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Sonntag, 27. Januar 2013

275: The Power of Breath in Every Moment

Continuing from
Day 274: Journey to Life through Daily Writing & Self-Honest Introspection
and specifically in relation to the following point I wrote out:

“At the same time an interesting point is opening up, that being the definition of “me” in the context of family, the context of the place where I grew up, the context of the experiences I’ve had throughout my early years, including school, friends, girls, boys, “me” within a ‘social context’ – and what I am finding is how strongly I had accepted and allowed myself throughout the years that I’ve been there to define myself based on the feedback of others, the opinions of others, the judgments of others, etc.”

Having walked the self-forgiveness on accepting and allowing myself to be defined by / to define myself through the judgments, opinions, words of others – the self-corrective application to be lived (especially considering the unconscious/subconscious level at which such accepted self-definition are activated/triggered) is the simplistic point of walking one breath at a time, thus HERE in every moment, in self-awareness within/as Breath/Breathing, walking the physical self-forgiveness, actualized in every breath, every moment, here in real-time.

It’s common sense that in every moment: we are either HERE breathing in self-awareness, or we allow our awareness to be directed by past definitions, value-judgments, accepted opinions and other mental constructs, in which case we are not HERE in the actuality of reality but are ‘trapped in time’ within alternate dimensions and interpretations about reality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be ‘trapped in time’ –
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to walk every moment of breath in real-time, in self-awareness as breath, breathing and directing myself, making sure that I MOVE ME, instead of being moved, directed and defined by the internalized external feedback that I received throughout my life and that I had accepted and allowed to form and define ‘who I am’.

Within my process of re-defining myself into/as a living being in absolute self-responsibility, one thing is clear: it’s not about creating/forming a new personality or self-image; it’s not about creating/forming yet another concept/idea if “me” –
Rather, it’s about letting go of the definitions that define “me” and simply walking in self-awareness, one breath at a time, meeting each new moment as what it is, facing it as myself in self-honesty, and directing my interaction/participation in practical common sense as best for all.

That is the only actual power we have in this reality in terms of Self:
The moment of Breath = the opportunity as HERE for self to move self, to determine self, to take a step, make a decision, form the moment through/as one’s participation in self-awareness as life.

In this context, I suggest listening to this video on Radical Freedom:

as well as this one on Character Building and Radical Breath:

You may also want to read my previous blog posts:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life
Day 265 - Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult
Day 266 - Idealization of Process makes Walking Process difficult

I suggest reading the Journey to Life blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism/competition system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.

It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, within oneself for oneself, as well as equally for all, as one, as life, as equals.

Join us in the Journey to Life!

For support and participation visit the forums:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

Check out the Equal Money System –
a solution that can be established in this lifetime to end the disaster of a profit driven system.

Check out the Desteni I Process Lite –
a FREE course that will assist humanity to end the disaster of a dysfunctional consciousness.

Freitag, 25. Januar 2013

274: Journey to Life through Daily Writing & Self-Honest Introspection

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

I’ll be flying to visit my family early next morning and am currently busy collecting all the papers and project that I’m taking with me to work on…
At the same time an interesting point is opening up, that being the definition of “me” in the context of family, the context of the place where I grew up, the context of the experiences I’ve had throughout my early years, including school, friends, girls, boys, “me” within a social context – and what I am finding is how strongly I had accepted and allowed myself throughout the years that I’ve been there to define myself based on the feedback of others, the opinions of others, the judgments of others, etc.

No wonder I never felt ‘at home’…

I had written some blog posts on this point before, but whenever I was “there” I was still seeing how much I am still accepting myself to be defined by ‘my past’ and all the definitions, limitations, judgments etc. that go with it.

Another point is currently my grandmother.

She is 94 years old and is in a clinic at the moment, as she has had several accidents of falling and breaking parts of her skeleton in the last couple of years, and obviously in her age things don’t just heal that easily, plus she is in constant pain, can hardly move by herself, which for anyone is really not easy but especially for her, as she has been very active, dynamic and independent her own life, plus she was really valuing those ‘qualities’. I am seeing that she has trouble letting go, even though she said to me three times already in the last couple of years that she often goes to bed at night and wishes to not wake up again, but “it’s not working”… She is not the type to complain, she is not saying that out of self-pity, she is not whining about it. I will look for a moment to talk to her when I am there, perhaps I can support her in letting go and simply – well, that’s it, letting go.

Alright, this blog post today is a short share on my ‘currency’ at the moment, and I’ll probably be sharing some experiences on that whole point while I am there.

Also, I will be continuing with the point of Oneness and Equality of Life that I started taking on within my previous blog posts and elaborate on the living principles that emerge from it, sharing specifically my realizations and practical insights that emerged throughout my process since I started studying the Desteni material and applying the self-support tools.

Thanks for reading.

You may want to read my previous blog posts:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life
Day 265 - Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult
Day 266 - Idealization of Process makes Walking Process difficult

I suggest reading the Journey to Life blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism/competition system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.

It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, within oneself for oneself, as well as equally for all, as one, as life, as equals.

Join us in the Journey to Life!

For support and participation visit the forums:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

Mittwoch, 8. August 2012

Day 113: Reprogramming Your Mind – Is Mind Control possible?

ART by Matti Freeman

For context see my previous blog posts:
Day 109: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Parenting Begins with Ourselves
Day 110: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - The Consciousness that Drives Us
Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Fear & Desire
Day 112: Fear & Desire - The Hand that Rocks the Cradle | Self Commitment Statements

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any methods promulgated in this world for mind control or the reprogramming of patterns: FAIL because the point is approached from the perspective of CONTROL =

with the starting-point of gaining /reaching /attaining ‘superiority’ over the mind, to which one perceive and accept oneself as ‘inferior’ –
failing to consider, question and investigate the very starting-point of ‘inferiority’, and trying to ‘solve’ it through its opposite-polarity – ‘superiority’ – without understanding the design of polarity as such and the trap it is:

with the result that the self-separation and the gap between ‘being self’ and ‘directing self’ increases even more, because within and through the very approach of attempting to gain / reach / attain a ‘superior’ state, one is tacitly implying the acceptance of ‘inferiority’ as reality.

And thus, that ‘superiority’ remains always an illusion, a projection, a hope, a desire, that in the best case becomes a make-belief state of mind – without the individual establishing any substantial self-control or self-direction, because the approach perpetuates the self-separation, and the basic understanding about how one exists and functions as a mind consciousness system is literally missing.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to refuse to consider and understand that unless we realize HOW we came to exist through and as a programmed consciousness: it is impossible to program or create anything new, let alone change what we call ‘human nature’ into actual evolution.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any approach of ‘mind control’ is bound to FAIL due to missing the holistic equal and one participation of the individual as the one seeing into, realizing and taking directive principle of the program that one has become.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any polarity approach will be limited to and confined within the very polarity-design it attempts to ‘fight’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is ludicrous to continue ‘fighting’ against ourselves, human-nature, or the world; and that we can only change our existence through actually and truly understanding ourselves, human-nature and the world and how it came to be what it is today: an existence of polarity, exploitation, deception, manipulate and abuse where we exist AGAINST each-other in competition, conflict and war, in FEAR of each-other, in FEAR of ourselves, of living, of actually and truly taking self-responsibility for What Is Here.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to come to the simple common sense that the only way to change ‘something’ – anything – is to change it within and as ourselves;
Not from the starting-point of ‘fighting’ it, judging it, trying to ‘overcome’ it or to ‘win’ over it – but rather from the starting-point of understanding it with no judgment but common sense, understanding it through becoming it, through investigating how the point we’re dealing with exists within and as ourselves, and seeing it for what it is.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any attempt to ‘fight’ the mind/ourselves or to ‘win’ over the mind/ourselves: creates merely more separation, and manifests an additional entity/personality within the mind as ‘opponent’ that is instructed to dominate as ‘superior’ over the ‘inferior’/‘bad’/’wrong’ parts of ourselves towards which we remain in judgment and thus in separation, causing more denial and more suppression –

Instead of simply acknowledging the point by standing equal to and one with it and seeing it for what it is, with all its interconnections, equations and outflows / consequences.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to effectively face and deal with what we want to change of ourselves: we require to acknowledge the consequences of our participation and recognize the mechanisms through which we trap ourselves into such participation in spite of knowing that such participation does not support ourselves as life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that changing our nature will take much more than ‘mind control’ – because the patterns we have adopted and become are ingrained within and as the physical through accumulation of patterns: it is in our behaviour, it is in our unconscious/subconscious drives, it is in our body language, it is in our gestures, our facial expression, the words we use, the reaction we allow ourselves to act out.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it is in the practical living application of ourselves in every moment that we have to imprint, apply and live the change into beingness: as who we are, as ourselves, as the entirety of our participation in the actuality of our reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to be and become the self-willed individuals that will stand for life and stop the accepted and allowed mind control and brainwashing that has become the very system of our world:

we require to investigate, acknowledge and understand How we came to be brainwashed and mind controlled into beings driven by motives apparently ‘unknown’ to them, coming from depths unimagined, apparently out of nowhere –

Does this not beg the question whether the whole matrix of consciousness is programmed into the physical throughout time, following apparently its own agenda since the conscious being claims to have no control and no responsibility for its own outbursts and the mis-takes and harm that is being allowed?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that no one alone can see and realize how one is driven from within the unconscious and subconscious mind – because due to our suppression, denial and self-abdication the mind has become like a separate entity with its own agenda of preserving its ‘self-image’, its ego, its self-interest; and due to the mind’s starting-point of FEAR, it will always attempt to ‘win’ by leading the being to its preprogrammed desires that will apparently give it POWER and CONTROL.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the ‘power’ and ‘control’ of the mind are based on a PERCEPTUAL reality and are revealed as the Illusions that they are in moments where the actual beingness, presence, directive of the being is required: in conflict, in disease, in matters of life or death.

With all the evolution of ‘spirituality’, ‘psychology’, ‘science’, how is it that no one ever considered: if we were REALLY able to change reality through the mind, how come no one was ever able to program themselves to live forever? Why is death inevitable when the mind apparently has the power to give instructions based on the premise ‘mind over matter’? How come the mind does not survive death? Could it be that consciousness requires the physical in order to exist? Could it be that this consciousness we have created /manifested /allowed is in fact possessing the physical, sucking it dry until there is no life substance left to ‘drink’ from?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that it is imperative to understand what FUELS the mind and how, to see and recognize that the mind is a program directed by a consciousness that exists in separation from life in self-interest;
to then ask ourselves if that is REALLY who we are and what LIFE is supposed to be!

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the obvious common sense answer coming for the observation that the physical is subject to more than just the conscious mind:

Namely that the physical is the answer and that any systematic approach to reprogram, adjust, or transform the mind must not only incorporate the understanding of its object, but in the realization that both the ‘scientist’ and the ‘individual’ IS in fact the object one is observing, to allow the object – as the mind, as the individual – to become the subject that instructs and initiates the change, the new instructions, in self-honesty, self-responsibility and common sense as life. This/such change must be physically understood and applied in all the dimensions of actual practical living.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the simplicity of observing and acknowledging who we are in our practical living application –
and that this, seen for what it is in self-honesty, is the key to ‘man know thyself’;

and self-forgiveness, which implies the recognition of self-responsibility for What Is Here as self and the self-realization of life as oneness and equality, is the key to releasing and letting go of that which one acknowledges as not equal to and one with LIFE /as not supportive of life;

self-corrective writing and living is then the act of taking the self-responsibility to script the change/correction and become the living-solution through self-willed change in one’s self-application within participation in this physical reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the application of oneness and equality versus the approach of ‘control’ and ‘superiority’ –
in spite of the fact through my own experiences in childhood I know that that is what I always wished for myself and my world in relation to parents, children and ‘growing up’ in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the importance of parenting and that if we want to change society, ergo ‘human-nature’, ergo the world: we have to redefine parenting and realize that parenting begins with ourselves.

I commit myself to redefining Parenting through living a relationship with myself just like I would like to receive it from a parent that understands and respects me and treats me as an equal of life.

I commit myself to investigating and re-aligning all aspects of my relationship to myself where I have within myself taken a judgmental or ‘superior’/‘inferior’ position, where I have created separation and inner conflict –

and to with the tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective writing and living: assist and support myself in bringing the points ‘back to self’; embracing every point as me and allowing every point to tell me ‘its story’ that is the story of "me" so that I may understand and acknowledge How the "me" I exist as was formed; and forgiving the separation, projection, judgement and conflict I have allowed, to then set myself free to redefine and recreate myself in oneness and equality as life.

I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself and my world through the desteni I process where we take apart the patterns of our existence to transform the conflicts and polarities into LIVING oneness and equality in absolute self-responsibility, self-equality and self-respect –

within this establishing a new starting-point for what we call ‘human-nature’, a new starting-point for what we call ‘life’/’living’ = the acknowledgement of LIFE as the only actual value and thus the practical application of dignity, respect, and support for ALL LIFE EQUALLY, in the realization that ‘united we stand, divided we fall’.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that this realization –‘united we stand, divided we fall’ – does not only refer to us as humanity, the world, but also refers to the individual:

We have to live this realization into and as ourselves to stand as an individual in unity, in integrity, as ONE and EQUAL, as the absolute authority of self in integrity = self equality and oneness.

I commit myself to showing that an equal money system will assist and support humanity in our process of redefining our ‘human nature’, our money-system, democracy, the media, science, technology, and all aspects of ‘life’ and ‘living’ into a practical approach that will respect and support all life equally –

and that within that we will give ourselves the time, the freedom and the support to live ourselves into a new way of life, a new practical approach to reality, a new ‘human-nature’, a new world consciousness that will enable actual evolution, actual learning and understanding, actual science, actual creation and self mastery.

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality

ART by Arvydas Platakis

Donnerstag, 14. Juni 2012

Day 39: Don’t believe everything you THINK

The mind speaks what it wants to hear.

So in other words we talk to ourselves in the head.

And that talk, whether positive or negative, will always be about ‘being right’. And depending on the conditioning, each mind will tend to either have positive backchat manifesting illusions of grandeur and magnificence, or negative backchat manifesting delusions of powerlessness and self-victimization.

So it’s always about manifesting and maintaining a certain preprogrammed self-image, with which one identify and then use to ‘justify’ one’s participation (or lack thereof) in this world.

So the preprogrammed mind consciousness is always busy ‘validating’ itself through self-talk, whether positive or negative.

In essence we are deceiving ourselves through the mind as a deliberate way to exist in denial and ignorance, pretending it is ‘bliss’ because we are the 'hero' in the alternate-reality bubble of our own mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where ignorance is bliss, and where we are taught to delude ourselves into alternate mind realities, creating personas of ourselves as self-image which we will defend at all cost, just to not have to take self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see that within our existence as self-image, we are creating a society, a world, based on imaginative ‘power’, manifested as money, through which we try to control our existence – when in fact we have become slaves to our own creation, slaves to our self-image within, slaves to the money-system without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that both and within and without: it’s always about energy – getting ‘more’ – where we’ve defined energy as ‘power’ and we always seek out for ‘more, when in fact we have become slaves to energy, following energetic-experiences up and down up and down, but in the end it’s always round and round.

Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we ignore and disregard history repeating, instead of realizing that we in fact keep history repeating: we do not stop within ourselves the patterns of our individual existence as our endless seeking for the ‘high’, the ‘more’, the ‘positive’ , all in self-interest and in disregard of anything else but “me”.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define energy as ‘power’ and ‘control’ – instead of seeing the obvious: that we have accepted energy to have power over us, we have allowed ourselves to be controlled by energy as the bipolar mental and emotional patterns we subject ourselves to and keep repeating.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to in the moment I see myself following energy as the backchat in the mind or reactions/emotions/feelings, whether positive or negative: stop and realize that I have the choice to stop following the conditioned programs that come up and keep replaying, as if that is all I can be, as if that is who I really am.

When and as I see myself going into following the backchat in the mind or energetic reactions as emotions/feelings: I stop and remind myself of the consequences, namely that I am abdicating my directive power to the conditioned consciousness of my self-image to create my ‘reality’ –

Therefore in that moment I slow down, and I take back the directive principle so that I may deal with the actuality of reality, and not with the mental projection of a persona as self-image to ‘validate’ who I think I am and what I think the world is.

When and as I see myself going into backchat trying to ‘validate’ my ‘experience’ as self-image and the image/idea I have of my world: I stop, and I let go of my ideas, concepts, expectations, and all points of self-righteousness, so that I may deal with the actuality of reality, in self-equality and oneness – not allowing myself to go into ‘superiority’ or ‘inferiority’, neither toward others nor toward myself.

I commit myself to stopping the backchat through immediate self-direction – because I see and realize that backchat only moves in bipolar patterns, either glorifying self/situations/others or inferiorizing and blaming self/situations/others just to have it “my way”, just to ‘validate’ “my view of reality”.

I commit myself to stopping myself from enslaving myself into self-talk in the mind – and to utilize writing as self-support tool to see things for what they are, self-forgive and let go of my delusions, and become the directive principle of myself in self-honesty.

I commit myself to stopping myself from following emotions and feelings, stopping myself from allowing them as conditioned responses/states to determine my decisions and who I am.

I commit myself to exposing the self-delusion we each in our ‘unique’ way exist within and practice in our world – so that we may free ourselves from the accepted mind-control and bring forth a world of self-dignity as life; where each stand in self-equality and oneness, in self-acceptance as life: then there will be no need to create ideas/concepts of ‘power’ and ‘powerlessness’, ‘high’ and ‘low’ and all the bipolar concepts and energetic that we’ve based our entire existence upon, manifesting such atrocious consequences for life, animals, plants, the planet, everyone and everything that is here.

I commit myself to taking back the power I’ve been abdicating to self-interest as energy, so that I may return myself to substance, earth myself, and walk in humbleness and equality with life.

Within this I commit myself to supporting the transcendence of our society through a new equality system that will assist us in letting go of our concepts and ideas of ‘energy’ as polarity – through equal money, equal access, equal participation, equal power – so that we may self-realize the value of life and give it to all that is here equally, bringing forth substantial and sustainable solutions for all matters at hand that we as humanity are facing, and substantiate ourselves within and as who we are as self-willed equals on this one earth: through practical common sense, self-honesty and self-realization as life, establishing systems of actual life-support that will support Living and not ‘surviving’, with money as a tool of equal distribution and participation and not as a tool of control and exploitation.