375. Redefining ME | Self Commitment - to LIVE

Continuing from
Day 374. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Living vs. Doing
Day 373 | Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion

Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit

Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process





…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define living as doing – and within that I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear not living when I am not doing something.
…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a definition of Living as ‘doing’, instead of realizing it is not about what I do, but rather it is about who I am within what I do.
…I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by defining Living as ‘doing’, I have been limiting myself and my ability to live and express.


Therefore I commit myself to assist and support myself in letting go of this definition of living, and to instead redefining LIVING to be equal to the value of life.

So – how do I do that?

Obviously one point to consider within redefining words is to ´purify´ the words from polarity charges.

For instance, within the definition of Living as ´doing´, there exists the definition that doing is living and thus good while not-doing is not living and thus bad.

Furthermore, what can be seen within the definition of Living as ´doing´ is how the definition of Living is thereby being limited to only ´doing´.


So –
Redefining the word Living/to Live in the context of oneness and equality / LIFE / best for all:

LIVING / to LIVE = to be Here in Self Awareness with every breath in every moment and Live = Move Self to Express / Direct = Decide / Determine ´Who I am´ in this Moment = take a Stand of what I will accept and allow and what I will not accept and allow.

Thus, Living / to Live is to Move Self in awareness of all that is here within/as a particular moment (any given moment for that matter), rather than being Moved by automatic/systematic triggers and reactions.


This is a practical and applicable definition of the words Living / to Live that does not limit the expression of self and that places self as the directive principle / the starting-point of the words Living / to Live.




…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place more value in doing/what I do and to be less aware of who I am within what I do.
…Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself in terms of the “value” definition indoctrinated by the system, and to disregard the value of life within and as myself.
…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to disable myself from living effectively by forming/ adopting/ accepting a definition of what it means ‘to live’ in my mind that does not support me to in fact live and express and walk my life in self-worth as life.


Therefore I commit myself to assist and support myself in being aware of Who I am within what I do – thus being aware of my starting-point as me – 

thus within/as such self awareness giving myself the ability and the authority to align/correct my starting-point if7when I see that my starting-point point is not supporting me as life /not supporting life.

For instance, if I am doing something out of obligation, or to be liked – then such starting-point is no self-honest, is not supporting me as life nor anyone else as life;

therefore in such a case I am in self awareness able to realign/correct my starting-point to be unconditional expression and support, instead of eg. seeking approval.




…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I’m not ‘doing’, when I am not ‘busy’ with something, then I am not living.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to be here for myself, to for instance support myself in resting, doing nothing, simply being here with me,
…I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the permission to live ME, because I am here, thus I breathe, live and express; but only believed myself to be living when doing something/being busy.


Therefore I commit myself to – when and as I see/find myself ´being busy´ with ´doing´ - Stop and breathe and recall the realization that by indulging in ´doing´ and ´business´ I am in fact neglecting myself as life and only following my conditioned idea of ´living´;

thus within such moment I am able to stop and re-assess what it is am doing, what my starting-point is within it all, who I am with and towards myself as well as who I am with and towards another/my world, and make a decision/alignment within myself that will align my participation/application with/as self-honesty – in terms of how I have redefined the words Living/to Live to support myself as life.

When and as I see/find myself being restless or busy, I stop and breathe, and recall my redefinition of the words Living/to Live, and accordingly I assist and support myself in being here for me, or in resting, or simply taking a breath and re-aligning my starting-point in the context of my new definition of the words Living/to Live, within that assisting and supporting myself to LIVE my new definition as a matter of fact.

When and as I find myself thinking and believing that I am not living because/when I am not doing, or when and as I find myself fearing that I´m not living – I stop and I take a breath; I remind myself that this feeling/experience stems from my conditioned and accepted definition of the words Living/to Live as ´doing´ and that I have made the decision to let go of this/such definition and redefine how I will live the words Living/to Live so as to support myself as life.

Thus I give myself the permission to LIVE, as I realize that I AM HERE, therefore I breathe, therefore within breathing I am able to live and express in every moment unconditionally = not according to the conditioned responses of mind consciousness, but in actual self-expression as who I really am as life, free from preprogrammed ideas and definitions.





…I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the factor of ‘achievement’/ ‘accomplishment’/ ‘attainment’ that is entailed within DOING – and the belief that within/through DOING one is enhancing one’s value or becomes more ‘valuable’/’worthy’ (here some further words to redefine);
…Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was denying myself my value as life, by implying that I have to ‘earn’ it with ‘doing’.
…Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was placing conditions upon myself as to when/whether I am ‘valuable’/’worthy’ based on what/how much I am doing; and to at the same time not be fully aware of who I am within whatever I do – the starting-point.


So here again it is clear: it is the starting-point that determines everything. Within whatever I do, I am the starting-point. So what is the starting-point/the motivation/the intent within whatever I do – THAT is what defines the actual value of whatever I do, because whatever I do will have a value equal to me, the starting-point.

So, that ME in every moment has a choice – the only actual choice:
To either be directed by/as the conditioned consciousness I have become that (as all consciousness) exists in separation/ego/fear/self-interest;
OR to be self-directive and to live who I really am as life, considering and expressing/living that which is best for me as life/as all.

I commit myself to assist and support myself in letting go of my conditioned ideas and definitions of ‘achievement’/ ‘accomplishment’/ ‘attainment’ that is entailed within DOING – and in letting go of the belief that within/through DOING I am enhancing my value or am becoming more ‘valuable’/’worthy’;
because I realize that such VALUE-JUDGMENTS merely trap me into polarity and thus into an endless struggle between ´inferiority´ and ´superiority´ - which is not even real: it´s all about mental concepts and the “values” of consciousness systems.

Thus I assist and support myself in letting go of and forgiving such fake/false values, stopping myself from being subject to and dependent on such fake/false values, and accepting my value as life by/through LIVING for-real; LIVING from the starting-point of LIFE as equality and oneness, and thus LIVING self-worth and self-respect –
consequently valuing and respecting all life equally.




…I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if my starting-point of/for living is for example seeking/trying/getting-there/wanting-more, then I am already within that implying that my starting-point is not equal to living/life, that my starting-point is inferior or has a negative/less value.
…I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the word Living/to Live to exist as a mere projection of myself, within my mind.
…I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live unconditionally.


I commit myself to assist and support myself practically in equalizing myself to/as LIFE in equality and oneness.
I commit myself to assist and support myself in letting go of and forgiving all concepts and manifestations of `inferiority´ and `superiority´ as I realize that such mental concepts do not support me or anyone else as life.

I commit myself to Live the words LIVING/to Live practically and for-real, to in fact make myself real as a physical living being that is here, present, aware, with every breath, in every moment, participating in my reality from the starting-point of LIFE as Best for All, as I realize that Best for All is equally always best for me and that such self-application will inevitably assist and support me in moving myself beyond the limitations of my conditioned consciousness, so that I may live who I really am to the utmost potential that I know can be and become as a LIVING BEING.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to LIVE unconditionally.
I continue assisting ad supporting myself with self-honesty – in investigating and becoming aware of the conditions I had placed / adopted /accepted / allowed to define, determine and limit my ability to LIVE; forgiving them and letting go of them; and redefining the Words I live to be in fact Living Words that worthy of life, supporting ME as life and thus equally supporting LIFE as all, as one, as equals. 

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Day 133: Want Home - "Here"&"There" | How Definitions Define Us - Self Forgiveness & Commitment

ART by Damian Ledesma

 

 

This is continuing from

Day 128: Standing Up from Falling in Love

Day 129: Alternate Reality Creation in Backchat - The Enemy Within

Day 130: Want Home - "Here" and "There"
Day 131: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | Self Realization Commitments
Day 132: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | How Definitions Define Self

 

So, I am continuing having a look into my definitions of “Here” and “There” in the context of WANT and HOME and how I through my definitions and mental projections had separated myself from the actuality of my reality and my responsibility within that, separated Me from What is Here as Me and How I experienced myself throughout my life –

and I continue with self-forgiveness and self commitment statements on the points that I opened up:

 

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be aligned to a definition of "there" which I imagined and created in my mind and charged it over time with feelings of 'positive', 'peace', 'stop running, 'having arrived', 'home', 'fulfilment'.

 

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to create an idea of “there” as a projection of myself, defined as: 'peace', 'stop running, 'having arrived', 'home', 'fulfilment'; thus charged as a ‘positive’ feeling –

within this not considering that through the acceptance of this projection as ‘valid’ and ‘positive’ = I was accepting Me Here as ‘invalid’ and ‘negative’.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to define and accept Me Here as ‘invalid’ and ‘negative’.

 

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the more I wished for and charged the ‘positive’ projection as my idea of “there” and “getting there”, the more I implied a definition of Me Here as ‘negative’ – and thus the less able I became in directing Me Here, directing my Here into effective Living in self-support, self-expression, self-acceptance.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to place “value” into a projection “out there”, within this depriving Me Here of any value and per implication thus defining Me Here as ‘powerless’ and ‘unworthy’.

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see that we can only “get there” through all the steps we take in every “here”-moment with every breath. So it is the Here that determines the “there” – it is the present that determines the future. It is who I am in every moment that accumulates, forms and determines who I am becoming, who I will be.

I forgive myself that I hadn´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within placing all value, all power, all attention “there” – I had implicitly accepted/defined myself Here as ‘worthless’ and ‘powerless’ and therefore I was within that in fact creating the “there” equally as ‘worthless’ and ‘powerless’ as my accepted definition of “here”, in spite of wishing for and dreaming of the 'positive'.

I forgive myself that I hadn´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within the definitions I had formed/accepted, I had defined the positive through the negative, the negative being my experience of myself “here”, the positive being my wishful-thinking projected out “there”;

and that within this, positive and negative, the “here” and “there” are polarity constructs that cannot exist alone as theyare defined by and through each-other = the TRAP of POLARITY.

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am able to see things for what they are, from the starting-point of equality and oneness;

and that from this starting-point I am able to see, realize and understand HOW I create/accept the value-judgments of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ which I then allow to DEFINE the mental and emotional experience of myself – thus allowing ENERGY as POLARITY as the MIND to direct and define Me and the experience of Me, instead of ME being the directive-principle of ME as the authority/the author of myself and my existence within and as self-equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that ENERGY is our interpretation of reality into mental values of ‘positive’/ ‘more than’/ ‘superior’ and ‘negative’/ ‘less than’/ ‘inferior’, and that it is from these VALUE-JUDGMENTS that the various levels of ‘feelings’ (positive) and ‘emotions’ (negative) emerge and direct our experience, based on the equations of values and definitions that we form /accept /allow to exist within self in separation from self.

I forgive myself that I´ve accepted and allowed myself to CHARGE these definitions (words, thoughts, ideas, pictures, imaginations) through further THINKING about them, in spite of noticing that thinking and indulging in feelings/emotions as if they were ‘real’ in fact perpetuates our emotional attachment to the words, thoughts, ideas, pictures, imaginations and thus perpetuates our ADDICTION to ENERGY, wherein we remain SLAVES to ENERGY within and as the mind, trapped in alternate realities that only exist in the mind, yet determine our experience and behaviour in our external reality.

I forgive myself that I haven´t allowed myself to seem realize and understand how we trap ourselves in vicious cycles of ENEGRY through bipolar thoughts, backchat, feelings, emotions, that seem to never end / never stop – because we continue participating in them, continue abdicating our directive-principle to the MIND, in the BELIEF that we are ‘right’ to see things the way we do in the mind and in the FAITH that maybe someday we’ll get “there” and our dreams and desires will finally be ‘fulfilled’ as we project them in the mind.

 

 

I realize that we interpret reality through the mind, the consciousness of which we form through mental value-judgments as ‘positive’/ ‘more than’/ ‘superior’ and ‘negative’/ ‘less than’/ ‘inferior’ – which is the ‘logic’ that is presented to us by this world consciousness system;

and that it is from these VALUE-JUDGMENTS that the various levels of ‘feelings’ (positive) and ‘emotions’ (negative) emerge as ENERGETIC CHARGES, which we then experience as so ‘overwhelming’ within self that we allow them to direct and determine our lives, based on the equations of values and definitions we form as our ‘logic’ –

which in essence becomes something like a self-religion that blinds self from the actuality of one’s reality.

 

I commit myself to investigating and releasing any and all value-judgments that I formed/accepted/allowed about myself and my world, to no longer exist in separation from the actuality of my reality but instead see things/me for what they are.

I commit myself to showing how ENERGY is merely our interpretation of reality in separation from the actuality of reality as cause and effect – and that therefore by abdicating our directive-principle to energy and following energy like a ‘god’, allowing it to determine our decisions and perceptions in life:

we are not seeing things for what they are and thus not understanding the consequences of our creation, the consequences of who we are, which would in fact allow us to make informed decisions and CHANGE the CAUSE of ourselves thus changing the EFFECT we have on LIFE as ourselves and as a whole.

I realize that by THINKING about the ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ definitions/concepts/beliefs we accept/allow/create: We are in fact CHARGING these definitions energetically, which perpetuates our attachment to ENERGY as ADDICTION;

and that indulging in feelings/emotions as if they were ‘real’ in fact perpetuates our emotional attachment to the accepted definitions/concepts/beliefs, and thus perpetuates our ADDICTION to ENERGY, wherein we remain a SLAVE to ENERGY within and as the mind, trapped in alternate realities that only exist in the mind, yet determine our experience and behaviour in our external reality.

I commit myself to stopping the conditioned existence of my mind and releasing myself from the polarity charges that I’ve assigned to words/definitions through mental concepts/belief, by purifying my words and re-defining my living application to be free of polarity/energy – so that I may be the directive-principle of me, in self-honesty and practical common sense in consideration of cause and effect and thus consequence; to stop creating consequences for myself and life as a whole, in the realization that the HELL we face on earth individually and collectively is the manifested consequence of who we are and what accept and allow within and without.

When and as I see myself going into / following / believing a ‘feeling’/’positive’-projection or ‘emotion’/’negative’-projection that comes up within me: I stop, I breathe, and I look at the cause and effect of my experience –

to no longer accept or allow myself to be a SLAVE to ENERGY within and as the mind, to no longer accept or allow myself to create alternate realities that only exist in the mind yet determine my experience and behaviour, to no longer accept or allow my conditioned consciousness to determine who I am and how I participate in the actuality of my reality.

I realize that thoughts, feelings and emotions exist within bipolar designs and reveal the TRAP of consciousness as POLARITY.

 

Therefore I commit myself to stop following the conditioned consciousness I have come to define myself by, and to through self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-corrective responsibility set myself free from the patterned cycles of ENERGY;

to no longer exist like an organic robot following instructions of input–output that were integrated within my mind without my awareness or directive-principle, but only through my allowance and the acceptance of my submission to a SYSTEM which I did not understand or have the tools to investigate when I was a child.

I realize that in self-honesty we have no other choice than FACING OURSELVES and the experience of ourselves HERE in every moment, understanding How we create ourselves and our experience of ourselves through the value-judgments we assign to ourselves and others in COMPARISON based on the consciousness concepts of ‘superiority’/‘inferiority’, ‘positive’/‘negative’, ‘more than’/ ‘less than’.

Within that I commit myself to taking self-responsibility: to stop the destruction of ourselves through separation, value-judgments and polarity-constructs and to instead become the directive-principle of ourselves as life that will set forth constructive solutions to be lived as self-support, self-expression, self-recreation.

Therefore, when and as I see myself going into perceiving Me Here as ‘negative’ and/or going into future-projection of ‘positive’: I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back here, within and as the actuality of my reality, to see, realize and understand How I create me and my experience of me, to stop the value-judgments, and direct myself in self-honesty and practical common sense, no longer accepting or allowing myself to separate myself into mental concepts of “here” and “there”, ‘positive’ and ‘negative’, superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ –

but instead to see things for what they are and re-align myself to the value of life, thus standing-up within myself in self-trust, self-worth and self-acceptance as life.

I see, realize and understand that I am able to see things for what they are, from the starting-point of equality and oneness;

and that from this starting-point I am able to self-honestly investigate and understand HOW I have created/accepted the value-judgments of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ which I then allowed to DEFINE the mental and emotional experience of myself – so that I may STOP this acceptance and allowance and restore the value of LIFE within myself as oneness and equality.

I commit myself to STOP accepting and allowing ENERGY as POLARITY as the MIND to direct and define Me and the experience of Me, and to instead BE, LIVE and MOVE as the directive-principle of ME –taking self-responsibility as the authority/the author of myself and my existence within and as self-equality and oneness.

 

I see, realize and understand the simplicity of the SOLUTION that is to be LIVED if we are to create ourselves and our world as LIFE:

it is to acknowledge that the VALUE of LIFE is LIFE, which is the equation of Oneness and Equality –

because LIFE exists EQUALLY within and as all living beings as ONE existence: we share the same air, water, ground, and it is thus common sense that we in essence share one common interest: LIFE itself, as ourselves and each-other and this planet that sustains us.

 

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to acknowledge, honor and practically live the value of LIFE as ourselves – GIVE it to ourselves, and GIVE it to each-other equally.

I commit myself to showing how an equal money system is a first practical step towards this direction.

I commit myself to showing how we have within the accepted world system replaced the actual value of LIFE with fake “values” of consciousness based on concepts, ideas and perceptions of ‘superiority’/‘inferiority’, ‘positive’/‘negative’, ‘more than’/ ‘less than’ –

and have thus come to exist in constant comparison and competition against each-other, instead of existing HERE TOGETHER in mutual respect, support and dignity as LIFE.

I commit myself to exposing the current consumerism system of Capital/Money and how it perpetuates even further this consciousness of comparison, competition, survival of the fittest; and in NO WAY supports the individual human being in self-realizing Life as the actual, true value Here.

I commit myself to showing how all systems of our world promote the concept of “getting there”, be it within education, the money-system, religion, science, through the media and the sexualization of society : everything exists as a promise for ‘more’, without offering the tools with which to learn how to deal with what is ALREADY HERE as ourselves, society, the human psyche, relationships, energetic experiences, our thought processes etc.

I commit myself to showing how the Equal Money System as proposed by us Destonians is the only proposal that places the value of Life as starting-point for all practical considerations, aiming at bringing forth an existence where we stop `surviving´ through abuse and exploitation and finally start LIVING in actual support, freedom and dignity, that will allow for actual EVOLUTION in all possible fields of the human existence.

I commit myself to showing how the Desteni I Process is the only curriculum that shows in detail how the mind consciousness operates and how we have come to exist as we do currently on this earth, creating an inner and outer hell for ourselves and each-other while we are trapped in fear and accepted inferiority –

and that the TOOLS are HERE with which any willing individual is able to start deconstructing, understanding, and transcending any accepted fears, beliefs, desires and the equations that define and determine one’s experience, to stop the self-separation, stop the abdication of responsibility and directive-authority, and get to self-honesty about how we create ourselves and consequently our world.

 

 

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Day 132: Want Home – “Here” & “There” | How Definitions Define Self

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

 

 

 

This is continuing from

Day 128: Standing Up from Falling in Love

Day 129: Alternate Reality Creation in Backchat - The Enemy Within

Day 130: Want Home - "Here" and "There"
Day 131: Want Home - "Here" and "There" | Self Realization Commitments

 

 

So, I’m continuing having a look into the definition of “Here” and “There” and how within that I separated myself from Here, separated me from What is Here as Me because I did not want to face me, experience me, be here with me –

and I did not back then have the tools and the realizations with which to assist and support myself as I do today.

So I was simply running – running away from the experience of Me.

 

 

From my blog post Day 130:

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be aligned to a definition of "there" which I imagined and created in my mind and charged it over time with feelings of 'positive', 'peace', 'stop running, 'having arrived', 'home', 'fulfilment'.

So here I will look into how I defined “There” – which is a word-definition/idea I realized exists within me since I looked into the two words HOME and WANT (for reference and further context read my blog post from Day 130).

So I realized that I created “there” as a projection of myself, defined as: 'peace', 'stop running, 'having arrived', 'home', 'fulfilment';

thus charged as a ‘positive’ feeling.

What I hadn’t obviously considered is that through the acceptance of this projection as ‘valid’ and ‘positive’ = I was accepting Me Here as ‘invalid’ and ‘negative’.

And the more I would wish for and charge the ‘positive’ projection, the more ‘negative’ my experience of Me Here would become – and the less able I would become in directing Me Here, directing my Here into effective Living in self-support, self-expression, self-acceptance.

So what did I do: I took “value” and I placed it “there”. Within this, I deprived Me Here of any value, per implication thus defining Me Here as ‘powerless’ and ‘unworthy’.

An interesting point to look at and see/realize, is that:

How do we get “there”? We get “there” through all the steps we take in every “here”-moment with every breath. So it is the Here that determines the “there” – it is the present that determines the future. It is who I am in every moment that accumulates, forms and determines who I am becoming, who I will be.

Within however placing all value, all power, all attention “there” – I had implicitly accepted/defined myself Here as ‘worthless’ and ‘powerless’ - therefore I was within that in fact creating the “there” equally as ‘worthless’ and ‘powerless’ as my accepted definition of “here”, in spite of wishing for and dreaming of the 'positive' – 'peace', 'stop running, 'having arrived', 'home', 'fulfilment'.

Because how can I get all that – if I am not giving it to myself within and as who I am and how I live?!

 

What is also important to see and realize here is how the trap of polarity operates:

Because within the definitions I had formed/accepted (see my previous blog posts for details), I had defined the positive through the negative, the negative being my experience of myself “here”, the positive being my wishful-thinking projected out “there”.

Within this, positive and negative, “here” and “there”, are polarity constructs that exist together as ONE – they cannot exist alone, they need each-other, the ‘positive’ and the ‘negative’ are defined by and through each-other.

That is the trap of polarity. And that is how we trap ourselves within ENEGRY –

ENERGY being our interpretation of reality into mental values of ‘positive’/ ‘more than’/ ‘superior’ and ‘negative’/ ‘less than’/ ‘inferior’, whereby from this then emerge the various levels of ‘feelings’ (positive) and ‘emotions’ (negative), based on the equations and definitions we form /accept /allow.

We then in turn additionally CHARGE these definitions (words, thoughts, ideas, pictures, imaginations) through further thinking about them, which perpetuates our emotional attachment to the words, thoughts, ideas, pictures, imaginations – and so there we have it:

the vicious cycles of ENEGRY through thoughts, backchat, feelings, emotions, that seem to never end – because we continue participating in it in the BELIEF that we are ‘right’ to see things the way we do and in the FAITH that maybe someday we’ll get “there” and our dreams and desires will finally be ‘fulfilled’.

Wow.

 

So what is the way out?

How do we set ourselves from the trap of polarity?

How do we set ourselves free from the mental concepts we subject ourselves to which generate the emotional experience we have of ourselves and our reality?

 

The answer is simplistic:

it is about accepting ourselves as the VALUE of LIFE, which is Oneness, and within that also Equality.

We have however replaced the value of LIFE which is equally within all living beings as ONE Life with fake values of consciousness based on concepts, ideas and perceptions of ‘superiority’/‘inferiority’, ‘positive’/‘negative’, ‘more than’/ ‘less than’ and have come to exist in constant comparison and competition towards each-other, instead of existing in mutual respect, support and communication as LIFE.

 

The current consumerism system of Capital/Money obviously perpetuates even further this consciousness of comparison, competition, survival of the fittest; and in no way supports the individual human being in self-realizing Life as the actual, true value Here.

Furthermore, all systems of our world promote the concept of “getting there”, be it education, the money-system, religion, science, the media and the sexualization of society – everything exists as a promise for ‘more’, without offering the tools with which to learn how to deal with what is already here as ourselves, society, the human psyche, relationships, energetic experiences, our thought processes etc.

The Equal Money System as proposed by us Destonians is the only proposal that places the value of Life as starting-point for all practical considerations, aiming at bringing forth an existence where we stop surviving through abuse and exploitation and start LIVING in actual support, freedom and dignity, that will allow for actual evolution in all possible fields of our existence.

The Desteni I Process is the only curriculum that shows in detail how the mind consciousness operates and how we have come to exist as we do currently on this earth, creating an inner and outer hell for ourselves and each-other while we are trapped in fear and accepted inferiority –

and within this understanding the willing individual is able to start deconstructing any accepted fears, beliefs, desires and the equations that define and determine one’s experience, and get to self-honesty about how we create ourselves and consequently our world.

 

In my next blog post tomorrow I will continue with self-forgiveness and self commitment statements on the points that opened up today, and will in the blog posts to come continue with the next points that opened up since I started looking into the words Home and Want.

 

 

 

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

Day 102: FEAR of the MIND - How Parents recreate the System

ART by Cathy Krafft

This is a continuation - a point that opened up from my previous blog post The Self Imagery we Create in Self-Deception. For further context and more in-depth understanding study the blog Creation's Journey to Life.


I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child in this world inevitably has the experience of 'inferiority' as it is not being understood in its communication and instead the adults impose to the child their own perception, thus the child will see adults as 'superior' the moment it starts adopting to the world consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child is inevitably exposed to and submitted to the judgments and polarities of its environment, thus in its process of adopting to the world consciousness, it will adopt the basic framework of the mind consciousness system with all its polarity constructs.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the child will notice, consciously or unconsciously, what the adults deem as 'inferior' and what as 'superior' - which will support the accepted inferiority of the child and result to the child creating ideas, concepts and images in the mind of 'superior' projections, at the same time existing in fear as accepted inferiority, yet not having the tools or the understanding in order to direct itself, set itself free and return to its equality and oneness as life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that parenting and education in this world support the separation of the child from itself as life - seen in the fact that we have no access to our experience of our first one to three years, just like we don't have access to our experience before or after 'life' -

therefore it is clear that the consciousness system as it exists within and without is the trap within which we lose our awareness as life and become possessed in the mind through mental, ideas, concepts and judgments based in the polarity of 'superiority'/'inferiority' and end-up completely losing touch to our oneness and equality with life, evident in the way we exist and what we accept and allow in this world AT THE COST OF LIFE.



I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself and my world to exist in fear/inferior to the MIND, and yet create the idea/projection/illusion that one can reach 'superiority' through and as the MIND - when in fact the mind is the very limitation we are subjected to: the self-imprisonment of life that has given-up on oneness and equality and has accessed an IDEA like i-Deus, a concept of 'God' as 'MORE', within that implicitly accepting self as 'less'/'inferior' and giving-up on who self really is as LIFE as oneness and equality.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that both the ‘superior’ and the ‘inferior’, the ‘positive’ and the ‘negative’: are concepts and projections of a mind consciousness systems that exist in separation from life as equality and oneness – a system that is bipolar in nature and thus the actual trap, within which we abdicate our value as LIFE and submit ourselves to the artificial polarity of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, manifesting a constant competition as survival mechanism called the HUMAN RACE – instead of existing as LIFE HERE in oneness and equality: ALL as One as Equals.





I commit myself to educating myself and my world, especially the parents, in realizing how consciousness works and functions and acknowledging what we have been accepting and allowing in the world by imposing the mental onto the physical, the mind over matter - in spite of the evidence that such application causes only harm and abuse to the matter that we are, both individually and collectively as a living planet.

I commit myself to applying and sharing the tools of how to stop and forgive and let go of consciousness as the system we have trapped ourselves both within and without - so that we may set life free and establish a new way of life that will in all ways honor and support LIFE - all life equally!

I commit myself to showing how an equal money system is the only common-sense first step to be taken on our road to life as equality and oneness -
as money is currently the dictatorship on earth that exploits LIFE in the name of Profit;
where everything has become consumerism and we end-up consuming ourselves, our children and the planet through our accepted fear / inferiority and the resulting self-interest.

I commit myself to reform and recreate myself, my world and the systems we manifest to manage our existence to be aligned in the interest of LIFE in all possible ways -
to not longer accept or allow child abuse and life abuse in the name of 'love', in the name of 'fear', in the name of a consciousness that has emancipated itself to such an extent that it has evolved a life on its own: where our decisions are not based in self-honesty, common sense and actual understanding of how this reality and ourselves function, but are instead driven by fear and self-interest as the autopilot of our consciousness that has no conscience and no regard for LIFE whatsoever.

I commit myself to supporting the actual evolution of the human into a self-willed being that stands in oneness and equality as life and interacts in self-responsibility and accountability in the realization that ALL LIFE is ONE and thus we as individual parts of LIFE are EQUAL in value: and this is the principle on which we must live and coexist, to make sure that no more harm, no more abuse, no more deception, no more exploitation of LIFE is accepted or allowed -

then we can truly manifest love, peace and freedom as actual living expression of WHO WE ARE, and from that starting-point we can truly manifest a world where all life is welcome and where it is certain that each new expression of life coming into this world is supported to live to its utmost potential.




Relevant Read-Up:
Humanity is ONE Body, One LIFE

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download – Blogs Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download