Day 180: Taking a Real Role and Walking Out of Characters

by Anna Brix Thomsen

For context see
Day 174: The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath.
Day 177: Setting Life Free from the System – part1
Day 178: Setting Life Free from the System – part2
Day 179: We are the ones we've been waiting for

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see the extent to which we behave like characters in a role play – instead of taking a real role in life in the interest of life as who we really are.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see how we hide who we really are behind characters made-up of dreams – dreams that the consumerism system sell and we buy into, archetypes from the history of mankind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see how the characters we become in a system of profit are characters of self-interest, cowardice towards life/living, thus dishonesty towards and within ourselves, as who we really are of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and acknowledge the extent to which the characters we become and the roles we play in this game of consciousness consume us to such an extent that we fail to in full awareness as life take on the role of an equal of life, an integral being, a living directive authority that moves in awareness of the whole, as one.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand how we as mind consciousness systems that we become separate ourselves from ourselves as life, sand from each-other as life, and ‘evolve’ to communicating through values of polarity, comparison competition – manifesting an existence of survival, instead of life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the reason why the system characters we become as consciousness consume us to such an extensive extent (in fact we as systems consume the life of/as ourselves) :
the reason being our acceptance of such characters as ‘who we are’, thus we allow ourselves to follow the interest of such roles /characters /personalities which becomes our self-interest as ego, based on consciousness characters created within the parameters of the system based on the system’s rules: the power-games of polarity, of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’, of ‘winning’/’losing’ – of friction, conflict;
hence an existence at war ...against itself.




I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist as characters of consciousness, of the system, and thus to exist within Waiting and Hoping for the system/ the savior/ god/ others, to ‘save me’; or for the ‘jackpot’, the ‘big love’, the ‘good life’, the ‘dream come true’ to show me that my life has been worth living –
instead of me ‘saving myself’, meaning taking self-responsibility and seeking to understand the actuality of reality in fact, instead of merely seeking to fulfil a pursuit of happiness that is a dream based in the definitions, beliefs, fears and desires the system indoctrinates us with;
taking self-responsibility and being the one that determines through understanding the actual worth of self, in self-realization as life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within seeking to fulfil a ‘pursuit of happiness’ based on my ‘individual values’ coming up by design, I am in fact submitting myself to brainwashing as preprogrammed designs and abdicate myself to ‘fate’ –
instead of taking responsibility for who I am and how I participate in my world, thus responsibility for what I create.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by following ‘individual values’ coming up by design based on my preprogrammed / conditioned existence, I am separating myself from my actual value as life, and from life’s value as such, as I submit to the polarity “values” of consumerism, consumerism being money, money being about profit, profit being self interest, self-interest being the race for survival, which is the race for energy, which is the game of ‘winning’ and ‘losing’, played by characters of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’, trapped in energetic friction, within and as the mental-emotional-body of life that has become the body of lies.



To be continued.

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End your 'I' Possessions and get to Self Honesty through Self Responsibility - with support at the Desteni 'I' Process

by Rozelle De Lange

 

Day 94: Deconstructing Characters – The Chameleon Personality Suit

Today my grandmother was celebrating her 94^th birthday. All the family gathered at her house, and I met cousins, aunts and uncles I hadn’t seen for quite some time, some with new born babies that I hadn’t yet met.

The family structure in terms of relationships, gags and jokes hasn’t changed, and I found myself trying to ‘find my place’ within that context. The red flag went up within me the moment I found myself smiling while the kids around me gossiped at the cost of one particular person, and immediately I realized that that person could have been anyone, it could have been me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest system unit within which we learn how to behave (interesting that the word ‘behave’ consists of the words ‘be’ and ‘have’), how to manipulate, how to compare, how to judge, how to define ourselves and others through and as consciousness – that is: in separation and self-interest, not as life in oneness based on the value of life as equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to submit to ‘peer pressure’ within the family, not realizing that such ‘peer pressure’ is actually an inner pressure existent only through one’s own acceptance and allowance, as I am the one that decides whether or not I submerge myself to the judgments, opinions and power-games of a group.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that family is the smallest group that in fact represents humanity, because who we are and how we behave in our closest relationships is what manifests the bigger picture in the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to wear personalities like suits: different personalities for different situations, acting out different characters with different people – this clearly showing that we do not exist in integrity as life, but in separation and deception through and as consciousness, as if life is a game and we are just characters playing a role.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that life is not a game and therefore we should stop existing like characters in a role play and stand-up to take responsibility for life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that we require to change and transform the dynamics of our relationships from separation and self-interest to oneness and equality as life; and that this implies the willingness to place self in the shoes of another and always make sure that one’s thoughts, words and deeds are aligned to what is best for ALL, supporting others as I would like to be supported, treating others as I would like to be treated.

I commit myself to – through self-honesty and self-forgiveness – deconstruct the characters/personalities I have created/adopted throughout my life in an attempt to cope with my world as consciousness, so that I may stand in equality and oneness as life and live an example of what it practically means to purify our relations and interactions and do unto another as I would like to have done unto me.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness is always about self-interest, seeking its ‘likes’ to form groups of interest that then compete with other groups of interest – when in fact humanity as LIFE is ONE group which, if we would stand together equally as ONE, could manifest heaven on earth and a dignified life for ALL.

I commit myself to showing how personality consciousness exists as characters in a movie, where the ego is always the super-hero around which the rest of the world revolves; which explains why the world is what it is today, with everyone competing against each-other, existing in separation and defining self and each-other in terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ through the mental, while disregarding the physical equality we all share as physical bodies on this physical planet that gives us life.

I commit myself to showing that by existing as personalities we exist like shape-shifting chameleons, changing suits to fit our self-interest dependent on where we are and who we communicate with;

and that we are not really in fact communicating with each-other as life, we do not in fact have substantial and intimate relationships, but are merely acting out characters just like in Hollywood, with each Ego acting like the super-hero that’s trying to manifest a ‘happy end’ based on the ideas, beliefs, fears and desires one was conditioned through, while disregarding the value of life as equality as the air we all breathe on this earth that sustains us.

I commit myself to showing how consciousness has no conscience as it only exists in self-interest with a one-dimensional point of view that places self/Ego as the ‘I’ of the pyramid while everyone else is placed in roles designed to ‘validate’ the character(s) that the Ego/consciousness identifies with.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to see, realize and understand that if we want to birth ourselves as life and equally manifest LIFE on earth: we cannot keep following self-interest trapped in the veils of consciousness that is conditioned through the system to consider only the fake ‘values’ presented in the world as ‘power’-

and that instead we require to acknowledge that our existence has become a crime against life in all possible ways, and therefore we require to restore the value of life within ourselves and all the systems of our world in such way that ALL life is EQUALLY supported in all possible ways.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to understand the programs through and as which consciousness operates – so that we may free ourselves from the prison of the mind, end the separation that we submit ourselves to, and re-educate ourselves in self-honesty and common sense; making ourselves worthy of life and equally manifesting a world/society worthy of life that honors life in all possible ways.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world to remove the veils of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception, so that we may self-realize life and stop existing as characters in a Hollywood movie while 2/3 of the world population, animals and nature are left to suffer and deteriorate.

I commit myself to showing that it is possible to stand-up in self-responsibility and self-dignity as life and stop existing through and as consciousness which is merely layers of pretense as the roles we personify like chameleons in survival mode.

I commit myself to showing that in the context of LIFE/LIVING, it is possible to change our existence in such a way that we no longer have to hide or pretend, but can finally get to know ourselves, each-other and our world as LIFE and form relationships of actual intimacy and support based on who we really are as life, not who we pretend to be as consciousness.

I commit myself to establishing self-trust and self-stability, so that I may establish myself as a sovereign being, equal and one, the same yesterday, today and tomorrow; facing every moment and every situation from the starting-point of what is best for all as life, and not from the starting-point of self-interest as consciousness/personality/ego.

I commit myself to showing that the desteni I process is the first and only structured support in the world that assists in recognizing and removing the layers of self-delusion, self-dishonesty and self-deception through self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-will –

a process through which we, as self-willed individuals, enable ourselves to stand in self-responsibility and dignify our existence within and without;

and that this process of self-purification/ self-correction/ self-realization lived and applied visibly and shared with/within one’s world: is in fact the only way to change and transform our existence from ego/consciousness into LIFE/awareness and manifest a new world where all life is in fact equally honored and supported as one.

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