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Dienstag, 25. September 2012

158: 18 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Stopping System Mutations – Self Commitment

In this Blog post I am continuing from

Day 156: 16 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | WHO is it that Wakes Up every day?

Day 157: 17 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Investigating Personality Mutations

I realize that what we become throughout our process of ‘growing up’ in this world system is personalities / character roles / personas existent in survival-mode and thus always in competition, comparison, judgment, separation, whereby each personality / character / persona has its own agenda of wants, needs and desires through which it attempts to validate itself as ‘real’ –

and that this is the reason why and how each human being exists from a starting-point of self-interest, instead of self-realizing life and living in the interest of life, as what is best for all and thus also best for self.

Therefore I commit myself to investigating and deconstructing any and all personalities / character roles / personas that I have adopted or developed or accepted throughout my life, to stop self-interest and separation, and to take responsibility for all aspects of my existence in all ways; through walking my process of writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective living, and aligning myself to the interest of life as who I really am.

I commit myself to investigating and stopping any and all controls existent within me as conditioned through the world consciousness system, so that I may be free to live and express and stand absolute in my commitment to life as what is best for all.

I realize that my experience of myself is a result of my accepted and allowed definitions based on which the patterns of my existence /experience /expression were formed.

Therefore I commit myself to investigating and purifying any and all definitions I have developed or adopted or accepted about myself throughout my life, peel off the masks of personalities and the layers of deception, so that I may live to my fullest potential and dis-cover who I really am as life.

I realize that the patterns of my experience only define ‘who I am’ through my own acceptance and allowance – and that it is thus in my power to stop such patterns and change through self directive will.

Therefore I commit myself to becoming the force within myself that determines and directs my existence and thus the experience of myself, as I realize that every experience is always self-created – either as a consequence of acceptances and allowance, or through self-directive will in self-honesty.

I realize that the patterns we become in time evolve their own consciousness, hence we end up existing as multiple personalities acting out different character-roles according to external situations/stimuli, each personality being like a separate entity within self with its own consciousness and its own agenda of wants, needs and desires –

and that within such existence as consciousness, we are not really evolving but rather mutating, as every personality is driven by self-interest and motives often ‘unknown’ to the conscious mind.

Therefore I commit myself to un-covering myself and realizing the unconscious motives that I’ve accepted and allowed to drive me from the inside out – to within that take absolute self-responsibility and stop myself from merely acting out conditioned patterns, the instructions to which I didn’t even instruct in awareness.

I realize that once I become aware of such personalities that I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within me as a mind, as thoughts, feelings and emotions; and once I start directing myself to no longer follow the self-interest of the mind and to no longer accept or allow such conditioned patterns to define and direct me: the pattern will mutate and will seek to exist and to satisfy its self-interest through and within another aspect of my life/my application.

Therefore I commit myself to investigating and directing the patterns I uncover through self-honesty and self-forgiveness, to within this see and recognize the various manifestations of a pattern throughout all possible aspects of my life/my application, so as to make sure that I stop a pattern in all its ways and that I am indeed no longer defined or directed by it, in any way whatsoever.

I realize that I cannot take change for granted, as there are many dimensions of change, just like there are many dimensions to a pattern.

Therefore I no longer accept or allow myself to feel ‘inferior’ to patterns, or to react in anger and frustration towards patterns – as I realize that through such application I am only giving away my power and directive principle, sabotaging myself.

I commit myself to stop existing in a reactive mode – and to instead walk absolute self-direction in self-honesty, investigating any reaction that comes-up within me;

to see, realize and understand what my conditioned reactions reveal to me about ‘who I am’ as what I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as – so that I may see things for what they are, recognize cause and effect and thus understand consequence, and release myself from the controls of consciousness through self-will.

I commit myself to stop reacting to my own reactions – as I realize that within this I am giving my directive power away to the mind, creating inner conflict and bipolar experiences as polarity friction within myself.

I commit myself to stopping myself from existing within and as judgment.

I commit myself to stopping any and all self-judgment, as I realize that getting myself to a point of absolute self-direction in self-honesty practically implies walking every breath in self-honest self-direction, thus breath by breath accumulating ‘who I am’ within and as self-honesty and self-direction.

I realize that ‘we become who we are’ – which implies that what we accept and allow ourselves to BE in every moment is what we BECOME = obvious common sense based on the equality equation of 1+1.

Therefore I commit myself to slowing myself down and walking breath by breath HERE in every moment, to within that walk in self awareness as life, as I train myself to stand for life, AS life, to no longer be directed by conditioned consciousness patterns that only consider self-interest.

I align myself to the interest of LIFE as what is best for all, as I realize that what is best for all is also best for me.

I realize that ‘who we are’ is a product of the world system, and especially parenting – and that the system creates a human being to exist in self-interest, which results to us human beings re-creating the system and keeping history repeating.

We are the ones creating a system that exploits life for profit, the same way we exploit our physical existence for the wants, needs and desires of a mind consciousness that exists in a mode of self-preservation; within this manifesting a world where we exist in constant survival fear, competition and comparison, where we exist against each-other instead of WITH each-other, where we exploit life instead of supporting life.

Therefore I commit myself to supporting the implementation of a new system of actual life support – a system based on the actual value of life: LIFE itself, hence the principle of oneness and equality.

I commit myself to showing how EQUALITY is the key to end the current abuse within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that Oneness without Equality is deception, because oneness by definitions implies equality;

and as the current world condition reveals, oneness in inequality results to abuse, deception, manipulation and exploitation, in a world where we hide from ourselves and each-other, refusing to take responsibility for ourselves, let alone for what is here as the manifested consequence of our existence.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that with an equal money system replacing the current consumerism system, we can restore the value of life and stop our existence of CONsumption where we consume ourselves and each-other and not least our planet earth in the name of profit = self-interest;

and we can manifest an existence of equal life support for ALL, making sure that all living beings have equal rights, equal access, equal power, equal participation in life – and that ALL may equally have a life in dignity and freedom in a world where LIFE is realized as the highest value, the only value that is real.

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Sonntag, 23. September 2012

157: 17 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Investigating Personality Mutations

Dis-cover Yourself - ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

For context, please read my previous Blog post.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we become through and within this world system as personality has its own agenda in terms of wants, needs and desires that are conditioned throughout our formative years, creating self-definitions based on which then the experience of ourselves in relation to our world is formed.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be defined by and accept myself as defined by the world consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that the experience of myself is a result of my accepted and allowed definitions based on which the patterns of my existence / experience / expression were formed.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that these experience patterns only define who we are through our acceptance and allowance – and thus it is in our power through our self will to stop such patterns and change.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that such patterns become the habits that inhabit us, and evolve their own consciousness, hence we end up existing as multiple personalities acting out different character-roles according to external situations/stimuli, each personality being like a separate entity within self with its own consciousness and its own agenda of wants, needs and desires.

Within this I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to consider that once I become aware of such personalities that I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within me as a mind, as thoughts, feelings and emotions; and once I start directing myself to no longer follow the self-interest of the mind and to no longer accept or allow such conditioned patterns to define and direct me: the pattern will mutate and will seek to exist and to satisfy its self-interest through and within another aspect of my life/my application –

and that therefore I require to investigate and direct a pattern in its various manifestations throughout all possible aspects of my life/my application, to make sure that I am indeed no longer defined or directed by the pattern in any way whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to take change for granted, instead of realizing that there are many dimensions to change, just like there are many dimensions to a pattern.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place myself ‘inferior’ to patterns, or to react in anger towards patterns – instead of realizing that through such application I am only giving away my power and directive principle, and sabotaging myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react to my own reactions – instead of realizing that within this I am giving my directive power away to the mind, creating inner conflict and bipolar experiences as polarity friction within myself.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist in a reactive mode – instead of absolute self-direction in self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself – instead of realizing that getting myself to a point of absolute self-direction in self-honesty practically implies walking every breath in self-honest self-direction, thus breath by breath accumulating ‘who I am’ within and as self-honesty and self-direction.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to fully live the realization that ‘we become who we are’ – which implies that what we accept and allow ourselves to BE in every moment is what we BECOME = obvious common sense based on the equality equation of 1+1.

I will continue in my next Blog post with self commitment statements.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

Sonntag, 1. Juli 2012

Day 78: Our Evolution is Mutation and Devolution - Have a look

for context see my previous blog posts:
One Universe | The Only Real Thing is Consciousness?
Debunking Self-Delusion | Self Forgiveness on Consciousness
and the series:
Relationship Dynamics

the insight from any spiritual quest will inevitably be that: we´ve been searching, yet the more we search the further we get from what we search for: because it´s ourselves.

from this insight emerges the realization that I am Here.

from the realization, acknowledgement and acceptance that I am Here -
the question arises:

where am I going?
how did I get here?
where do I stand?
who am I?
how did I become?

it is the answer to the question of our becoming that is the key to creation. and if I will it, the key to freedom.

here is the paradox:
freedom requires me to will it.
yet how free is my will to will freedom?

a trap within this all has been: that we´ve been asking for and searching for freedom for self only - in self-interest.

somehow we refused to consider: if I am to be free, must not all be free? am I really free if not all are free?

so now we are here.
we realize: our will is not free. our will is trapped. where? how? what is pulling the strings of our decisions, choices, ways?

let´s look at the polarity within this world and we as humanity are existing as -

let´s look at our evolution on an individual level - what becomes of a human being:

the mutation of the mind consciousness
the devolution of the physical body

and the spirit?

the holy spirit of life has become de-man

`demonic´ as the actual nature of the human psyche

`angelic´ as the delusional ideas of grandeur of the human mind

the body trapped within the battle of the two, inspite of the fact that both polarities are but illusion -

yet made real -

the`demonic´ rules within the physical world as a externalization of the secret mind where we always try to get `our way´ (self-interest) and thus manifest hell on earth;
and to not have to face ourselves we dress it up in beutiful words and colors, and it looks `angelic´ but behind the pretended (and often believed) `benevolence´ hides the motive of self-importance that disregards the interest of the whole as life, acting always in self-interest, driven by fear, based in separation from life.

the positive and the negative exist as consciousness and cannot exist without each-other, yet compete for survival and divide the individual that is trapped within the cycles of polarities -
not really moving, rather being driven through the same energetic patterns, which often mutate with time - the personalities may change, but the name of the game is the same.

what is the name of the game? what are the power-games we play, both in our relationships and within ourselves in the mind?

the world is the manifestation of that struggle, those inner bipolar conflicts

they express through our politics, our education systems, our money system, and all externalizations of our nature, which, how long can we deny it, is rather disgusting.

yet fascinatingly enough the most negative message is the most positive message

a global orgasm of energy that is waiting to be directed

a reflection of ourselves

in a world trapped in fear, consumption, greed

ourselves: lost

we´ve been searching

but in self-interest

we´ve been looking

but outside of ourselves

our evolution has proven itself to be a problem

in the past 100-200 years we have been rapidly 'becoming' - yet what have we become?

organic robots hanging on strings of emotions, feelings, thoughts, beliefs, projections -
driven by self-interest in fear, separating the singularity as consciousness from life as the whole

within that, in word, thought and deed we `evolve´ into an enemy to life, an enemy to ourselves, seeking but never finding, and the more desperate the seeking becomes, the more nasty our ways become in how we try and 'get' what we think we are seeking.

god - success - power - control, - satisfaction - validation - revenge - the ultimate jackpot?

what we are in fact seeking is life - is ourselves. nothing and no one can give it to us. we must give it to ourselves, but for that we must give it to everybody else.

that is the chance that the manifested consequences of our evolution as humanity collectively and human beings individually reveal to us.

thus far, our evolution was taking place quite slowly and in unawareness, and within that, slowly but surely exposing the nature of our evil ways rooted in fear and set to self-interest - a slow survival struggle with lots of ups- and downs that were taken for granted.

all the while much blood is shed in the name of this `holy war´.

religion and spirituality failed to show a common-sensible way towards a betterment of what has become 'humanity'.

we have been seeking, but we got lost in following projections of 'grandeur' and 'divinity' as one can see within new age; and lost in the chambers of our secret mind where we've been suppressing and denying the 'evil' nature of ourselves - our fear and self-interest, our abuse of energy -

zombies

not only our relationships have suffered from our addiction to energy - we haven't even been able to have a self-honest relationship with ourselves within ourselves and how we participate in our reality in every moment, such that the body would not have to undergo such traumas, because we do not get to actually CARE for ourselves as life, get to know ourselves as life, and live so that the body flourishes a stable health instead of deteriorating with every breath.

so the time is definitely here.

call it revelations, call it judgment day, call it armageddon, call it the number of the beast, call it the end times -

it is about each and every one of us and all of us together as one humanity, one body, one universe.

we have the chance to take evolution in our own hands. the how is currently being understood like never before, seen in the global arena in a small group of people like you and me -desteni-, that redefine the starting-point of living in self-honesty, in self-forgiveness and through self-corrective living application. we train ourselves in becoming the living solution for ourselves, away from concepts of superiority/inferiority, god/devil,love/fear, power/powerlessness, more/less; stopping the addiction to the positive/negative energy cycles, and substantiating ourselves within the physical reality we all share - which includes every single being we meet and every cell in our bodies.

it's not what we do that defines who we are. who we are shows within what we do. and it´s about who we are within whatever we do.

the starting-point defines everything.

the starting-points determines the outflow.

the starting-point from which we´ve been existing has proven intolerable, an enemy of life, a fake trophy on a podest in the name of which we kill.

it is time to stop our separation, individually and collectively, and find back to substance, back to life, back to living.
stop survival and waging wars - start living and manifesting life as equality, freedom, peace, expression; an equilibrium in oneness with all.

a global change will require each and every one of us - standing also for those that are not able to stand for themselves: the animals, nature, the starving, the children, the exploited.

as consciousness we´ll keep on fighting trying to win, to be right, to be validated, to find, to ascend, to be enlightened

as life we will stop the game, and stand as self-willed equals to `enlighten´ our existence as a whole.

we have no choice as life but to stand for ALL LIFE to be ONE - and for LIFE to be ONE all abuse and exploitation must stop; all polarity and thehiearchies deriving therefrom must stop; all greed and self-interest must be transformed to expression worthy of life that are lived in the interest of life.

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