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| ART by Matti Freeman |
I am certain that most people have such/similar beliefs
and experiences based on the perception of LACK and NEED that we come to accept
when we exist in COMPARISON and COMPETITION for VALUE – which is something
deeply ingrained into/as ‘human nature’, and this one can see if one have a
look at our education/parenting systems and in essence the entire system of
consumerism and profit.
Therefore here I will take each point and continue
with Self-Forgiveness to share some points of self-support for whomever is
willing to take self-responsibility and free oneself from mental constructs
that only keep us limited and submissive to a system within and without that
does not support us as life.
For further context you may read:
Day 388 | Implications of Mental-I-ties – 'Lack' & 'Need' vs. Self-Worth & The Value of Life (Part2)
Day 387 | Implications of Mental-I-ties – Lack & Need vs. Self-Worth & The Value of Life
Day 386 | EVERYTHING you Think & BeLIEve is a LIE. Stop - and Open your ‘I’ to LIFE
Day 385 | EVERYTHING you Think & BeLIEve is a LIE
Day 384 | Self-Worth & The Value of Life
Day 383 | Redefining ME | What’s Love & Happiness Worth?
Day 381 | Redefining ME | Debunking Self Religion - I Am what I beLIEve? (part2)
Day 380 | Redefining ME | Debunking Self Religion - I Am what I beLIEve?
“I NEED something / someone to make me feel valuable.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I LACK value, and that I myself am not valuable before another makes me
FEEL valuable.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to make me feel valuable, I am tacitly implying and accepting that I
lack value, and that I myself am not valuable unless something/someone makes me
FEEL valuable.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed to
think and believe myself as lacking value and that I need something/someone to
make me feel valuable/worthy.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to define value in separation from myself and thus in separation from
life/living.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to ‘feel unworthy/not valuable’ and from that/such starting-point to exist
within a state of needing/seeking value, according to what is defined as
“value” in this consumerism world system as it is served on TV and through
media as well as our education/parenting systems based on reward and
punishment.
Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and
allowed myself to exist within a state of needing/seeking ‘rewards’, thinking
and believing that when I receive ‘rewards’ my value enhances.
Therefore I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed
myself to value myself and to accept self-worth as me here.
“I NEED something / someone to appreciate me.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I do not appreciate myself or that me appreciating myself is not enough, I
must get this appreciation from outside of myself, otherwise I cannot FEEL
appreciated.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to appreciate me, I am tacitly implying and accepting that I cannot
appreciate myself or that me appreciating myself is not enough and that I must
get this appreciation from outside of myself, otherwise I cannot FEEL
appreciated.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to separate the definition of appreciation from myself and to define
appreciation as a “value” to be given to me from outside of myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to
appreciate myself based on who I am and how I live and participate in my world.
“I NEED something / someone to show me that I am
worthy.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I do not see/accept myself as worthy, but require another to make me FEEL
worthy; but, would that be actually real, if I within myself do not accept
self-worth as myself?!
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to show me that I am worthy and that I require something/someone to
make me FEEL worthy, I am tacitly implying and accepting that I am not worthy.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to
consider and question whether such ‘worth’, ‘given’ to me from outside of
myself and making me FEEL ‘worthy’ is in fact at all real.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to
consider that within this I was making myself subject to and dependent on
something/something to make me FEEL something, like for example worthy.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to
accept self-worth here as me, as a living being that breathes and walks this
earth.
“I NEED something / someone to give me and my life
meaning and purpose.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I/my life LACKS meaning and no purpose, and that such meaning/purpose must
be given to me from outside of myself –
And have a look how many people fall for religions and
spirituality because that gives them meaning, but where is the meaning and
purpose of LIFE within all that?! And how come one does not take
self-responsibility to give oneself and one’s life a meaning and a purpose that
truly serves LIFE and who one really is?!
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to give me and my life meaning and purpose, I am tacitly implying and
accepting that I/my life LACKS meaning and no purpose, and that such
meaning/purpose must be given to me from outside of myself.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to give me and my life meaning and purpose I place myself equal to
anyone that is searching for purpose and meaning in eg. religion or
spirituality.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed
myself to simply give myself a purpose and a meaning in life that is in fact
worthy of life and serves myself as life, and to live that/such purpose and
meaning as who I am in every moment with every breath.
“I NEED to be accepted and loved.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I feel that I LACK acceptance and love, and that I cannot accept myself or
love myself unless acceptance and love is given to me by someone/something
outside of myself –
And here again, how many people spend so much money on
gurus and groups that make them FEEL accepted and loved, when in essence people
cannot / do not learn practical self-acceptance and self-love, and so we set
ourselves onto this endless quest for love and acceptance, moving further and
further from ourselves in the beLIEf that we will/must find something/someone
that will make us FEEL accepted and FEEL loved. We have been duped!
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need something /
someone to accept me and love me so that I FEEL loved and accepted, I am
tacitly implying and accepting that I cannot accept myself or love myself
unless acceptance and love is given to me by someone/something outside of
myself.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that human beings in fact ‘suffer’ from lack of love and
acceptance because we do not learn to give it to ourselves and each-other
equally, we do not learn to LIVE love and acceptance as who we are, as life,
but instead we are indoctrinated by and into a value-system of separation, comparison,
competition and so we set ourselves onto this endless quest for love and
acceptance, moving further and further from ourselves in the beLIEf that we
will/must find something/someone that will make us FEEL accepted and FEEL
loved.
“I NEED to be liked by others otherwise I cannot feel
good about myself.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I LACK goodness and I LACK the feeling of ‘being good’ and that I am
subject to and dependent upon OTHERS to MAKE ME FEEL GOOD about myself –
But what does that say about oneself?!
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need to be liked
by others otherwise I cannot feel good about myself, I am tacitly implying and
accepting that I LACK goodness and that I am subject to and dependent upon
OTHERS to MAKE ME FEEL GOOD about myself.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to question
what that says about myself: that I have made myself subject to and dependent
on ‘feeling good about myself’ and within this I am also making myself
susceptible to manipulation and abuse – we can all see and observe what bizarre
things people will do just to ‘feel good’ about themselves.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to define ‘good’ and ‘goodness’ as a Feeling that must be given to me or that I
must somehow get triggered, not questioning how such ‘goodness’ can be real if
it is defined in separation from who I am and how I live in every moment with
every breath.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that in this world ‘feeling good’ has become equal to
abdicating self-responsibility, to hiding from the truth of oneself and of this
world/reality, because if goodness really existed in this world/system, we would
already be seeing and witnessing real actual change within ourselves and our
world.
“I NEED to meet the expectations of
society/parents/the world otherwise I cannot feel accomplished and fulfilled.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that accomplishment and fulfillment is something that comes through fulfilling
expectations imposed onto oneself from the outside, which are the laws and
norms of in fact CONSUMERISM and the whole COMPETITION system that goes with
it; and that unless I meet the ‘standards’ of the system, I probably LACK
something within myself, and then I FEEL like I’m not good enough or am not
fulfilled or not accomplished –
But do we ever ask ourselves what real
self-accomplishment and self-fulfillment is/can be?!
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need to meet the
expectations of society/parents/the world otherwise I cannot feel accomplished
and fulfilled, I am tacitly implying and accepting that accomplishment and
fulfillment is something that comes through fulfilling expectations imposed
onto oneself from the outside, or even something that comes through
expectations imposed onto oneself through one’s own mind based on what one was
taught to be of “value” and “worth”.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see
the implication within this, being the belief that if I don’t meet the
‘standards’ of the system/parents/the mind I must lack something and thus I
must FEEL like I’m not good enough or am not fulfilled or not accomplished.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ask
myself in self-honesty what real self-accomplishment and self-fulfillment
is/can be in the context of life / in the context of who I am as life and not
in the context of who I have become as a system within a system – and thus as something
that I give to myself through/within how I practically Live and Express in this
physical reality.
“I NEED others to acknowledge my work/contribution
otherwise I cannot feel meaningful and important in life.”
--- The implication that is tacitly accepted here is
that I NEED to FEEL meaningful and important otherwise I FEEL that I LACK
something, and unless OTHERS acknowledge what I do I cannot FEEL meaningful and
important –
but do we ever consider living in a way that we
ourselves are able to acknowledge and appreciate our own practical-living, our
own development processes, our own expression and expansion in self-honesty? No
– because we do not even know or understand ourselves; we are so brainwashed
through systems of education/parenting – and have a look, such systems are also
based in polarity: the polarity of REWARD and PUNISHMENT, which is what creates
a human being that is able to be controlled, manipulated and directed like
trigger-robots through a simple thing like FEELINGS (and have a look at how
advertisement work for instance, or even religions) without even understanding
or investigating what feeling-/emotional-responses are and how they are
created!
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to think and believe the FEELING that I LACK something, and that unless someone/something
acknowledge what I do I cannot FEEL meaningful and important.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself
to exist within and as the NEED, want and desire to FEEL meaningful and
important, without questioning where such need comes from and what beliefs and
ideas it is based on.
I forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to see,
realize and understand that by thinking and believing that I need others to
acknowledge my work/contribution otherwise I cannot feel meaningful and
important in life, I am tacitly implying and accepting that I and my life are
not meaning and important.
Therefore I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and
allowed myself to degrade and disregard my own life – and within this I forgive
myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to degrade and disregard the value
of life as a whole, by following ideas and concepts of value as defined of the system
that come up in my mind based on comparison constructs of polarity that disregard
the value of life.
In the next blog post I'll be taking these self-forgiveness points and scripting corrective commitment statements for myself to practically live and apply. Stay tuned.
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| ART by Adam Closs |
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