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Dienstag, 25. September 2012

158: 18 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Stopping System Mutations – Self Commitment

ART by Damian Ledesma

 
 
In this Blog post I am continuing from
Day 157: 17 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Investigating Personality Mutations
 

 
I realize that what we become throughout our process of ‘growing up’ in this world system is personalities / character roles / personas existent in survival-mode and thus always in competition, comparison, judgment, separation, whereby each personality / character / persona has its own agenda of wants, needs and desires through which it attempts to validate itself as ‘real’ –

and that this is the reason why and how each human being exists from a starting-point of self-interest, instead of self-realizing life and living in the interest of life, as what is best for all and thus also best for self.


Therefore I commit myself to investigating and deconstructing any and all personalities / character roles / personas that I have adopted or developed or accepted throughout my life, to stop self-interest and separation, and to take responsibility for all aspects of my existence in all ways; through walking my process of writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective living, and aligning myself to the interest of life as who I really am.

 

I commit myself to investigating and stopping any and all controls existent within me as conditioned through the world consciousness system, so that I may be free to live and express and stand absolute in my commitment to life as what is best for all.

 

I realize that my experience of myself is a result of my accepted and allowed definitions based on which the patterns of my existence /experience /expression were formed.

Therefore I commit myself to investigating and purifying any and all definitions I have developed or adopted or accepted about myself throughout my life, peel off the masks of personalities and the layers of deception, so that I may live to my fullest potential and dis-cover who I really am as life.

 

I realize that the patterns of my experience only define ‘who I am’ through my own acceptance and allowance – and that it is thus in my power to stop such patterns and change through self directive will.

Therefore I commit myself to becoming the force within myself that determines and directs my existence and thus the experience of myself, as I realize that every experience is always self-created – either as a consequence of acceptances and allowance, or through self-directive will in self-honesty.

 

I realize that the patterns we become in time evolve their own consciousness, hence we end up existing as multiple personalities acting out different character-roles according to external situations/stimuli, each personality being like a separate entity within self with its own consciousness and its own agenda of wants, needs and desires –

and that within such existence as consciousness, we are not really evolving but rather mutating, as every personality is driven by self-interest and motives often ‘unknown’ to the conscious mind.

Therefore I commit myself to un-covering myself and realizing the unconscious motives that I’ve accepted and allowed to drive me from the inside out – to within that take absolute self-responsibility and stop myself from merely acting out conditioned patterns, the instructions to which I didn’t even instruct in awareness.

 

I realize that once I become aware of such personalities that I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within me as a mind, as thoughts, feelings and emotions; and once I start directing myself to no longer follow the self-interest of the mind and to no longer accept or allow such conditioned patterns to define and direct me: the pattern will mutate and will seek to exist and to satisfy its self-interest through and within another aspect of my life/my application.

Therefore I commit myself to investigating and directing the patterns I uncover through self-honesty and self-forgiveness, to within this see and recognize the various manifestations of a pattern throughout all possible aspects of my life/my application, so as to make sure that I stop a pattern in all its ways and that I am indeed no longer defined or directed by it, in any way whatsoever.

 

I realize that I cannot take change for granted, as there are many dimensions of change, just like there are many dimensions to a pattern.

Therefore I no longer accept or allow myself to feel ‘inferior’ to patterns, or to react in anger and frustration towards patterns – as I realize that through such application I am only giving away my power and directive principle, sabotaging myself.

 

I commit myself to stop existing in a reactive mode – and to instead walk absolute self-direction in self-honesty, investigating any reaction that comes-up within me;

to see, realize and understand what my conditioned reactions reveal to me about ‘who I am’ as what I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as – so that I may see things for what they are, recognize cause and effect and thus understand consequence, and release myself from the controls of consciousness through self-will.

 

I commit myself to stop reacting to my own reactions – as I realize that within this I am giving my directive power away to the mind, creating inner conflict and bipolar experiences as polarity friction within myself.

I commit myself to stopping myself from existing within and as judgment.

I commit myself to stopping any and all self-judgment, as I realize that getting myself to a point of absolute self-direction in self-honesty practically implies walking every breath in self-honest self-direction, thus breath by breath accumulating ‘who I am’ within and as self-honesty and self-direction.

 

I realize that ‘we become who we are’ – which implies that what we accept and allow ourselves to BE in every moment is what we BECOME = obvious common sense based on the equality equation of 1+1.

Therefore I commit myself to slowing myself down and walking breath by breath HERE in every moment, to within that walk in self awareness as life, as I train myself to stand for life, AS life, to no longer be directed by conditioned consciousness patterns that only consider self-interest.

I align myself to the interest of LIFE as what is best for all, as I realize that what is best for all is also best for me.

 

I realize that ‘who we are’ is a product of the world system, and especially parenting – and that the system creates a human being to exist in self-interest, which results to us human beings re-creating the system and keeping history repeating.

We are the ones creating a system that exploits life for profit, the same way we exploit our physical existence for the wants, needs and desires of a mind consciousness that exists in a mode of self-preservation; within this manifesting a world where we exist in constant survival fear, competition and comparison, where we exist against each-other instead of WITH each-other, where we exploit life instead of supporting life.

Therefore I commit myself to supporting the implementation of a new system of actual life support – a system based on the actual value of life: LIFE itself, hence the principle of oneness and equality.

 

I commit myself to showing how EQUALITY is the key to end the current abuse within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that Oneness without Equality is deception, because oneness by definitions implies equality;

and as the current world condition reveals, oneness in inequality results to abuse, deception, manipulation and exploitation, in a world where we hide from ourselves and each-other, refusing to take responsibility for ourselves, let alone for what is here as the manifested consequence of our existence.

 

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that with an equal money system replacing the current consumerism system, we can restore the value of life and stop our existence of CONsumption where we consume ourselves and each-other and not least our planet earth in the name of profit = self-interest;

and we can manifest an existence of equal life support for ALL, making sure that all living beings have equal rights, equal access, equal power, equal participation in life – and that ALL may equally have a life in dignity and freedom in a world where LIFE is realized as the highest value, the only value that is real.

 


Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles


Sonntag, 23. September 2012

157: 17 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Investigating Personality Mutations

Dis-cover Yourself - ART by Anna Brix Thomsen


 
For context, please read my previous Blog post.

 
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we become through and within this world system as personality has its own agenda in terms of wants, needs and desires that are conditioned throughout our formative years, creating self-definitions based on which then the experience of ourselves in relation to our world is formed.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be defined by and accept myself as defined by the world consciousness system.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that the experience of myself is a result of my accepted and allowed definitions based on which the patterns of my existence / experience / expression were formed.


I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that these experience patterns only define who we are through our acceptance and allowance – and thus it is in our power through our self will to stop such patterns and change.


I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that such patterns become the habits that inhabit us, and evolve their own consciousness, hence we end up existing as multiple personalities acting out different character-roles according to external situations/stimuli, each personality being like a separate entity within self with its own consciousness and its own agenda of wants, needs and desires.


Within this I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to consider that once I become aware of such personalities that I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within me as a mind, as thoughts, feelings and emotions; and once I start directing myself to no longer follow the self-interest of the mind and to no longer accept or allow such conditioned patterns to define and direct me: the pattern will mutate and will seek to exist and to satisfy its self-interest through and within another aspect of my life/my application –
and that therefore I require to investigate and direct a pattern in its various manifestations throughout all possible aspects of my life/my application, to make sure that I am indeed no longer defined or directed by the pattern in any way whatsoever.

 
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to take change for granted, instead of realizing that there are many dimensions to change, just like there are many dimensions to a pattern.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place myself ‘inferior’ to patterns, or to react in anger towards patterns – instead of realizing that through such application I am only giving away my power and directive principle, and sabotaging myself.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react to my own reactions – instead of realizing that within this I am giving my directive power away to the mind, creating inner conflict and bipolar experiences as polarity friction within myself.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist in a reactive mode – instead of absolute self-direction in self-honesty.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself – instead of realizing that getting myself to a point of absolute self-direction in self-honesty practically implies walking every breath in self-honest self-direction, thus breath by breath accumulating ‘who I am’ within and as self-honesty and self-direction.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to fully live the realization that ‘we become who we are’ – which implies that what we accept and allow ourselves to BE in every moment is what we BECOME = obvious common sense based on the equality equation of 1+1.



I will continue in my next Blog post with self commitment statements.
 
 
Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles


Samstag, 22. September 2012

156: 16 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | WHO is it that Wakes Up every day?


ART by Anna Brix Thomsen
 
 
Last night I made a directive decision within myself in terms of how I will practically take self-responsibility for and directive-principle within a particular point in my life where I was ‘giving my power away’ to HOPE and within that was remaining in a point of WAITING, instead of living.

When I woke up this morning, I had an interesting experience. The first thing I became aware of was myself, and I experienced myself as clear, ready and willing to walk my decision and live self-responsibility. The next thing I became aware of was ‘something’ that came up within me in form of backchat in the mind wanting to pull me back into a feeling of depression, heaviness and hopelessness, basically an experience of self-inferiority; and the sentences I observed in that moment within my mind were trying to justify why I should reconsider the decision I made the night before.

 

So when I looked at this, what I found quite interesting is what my backchat revealed to me: the accepted and allowed awareness of myself through and as a personality that is apparently ‘too weak’ or simply ‘inferior’ and thus ‘reasonably’ depressed, when in fact the mere existence of such personality is a point of justification for Waiting and Hoping and not taking absolute self-responsibility and directive principle for my life as myself.

In that moment I stood still within myself and saw that I have a choice. I decided that I will not accept or allow this personality to control me through backchat in the mind or through feelings/emotions, because I have made a decision and was clear that this decision is best for all, and therefore I was not going to fall back and accept myself as ‘inferior’ because within this I would be allowing myself to fall into the self-interest of the mind and accept myself as a petty personality that is ‘powerless’ and ‘hopeless’ and thus dependent on others/external events and situations.

 

A point worth investigating, given this experience where upon waking up I had an awareness of myself based on my decision and a moment later I had an awareness of ‘something’ coming to present a different ‘reality’ of myself, is:

Who is it that wakes up every morning? Or rather – who/what do I wake up AS? And what determines that? What determines me?

 

What I can see is that we in fact always, in every moment, have this choice – to make an actual decision of who we are and direct ourselves in self-honesty as what’s best for life.

This choice however, the choice for LIFE, which is in fact a simplistic choice and can, in every moment, be seen and realized through self-honesty and common sense, is undermined through the intricacy of the mind where we in essence deceive ourselves with a ‘logic’ designed to pursue its own self-interest based on what the conditioned mind consciousness/personality THINKS it wants, needs or desires, without any consideration for consequence, for implication, for what it is one is actually accepting and allowing and thus giving permission for.

 

An interesting point within this is the fact that our decisions never affect only ourselves. A decision is made within self for self as self, yes – as who I am –

However, reversing the point and looking at it from the perspective of not making the decision of self-responsibility as life: one can see that there are other people involved, situations, events, future-projections, where one would place one’s hopes, one’s wants and needs, one’s own life in essence, in the hands of ‘others’/external factors, to not have to take absolute self-responsibility.

What that implies is that through such acceptance and allowance one is not only diminishing oneself, but one is also implicating others, because one is not practically considering the simple point of what is best for all.

 
 

If I look at this whole experience from the perspective of self-awareness, and specifically looking at the words I utilized to describe it, I see that I first became aware of myself in the clarity of my decision that I had made the night before; and then I became aware of “...’SOMETHING’ coming up within me in form of backchat in the mind wanting to pull me back” –

so within this it is clear that this ‘something’ is like an ‘entity’, a habitual inhabitant of/as the mind, a conditioned self-definition that became a consciousness;

it is a creation of self-interest aligned with the systematic existence of the accepted ‘human nature’ where we seek ‘convenience’ through abdicating our responsibility and in essence giving ourselves away to the separation we have accepted and allowed: from life, from ourselves, from each-other as life.

 

Therefore what I see within that, is that self-awareness is always equal to and one with what one accepts and allows self to be equal to and one with –

and that awareness is gonna be either an awareness of (and self-definitions as) the bipolar habits that inhabit us through and as the conditioned mind consciousness system in separation from life;

or that awareness is gonna be self awareness as LIFE based on self-honest directive and the responsibility we take for ourselves as life, thus making decisions that are Best for All.

 


I will continue on this.
 
 
Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Donnerstag, 14. Juni 2012

Day 19: Fear needs God; God needs Fear


In this system, where Fear needs God and God needs Fear, both fear and god are trapped in a relationship of dependency where 'value' is defined through polarity in such a way, that abuse is allowed as the only way to sustain both Fear and God through infinite cycles of power-games;
power-games being the fuel that creates the friction that keeps the system going. This polarity friction that can be seen manifested both in the money-system as the world and the mind-system as the individual.

Friction generates cycles of energy ad infinitum, manifested within the individual as the thoughts and bipolar reactions as fears and desires of the mind-system; and within the world as the bipolar money-system of rich and poor.
Power-games is the basic energetic state of existence - within as without.

Religion has used both God/Heaven and Fear/Hell to its own benefit.

Religion is a consciousness system that has institutionalized itself to such an extent that it managed to benefit from both points: the mind-system /the individual and the money-system /the world - and has within this become one of the most powerful systems in this reality.

Religion has (just like all world systems: education, media, science, technology) used the money-system for profit/self-interest to maintain control over the 'poor souls' of the human, promising salvation and eternal life in some 'afterlife' while doing nothing to empower the human in this life for real in a way that all souls are supported and able to live without fear.



The money-system system functions just like a religion:

Religion has used fear to promote slavery to a god in the hope for salvation just like the world-system uses fear to promote the purpose of serving the system in order to survive.
It is a pyramid scheme.

Within Religion one fights other belief-systems for the survival of the ‘one true god’. Within the world-system one fights against each-other for the ‘survival of the fittest’.

Both Religion and the money-system utilize concepts of ‘sin’/’debt’ and ‘forgiveness’ linked to a 'higher power': 'god' / 'money').
A ‘higher power’ that is given the authority through belief to decide the fate of the individual, while the individual abdicates his/her responsibility to a 'higher power' - be it god, money, status, technology; it doesn't matter, as long as that 'higher power' is seen as and believed to be the 'savior' of the human, the human remains a slave.

Within Religion, dependency is created through the inner friction of fear of death/fear of loss and the desire for ‘eternal life’/’salvation’.
Within the world-system dependency is created through the friction of fear of survival/fear of loss and the desires of self-interest: the desire for a ‘better life’/‘safety’.

What is fascinating is to observe that the money-system has taken on the nature of fear as hell on earth; while the mind-system takes on the nature of god, where one utilize beliefs through which to project heaven/salvation to feel better while distracting oneself in denial of the actuality of reality.



Both Religion and the world money-system promote through belief an allegedly 'higher purpose' manifested as the hierarchies of both systems, the stairways of which the human is brainwashed to seek to ascend as if that were the actual value of life.

We can see that the current money-system as the world is in fact in its nature a religion; a religion that promotes consumerism, greed (the nastier side of fear) and delusion through belief, while it sells an illusion of 'free choice', since in actuality choice in this system is always determined by the power/money the individual is able to mine.

And the human that is born of this system and brainwashed by the system buys into the 'free choice' presented to it, because this 'free choice' gives the human the 'opportunity' to create its own self-religion as world-view and beliefs – which gives the individual a means to 'justify' his/her existence and lifestyle and why one never question what one serves while one follows fake values like 'money', 'god', 'power' – all of which are based in fear, wherefrom emerge separation, competition, deception, manipulation, abuse; wherefrom emerge an existence where we consume ourselves and each-other trapped in a feverish race for survival: the human race.


I commit myself to exposing the nature of religion for what it is: a belief system through which to keep the human enslaved to concepts and hopes of a 'higher power' that will forgive one's sin/debt and will take one to 'salvation' and 'eternal' life without the individual getting to 'know thyself' or taking responsibility for its existence and the existence of the group that is humanity here on earth, because apparently "god knows you" and "god will save you" and so the human abdicates its responsibility to an invisible 'god' just like we abdicate our responsibility to an invisible pyramid of a system to which we subscribe the power and the authority to manage our relationships, to determine our choices, to guide our will, to fulfil our desires.

I commit myself to exposing Religion for what it is: just another consumerism product that sells promises of 'salvation' through the 'forgiveness of God' without ever allowing the individual to acknowledge the power to forgive themselves and stand equal as life, because 'god' is placed 'more than' life;
and so the individual is not allowed to empower themselves but 'through god', which exists only in the mental, and so we have an existence of individuals with mental disorders unable to stand in integrity and self-trust and empower themselves through knowledge and understanding of the actual physical laws of this existence such as cause and effect as the outflows of our actions which are always a reflection of who we are.
And instead of supporting the human to see and understand that who we are manifests the world as we know it and that it is thus up to us to change our existence into an existence that supports life, Religion will demonize the world and the individual through a concept of 'sin' and will have the individual in fear through ideas of reward and punishment through a 'higher power' which one must worship and serve in order to receive the award at the end of the race as the promise of 'eternal life' and abundance in the 'afterlife'.

And so Religion has the individual focused on the 'afterlife' and distracted within mental concepts of a 'promised land' for a select few that are somehow 'special' in the eyes of god (not to mention the absurdity of different gods having different groups of people as their special 'chosen ones' and putting up wars against the 'chosen ones' of other gods!!!);
Religion has the individual trapped within this distraction in the mind, focused on projected fear-based ideas of 'grandeur' in some 'afterlife', and so the individual is divided within itself and unable to effective participate HERE in this reality we all share to make it into an existence that supports all life equally and leaves no space for fear, abuse, separation, war.

I commit myself to standing up and exposing all beliefs for what they are: concepts created to divide and conquer both the individual and the world.

I commit myself to standing for life and supporting my world to stand-up from fear and empower themselves to take self-responsibility as life and stand as one group - the one group that really matters: Humanity as life, all as equals in one world.

I commit myself to supporting my world to realize that we as humanity require to stand-up from fear, break the chains of enslavement as imposed through the current money-system of consumerism and exploitation, and bring forth a new system of actual life-support for all.

I commit myself to exposing all fake values to which we as humanity buy into and submerge ourselves to - so that we may all recognize the value of life as the actual value that is currently being exploited and abused in the name of fake values and profit.

I commit myself to in all possible ways honor and support life as the actual value that matters, so that I may be a living example for others to reconsider what they place value into and whether it is really worth abdicating our directive-power as life here on earth for some promised 'power'/'reward'/'salvation' in some 'afterlife'.

I commit myself to exposing the deception of Religion demonizing the world as if it's not us the people that create the world in the image and likeness of ourselves.

I commit myself to exposing the deception of Religion promising ‘salvation’ from this world and not allowing the people to realize that a 'salvation' that is 'given' through a 'higher power' in fact equals enslavement, because real actual salvation can only emerge through self transcending fear ad breaking free from the chains of the inner and outer systems; can only emerge through the self-will of a human that knows oneself and realizes its role within the whole as cause and effect and thus takes responsibility for its creation, by directing itself to live and co-exist in ways that will bring forth actual freedom for all and a fear-free society based in mutual recognition as life in self-dignity.



 
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