590 | Savior construct & Enemy construct Polarity

An interesting observation opened up throughout these last couple of posts, esp. in the context of

583 | The Insanity of the Enemy construct 
584 | Would you rather stand in PEACE or have a World in pieces?
587 | Self Forgiveness for True Enlightenment 
589 | Self forgiveness to lift the veils

and so the following is something I became aware of in relation to the 'savior'/'saved' point and the 'enemy construct':

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the ‘savior’ construct to exist within and as me, in various forms wherein I abdicate my self responsibility to a projection in the mind where I am ‘saved’ by another or get to ‘save’ another, where by necessity for the savior construct to exist an enemy construct must exist, for anyone to be ‘saved’ from [the ‘enemy’].

I see, with real eyes, and stand one and equal in awareness that for salvation/savior/saved/light to exist, an enemy/bad/dark must exist that is ‘more than’ and superior.

And so I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submerge myself and submit to a construct within my mind/consciousness that separates my being and polarizes my mind into the ‘savior’ and the ‘enemy’ polarity; making that construct ‘more than’ me, superior to my authority.

So I commit myself to as I breathe in awareness ensure that I in every moment remain the directive authority within and as myself, grounded, stable, standing in self responsibility. 

So I slow myself down and ensure that when I make my choices and decisions, no part of such enemy construct or savior construct is activated within me – as I see how this would allow my choices and decisions to be made in inferiority, instead of one and equal to who I am as a living being, as creator.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my self responsibility as creator, and within this to alienate myself from my own creative potential, while I accept and allow the system to dictate who and how I am and what I’m supposed to be doing or even how creation works.

I see, with real eyes, and stand one and equal in awareness that as creator of my self and my world I am self responsible and thus commit to being response able: to no longer separate myself from creative ability and life potential.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, with real eyes, and stand as one and equal with the awareness that both the enemy construct and the savior construct represent ‘quick fix’ quasi ‘solutions’, i.e. in fact no solution at all –nothing that is equitable, best-for-all, sustainable– but rather a distraction and deviation from what requires direction, which for a moment gives the sensation of a ‘quick fix’.

And so I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be impatient with myself and others; and to want ‘quick fix solutions’; instead of seeing, with real eyes, and standing one and equal with awareness that such tendencies come from the starting-point of lack, scarcity, fear of loss – all of which are things/constructs indoctrinated into us with our acceptance and allowance throughout time; and so it will take time to impact ‘new programs’ into being, but it can only be done through practical living in awareness and self responsibility as life.

When and as the experience of stress or anxiety and/or the experience of wanting/needing/desiring to be ‘saved’/’save’ another – I stop and take a breath and re-member how it’s all about this real, organic creation process that we are walking, in space and time; and that we can only walk this process step by step, breath by breath, in awareness.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to ‘save’ other people in my life, not seeing and realizing how this only brings me into a rush, a stress, a depletion – because I am accepting and thus (re-)creating a starting-point of lack, of scarcity, of loss.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see with real eyes and stand one and equal with awareness of how polarity works, to then investigate and question any polarized experience or thought that may come up within me at any given moment.

I commit myself to be awake and aware in self realizing who I am in moments and thus Be Here to guide and support myself on the path of learning to live, learning to move myself beyond the box that is my mind as the world system as our accepted existence – to move beyond the conditioned ‘switches’ and ‘states’;

and rather reclaim my status as a living being, as the author of my existence and custodian of my world, by walking the inner and outer process of self realization through the mind/consciousness and through the world/system, until the change I want to see in my world is real as me and the relationships I establish in life.

And so I commit myself to let life be life and allow myself to live, here, in every moment, realizing we can only walk this process step by step, breath by breath, in awareness.

And I commit myself to assist myself and others equally in fulfilling our utmost potential as we each give our full potential to ourselves and each other – to see the change we all want to see in our world.

Day 529 | What Self Forgiveness Is To Me - part 2 - Zero Point

Alright, I'd like to add a bit to my previous blog where I've given some short examples of what self forgiveness is to me.

 

An interesting perspective that I came to look at recently in the context of what self forgiveness is, was the ZERO POINT.

LOL this is a word/term that we hear and see esp. in the new age or 'scientific' community…

But let me tell you how I look at it.

First though let’s look at Forgiveness as a definition – let’s have a look at the dictionary definition:

Full Definition of FORGIVE

transitive verb

1

a :  to give up resentment of or claim to requital for <forgive an insult>

b :  to grant relief from payment of <forgive a debt>

2

:  to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) :  pardon <forgive one's enemies>

intransitive verb

:  to grant forgiveness

Origin of FORGIVE

Middle English, from Old English forgifan, from for- + gifan to give

Related to FORGIVE

Related Words

absolve, acquit, clear, exculpate, exonerate, excuse, discharge, liberate, redeem, release, unburden

Near Antonyms

abhor, abominate, despise, detest, dislike, execrate, resent, hate, loathe; avenge, redress, requite, retaliate, revenge; discipline, penalize, punish

That’s very interesting, especially if one examines the polarities that the word Forgiveness is embedded into, and how there seems to be an ‘external authority’ required in ‘granting forgiveness’.

The definition of self forgiveness does not appear to exist in a dictionary.

Okay, so how do I want to see/be/live forgiveness – how can I define it?

Forgiveness is where I am able to let go and ‘forgive’ a point, where I then no longer see that point in a certain (past-defined) light, and no longer hold any form of grudge/blame or any attachment toward the point.

What is interesting within this as I can see is that I am not only releasing myself from my ‘past relationship’ with the point, I am also releasing the point itself and giving it the opportunity to change, to become something more, something better. Obviously, in case this point is a person, I find it supportive to incorporate an understanding/realization of the ‘problem’ and the ‘problem’s’ creation through communication, so that each one can take responsibility and have an opportunity to change/correct/evolve. Forgiveness without awareness would only bring momentary ‘relief’ but no real solution, no real change – and would possibly perpetuate the problem and lead to its repetition/re-cycling.

So, within a definition of Forgiveness as in letting go and forgiving a point, where I then no longer see that point in a certain (past-defined) light, and no longer hold any form of grudge/blame or any attachment toward the point;

Self Forgiveness would be the ‘forgiving’ and letting go of anything that I have accepted to ‘define’ self/me, as in eg. self-definitions, self-image, self-belief, perceptions, judgments, attributes, patterns…

Self forgiveness lived … is then the moment where (in relation to a certain point) one no-longer holds on to past definitions/attachments and thus is ‘free’ and able to access or create something new, a new relationship with/as the point for instance.

Forgiveness is thus the point where something NEW becomes possible, through releasing the attachment to the ‘old’.

 Thus we can look at Self Forgiveness as a ZERO POINT
– Looking at the definition of 'zero point' as in new start, or ground zero, or blank slate, self forgiveness is where I - in relation to any particular point - have 'come to peace' with it i.e. have seen, realized and understood its existence within me and/or within my world, and I no longer define myself by it or hold an emotional/mental attachment/polarity to-it. I can release it, and I release myself from it.

But isn’t that a point of separation? Or how does this ‘release’ work?

Indeed a question to investigate and explore – I mean what I’ve found is that I cannot change anything that I in any way judge. Fear is also a form of judgment, it’s a form of pushing something away, not wanting to look at it, deal with it, have it near. So what could be a solution? Embrace it, breathe it through, become it, understand its existence – then I can release it, then I can change it, as myself.

ZERO POINT when it comes to humanity, our reality, this world - would also be a point closely related to FORGIVENESS - where we’ll have to stop pointing fingers, stop the projections of blame and the abdication of responsibility, and really individually (and together as one) stand responsible for everything that is here, then truly we may be response-able to everything that is here as life, realizing it is ourselves, it is our substance, it is our home.

We’ll have to really release and let go of the old structures, the old ways, the old power game of fear and control, of divine and conquer. Release the fear and the inferiority, release the delusions of grandeur. Ground ourselves.

And that would require forgiveness, it would require self forgiveness, it would require that we work together and truly 'make peace' with what has been, understand how it came to it, and change it to the benefit of ALL.

Fortunately we more and more come to see (as it becomes visible through alternative media more and more, 'leaking' to the surface as per the nature of truth) evidence of a NEW WILL POWER emerging from THE PEOPLE of earth, as an AWARENESS of interconnectedness, of equality, of care – as well as the willingness to work together and to no longer accept the deception, exploitation and degradation of life and the true value life holds, that is equal in all that is here.

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