276: It’s a Bipolar World – We just Don’t Get it

ART by Kelly Posey

Continuing from
Day 274: Journey to Life through Daily Writing & Self-Honest Introspection
Day 275: The Power of Breath in Every Moment


Within observing elderly people, there’s one point that becomes very clear, and, if one really look at it one can see that it’s something that does not only pertain to elderly people but is something that we all do and engage in.

What I noticed – here in the example of elderly people, which makes it ‘easier’ o simply clearer to see – is that there is two main ‘moods’ or two kinds of ‘state of mind’ one would be in: one will either be in the present complaining about everything and anything that one is currently not content with (here in the example of the elderly it will be pain, discomfort, but also irrational stuff like blaming the nurses or the relatives or anything for that matter); or one will be in the past fishing out the best possible memories and the self-definitions that make them feel good about themselves (elderly people will often even act as if they are currently living in the past and will for a moment forget where they in fact are and what their state of being is).

The interesting thing about this, is that in none of the cases self-responsibility is realized. In the ‘negative’ energy there is a certain nastiness and specifically blame and spite coming up, while in the ‘positive’ energy there is a certain pride or happiness coming up associated to those parts/times in one’s life that one had attached ‘positive’ value to and thus one will ‘feel good’ and ‘feel positive’ because the switch is on the “plus”. When that imagination fades away and the person ‘wakes up’ to the actuality of reality, what will happen is that they will ‘fall’ into the ‘negative’ side of the energy and they’ll feel like nothing is right and everyone is to blame. Unfortunately within it all, no point of self-responsibility or self-creation is realized.

Now, given the way we exist in this world, this is ‘understandable’ when it comes to the elderly people. It is the common-sensical consequence/outflow of how we exist. What’s interesting is that the experience and the expression / the acting-out thereof will be ‘unique’, the pattern however is the same: it’s an energetic, bipolar manifestation.

Energetic – meaning: it will swing the person along with it; either in terms of ‘uplifting’ them (when one is fishing out the ‘good stuff’ from one’s life and suddenly starts telling the stories that make them ‘feel good’ and basically validate the personality/self-definition the person had adopted throughout their life), or in terms of ‘bringing them down’ (when suddenly the actuality of reality comes bashing in, either through pain or external stimuli that remind the person where they are and what state they are in).

And what is interesting to see, realize and understand here: is that the person always follows the energy, which means that the person is subject to the energy, thus ‘less than’ the energy, which is why the person has no directive authority, because that authority had been abdicated to energy and energy is then the force that pulls the person ‘up’ or ‘down’ –
and obviously what can be observed is how we tend to always try and remain in the ‘positive’, ‘uplifted’, ‘high’, when in fact that ‘high’ is not an actual state of being in self-awareness through a ‘man-know-thyself’ insight; that ‘high’ is always defined through mental concepts and is equally experienced and expressed as such.
Otherwise one would be able to at any given moment make a self-directive decision of what one would like to experience and express, but that is not so.

It takes great mental effort to remain in the ‘positive’, but sooner or later reality comes knocking at your door and you have to face your physical reality with everything that goes along with it. Granted, the whole spiritual new-age junkies have been doing quite a ‘good job’ at deluding themselves and creating all kinds of alternate realities that make one ‘feel good’…
but, come on, the actuality of reality is another, and it always comes with consequence. Funny how in the mind one can circus about as if there were no consequences, but this physical reality we all share is a reality of consequences, which makes the point of self-responsibility a vital point to understand if one would like to leave this world in self-honesty and full awareness of one’s existence on earth.


These some considerations on the energetic dimension of human existence.
The bipolar nature of this has one interesting practical implication: You can’t have one polarity without the other.
In the next blog post I will elaborate on this latter point further.




For further context you may also want to read:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life
Day 265 - Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult
Day 266 - Idealization of Process makes Walking Process difficult


I suggest reading the Journey to Life blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism/competition system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.

It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, within oneself for oneself, as well as equally for all, as one, as life, as equals.


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142: Day 2 of 21 - Practicing Self Equality | In Spite of the Routine

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

This is continuing from

Day 141: A New Starting-Point for Life | 21 Days of Practicing Self Equality

 

Today I wrote for myself a new weekly schedule. I call it program, because I see that the conditioned habits we develop as our routine require a deliberate intervention.

Since I started working a second job, I see that I require to manage my time more effectively. When I looked into the routines I had adopted thus far, I saw that I could've been more effective all along. Regret is not a nice place to be, not to say the worst.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be/live less than what I really could.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to follow MOODS and within that to distract myself from Here.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live to the fullest the realization that our Mood is our DOOM, because moods represent the resonant unconscious personalities / states of mind as conditioned self-sabotage, where we follow a feeling/emotion/mood and thus abdicate our directive-principle to the mind, instead of standing stable in self-equality and being the directive principle of self in self-responsibility.

 

I forgive myself that until now I haven't allowed myself to establish supportive routines to my satisfaction, but have instead accepted myself to exist in restlessness, following some invisible instruction in the mind as 'mood', wherein everything always seems 'too much' and I always seem 'too inadequate' - not seeing that this very application is not only a waste of time but most importantly it is an application of self-sabotage;

and obviously then things accumulate and can get 'too much', and I myself accumulate 'me' as the perceived and accepted definition of 'inadequate', instead of accumulating self-trust through living what I see requires to be lived for me to establish self-contentment, self-equality, self-dignity.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that this restlessness went along with a feeling of discontent - whereby instead of directing myself to live, do and apply myself in a way that I establish contentment within and as myself, knowing that I am utilizing my time to the best, not wasting breath; I had allowed myself to sabotage myself by following and accepting the perception of discontent and restlessness, within that allowing it to exist within and AS me.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist in discontent and restlessness - which reveals to me that I was not accepting myself Here, but was following the conditioned consciousness within and as my mind that was always trying to 'get somewhere' making believe that only then I would 'feel content'.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that it's not about 'feeling content' because that would imply that an external stimuli is 'making me feel content' or that I project my self-worth into some defined "value" that I am to achieve in order to 'feel content';

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within this: I was per implication defining and accepting myself here as 'discontent' - and then obviously the mind creates the 'logic' that apparently 'justifies' feeling discontent, because the mind loves self-definitions and loves self-sabotage, as that is how it is keeping its perceived power and control, possessing the being in the physical through beliefs, ideas and perceptions.

 

However, I see, realize and understand that it is through MY acceptance and allowances of such beliefs, ideas and perceptions that I trap myself within and as the mind.

 

I see, realize and understand that self-contentment is about BEING content, which implies that I am content with my self-directive application in every moment, and with how I live and participate both in my inner and my outer reality.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge and live self-contentment here, because I had accepted a definition of 'me' as 'discontent', as 'not good enough', as 'restless'.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as the constant struggle to 'get there' and 'become' 'good enough', believing that then I would be content -

instead of realizing that I can only accumulate self-contentment through and within who I am in every Here-moment, breath by breath, step by step.

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist through a projection of myself in the mind, instead of Being Here and walking in real-time, Here in every moment.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as long as there exists judgment within me of me/who I am, I am accepting a separation of myself and am not allowing myself to walk in self-acceptance here in every moment.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live the realization that self-acceptance is the first step in self-forgiveness, because I cannot forgive and let go something that I have a judgment about.

 

I see, realize and understand that only when I embrace a point as myself, equal and one, am I able to forgive it, to purify it, to forgive it and let go, to transform it as myself.

 

I commit myself to living the realization of self equality in practical application; wherein I no longer try to be 'more than' who I am here, as I realize that this is an illusion - an illusion which per implication defines self here as 'less than'.

 

Therefore I no longer accept or allow myself to sabotage myself through value-judgments of polarity, and instead I assist and support myself in living self-equality and oneness in every moment, stopping the moods and value-judgments of the mind, bringing myself 'back Here' and re-aligning my starting-point as Me Here whenever I see myself going into projections of 'more than' / 'less than'.

 

I commit myself to establishing and living new self-determined routines of self-support, wherein I establish self-contentment and self-trust, through giving me to me, walking my self-commitment in practical application, step by step, breath by breath.

 

I commit myself to walking this process of establishing self-equality as my starting-point for Life/Living -

in Spite of my routines and in Spite of the limitation this world system imposes onto us; so that I may be a living example that change is possible in Spite of the difficulties and limitations of the world system.

 

I commit myself to sharing the realization that it is in the difficult times and challenging moments that self has the chance to prove to self that one is changing, that one is standing one's ground and directing oneself in self-honesty and practical common sense.

 

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to re-define education as well as all systems of our world to be based on the value of Life and to teach how Life in fact functions on earth, within and without -

because in the current system children grow up adopting the patterns of this world, ending-up existing as self-image /personalities /characters only, as the spark of life within every child that is born gets suppressed until it is forgotten, and the child grows up to become a slave to the system in all ways imaginable, never realizing and accepting the self-power to stand-up and challenge the system, to no longer accept the submission of life to a system of abuse.

 

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the system creates what we call 'human nature' from the starting-point of PROFIT, manifesting a human being that ends-up recreating the system = keeping the system running through its mere existence as a human in this world;

 

and that an equal money system will stop this absurdity and will restore the value of life through re-aligning all systems of the world to serve no longer profit, but LIFE as who we all really are, equally.

 

Visit the desteni I process to get support in the process of stopping the system within and strengthening ourselves as life in self-responsibility -

so that we may slowly but surely transform the world consciousness system from the inside out, establishing a new starting point for LIFE and giving ourselves the chance to redefine living in a way that ALL can equally have a dignified life on this ONE earth we share.

 

 

 

 

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