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| ART by Kelly Posey |
Continuing from
Day 375. Redefining ME | Self Commitment - to LIVE
Day 374 | Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Living vs. Doing
Day 373 | Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion
Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process
Here I continue with shedding light onto my definitions of the words Living/to Live and debunking 'self religion', and another point I looked at is the word Alone:
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I am alone, I am not living.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect a negative charge to the word Alone, connecting the word Alone with words such as sadness, weakness, weird, inferior, not-good-enough, left-out.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when I am alone, instead of realizing that the sadness is the result of the equation I have accepted/adopted/allowed within my mind where I have interpreted that to be alone has to mean sadness, inferiority, being less-than, being left-out.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to Be Alone and Be Here For Me, and For Give Me, within this letting go of my ideas and beliefs about and emotional attachments to the word Alone and giving life to me / allowing myself to live with every breath, in every moment.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to live the word Alone as All-One, wherein I stand in oneness and equality as me, embracing all of me as one and taking full and equal responsibility for all parts of me, as One.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to – from a childhood memory/belief telling me that “I was not loved” – form an idea and belief about my self-worth, thinking and believing that I am not worthy being loved/being alive/living.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect the words Living/to Live to the concept of ‘being loved’.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect the words ‘being loved’ to ‘value’ and ‘appreciation’ and from there to create the perception that if am alone, then I am not loved, thus I have no value or appreciation.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to appreciate the value of life within me as me – and I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that such value/appreciation/love must come from others, instead of giving it to myself through who I am and how I live.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to – from a past experience wherein I observed and experienced a person within family that was making the choice to be ‘alone’ and within that to victimize themself and be sad and miserable – define the word Alone according to my judgment of that person and interpretation of their experience, and based on the fact that I myself felt powerless and helpless and wasn’t able to deal with the person/situation: I created the fear within myself of being like that person and being alone.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel ‘less than’ when I am alone, instead of allowing myself to take the time that I have available and really Be Here with me, Be Here for me, and explore Being Alone as an expression of me, within this freeing myself/my expression and my definition of Living from the idea that it is others and who I am with others that defines my Living and my worth/value.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to value the time I have for me alone – and within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to give in to the resistances that inevitably come-up when one is at the process/point of facing self and realizing self-responsibility; because it’s easier for the consciousness we become as ‘human nature’ to shift responsibility and thus direct our attention to ‘others’, wherein we can blame others or wait for others to change instead of making the effort to change, to move self, to take that responsibility, to take life in one’s hands, to take oneself by the hand so-to-speak and Be Here for self, make that decision, and stand in self equality and oneness as the directive authority within self as who I am.
I commit myself to assist and support myself in changing my ‘human nature’ from projection to directive authority, from competition and comparison to self-worth as life in equality, from the power-games of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ to common sense and clarity in communication, from expecting value/love/appreciation to living it as who I am, this thus being reflected within who I am with myself alone as well as with any other being in my world.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in developing an intimate relationship with myself, wherein I become The One for me: I give myself permission to Live – I accept myself as worthy of life – I make myself worthy of life – I support me, I get to know me, I move me, I get to change me.
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in living the change I wanna see in my world with every breath, in every moment, regardless where/when/with whom.
I commit myself to live the realization that I am not alone.
And when I see myself going into an emotional experience of ‘feeling alone’, I stop and take a breath and remind myself that that is only a trick of my mind as consciousness ensuring that I remain as conditioned and limited to a system of inferiority/superiority that is in constant friction without any results that support life and living.
I commit myself to assist and support myself in no longer following the polarity patterns of my conditioned consciousness as I realize that such application is not me directing me but rather following the power-games of the mind. Therefore I will myself to take self-directive principle and move myself beyond the limitations of the mind into real practical living in self-worth as life. I realize that no one can do this for me, this is a gift I can only give myself – SelfForGive and Move towards actual change and self-determination in responsibility as life.
I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in stopping the mind-control through self-honesty and self-will; and to assist and support others equally – so that we can start educating ourselves as Humanity with practical common sense tools and actual reality perspectives and changing ourselves as Humanity from survival and friction into Living in oneness and equality as Life.
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Valuing “What I Do” more than I Value “Me”
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