, which was about the initial equality and oneness of substance as existence as a whole, wherein the relationship of each point to everything else was that of unconditionalexpression of support - which would be the ultimate definition of LIFE as substance, as living expression, as ONE in equality.

Furthermore the interview elaborated on how this awareness of life / as life does exist, yet it has been overshadowed and suppressed by the consciousness of and as this world system resonating throughout everything, manifesting this existence and us human beings as what we have here today as 'humanity'.

And how the entire world system is like this one big mind structure, exactly the same as the structure existence within and as the human mind consciousness - the same hierarchies, the same interactions, the same polarity designs, the same friction, the same structured archi-texture.

What is interesting is that every human being is in a way 'aware' of this awareness as life, in a sense sensing that there is something more, something bigger, something real beyond this virtual reality where we exist like characters in a role play –

yet one attempts to get access to that 'awareness', to that ‘bigger’ or ‘deeper’ connection to everything that is here : through the mind.

When the mind is in fact the very veil through which we separate ourselves from the oneness and equality of substance as who we all really are as part of this physical existence - from the smallest particle to the biggest galaxy, universe, whole ...the words we've been conditioned to think with are probably failing to describe the eternity of existence...

So I looked at this point within and as myself and realized that this physical existence, to which my physical body is the closest to of myself – is like a physical womb; and that this womb, this origin, is always here – it is the core of me as who I am of life.

I realized this as I was making myself comfortable in my bed, allowing myself to be comfortable with me, with and as my physical body, breathing, for a moment simply only being here, in the moment, embracing me, embracing the moment as me, embracing the fact that I was giving myself the permission to 'accept' being here, accept being comfortable with myself, simply here, breathing.

This experience however came from me as an expression of myself - it wasn't necessarily about being in or on the bed. Yet I looked at this point in my life where I'll have periods of time where in the evenings and as the night comes I become restless and it's like I don't want to go to bed, there’s like this resistance as if the mind is still wanting something. And yet in the mornings, I experience my bed as the most comfortable thing in the world. I am realizing now that it's not about the bed - it's about me giving me the moment of deliberately 'getting down to the core' of me here, simply breathing, and within this applying the living-principle of equality with me, as myself – letting go of any ‘want’ that the mind holds onto, and get myself back here, to the breath of my physical body, realizing I am already here, I don’t need to ‘get somewhere’.

Obviously our spiritual problem as humanity is that we are in a constant pull of energy apparently ‘getting somewhere’, within this missing the point which is Here as ourselves – who ARE we here in every moment, and can we really BE here in every moment if we’re busy following the pull of the mind that is somehow always ‘getting somewhere’...

Stopping the mind, meaning: stopping the conditioned acting out of patterns is something to be applied in every moment, within re-aligning self with the starting point of life as equality and oneness, here;

however, establishing and integrating that starting-point in the actuality of one’s physical reality – is something that I find requires attention and deliberate action.

That’s why I decided to walk 21 days of daily giving myself the deliberate moment of re-tracing my starting point here as myself.

I realized that I am able to give this moment to myself anytime I start getting restless. Because anything I create or approach from a starting-point of restlessness cannot be a full expression of myself, and equally the experience of it as me cannot be to its best/fullest, as I am not standing in equilibrium with me but instead going into and following that restlessness - which, as I am realizing, is of the mind:

that consciousness that is trying to 'get somewhere', 'be something', 'be someone', 'accomplish things' etc. and, due to value-judgments of 'superiority'/'inferiority', 'success'/'failure', 'winning'/'losing', cannot just let go, but has to continue thinking, trying, designing its way into 'getting there', whatever it is that the individual consciousness is conditioned to believe it is lacking or must achieve / attain / get.

In spite of this consciousness experience, I am making the decision to deliberately give myself a moment during every day to simply be here, breathe, embrace myself, without expectations, value-judgments, restlessness or rush, and acknowledge that I am a physical being walking this earth in a process of removing the veils that separate the self from the actuality of the physical existence that is Here.

These veils obviously exist within and as the mind and consist of the equations, codes and definitions that make up the individual consciousness in the HUMAN RACE –

and restlessness as an experience is one result of accepting and allowing the codes of the world system to define self, because self then exists within having to ‘be something’, ‘get somewhere’, ‘achieve’ this or that, instead of simply being here and facing what is here in the actuality of reality, as who one is AS LIFE, in the context of life as a WHOLE, as existence equal and one.

In the past I used to meditate and spend quite some time ‘with self’ – however I was back then attempting to create (I am now able to see this) alternate reality as ‘happy bubbles’ that would separate me from the actuality of my reality, where I would hide from what it is I face daily.

Now - this application of allowing myself to slow down and simply be here, breathing, that I decided to apply for 21 days, is not about creating an alternate reality or a bubble of separation wherein I'd for instance attempt to hide from the actuality of reality or to protect myself from seeing and experiencing the consequences of my creation. No. It is a moment I deliberately give to myself to 'get back' to my starting-point, which is here as self within and as physical oneness, 'get back' to the womb of the physical equality within and as existence, and embrace myself in acceptance and acknowledgement of this physical reality that sustains me, of which I am substantially part of.

I am seeing that I am able to establish this point as a starting-point, as my stability point, my origin, my ground – as myself. To then practice and explore the expression of myself from this starting-point of self equality and oneness, allowing myself to remain Here in self-stability and walk as a representative of Life, facing every point that comes my way during my day as an equal with me and one as life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow the experience of 'restlessness' and thus to exist within and as 'restlessness'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that this was the reason I was looking for a 'home' - yet I was projecting a ‘feeling’-experience of 'home' ‘out there’, and believed that I would ‘find home’ through another, a relationship or an accomplishment in the world, when in fact that HOME is and has always been Here as ME.

I commit myself to giving to myself that HOME as myself.

This is like an embracing expression of me inviting me to BE HERE, giving myself that HOME, as myself, my physical body, me breathing, moving, relaxing my physical from the claws of the mind that are always trying to in-FORM the body of what it's supposed to be, do, experience, ‘achieve’.

I commit myself to training the practical application of self-equality, wherein I deliberately embrace myself and acknowledge self-worth as life;

within this establishing self-acceptance and self-trust, and within this expanding the realization of self-honesty into and as my physical relationship to myself and equally to my mind as everything I have become.

I lately wrote about how I realized that the more I let go of what I think I want (which anyway only exists in the mind based on value-judgments) - the more I start realizing what it is I actually want and have always wanted: to simply be here, to know who I am and to be one with and equal to this existence.

Within this obviously comes the insight of our individual responsibility in the context of existence as a whole.

Visit the Desteni website and Eqafe for further inspiration on and understanding of how much we have taken for granted and how much we have missed from the actuality of reality, of ourselves, of what life is and can be.

I will daily share one point from my experience of deliberately walking the practical application of equality and oneness beginning with myself, integrating this living-principle into and as my beingness in practical application, in my relationship with myself to begin with.

This 21 Days is a decision I made to assist and support myself in establishing and integrating myself as a new starting-point for life/living, practically exploring what opens up once I let go of the mind's wants, needs, desires, expectations and moods completely for a moment and simply allow myself to be here, breathing, embracing myself, accepting myself here.

Within this also assisting and supporting myself to literally establish an actual foundation as myself, stand my ground, walk in self-trust and self-determination, to ensure that whatever I ‘create’ as myself, my relationships, my world, my creation: comes from this starting of self as life, in equality and oneness –

the substantial core we all share, which is where that point of CARE/CARING exists;

because how can we ever really CARE for another / the world / existence, when we have not learned to IN FACT care for ourselves, in taking responsibility for the mind-physical-relationship of who we are and how we exist/participate in every moment of breath.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

@ eqafe for FREE:* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

Freitag, 3. August 2012

Day 108: The Design of Infinity & Self-Delusion

ART by Bastian Neumann

This number – 108 – reminds me of ‘spirituality’ and I really can’t believe there was a time where I was singing mantras LOL

So because of this association I decided to write about a ‘spiritual’ subject and then the number 8 brought up the point of ‘Infinity’.

The number 8 when placed horizontally stands for "infinity". It’s interesting that we human beings deliberately fail to take responsibility for THIS one reality we share HERE, yet have the audacity to create ideas of an ‘afterlife’ or ‘infinity’.

Would you REALLY want to exist like this forever?

If we really look at this world, we can see that we through ‘life and death’, people come and go – yet the system remains, and the people born into this world keep the system running, existing only for survival, slaving to make a living, serving not life but the system.

So in a way, the system is infinite.

And instead of looking at how we have designed this infinity, we project the point in separation from Here into some ‘afterlife’ or some ‘divine’ idea of ‘infinity’ just to delude ourselves with illusions of ‘grandeur’ and to not have to Face What is Here as ourselves and our creation.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a concept of ‘infinity’ without even making the effort to investigate and test what infinity would practically imply.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to project ‘divine’ concepts of ‘infinity’ into some ‘afterlife’ just to delude myself with ideas of ‘grandeur’ – refusing to investigate what we are creating to exist Here infinitely, in spite of the fact the history is repeating and costing the LIFE of millions while we slave for the system to keep running.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, an existence, where we exist in fear of death to such an extent, that we try to cover it up and deny it through superimposing ideas of ‘infinity’ or ‘afterlife’ –

with the result that we care more about such ‘afterlife’ or other delusions of ‘grandeur’ while disregarding the abuse and atrocity we give permission to exist in THIS one reality through our acceptances and allowances and our refusal to see, acknowledge and take responsibility for: What is Here as our creation, this world that is ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to practically look at the design of infinity and see: as I draw the infinity sign, I have to BEGIN somewhere, and as I continue drawing I will END at the same point where I started –
therefore the design of infinity has a beginning and an end.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whatever has a beginning, has an end – and that what has a beginning and an end is a program, a system, a design.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that patterns have a beginning and an end – and that within our world as humanity, as human beings, we have accepted and allowed the patterns of our existence to run ad infinitum –
from beginning to end over and over and over again:

back and forth, up and down, round and round from love to hate, from good to bad, from more to lee, from right to wrong, from war to peace and back to WAR –
never really in fact changing, merely spiralling to energetic peaks with atrocious consequences for life.

I commit myself to showing that we are infinitely DAMNED by our own acceptance and allowance, as this world as a reflection of ‘who we are’ is clearly revealing; and that UNLESS WE STOP this automated existence of patterns designed in the name of profit, fear and self-interest at the cost of LIFE: we are making by our mere existence the statement that we are not worthy of life, that we are not equal to life, that we are trying to somehow be ‘more than’ life by placing concepts like ‘power’, ‘profit’, ‘money’, ‘winning’, ‘ownership’, ‘self-interest’ BEFORE life and exploiting life in the name of Profit.

I commit myself to showing that believing in an idea of ‘infinity’ or ‘afterlife’ is in NO WAY serving life as what we all share Here, and is in NO WAY supporting the individual in taking responsibility for What is Here and what Each One is accepting and allowing within oneself and one’s world.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we cannot be anything ‘more’ or ‘better’ or ‘higher’ in any other reality or ‘afterlife’, since we do not even manage to sort out ourselves here and this ONE reality we share.

I commit myself to showing that the design of infinity is in fact revealing to us what we have manifested as ourselves, as this world, this existence: an eternal FUCK-UP that is not going to stop, that will automatically recycle over and over again ad infinitum and into self-destruction – UNLESS we STOP.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in order to STOP, we have to realize what it is we’ve been creating and how; we have to understand How we keep this consciousness system recycling and How we have automated our existence within and without in a gesture of self-abdication and self-separation.

I commit myself to showing that we have automated our existence to such an extent that it’s gonna take great courage and humbleness to stand-up as life within self and get to self-honesty and the self-will it requires to make actual decisions in self-directive principle; decisions that will not only change the nature of the individual, but will have an impact on one’s world and society as a whole, bringing forth a new way of life through a new human being that has self-realized life as oneness and equality and thus no longer accepts or allow the separation and exploitation of life in any way whatsoever.

I commit myself to walking myself into and as full self-responsibility through the process of writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self-corrective application – so that I and all those walking equal with me: may stand as a living example for the change we ALL want to see in our world, and LIVE this change into beingness until ALL LIFE is FREE and our EXISTENCE is DIGNIFIED.

I commit myself to showing that equality as life is the only living-principle through and as which we can dignify our Oneness – and that an equal money system is a first step towards dignifying our Oneness as Life by giving ourselves and each-other equal rights, equal access, equal power, equal participation in the world system, within this transforming the starting-point of the system from fear, self-interest, exploitation and abuse: to actual freedom, common sense, common wealth and abundance, and the life-support we all require to live, express and expand to our utmost potential as life.

I commit myself to supporting the evolution of LIFE, and exposing all those that support the evolution of the ‘Mind’ which is the evolution of the ‘Money’ as the System we have created to protect only what is ‘Mine’ – and with 6 billion people fearing for ‘what is Mine’: war and abuse and deception is inevitable.

Therefore, for real actual change we gotta get to the core of our creation, stop the fear, stop the power-games, forgive the separation and self-interest and the fake values we have allowed ourselves to worship, and dis-cover WHO WE REALLY ARE AS LIFE.

ART by Matti Freeman

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download – Blogs Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download

Donnerstag, 2. August 2012

Day 107: Parents Patent Patterns – Revisited

Because this is such a simplistic issue – here I am revisiting the point in its simplicity:

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that unless the parent self-realize the patterns he/she create and take responsibility for the consequences thereof: the patterns will be revisited and will consequently be imprinted onto the child as yet another point in the mirror of which the parent has a chance to face self –

the ignorance and failure of facing oneself as the patterns one has become and the claim that one has the ‘right’ to be/become a parent is in fact child abuse.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where parenting is not a vital educational point each one is supported within, and where we bring children into this world without ever getting to the self-honesty of facing self and taking responsibility for self’s creation.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we manifest this world through the patterns every generation of parents allow, and thus the patterns are revisited through every generation and so we keep history repeating and the system running –
Not ever actually really evolving as human beings, as humanity, as how we live and coexist, as who we are.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the patterns of consciousness are limited, in spite of the fact the each one likes to believe they are unique –

but if one self-honestly investigate who we all have become: one will see that we exist in variations of the same polarity patterns that evolve around the main concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, ‘power’/’powerlessness’, ‘win’/’lose’, ‘more’/’less’, ‘good’/’bad’, ‘love’/’hate’, ‘abuser’/’abused’;

Yet we refuse to see each one point cannot exist without its opposite polarity, and that once we submit to any one polarity-point we tacitly accept our submission to the entire consciousness matrix and trap ourselves within polarity, struggling for a ‘happy end’ as a ‘winner’ in self-interest.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where progress/evolution has become but the cloning of patterns without anyone truly investigating and understanding how these patterns exist, where these patterns originate from, what these patterns imply and what consequences are being accepted and allowed by the ignorant participation of everyone in the patterns of the world consciousness ‘as we know it’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the patterns are in fact known and this knowledge is being used and abused by the consumerism system of money as profit to create people’s fears and desires to keep them buying into the ‘dream’ of a ‘good life’ as presented by the system – perpetuating self-interest and the delusion we have accepted and allowed ourselves to indulge into.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we create our children as characters/personalities, as copies/clones of our OWN characters/personalities according to our OWN fears, desires and concepts of ‘good’ and ‘bad’;

And that within this we are not allowing our children to freely develop, explore, express and expand, as we impose onto them the ‘sins of the fathers’ –

and so the ‘sins of the fathers’ visit generation upon generation as the PATTERNS of our existence, and we accept and allow this to continue in SPITE of the obvious evidence that none of the patterns we have manifested in fact support Life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we refuse to even HEAR to what a child has to say, we refuse to consider a child’s expression, simply because it does not adhere to the rules we have confined ourselves to, it does not ‘fit in’ to the patterns we KNOW;

and so the parents place themselves as ‘superior’ to the child and the child must accept ‘inferiority’ which then becomes the child’s starting-point in all its interactions in the world system – even though the child will use the lies of the adult world to act and pretend to be ‘superior’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the detrimental extent to which we hold onto the KNOWLEDGE of this world, which clearly produces no beneficial results for life but only for the profit of the system –
Yet we hold on to the KNOWLEDGE we have like a possession, so much so that we are possessed by knowledge and thus ‘teach’ our children the accepted and allowed patterns of this existence as knowledge –

and so the child becomes a knowledge ROBOT instead of having the support that is required to actually LIVE, explore, express and expand.

I commit myself to showing that the PATTERNS of our world are NOT supportive of Life as who we all really are, but are only perpetuating the accepted consciousness of this world that is based on mental concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, ‘win’/’lose’, ‘good’/’bad’, ‘more’/’less’ – concepts that do NOT acknowledge the value of LIFE as EQUALITY and ONENESS.

I commit myself to showing that self-interest is always based in FEAR and ‘inferiority’ – and that the system will make you feel ‘inferior’ in every way to then sell you the latest ‘miracles’ with which you can apparently become ‘superior’.

I commit myself to showing that the patterns we have created from these concepts are also detrimental in nature and do Not support us as Life – they only support competition, survival, power-games and the exploitation of life for profit/self-interest.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless the parents change and take self-responsibility to direct the accepted patterns of existence into new ways of life based in the Value of Life as oneness and equality:

The children of the world stand no chance of manifesting a new generation that will free itself from the bounds of the accepted consciousness system and will make sure that we stop creating the consequences we have been manifesting thus far through the entire history of mankind.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that our children are our creation – and that we have, in this world, Not learned to take self-responsibility for our creations – this is seen within the whole world and throughout every aspect of our existence.

Therefore, as we all do, especially the parents face a challenge – themselves in self-honesty: to take self-responsibility for our creation, which is firstly ourselves, who we are and have become and what we have manifested through that which we have become, including our children.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself through self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application: to walk through the manifested consequences of my existence and face myself, taking responsibility for myself and my creation in every moment.

I commit myself to equally assisting and supporting others in my world that are willing to take self-responsibility and purify self and our existence.

I commit myself to showing how we manifest our world through and as the relationships we create and exist within; and that these relationships are based on patterns – and unless we understand, forgive and purify/correct the patterns of our relationships in self-honesty and oneness and equality as life: we will inevitably continue to abuse, deceive, and manipulate ourselves and each-other, driven by the automated consciousness of ‘human nature’ through fears, desires, self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that we have not yet as human beings found within ourselves the self-will to direct ourselves effectively and thus our world effectively; and that instead we have accepted and allowed the patterns of consciousness to drive us and determine our choices and decisions in life –

and that as long as we are driven by fears and desires without even understand how and why – we are but puppets on strings executing the orders of the system as they rise from the unconscious.

I commit myself to showing that the desteni I process is the only process of investigating, understanding and amalgamating the conscious, subconscious and unconscious layers of ourselves into an Equal and One being here, through self-will and self-responsibility, in self-honesty and self-forgiveness – so that we may self-realize our existence and stand accountable; to no longer exist in separation, ignorance and arrogance, to no longer accept or allow the exploitation of life to continue.

I commit myself that an equal money system will significantly change much of the accepted patterns of our existence, as it will assist in eliminating the accepted fear and support each one in acknowledging the value of life and developing self in self-dignity and self-acceptance – so that each child born into this world is certain to be supported from birth to death and free to express and expand to its utmost potential.

I commit myself to changing the patterns of my existence that is our world – so that we may all finally have REAL FUN in freedom and dignity for real.

Mittwoch, 1. August 2012

Day 106: Parents Patent Patterns - What is the ConSequence ?

ART by Kelly Posey

For context, see my previous blog posts as well as Creation’s Journey to Life.

Also for context, read:　Feral girl, 5, found living with a herd of cows can 'only communicate by mooing'

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where we recycle the patterns of our existence through how we parent the next generations, patenting a 'human nature' that is simply accepted and allowed to continue - in spite of the evidence that 'human nature' as we know it exists AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we call 'human nature' is something preprogrammed throughout generations and has through acceptance and allowance become what it is today - and that thus we are able to change the program of 'human nature' through understand how it works and why we have been allowing ourselves to exist as we do for so long.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where each new generation takes oaths and makes promises to 'do it differently' and 'do it better' - yet looking at the world today we can see: everyone end-up repeating the patterns of the past and becoming just like the parents.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed an existence where we made it our 'nature' to take the 'easy way' or at least to try and find 'easy ways' to do things -- which shows that we have no understanding of how this reality works and explains why every chance for change is in the end undermined through our 'falling back' to our 'good old ways' because we it feels 'safer' and we 'know' our ways around -- which goes to show that the human being is a creature of habit - yet our habits in the end inhabit us and possess us to such an extent that we will even 'justify' abuse, inequality, deception, just to not have to face ourselves, just to not have to change.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is not us human beings that make our decisions - instead, we accept and allow the habits that inhabit us to direct our decisions and drive our existence - with atrocious consequences as we can see in the world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that a child is not born with patterns and habits - but is formed in its formative years through the influence of the parents;

and because the parents have no insight and no understanding of their own patterns and habits let alone the consequences thereof, they simply pass on their legacy onto the children and allow the children to consequently form their own patterns, habits and characters/personalities; and the parents claim this is who the child is, when clearly it is not; it is who the child is becoming through the influence of the world consciousness as the accepted 'human nature' and the power-games that entails.

I commit myself to showing that human nature can change - and the only thing required is the willingness to see, get to know and understand Ourselves, How we function, What we exist as and the Consequences thereof;

because when we do, we will see that it is the only actual choice we have: to take self-responsibility and face ourselves, and transform ourselves into self-willed individuals that stand accountable for who we are and how we exist - there is no other way to dignify life and continue our existence as humanity.

I commit myself to show that parenting is the key to changing society, as parents have the responsibility to educate and prepare their children for the world, and within that to share and establish principles that will no longer accept the world as we know it, but principles that will strengthen the child in its self-responsibility, self-honesty and self-will so as to enable a directive participation in the world with an impact that will make a difference.

I commit myself to showing that we cannot expect from the children to be/become anything else than what we are/have become - unless WE as the parents change and set a new starting-point for our existence, to make sure that we value LIFE as the only real value and that we base our words, thoughts and deeds on the value of LIFE as oneness and equality.

I commit myself to changing myself in a way that will support me as LIFE and thus all life equally - so that I may be a living example, as many of us have already proven to ourselves, that change is possible and that the only thing required is self-honesty, self-commitment, self-determination.

I commit myself to supporting and establishing a new system for our world that will allow us to question and re-evaluate EVERYTHING we have accepted and allowed to be our 'nature' and our 'world' and the 'systems' that manage us.

I commit myself to establishing a new system that will allow us all to re-educate ourselves based on common sense and actual understanding of how this physical reality including ourselves functions;
such foundation and support for ALL EQUALLY will strengthen self-responsibility, self-trust, self-directive power, and will produce a next generation of self-willed individuals that practically honor self and each-other as LIFE in all possible ways.

*Read the Blogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:
2012 Feral children - What does this Show us about ourselves?
Day 105: What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)
Day 39 - What Mowgli Syndrome shows us about Parenting

*Watch the Vlogs about the Cowgirl for Reference:
Cow Girl - What makes Us Human - Activist JTL
2012 Wolfskinder, ein Kuhkind - Ich bin ein Produkt meiner Umgebung?!
5 Year Old Girl Found Mooing: Lliving in a Barn: What Does this Show Us?
JTL-Blog-Review What Makes Us Human (Moomans?)

Mittwoch, 25. Juli 2012

Day 99: Ego-Logical | How we Manifest a Disaster Ecology on Earth

ART by Marlen Vargas

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where instead of supporting the ecosystem that sustains us in a way that would support ALL life equally including the planet: we have manifested a system of abuse and inequality that reflects our EGO – the accepted ‘human nature’ in the image and likeness of which we create the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is the HUMAN being that has made an EGO-logy out of the planet’s ecology: an EGO-logy based on the fear by which we are possessed and which we use to ‘justify’ why we exist in constant comparison, competition and conflict with each-other in the name of self-interest which we call ‘love’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all concepts of ‘love’, ‘light’ and ‘divinity’ that are promoted in this world are but veils to cover-up and hide from the actuality of our existence and the fact that we exist in FEAR and self-interest –

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if our love was real, we would be manifesting a world of love where each and every single living being is loved in fact, evident in the actual care and support provided to all equally – and that only when love is equal to LIFE in fact, in thought, word and deed: love is REAL as a living expression of who we are.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where our love is conditioned to our OWN ego and to those that support our EGO, and that despite our proclaimed ‘love’ we let 2/3 of the world population suffer and the planet deteriorate while we whine and blame those in power for driving the planet into destruction, refusing to see that we do nothing about it but consume the ‘goods’ the consumerism system presents us with to keep us wanting, waiting, hoping, comfortably numb.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that unless we wake up from the delusions of EGO that we’ve trapped ourselves in through fear and self-interest; unless we self-realize life as equality and oneness, interconnectedness and interdependence; and unless we stand-up to work together as equals of life to bring forth what is BEST FOR ALL:
We are abdicating ourselves and the future of our world into the hands of the current system of inequality, and we will be held accountable in the face of life for not standing-up but instead accepting and allowing the atrocity in the world just because it didn’t directly affect our OWN.

I commit myself to showing that the human EGO is the actual EVIL in existence and that no other life form is possessed by greed, jealousy, vengeance and all the nasty traits that characterize the accepted ‘human nature’;

and yet the human claims ‘superiority’ and dominion on earth, but does nothing to honor and support LIFE as each-other, the animals, nature and the planet that gives us life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long our the mind consciousness is based in separation, polarity, self-interest and fear: we will keep manifesting a world consciousness of separation, polarity, self-interest and fear, just like the world as we know it today.

I commit myself to showing that the mind consciousness is a product of the world system and is programmable, and that this implies that consciousness can, in self-honesty and self-will, be changed and reprogrammed into an expression that acknowledges the value of LIFE, realizes that dignity and freedom must be given to ALL equally, and ends the separation of life into mental labels of fake ‘values’ by stopping the acceptance and allowance of fear and mind-control and standing-up in dignity, integrity and self-responsibility as LIFE.

I commit myself to bring forth an existence of no masters and no slaves, where we will no longer project our responsibility to gods and saviours or the system and governments, but we’ll take it upon ourselves to save ourselves and each-other and dignify our existence as BEST FOR ALL LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that equality is the only value-principle that acknowledges the value of life, and that all hierarchies in the world are based in fear and self-interest and thus result in abuse and inequality.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that a self-honest, common sense re-education of the human consciousness is required: to remove the controls of the conditioned consciousness and expose the brainwashing of the consumerism system of profit – so that we may break free from the chains of the current EGO-logy and find within us the WILL and the COURAGE to stand-up as equals of life and dignify our existence within and without, to never again accept or allow such separation, abuse, exploitation and deception as it currently rules on earth.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to realize ourselves as Earthlings and our Earth as our common mother that allows us to sustain ourselves on this planet, just like the Sun shines equally for all;

and to acknowledge that we are Here to face ourselves and our creation, and thus realize the opportunity we have at this very moment in the history of mankind: to make of our dominion on earth the best for LIFE in all possible ways by becoming custodians of life on earth for ALL THAT IS HERE to live in freedom and dignity without fear, without abuse, without struggle for survival.

I commit myself to supporting a new equality system of our world so that we may establish equilibrium for all life in earth for real and restore our ecosystem by stopping the systems of ego and replacing them with systems of actual life-support that will no longer allow abuse, exploitation, deception, separation.

Investigate the equal money system and support this first step towards dignity and freedom for ALL LIFE – because life is oneness, and equality is the living-principle that must be applied to care for and support ALL parts of our Oneness as Equals.

Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Relevant Vlog:
Ego, Polarity & Power-Games in the Destiny of Mankind