358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest?

ART by Marley Dawkins

…It’s fascinating that the consciousness we become gets to a point that it has its own will, its own authority, its own agenda, and it will bring up the thoughts, fears and desires that serve its own self-preservation. The great I AM – what a scam!
…Have a look at the fear that comes up with the mere thought of giving up one’s own self-definitions – it’s extensive!
…We have literally become the victims of our own conditioning, the puppets of our educational systems (and this goes for all the world regardless of culture, race, tradition etc.; the consciousness patterns that define ‘human nature’ are universal). We have literally become the slaves of our own consciousness, as everything we do and all decisions we make serve the preservation of that conditioned consciousness, the ego, the self-image we have become in this world.
…Have a self-honest look: Is any decision you make really free? Or does it merely serve the conditioned fears and desires that exist within and as your mind? Is any decision you make taking you anywhere else than your preprogrammed design? Is any choice you make anything else but the validation of your consciousness design?
…And have a look at your design: Do you own the code, or does the code own you?



Continuing from
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process



Especially in the process of investigating and looking into the point of ‘negativity’ within my life and myself (see my previous blog posts on this) I realized an interesting thing: that for my existence as consciousness – a system within the world system, a buyer-into of consumerism, a slave to the polarity of our image and likeness – it is irrelevant whether the energy I produce as a mind is ‘positive’ or ‘negative’, the main thing for consciousness is to have the same conditioned thoughts and experiences automated, recurring and recycling, mutating and insisting, becoming the driving force, the agenda, the purpose of a life, a life not realized, not accepted as the gift it is, because one wanted to ‘be something’ or ‘be someone’, because the great “I Am” needs to exist with and as whatever it is that defines it, that makes it feel it ‘knows’ who and what it is, that makes it feel ‘safe’ and ‘in control’, that makes it plot strategies for ‘winning’ = self-interest.

I mean, this point is easy to see within ‘positivity’, because there the logic makes ‘more sense’ in terms of holding on to the ‘positive’ imagination/projection to not face the negative. What is not so easy to see is how for instance the ‘negativity’-prone personality will through for instance self-pity, self-victimization and other ‘validation’-tactics also makes it all about “me”, about the “I Am”, about the ego; and will use the ‘negativity’ to remain a ‘misfit’, to continue deferring responsibility, blaming others while indulging in dreams and hopes for some ‘good’ to come ‘somehow’ from ‘somewhere’, or going into revolts and protests without actual understanding or actual solutions.

So, as consciousness, one is always seeing only the side of things that serve the self-interest one is incorporating. One is not seeing the entirety of reality in its actuality, one is in fact making oneself deliberately blind to it: either through ‘positivity’ (and here we have the great examples of the love & light new-age spirituality or the institutionalization of charity, it’s all ways to distract and give ‘hope’ without questioning the entirety hierarchic system as it exists throughout all institutions of life on earth); or through ‘negativity’ (as seen for instance in protests and violence acts around the globe, or even in things like the Occupy Wall Street: no actual solutions, just acting out on the negativity).

As human beings, do we ever really ask ourselves the question: What has become of humanity? How did we get to this mess? What has gone wrong? What are we missing in our understanding of our reality? 
Looking at our education systems, our social, political, economic systems in the world today, I’d say we’re missing Almost Everything.



So who is the self within self-interest as it exists in this world as is? Isn’t that self merely a puppet on strings, string pulled by the system from beginning to end; Isn’t that self merely a robot executing commands, keeping the world running, keeping the money system in place; Isn’t that self merely a slave to its own creation, the rule of mankind on earth? And are those that are able to be happy in this world actually making self happy as life or making self as a conditioned system happy?

Where is your humanity mankind? 
Where is your humanity human being?
Where is the regard for life in this world, our existence? 
It is almost non-existent.

ART by Matti Freeman

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Day 77: Debunking Self-Delusion | Self Forgiveness on Consciousness

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

For context read my previous blog
One Universe | The Only Real Thing is Consciousness?
and the series:
Stopping the Mind in the Flesh - Part 1
Stopping the Mind in the Flesh - Part 2
Stopping the Mind in the Flesh - Part 3


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that believing in consciousness as something profound is but another belief, yet another projection through which I separate myself from myself and keep myself seeking, hoping, waiting – lost in delusions of ´grandeur´ while in my actual living-application I do not take the responsibility to change the patterns of my existence that manifest the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that consciousness is the only real thing – not realizing that the reason I would follow such belief is the want / need / desire to ‘make real’ my own self-interest and my delusions of grandeur.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deify consciousness, not considering the obvious fact that we fail to understand consciousness because we fail to self-honestly look at our existence and take self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and acknowledge that the accepted world consciousness which we have manifested in our image and likeness through who we are as consciousness: has only brought forth devastation and destruction.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that consciousness as what we exist as: is based in fear and thus only promotes self-interest and the separation of life in the name of self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if consciousness was life, it would function and act in ways that support life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the obvious common sense that consciousness is programmable and that through understanding the program/pattern within and as ourselves and our world, we can in fact re-program our existence to be something that will actually support life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that consciousness has been used by the big brothers in the world to support our delusion and to impose control – out of fear; and that fear has further been used to justify control and to make sure that everything is driven by fear and human beings are kept within the conflict of polarities, within and without, never questioning the system, never questioning the acceptances and allowances of self, never questioning the filters of perception used to define the world and the laws we make to govern us.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe and follow the delusions of grandeur presented to me on a golden platter by religions, spirituality, science, the media – because I wanted to have ‘hope’ and ´feel positive´.

Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to systems of this world to guide me – in spite of the evidence in the world that our systems are not guiding us to the benefit of life, but only to the benefit of profit, and that that is a characteristic of our consciousness as we have accepted and allowed it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that consciousness functions on stimuli-response patterns and that the more a pattern is repeated, the stronger it gets until it evolves its own consciousness – which is why we have no self-willed human beings in this world but only puppets on strings acting-out conditioned patterns in self-righteousness, which is what consciousness is.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to deify consciousness, not realizing I am only doing so to not have to look within myself and see what I have accepted and allowed of consciousness as me to become – and what the consequences are for existence as a whole.


I commit myself to sharing the common sense that in a world of self-righteous singularities: we are only heading to self-destruction, creating more and more friction, abuse, exploitation, and more deception tactics to cover it all up with.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that before we make up concepts and beliefs about what consciousness is – concepts and beliefs designed to ‘make everything seem okay’ through promises and ´hope´ while we sit and wait for the ´miracle´ –
we should rather get to know what consciousness is through self-honest observation of our inner and outer reality, investigate cause and effect and debunk the patterns we exist as, within and without, so that we may understand how we came to be what we are today and thus how to change our patterns to such that will actually support life, as all as one as equals.

I commit myself to showing that consciousness as what we exist as and what this world exists as: is based in fear and self-righteousness, hence the consequences of exploitation, abuse and deception in the name of profit as self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that we as consciousness exist in separation from the actuality of reality, otherwise we would in self-will direct ourselves in ways that would dignify our reality to the benefit of life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that consciousness is not life, seen not only in the fact that consciousness does not act in the interest of life, but also in the fact that at death the body amalgamates with the physical and is not ‘lost’, while all concepts, ideas, memories, self-definitions as consciousness are ‘lost’ -
and yet we leave behind the legacy of our acceptances and allowances, our denials and delusions, that are passed on from generation to generation, and thus our ´evil ways´ continue to exist within and as a system which, as we can see, is an atrocity.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that consciousness in fact consists of the veils behind which we hide to not have to face the actuality of reality, face ourselves, and take responsibility for life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that regardless what we believe, the actuality of reality is not influenced by belief – and if the human would vanish from the face of the earth, the physical universe would not only continue existing, it would in fact restore its equilibrium and flourish.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only thing standing in the way of manifesting an existence in equilibrium: is the consciousness we have accepted and allowed ourselves and our world to be subject to – the consciousness through which we have come to more and more separation, more and more fear, more and more abuse in the name of self-interest.

I commit myself to exposing the deception of the world’s systems such as religions, spirituality, education, the money-system, media – and that the only reason the world systems are able to deceive and control the human being, is because the human being is gullible to promises of ´hope´ and ´grandeur´ and willing to buy into anything that allows it to for a moment forget about its fear.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only ‘ascension’ possible in the actuality of reality is for the human being to stop its fear, stop its delusions, stop the consciousness of self-interest, and stand equal to life, taking self-responsibility to reprogram itself and reform its existence into dignity as life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only principle that will ensure equilibrium as harmony and dignity for all life: is the principle of equality and oneness, based on the value of life;
as anything else would require polarity, thus hierachies, thus fear and control, thus inequality and exploitation, abuse and deception - as we ca clearly see throughout the history of mankind.

I commit myself to showing that we are at a point in our ´evolution´ where we are able, if we WILL, to take the course of matters in our hands, and re-direct our existence from self-destruction and devolution into actual evolution as life in dignity and actual freedom - and that the equal money system and the re-education processes we present at desteni are the first steps towards such re-creation in self-honesty and self-responsibility.

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Day 60: World Consciousness System - Everything is in Reverse

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that money in this world is in fact equal to debt: where the bank gives you CREDIT, but in fact it is giving you DEBT – and while we upgrade ourselves with money, we degrade ourselves as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by following money and defining ourselves based to money: we are actually in debt toward LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that even though we define money as 'good' because it allows us to survive in this world: money is in fact the 'evil' that allows for 21000 children to DIE daily due to lack of money and thus lack of the basic necessities to survive in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the love we entertain in this world is in fact the opposite of love: because we use 'love' to 'justify' why we care for our 'own' only while we allow LIFE to deteriorate and destruct.

I commit myself to exposing the god of money as the dictatorship on earth that abuse life for profit.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new world system where money redefined to the value of life – a system that will give all living being equal money, equal power, equal access, equal life dignity from birth to death.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all those that claim to be powerless and use excuses like "I am only human" and "what can I do, it's the big brothers that have everything in their hand" - are in fact the ones that actually have the voice, the power, and the majority to change the status quo if they would only acknowledge this fact, let go of self-interest and work together toward actual solutions for the world as ONE.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that while we blame the 'big brothers' and are preoccupied with conspiracy theories and all kinds of projections: we are the ones that are giving the big players the authority to hold the power in their hands and manage it to the benefit of the few elite only.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the 'good' in this world is in fact 'evil', as proven by charities and other so-called non-profit organizations, as even those/such organizations must be somehow funded and are thus bound to the interests of the big players that fund them.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in a world where all would have equal access to life, equal money, equal power: charity would not exist;

and therefore it is obvious that charity only exists as the fake 'good' that covers up the actual 'evil' and allows the world system of money to continue existing as it does, with charity providing the illusion that we are doing something for the 'poor' in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that peace in this world is in fact war, as peace is defined within and as a momentary pause of the constant and continuous conflict situation that exists on earth - and that in fact actual peace does not exist.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that freedom as defined in this world is in fact enslavement, because in common sense: no one is really free until ALL LIFE is FREE.

I commit myself to bringing forth the common sense required for us human beings to re-evaluate and re-define our existence in all possible ways, so that love, peace and freedom is the very nature of who we are and how we co-exist, not based in polarity concepts and idealized promises, but in actualized understanding and practical living, implemented throughout all the systems we create to manage our coexistence.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that even those that claim to be 'green' and protect the environment, are in fact only motivated by self-interest and only promote self-image, as shown in the case of Greenpeace and their support of the European ban of light bulbs in favor of the so-called fluorescent energy-saving lamps in spite of the evidence that such lamps not only fail to keep the promises they make in terms of performance but are also a serious danger to public health and the environment, as they require more energy than normal light bulbs to be built and leave behind toxic waste without the possibility of any proper disposal or waste management.

(Note: For more information on this in terms of environmental and health risks, the Greenpeace excuse, how the laws were passed and the ridiculousness of the studies of the 'experts' see the Film BULB FICTION - and for further background on the history of planned obsolescence in the example of the light bulb, see The Light Bulb Conspiracy.)

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in this world we are not LIVING, we are busy surviving, preoccupied with the 'problems' instead of bringing forth solutions - and that as long as we do not LIVE through self-directive will that encompasses what is best for all life, we are in fact 'live' in reverse, which is EVIL.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the health-care system is in fact a system that conditions the consumer to never take responsibility for and investigate what actual health /healthy living entails; and that I haven't considered that while we preoccupy ourselves with so-called 'healthy living', the whole planet is in dis-ease and half the world is dying without the basic prevention and support in health and hygiene.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the systems of life-insurance are in fact making a commodity out of life and ensuring death - the only certainty in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the education system is actually in fact preventing us from truly educating ourselves, as we are 'educated' into beliefs and limitations that are designed to merely brainwash us into acceptance of the system and make of us servants of the system that never REALLY question the status quo.

 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand the POSITIVE is in fact the NEGATIVE - yet we do not investigate how polarity works in spite of the evidence that all constructs of the world consciousness always exist in polarity-designs of opposites.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in order to put an end to this polarity system of separation, deception and abuse: we'll have to put an end to both sides of our self-delusion, both the 'negative' and the 'positive' – so that we may finally deal with and direct the actuality of reality.

I commit myself to showing how we tend to deliberately blind ourselves by only wanting to look at the 'sunny side' of the polarity, to not have to see, face and deal with that which we judge as 'negative' - and that if we would see, realize and understand how polarity works, we would recognize that in order to transcend the polarity and get actual, functional solutions for ALL: we'll have to deal with the 'negative' as well, because as long as we hide the 'negative' behind the 'positive', the 'negative' will still exist regardless of our attempts to suppress, deny or ignore what is here.

I commit myself to sharing the urgency of the hour that is OUR on Earth:

We have to finally stop the game, stop the human race for profit, stop taking sides and separating life, and acknowledge the oneness and equality of life as interconnectedness and interdependence, which practically implies that whatever harms even one living being harms everything and everyone equally - and what is best for ALL life is best for everything and everyone individually too.

I commit myself to sharing the urgency of supporting a new equality system as proposed by the Desteni group and the Equal Life Foundation, and communicating the common sense that if WE do not stand for Life and work together in self-honesty and self-forgiveness to redeem ourselves as Life and ensure a Dignified Living for ALL: we as humanity stand no chance of surviving our own consequences.

I commit myself to showing that what blinds us is our own self-interest, which made it possible for us to buy into the 'rules of the game' regardless of whether we willingly swim in the main stream or think that we are somehow opposing the system.

I commit myself to sharing the plethora of examples of how "everything is in reverse" in this world, and to challenge the believers of all kinds to question the beLIEfs they follow and to apply common sense to see through the veils of this system of separation, consumerism and self-interest - so that we may find common ground for actual solutions in the interest of LIFE.

Relevant Blog posts:

International Crime Research - Bipolar Disorder and Violent Crimes

Is the Elite the only Parasite on Earth?

The Negative Effect of Positivity

Germs as Tools for Profit

Separation Propagation

 

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