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Sonntag, 11. November 2012

Day 203: Be_Longing | REACTION Dimension of the Mind Construct #4

Day 189: Be_Longing | THOUGHT Dimension of the Mind Construct

For further context and background see

Day 186: Name the Game - Laying out the Mind CONstruct

Day 187: Be_Longing | The Absurdity of Longing to Belong

Day 188: Be_Longing | The Trap of Infinity

Day 199: Be_Longing | Life or System?

I am continuing here with the REACTIONS dimension, where I had pin-pointed the following reactions:
Impatience
Depression – self-victimization
Feeling restricted /done wrong unto
Anger – Rage
Spite – Grudge

What I saw in my previous writings in relation to the experience of ‘feeling restricted’ / ‘being done wrong unto’, is that as long as I victimize myself and blame “others” or hold others responsible while I go into a ‘depression’ to avoid responsibility: I will definitely ‘feel restricted’, as I am in fact restricting myself.

Anger, or rage, would be the outburst of blame and the frustration upon the fact that no solution is coming forth – when self has not in fact yet taken any actual steps in self-responsibility. Thus the anger and rage is in essence directed towards self, because self is missing the directive-principle to move, to change, to bring forth a solution into beingness.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to restrict and limit myself, and to then be ‘depressed’ and project my experience onto ‘external factors’ or “others”, when in fact I was the one restricting myself in the first place.

When and as I see myself going into an experience of ‘feeling restricted’, I stop, I breathe, and I look in self-honesty to see HOW I CREATE this experience – what points of blame exist within me, what points do I hold “others” responsible for, what do I feel ‘depressed’ about, where did I miss taking self-directive principle =

as I understand that the self-honest answers to these questions will assist and support me in taking the point ‘back to self’ and taking self-responsibility for who and how I am, for my experience and my participation, to no longer accept or allow myself to make myself seemingly ‘powerless’, because that is the consequence of abdicating our responsibility: we make ourselves ‘powerless’.

Within this, I commit myself to showing how within the world system we claim we are ‘powerless’ when in fact we simply refuse to take responsibility for What is Here, and instead we blame “others”, the system, the world, society, governments, but WE are the ones ‘voting’ for the system, either directly or indirectly through the choices we make, what we buy, how we think and how we literally submit to the system through the very act of blame, which in itself is a projection, a giving-away.

Within this it is to see that giving-away our responsibility is equal to giving-away our power.

Then to claim ‘powerlessness’ is merely a petty ‘justification’, an ‘excuse’ used to not have to stand-up, to not have to be the one to take responsibility, the one to change – which obviously is unacceptable in the face of life.

Whenever I see myself going into anger and blame, where I project a point in my life that is not working to my satisfaction onto “others”/’external factors’, I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back Here, I bring the point Here, and I realize my responsibility, and thus also my power to direct the point/myself and to change the point/myself.

If one then still holds on to the blame and abdication of responsibility that is being projected onto “others” somewhere ‘out there’, then there will also be a reaction of spitefulness or one will tend to hold a grudge, which indicates that one is still making others responsible and expecting “them” to change, to bring forth a solution, to relieve the situation –
when in fact the only real relief can only come from self living the change within and as self: in self-responsibility and self-directive principled living.

I forgive myself that I’ve ever accepted and allowed myself to ‘hold a grudge’ on another, instead of communicating the point directly, after I’ve looked at MY responsibility within it.

I forgive myself that I’ve ever accepted and allowed myself to be spiteful towards another simply out of the belief that “they” are responsible for MY experience, when clearly this is not true, but I had created that belief through projecting blame onto “them” without looking within myself to see, realize and understand what MY responsibility is within the creation of that point /experience /event.

When and as I see myself going into spitefulness or a grudge, I stop myself immediately and I direct myself to breathe and remain here, to not go further into the mind and follow the blame until it becomes a belief. I stop, and I direct myself to forgive my reaction, let go of the grudge or spitefulness, and look at MY responsibility within it all, so that I may direct a correction / change / solution that will be best for all.

Within this thus, I also assist and support myself to stop within myself the existence of competition and power-games, as I no longer accept or allow myself to participate in reality from a starting-point of self-righteousness / winning, which is the character of the system, but instead from the starting-point of life, as what’s best for life/all and thus in fact supporting all participants (starting with myself) to realize self-responsibility and take responsibility for our participation, in the realization that who and how we are in every breath has consequences, has outflows, has outcomes, which do not affect only oneself because no man is an island.

Within this, I commit myself to assisting and support myself and my world to practically realize the interconnectedness of life as life, so that we may stop our ‘evil ways’ through which we’ve been creating / accepting / allowing / perpetuating the SYSTEM, a system that exploits life for profit;
so that we may be able to transform and transcend the system within and as ourselves, through stopping ourselves from exploiting life for profit (= self-interest) which is what is served whenever we go into projections of anger, blame, spitefulness towards “others”, instead of realizing SELF-responsibility and understanding How Creation functions to in fact take responsibility for What is Here –

because What is Here – we are all part of – and thus equally responsible.

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http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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Samstag, 10. November 2012

Day 202: Be_Longing | REACTION Dimension of the Mind Construct #3

by Kelly Posey

Day 189: Be_Longing | THOUGHT Dimension of the Mind Construct

For further context and background see

Day 186: Name the Game - Laying out the Mind CONstruct

Day 187: Be_Longing | The Absurdity of Longing to Belong

Day 188: Be_Longing | The Trap of Infinity

Day 199: Be_Longing | Life or System?

I am here moving through the REACTIONS dimension, and I had pin-pointed the following reactions:
Impatience
Depression – self-victimization
Feeling restricted /done wrong unto
Anger – Rage
Spite – Grudge

What becomes very easy to see after having walked the first two points of the Reactions dimension – which in a way include the point of ‘feeling restricted’ / ‘being done wrong unto’ because as long as one victimize oneself and blame others or make others responsible while oneself goes into a ‘depression’ to avoid responsibility: one will definitely ‘feel restricted’, as one is in fact restricting oneself –
is how any and all reactions TOWARDS "others" or TOWARDS a point within self or one's reality indicate self-separation and thus indicate how self has made self subject TO such points which one then makes responsibile for who and how one is.

Anger then, or rage, would be the outburst of blame and the frustration upon the fact that no solution is coming forth – when self has not in fact yet taken any actual steps in self-responsibility. Thus the anger and rage is directed outwards and project onto "others" but is in essence emerging within and towards self, because self is separating self from the responsibility FOR that point, and is thus missing the directive-principle to move, to change, to bring forth a solution into beingness.

If one then still holds on to the blame and abdication of responsibility that is being projected onto “others” somewhere ‘out there’, then there will also be a reaction of spitefulness or one will tend to hold a grudge, which indicates that one is still making others responsible and expecting “them” to change, to bring forth a solution, to relieve the situation –
when in fact the only real relief can only come from self living the change within and as self: in self-responsibility and self-directive principled living.

I will continue in my next Blog post with self-forgiveness and corrective statements on the above, and will also look further into the interplays and interrelations of the different reactions that constitute this particular pattern.

Check out the Desteni I Process Lite –
a free course that will assist humanity to end the disaster of a dysfunctional consciousness.

Check out the Equal Money System –
a solution that can be established in this lifetime to end the disaster of a profit driven system.

Join us in the Journey to Life!

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com

Donnerstag, 14. Juni 2012

Day 40: The Courage to LIVE Self-Honesty

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to Live for real is to live self-honesty; and that to live self-honesty takes the courage to challenge all points of accepted self-dishonesty that manifest through and as our existence of conditioned preprogramming, wherein we have become only pawns in a greater system of separation, inequality, manipulation, abuse; and we have through our acceptances and allowances manifested ourselves in the image and likeness of the system, the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to Live self-honesty will take the courage to challenge the current accepted system in all its forms and manifestations, recognizing, exposing and transcending all points of accepted separation, powerlessness, manipulation; stopping all power-games of 'superiority'-'inferiority'; and standing-up in self-equality and oneness, in self-realization as life, in the understanding that Life can only emerge from/within/as equality and oneness: because that is the only equation / condition / system that will ensure that we will never again manipulate, abuse or exploit life in the name of profit, greed, self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we all have ONE main point wherein we place all our hopes for 'fulfilment' of the ONE want/need/desire in relation to our self-definition as self-image; ONE point where we compromise ourselves as life while we pursue our desire for 'personal happiness', not realizing that our existence is interdependent with all that is here, and therefore no one can be free as long as any one is allowing the pursuit of personal 'fulfilment' or 'happiness' to overshadow the common sense of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by pursuing that ONE point of want/need/desire rooted in our CONCEPTS and IDEAS of 'fulfilment': we are in fact perpetuating and supporting the current world-system, as our desires/wants/needs are in fact being manufactured by the world-system of capitalism, consumerism and profit to make sure that we are infinitely enslaved to pursuing our personal desires (which in fact serve the self-preservation of the system) and so never stand-up to work together and manifest what is best for all as life: in equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live courage in self-honesty as life, out of fear of being 'rejected' by the system' and 'left out' of what we call 'life' - instead of realizing that within this compromise I actually reject myself as life for the sake of fitting into the system out of irrational fears rooted in the conditioned 'education' we receive in the system to become servants and slaves and keep the world running as we know it.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise courage within waiting/hoping for others to stand-up, for others to change, for others to make a difference - instead of me being the one, even if I am the only one, to stand-up and live the realization that our current way of living and co-existence is not supporting life but is in fact abusing and exploiting life in the name of self-interest, profit, greed; and therefore it will take all of us standing-up and standing together as ONE group, as life, to say No more and start living the change we want to see in our world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that greed manifests in the bigger picture in the world as we know it through the accumulation of the seemingly menial 'small' points of greed that each one of us is allowing ourselves to participate in within our personal pursuit of happiness in self-interest:

and that is seen in all that we participate in, from what we buy, to how we eat, what and how we consume, who we are in our relationships, how we always want 'more', how we try to 'own' and 'possess' knowledge, wealth, people, reputation, fame, or any form of 'power' as defined in this world.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself and undermine my courage to live self-honesty out of self-interest, as I have existed within ONE point of self-definition and from that: within ONE point of want/need/desire to apparently 'elevate' that self-definition and become 'more', thinking and believing that that's what life is about.

And within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to make life into something that is all about "me, me, me", and blinded by the desires/wants/needs I have programmed and conditioned myself to exist as, I have disregarded life as a whole and have refused to see the effect of my cause;

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that the world exists the way it does because I as each one exist the way I do: as ONE conditioned self-definition as self-image trying to become 'more', thus manifesting ONE point as the projection of my wants/needs/desires getting 'fulfilled', which essentially becomes my own enslavement, my own self-compromise, as I compromise life as eternity for the pursuit of "my" self-interest that will only last so long.

I commit myself to stopping any and all forms of greed, when and as I see myself going into following a want/need/desire for 'more'.

I commit myself to investigating and forgiving/letting go of all points where I've placed HOPE into - the HOPE that such point in separation from me will somehow 'fulfil' my WANTS / NEEDS / DESIRES and make me 'MORE'.

I commit myself to investigating and forgiving/letting go of all points I separated myself from, all points I've separated from me into projections of 'superiority' and 'inferiority' - so that I may transcend the separation and bring all points/parts of me back to me, amalgamate as one and equal, and stand-up in self-equality and oneness to be the directive principle of myself as life, in self-honesty and self-responsibility.

I commit myself to investigating and letting go of any and all points where I define myself as 'powerless' or 'inferior', wherein I then try to 'gain power' or 'gain value' through getting/having/being 'more', 'better', 'superior' -

therefore, instead, I in that moment bring myself back to earth, in humbleness, and in the realization that real power is within who I am in every moment of breath as I live and establish self-equality and oneness in self-acceptance, acknowledging my cause and effect within the context of the whole as life;

I commit myself to living the realization that who I am in every moment is a statement of who I am in the face of life, therefore I take self-responsibility to make sure every statement as who I am in every moment is aligned with what's best for life -

and this is how I will myself to live courage, to live self-honesty as life, as I re-align myself from self-interest/fear/greed to the interest of life as common sense in equality and oneness.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense realization that what is best for life/all is equally best for me - and that we cannot transform the current world system of profit, greed, separation and self-interest unless we transform and transcend the separation, self-interest, fear and greed that we are accepting and allowing to exist within ourselves as who we are/have become.

I commit myself to sharing the realization that it takes courage to live self-honesty, and that we require to re-educate and strengthen ourselves as life - so that we may not only stand-up for/within ourselves and LIVE through self-will and self-determination, but also stand-up within our world and make sure we GIVE that to all, bringing forth solutions of practical common sense that will transform all systems of our world until all our interconnections are equalized to a coexistence as best for all, and no breeding ground for abuse, manipulation or exploitation of life is left: leaving no back doors for self-interest, fear, greed, but instead forgiving the past, stopping the blame and the abdication of our responsibility, and re-programming our existence into a new understanding of life that will make sure that we treat ourselves and each-other with dignity, as equals of life.

Relevant Blog-Post:

Creation's Journey to Life: The COURAGE to LIVE

Relevant Must-Hear:

Reptilian Series: Facing the Question of Who I Am

Reptilian Series: How Hope Creates Hell

Bernard Poolman: The Importance of Courage

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://desteni.org

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http://forum.desteni.org