Day 101: Character 101 - The Self Imagery we Create in Self-Deception

ART by Rozelle De Lange

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that characters are created in the formative years as the child starts to form ideas and pictures of and about itself in the MIND, based on how it sees adults characterize the world and each-other as images and ideas;

and that within that, the child will start THINKING about who it is supposed to be or who it desires to be based on the super-hero imagery presented to it, thus accessing comparison and creating judgments and opinions in relation to itself in the MIND, based on the feedback it gets from parents, environment, peers.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we create ourselves as characters in the MIND because we have no clue who we really are; and instead of the parents supporting the child in getting to know itself, they support the child in becoming "something"; and in this pursuit of BECOMING: what is completely ignored is what the child IS as an expression of life, as a living being.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to 'become' "something" - implies the creation of a construct based on a mental concept that is conceived through value-judgment, comparison and other perceptual filters that are conditioned through the world consciousness system of survival.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by placing 'value' on becoming SOMETHING conceptualized and perceived as 'valuable', we implicitly accept that who we are HERE is not valuable, is not worthy, and that only once we BECOME "something" will we be worthy and valuable = these are also the principles based on which the consumerism systems creates 'values' for us to buy into, in our quest for 'more', 'better', 'higher' - while we completely disregard our value as life, HERE.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where a child comes into existence with no choice but to see and accept itself as ‘inferior’ to its parents and environment, and is exposed to the adult value-judgments; and that the child will start observing what is seen as ‘inferior’ and what is seen as ‘superior’ by the adult and will from there start creating in its MIND ideas, concepts, and ways to BECOME ‘superior’ so that it may accepted and integrated in this world where it is given no other opportunity to communicate and be accepted other than conforming to the ideas, concepts and ‘values’ of the system.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we create is our own accepted ‘inferiority’ and thus inevitably the endless search for ‘MORE’ in the attempt to be/become ‘superior’ – and that within that we completely disregard and deny the VALUE of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed an existence where we see ourselves and each-other as pictures in the mind and based on that we act out different characters according to situation/context -

which implies that we do not really interact with each-other as beings of LIFE, but only as organic robots defined through value-judgments and comparison based on 'values' of the MIND that are placed before life;

and that we are not sovereign beings that live in self-honesty and common sense the actuality of reality that is HERE, but are instead split within ourselves into multiple personalities creating only disorder in our world as we exist in separation within alternate realities of the mind where self is always the 'super-hero' attempting to create a 'happy end' in the Hollywood movie of one's mind, regardless the cost for everyone and everything else.



I commit myself to sharing the common sense that any and all personalities/characters created in the process of 'fitting in' to this consciousness system once born into the world: are fake characters based on accepted ‘inferiority’ and striving for ‘superiority’, thus designed to SURVIVE through competition - and not real characters as life, as physical bodies LIVING in equality and oneness through common sense in harmony with all that is here.

I commit myself to exposing the insanity of the fact that even though the value of life is equal in all, we create fake characters to hide behind; characters which we then 'evaluate' as 'superior' or 'inferior' based on images, ideas, and 'values' presented to us by the profit-based consumerism system to keep us enslaved in the mind, distracted so that we never question the insanity of this reality we have accepted and allowed as if there was no other way to exist here.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that our individual characters and the patterns of our inner existence manifest the character of the world and the patterns of our systems -

and that in order to change the character of the world and transform our system to actually support life:

we require to investigate within ourselves where and how we betray and abuse life in the name of self-interest through mental 'values' other than LIFE.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we identify with the fake characters we have created as ourselves: we will exist in fear, desire, competition, self-righteousness and justification; thinking only of ourselves and disregarding the actuality of this physical reality we all share, where 2/3 of the world is left to suffer in the name of OUR love for OUR self-interest, OUR desires, OUR addictions, OUR dreams.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that to exist as a character through the mind is equal to dreaming, trapped within an alternate reality of the mind in separation from self as life.

I commit myself to showing that to stop self from existing as characters is going to take courage, because we exist in fear to such an extent that we want/need/desire to KNOW and to DEFINE who and what we are, as only then we get a sense of 'control' or 'safety' or 'value' -

and that in the process of letting go of the fake and removing the layers of delusion, we have to be willing to be NOTHING, to simply be here, because HERE is the only 'place' where we can truly 'meet' self and get to know who we really are -

whereas through and as the mind we are in fact always projecting ourselves trying to 'get somewhere', always seeking but never really finding because we are in fact attempting to escape self, to hide from our creation, to deny our responsibility, to suppress our actual experience, to get away from HERE because obviously: in the mind anyone can create an illusion of happiness, love, light, and all the 'shiny' things that make on 'feel better for a moment... In the mind, anyone can be king - but it's not real.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we cannot escape who we are nor deny the consequences of our creation – and that we are either going to face ourselves through self-will in self-honesty; or life will confront us with events and situations where we’ll be forced to facing ourselves and the consequences of what we accept and allow.

I commit myself to stopping myself from accessing or acting out a character the moment I become aware of a character 'becoming alive' within and as me, as an energetic reaction, a self-definition, a judgment, a thought.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and others as me through the desteni I process to integrate and apply the tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, common sense, self-corrective application - to train ourselves in recognizing the fake and to strengthen ourselves in stopping it, until nothing remains but life as who we really are.

I commit myself to investigating all the ideas, concepts, fears and desires I have created, accepted, adopted, allowed within myself about myself - so that I, step by step, remove each and every layer of self-delusion, stop the self-deception of a mentally characterized existence, and set myself free to live as life, as a physical being standing accountable for who I am and thus taking responsibility equally for my world –

so that we may leave behind a world that will support life in fact and will enable the new children born into this world to be and become LIFE - instead of becoming fake characters in a fake world system in the name of Profit called 'love' and based on 'fear'.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new equality system for our world based on the value of life, and put an end to the consumerism system of profit that is selling us desires and fears and ‘values’ other than life – so that we may once and for all put an end to the deception, abuse and exploitation of life, and manifest an existence where LIFE is honoured and supported as the only actual value that we ALL EQUALLY share.





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Day 94: Deconstructing Characters – The Chameleon Personality Suit

Today my grandmother was celebrating her 94^th birthday. All the family gathered at her house, and I met cousins, aunts and uncles I hadn’t seen for quite some time, some with new born babies that I hadn’t yet met.

The family structure in terms of relationships, gags and jokes hasn’t changed, and I found myself trying to ‘find my place’ within that context. The red flag went up within me the moment I found myself smiling while the kids around me gossiped at the cost of one particular person, and immediately I realized that that person could have been anyone, it could have been me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest system unit within which we learn how to behave (interesting that the word ‘behave’ consists of the words ‘be’ and ‘have’), how to manipulate, how to compare, how to judge, how to define ourselves and others through and as consciousness – that is: in separation and self-interest, not as life in oneness based on the value of life as equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submit to ‘peer pressure’ within the family, not realizing that such ‘peer pressure’ is actually an inner pressure existent only through one’s own acceptance and allowance, as I am the one that decides whether or not I submerge myself to the judgments, opinions and power-games of a group.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest group that in fact represents humanity, because who we are and how we behave in our closest relationships is what manifests the bigger picture in the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to wear personalities like suits: different personalities for different situations, acting out different characters with different people – this clearly showing that we do not exist in integrity as life, but in separation and deception through and as consciousness, as if life is a game and we are just characters playing a role.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that life is not a game and therefore we should stop existing like characters in a role play and stand-up to take responsibility for life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to change and transform the dynamics of our relationships from separation and self-interest to oneness and equality as life; and that this implies the willingness to place self in the shoes of another and always make sure that one’s thoughts, words and deeds are aligned to what is best for ALL, supporting others as I would like to be supported, treating others as I would like to be treated.

I commit myself to – through self-honesty and self-forgiveness – deconstruct the characters/personalities I have created/adopted throughout my life in an attempt to cope with my world as consciousness, so that I may stand in equality and oneness as life and live an example of what it practically means to purify our relations and interactions and do unto another as I would like to have done unto me.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness is always about self-interest, seeking its ‘likes’ to form groups of interest that then compete with other groups of interest – when in fact humanity as LIFE is ONE group which, if we would stand together equally as ONE, could manifest heaven on earth and a dignified life for ALL.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness exists as characters in a movie, where the ego is always the super-hero around which the rest of the world revolves; which explains why the world is what it is today, with everyone competing against each-other, existing in separation and defining self and each-other in terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ through the mental, while disregarding the physical equality we all share as physical bodies on this physical planet that gives us life.

I commit myself to showing that by existing as personalities we exist like shape-shifting chameleons, changing suits to fit our self-interest dependent on where we are and who we communicate with;

and that we are not really in fact communicating with each-other as life, we do not in fact have substantial and intimate relationships, but are merely acting out characters just like in Hollywood, with each Ego acting like the super-hero that’s trying to manifest a ‘happy end’ based on the ideas, beliefs, fears and desires one was conditioned through, while disregarding the value of life as equality as the air we all breathe on this earth that sustains us.

I commit myself to showing how consciousness has no conscience as it only exists in self-interest with a one-dimensional point of view that places self/Ego as the ‘I’ of the pyramid while everyone else is placed in roles designed to ‘validate’ the character(s) that the Ego/consciousness identifies with.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to see, realize and understand that if we want to birth ourselves as life and equally manifest LIFE on earth: we cannot keep following self-interest trapped in the veils of consciousness that is conditioned through the system to consider only the fake ‘values’ presented in the world as ‘power’-

and that instead we require to acknowledge that our existence has become a crime against life in all possible ways, and therefore we require to restore the value of life within ourselves and all the systems of our world in such way that ALL life is EQUALLY supported in all possible ways.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to understand the programs through and as which consciousness operates – so that we may free ourselves from the prison of the mind, end the separation that we submit ourselves to, and re-educate ourselves in self-honesty and common sense; making ourselves worthy of life and equally manifesting a world/society worthy of life that honors life in all possible ways.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to remove the veils of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception, so that we may self-realize life and stop existing as characters in a Hollywood movie while 2/3 of the world population, animals and nature are left to suffer and deteriorate.

I commit myself to showing that it is possible to stand-up in self-responsibility and self-dignity as life and stop existing through and as consciousness which is merely layers of pretense as the roles we personify like chameleons in survival mode.

I commit myself to showing that in the context of LIFE/LIVING, it is possible to change our existence in such a way that we no longer have to hide or pretend, but can finally get to know ourselves, each-other and our world as LIFE and form relationships of actual intimacy and support based on who we really are as life, not who we pretend to be as consciousness.

I commit myself to establishing self-trust and self-stability, so that I may establish myself as a sovereign being, equal and one, the same yesterday, today and tomorrow; facing every moment and every situation from the starting-point of what is best for all as life, and not from the starting-point of self-interest as consciousness/personality/ego.

I commit myself to showing that the desteni I process is the first and only structured support in the world that assists in recognizing and removing the layers of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception through self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-will –

a process through which we, as self-willed individuals, enable ourselves to stand in self-responsibility and dignify our existence within and without;

and that this process of self-purification/ self-correction/ self-realization lived and applied visibly and shared with/within one’s world: is in fact the only way to change and transform our existence from ego/consciousness into LIFE/awareness and manifest a new world where all life is in fact equally honored and supported as one.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
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http://desteni.org/articles
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http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

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* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download