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Samstag, 11. Mai 2013

376. Redefining ME | From Alone to AllOne

Continuing from
Day 375. Redefining ME | Self Commitment - to LIVE
Day 374 | Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Living vs. Doing
Day 373 | Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion

Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit

Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

Here I continue with shedding light onto my definitions of the words Living/to Live and debunking 'self religion', and another point I looked at is the word Alone:

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I am alone, I am not living.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect a negative charge to the word Alone, connecting the word Alone with words such as sadness, weakness, weird, inferior, not-good-enough, left-out.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel sad when I am alone, instead of realizing that the sadness is the result of the equation I have accepted/adopted/allowed within my mind where I have interpreted that to be alone has to mean sadness, inferiority, being less-than, being left-out.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to Be Alone and Be Here For Me, and For Give Me, within this letting go of my ideas and beliefs about and emotional attachments to the word Alone and giving life to me / allowing myself to live with every breath, in every moment.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to live the word Alone as All-One, wherein I stand in oneness and equality as me, embracing all of me as one and taking full and equal responsibility for all parts of me, as One.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to – from a childhood memory/belief telling me that “I was not loved” – form an idea and belief about my self-worth, thinking and believing that I am not worthy being loved/being alive/living.

Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect the words Living/to Live to the concept of ‘being loved’.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to connect the words ‘being loved’ to ‘value’ and ‘appreciation’ and from there to create the perception that if am alone, then I am not loved, thus I have no value or appreciation.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to appreciate the value of life within me as me – and I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that such value/appreciation/love must come from others, instead of giving it to myself through who I am and how I live.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to – from a past experience wherein I observed and experienced a person within family that was making the choice to be ‘alone’ and within that to victimize themself and be sad and miserable – define the word Alone according to my judgment of that person and interpretation of their experience, and based on the fact that I myself felt powerless and helpless and wasn’t able to deal with the person/situation: I created the fear within myself of being like that person and being alone.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to feel ‘less than’ when I am alone, instead of allowing myself to take the time that I have available and really Be Here with me, Be Here for me, and explore Being Alone as an expression of me, within this freeing myself/my expression and my definition of Living from the idea that it is others and who I am with others that defines my Living and my worth/value.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to value the time I have for me alone – and within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to give in to the resistances that inevitably come-up when one is at the process/point of facing self and realizing self-responsibility; because it’s easier for the consciousness we become as ‘human nature’ to shift responsibility and thus direct our attention to ‘others’, wherein we can blame others or wait for others to change instead of making the effort to change, to move self, to take that responsibility, to take life in one’s hands, to take oneself by the hand so-to-speak and Be Here for self, make that decision, and stand in self equality and oneness as the directive authority within self as who I am.

I commit myself to assist and support myself in changing my ‘human nature’ from projection to directive authority, from competition and comparison to self-worth as life in equality, from the power-games of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ to common sense and clarity in communication, from expecting value/love/appreciation to living it as who I am, this thus being reflected within who I am with myself alone as well as with any other being in my world.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in developing an intimate relationship with myself, wherein I become The One for me: I give myself permission to Live – I accept myself as worthy of life – I make myself worthy of life – I support me, I get to know me, I move me, I get to change me.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself in living the change I wanna see in my world with every breath, in every moment, regardless where/when/with whom.

I commit myself to live the realization that I am not alone.

And when I see myself going into an emotional experience of ‘feeling alone’, I stop and take a breath and remind myself that that is only a trick of my mind as consciousness ensuring that I remain as conditioned and limited to a system of inferiority/superiority that is in constant friction without any results that support life and living.

I commit myself to assist and support myself in no longer following the polarity patterns of my conditioned consciousness as I realize that such application is not me directing me but rather following the power-games of the mind. Therefore I will myself to take self-directive principle and move myself beyond the limitations of the mind into real practical living in self-worth as life. I realize that no one can do this for me, this is a gift I can only give myself – SelfForGive and Move towards actual change and self-determination in responsibility as life.

I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in stopping the mind-control through self-honesty and self-will; and to assist and support others equally – so that we can start educating ourselves as Humanity with practical common sense tools and actual reality perspectives and changing ourselves as Humanity from survival and friction into Living in oneness and equality as Life.

Find further support on similar points in the following Blogs:

Conquering The Contest Of Survival

21 days of self dedication - Self Value
21 days of self dedication - Self Value - Self Forgiveness

Filling Gaps by Digging Holes – My Relationship with Myself as Negativity

Filling My Days to Feel Fulfilled

Valuing “What I Do” more than I Value “Me”

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Equal Money Movement
Equal Money Capitalism - Economist's Journey to Life
Politics and Political Action Re-Evaluated

Criminology, Cause & Effect, and How to establish a Society that's Pro-Life
Practicality for the Transcendence Process of Human Systems

Common Sense Considerations in the Light of Mankind's History

Psychology and How it can be used to Support Human Life

MUST-READ on Life and Creation:

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

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Mittwoch, 8. Mai 2013

374. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Living vs. Doing

ART by Kelly Posey

Continuing from
Day 373. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion
Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

So –

in the process of redefining ME as a LIVING being, I started looking at the various beliefs and self-definitions that I hold in terms of Me Living.

So, what is entailed within this/such investigation?

Fascinatingly enough, I realized that it’s got everything to do with How I live Words.
I had for instance in a previous blog posts elaborated on the realization that My Life is Me – meaning that, whatever I am, whatever I live, is/becomes my life – My life is the result of who I am = Me. So what AM I living, and How am I living?
What IS living, what is to live?
How do I live the word Living/to Live? How does the word Live/Living exist within me?
What are my definitions/ideas/etc. about the word Living/to Live?

One can find, as I did, great assistance and support as well as fascinating insights within the following interviews:

You Think you're Living?
The Human Mind as a Computer
From Mind Words to Living Words
Which came first: the Word or the World?

I realized quite some interesting points by looking the definitions of the word Living/to Live that exist in my mind, and I’ll be sharing more on this in posts to come.

Here I look at one of the points which is how I’ve defined Living as Doing, as if to Live is ‘to Do’.
Now – what would be the implications of such definition?

I will open this point up through self forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define living as doing – and within that I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear not living when I am not doing something.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a definition of Living as ‘doing’, instead of realizing it is not about what I do, but rather it is about who I am within what I do.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place more value in doing/what I do and to be less aware of who I am within what I do.
Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself in terms of the “value” definition indoctrinated by the system, and to disregard the value of life within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by defining Living as ‘doing’, I have been limiting myself and my ability to live and express.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to disable myself from living effectively by forming/ adopting/ accepting a definition of what it means ‘to live’ in my mind that does not support me to in fact live and express and walk my life in self-worth as life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I’m not ‘doing’, when I am not ‘busy’ with something, then I am not living.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to be here for myself, to for instance support myself in resting, doing nothing, simply being here with me,

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the permission to live ME, because I am here, thus I breathe, live and express; but only believed myself to be living when doing something/being busy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the factor of ‘achievement’/ ‘accomplishment’/ ‘attainment’ that is entailed within DOING – and the belief that within/through DOING one is enhancing one’s value or becomes more ‘valuable’/’worthy’ (here some further words to redefine);
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was denying myself my value as life, by implying that I have to ‘earn’ it with ‘doing’.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was placing conditions upon myself as to when/whether I am ‘valuable’/’worthy’ based on what/how much I am doing; and to at the same time not be fully aware of who I am within whatever I do – the starting-point.

So here again it is clear: it is the starting-point that determines everything. Within whatever I do, I am the starting-point. So what is the starting-point/the motivation/the intent within whatever I do – THAT defines the actual value of whatever I do, because whatever I do will have a value equal to me, the starting-point.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if my starting-point of/for living is for example seeking/trying/getting-there, then I am already within that implying that my starting-point is not equal to living/life, that my starting-point is inferior or has a negative/less value.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the word Living/to Live to exist as a mere projection of myself, within my mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live unconditionally.

…to be continued.

Equal Money Movement
Equal Money Capitalism - Economist's Journey to Life
Politics and Political Action Re-Evaluated

Criminology, Cause & Effect, and How to establish a Society that's Pro-Life
Practicality for the Transcendence Process of Human Systems

Common Sense Considerations in the Light of Mankind's History

Psychology and How it can be used to Support Human Life

MUST-READ on Life and Creation:

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

373. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad

ART by Kelly Posey

…I am walking a process of establishing the value of life within and as myself – and this implies letting go of and moving myself beyond the limitations I have accepted, adopted and placed faith in throughout my life.
…So I’ve been looking into the main ‘moods’ that define my existence and how I ‘feel’ about myself and my life – what thoughts circulate/repeat in my mind and what these/such thoughts are telling me about myself/my life – and I’ve been recognizing how I uphold my own limitation.
…What can be seen through such investigation is a SELF RELIGION: everything we believe about ourselves / our life / our world, and all the ways we justify why we are who and how we are.

Continuing from
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion
Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

A point I started looking at is the polarity of feeling good and feeling bad in relation to ‘my life’.
And I realized that both polarities are created through thoughts and equations in the mind, and neither of the polarities is close to the actuality of reality which needs not be limited to ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ feeling/emotional reaction.

In this context I'd like at this point to refer to some fascinating perspectives in the following short Vlogs by Sunette Spies:

Emotions are Emoticons
Feelings FEEL, that's why the human can't
Thoughts are self-aware, that's why they can talk to us
Thoughts think for us - Who's the Captain here?

From the perspective of ‘my life’, feeling bad, which has been more about ‘not feeling that good’, emerged throughout an interesting experience within the family, where – because there was a person in the family that did not feel good, I as a child felt that I am not allowed/it’s not right for me to feel good because then that person will feel more bad or may even hate me or blame me for how they feel. In fact I may have thought/seen/observed as a child that this person felt more bad when I was more happy/feeling good.

This is a point to walk through in self forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to go into comparison about ‘my life’ and another’s life, and to think and believe that it is a bad thing to feel good because maybe another feels bad and then me feeling good will make them feel more bad. I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to from such a childhood memory and equation-formation exist in a state of mind/being where I do not allow myself to be happy/feel good with me, and then in my mind I will ‘justify’ that with ideas of ‘success’ that I am apparently not fulfilling thus "I don’t deserve to feel good /be happy". And therefore I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed others/the mind to determine my value and whether I deserve to feel good and be happy. I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the permission to feel good/be happy, which especially in the time of this memory as a child would mean to simply be and express and be carefree. I also forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise and suppress the life/living within and as me by submitting to the mind's/system's idea/"value" of ‘caring’ about another’s mind/mental state as in 'feeling sorry' for them; and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take it personally, thinking and believing that I am responsible, or maybe even as a child fearing that I may be responsible for another feeling bad and not knowing how to deal with it/how to direct the point.

So as can be seen, this is a 'huge' point in terms of what definitions, conclusions, equations have been drawn at one point / one memory with such an impact that this one point is able to define and determine (through my blind acceptance) how I live and who/how I am today with myself and my world.
I will definitely be going deeper into this point, and I’ll be sharing more in posts to come.

Equal Money Movement
Equal Money Capitalism - Economist's Journey to Life
Politics and Political Action Re-Evaluated

Criminology, Cause & Effect, and How to establish a Society that's Pro-Life
Practicality for the Transcendence Process of Human Systems

Common Sense Considerations in the Light of Mankind's History

Psychology and How it can be used to Support Human Life

MUST-READ on Life and Creation:

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

Dienstag, 28. August 2012

Day 131: Want Home - “Here” & “There” | Self Realization Commitments

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

This is continuing from:

Day 128: Standing Up from Falling in Love

Day 129: Alternate Reality Creation in Backchat - The Enemy Within

Day 130: Want Home - "Here" and "There"

So, I in my previous blog post had written out the points that opened up for me to look into, and started with the last word:

- Restlessness / ‘On the Run’

- ‘Find Peace’ / Home

- Fear - Wrong – Right

- "There"

Within this blog post I continue with self realization commitments on the same point.

I commit myself to practically aligning myself Here, being Here in every breath in the realization that it is through the accumulation of ‘who I am’ in every breath that I develop and establish myself and my reality –

instead of “there” which is a projection of the mind based on pre-programmed ideas that create desires, hopes, and fears and thus keep me trapped within a limited option without actual self-direction, due to my acceptance and allowance of the energetic polarity patterns of fear and desire/hope as ‘valid’, when they are not: they are simply the result of my conditioned consciousness, my pre-programming, and indicate not who I really am as life but merely the nature of the personalities and protection-/defence-mechanisms I exist through as Ego/consciousness.

I commit myself to stopping myself from existing in a state of mind where I am as if constantly projected "there", or as if this "there" constantly exists, and I am somehow 'pulled toward it'; When and as I notice that I am accepting and allowing myself to abdicate my directive-principle and my presence as breath to projections of the mind, where I would go into hoping or wishing or wanting/needing/desiring:

I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back Here, to direct myself in the context of the actuality of my reality, making sure that I stand within a point of self-responsibility = no longer separating and projecting parts of me into some future or onto another being waiting/expecting that to ‘save me’. Rather, I ‘save myself’ in every moment – ‘save’ myself from following the projections of the mind, by remaining Here within and as breath in every moment, thus remaining in self-clarity and self-direction to walk life in Real-Time equal and one and be the directive principle of me here.

I commit myself to living the realization that whenever I find myself going into a want, need and desire for "there", I within this in fact diminish Me Here.

Therefore the moment I see myself going into a want, need and desire for "there": I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back Here, to the actuality of my reality in the moment, as I am Here, as I breathe here in every moment.

I commit myself to living the realization that while I think, feel and believe that I miss something “there” – I am in fact missing Here.

Therefore, I train myself to remaining Here, through breathing and self-awareness as life, as breathing, not as a mind that is trapped within past conditioning and future projections.

I commit myself to live the realization that Life is Here. Therefore, ‘fear of missing out’ or fear of ‘not living’ is in fact an indication that one does not live, but exists trapped in the projections of one’s own accepted definitions of ‘living’;

and while one imagine ‘living’ or ‘try to live’, one does not Live in fact.

I commit myself to living the realization that Life/Living is the actuality of reality in every moment, in full awareness of all that is here as life.

I commit myself to stopping the mental polarity and emotional trap of “here” and “there” and setting myself free from past conditioning and future projections –

so that I may stand in full self-responsibility Here, thus in full self-power Here, in oneness and equality as myself, as life, as breathing self-awareness in every moment.

I commit myself to seeing others as me Here – therefore seeing who another is in actuality, instead of seeing the projections of my own mind.

I commit myself to always immediately take a judgment, an opinion, or any backchat that comes up in the mind toward another at any given moment: and bring the point back to myself, forgive the projection, and take responsibility for the point by looking at how that judgment / opinion / backchat in fact relates to ‘who I am’ / ‘who’ I allow myself to be –

in the realization that I am in essence always facing myself, and any reaction I have indicates points within myself that I have not yet looked at effectively and directed to self equality and oneness, in self-honesty and self-responsibility.

Therefore I commit myself to ‘reminding’ myself that I am walking my process for ME, for self; I am walking life facing ME – thus I am able to amalgamate with any point I face in every moment, equal and one, seeing it for what it is, forgiving it, correcting myself as it, changing ME and re-aligning ME, and eventually within this process, I become a living example of change, of directive-principle, of the stopping of separation and walking in self-responsibility.

I realize that Life is Here.

I realize that I am Here.

I commit myself to live these realizations as best for Life.

I accept What is Here.

I accept Here.

I accept Me Here.

I accept that I am Here.

I realize within this that my responsibility is Here, and that is equal to absolute self-responsibility.

I realize that only through accepting What is Here and embracing it as Me – can I change it; because then I am changing Me.

TO BE CONTINUED!

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
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http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

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http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

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* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
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* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality