Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality

 

In this blog post I'd like to elaborate on a point that I shared perspective on, on a social platform. I only placed the first part as a comment, but I continued writing/expanding on the points, which I'd like to share here, specifically within the Desteni context of self-support in oneness and equality as life.

The following question was placed:
How do I get over my bad habit of procrastinating?
"I have this terrible habit of procrastinating things which I don't enjoy or which involve even a little bit of stress. I usually tend to look the other way and live in the moment. I'm in my early 20s and have joined my first job recently. I thought this would be over as I graduated, but apparently old habits die hard.
I've noticed that this often hurts my productivity. I really want to make this time of my life count."


My perspective:

Hi,
what I do is first of all to identify the thoughts / back-chatting in the mind that 'justifies' the procrastination, as that is the mechanism of self-sabotage that our conditioned consciousness applies to keep the You that is able to expand under its control, where, one then remains in a ‘comfort zone’ where there is a perceived "safety" or "easiness" or whatever the 'experience' is that you conditioned/programmed yourself to place value into.

Because, that You that is able and willing/wishing to stand and expand and grow and really live, free from definition / limitation, was already able to See through looking at reality in common sense that this habit/pattern is keeping you back, keeping you limited, keeping you controlled. And you find yourself realizing that you should be able to be the directive principle in your life/your self-application, but somehow this one particular point seems to have 'power' over you.

Here what I realized is that: You are the one giving it the power. And there's particular specific thoughts that come up in those moments 'automatically', and one tends to follow them and believe them in that moment, and through that acceptance you are then allowing the point to have power over you. We literally give our directive power away to the conditioned mind/consciousness that we have become.

So the solution in facing this/such point: it is to stand equal to it, as it, and ask oneself / look to see: how am I creating this point / this experience / this pattern, what thoughts / internal conversations am I entertaining / following, what emotional moods am I addicted to, what have I placed value in.
Because upon looking again in self-honesty and practical common sense, you See that: that which is of actual value ( =You moving yourself effectively in a self-supportive / life-supportive way within your practical reality) is being suppressed / ignored / sabotaged.

So in those moments where you then see yourself going to follow those thoughts / internal conversations that seem to ‘justify’ procrastination or any kind of self-sabotage, you take a breath and bring yourself back to here and now, you stand-up within yourself and say No. I will direct myself this way, that way, I make the decision to take directive principle and live self-responsibility in this/that way as I see that this is supportive of me as life, and I see that I don’t want to create regret or self-doubt or self-sabotage.




It need not be an inner struggle. The fact that inner struggle / inner conflict manifests as such implies that You are the only one that is able to direct it – because it’s Within You. So it’s not to fight it, fear it, judge it; but to acknowledge it as self, yet at the same time seeing who self really is / can be – actualized, self-determined.
So it's to realize that such 'inner conflict' indicates a separation of self within self – and thus the solution is to 'bring self back together', as one, here, bring all of self equally here as one, and take responsibility, Live responsibility as an expression of oneself.

Such 'inner conflict' is sometimes necessary from the perspective that it reveals to you / it pushes you to see and face: the separation of self within self, and consequently within self's world – and within that is an opportunity to see and realize:
I am the only one within me, only I can stop self-sabotage, only I can stop self-dishonesty. So let me look into how the self-sabotage works. How have I programmed myself? What automatic patterns am I playing out / re-cycling? How am I manipulating myself in/through/as the mind? Because only I can make a difference in my life, my experience, and consequently my world; by changing my self-application and my relationship with/within myself.

Once such realization emerge, 'inner conflict' becomes unnecessary from the perspective that, it would only be further self-sabotage, further submission to the conditioned mind system. Because one has seen and realized that the common-sense step would be to take a breath and integrate the realization physically: live it /apply it in one’s actual reality.

So it is to stand-up within oneself, breathe, forgive oneself the separation, accept that one is here and thus that one's responsibility is here, and take back the power to live/be the directive principle of who/how one is in every moment here, in the context of a self-commitment to self-support / life-support –
and that implies to not accept or allow 'less than' what is best for self / what is best for life.



That would be self-responsibility for life, as life, as who one really is.

Then one is able to live in self-gratitude – because you know, you are not accepting or allowing anything less from yourself than who you really are as life, in oneness and equality with yourself – thus here emerge actual equilibrium based in self-honesty. THAT is a solid, sound foundation / starting-point for whatever one decides to apply / express / contribute in this world, in the actuality of one's reality.

That is the living principle of oneness and equality as life.

Based on this principle one can approach any/all aspects/points in one’s life and look at: Where am I giving my power away and how? What automatisms am I following? What do my thoughts, emotional reactions, beliefs, moods, reveal about/of me? How have I created/conditioned myself to be who/how I am today? Where do my reactions come from? What undealt-with issues are there in my life /within myself? What am I suppressing, denying, resisting? What am I protecting / holding onto / addicted to? What am I trying to prove? Where are my ‘comfort zones’? Why am I hiding? Why am I avoiding responsibility for myself / life? What do I actually really care for?

Within that, the realization may emerge that: what is really best for me is best for all – and what is best for all is best for me equally.




You’ve already realized/acknowledged, that we create consequences – the way we live creates consequences – in our lives, our reality, our world; and that to live only in the moment without consideration of consequences, often leads to regret – and regret is not a nice thing to live with.

But we can live every moment in such a way that we do not create consequences, that we instead create an accumulation of a way of life and interaction, an accumulation of a self-application and practical living that is of life-support, thus creating outflows that are of support, of dignity, self-honesty, self-respect.

We can BE HERE in every moment, in self-awareness, self-responsibility, self-direction.


This reality is one of time-space, thus of consequential outflow, of accumulation – our creation is formed through the accumulation of our application, our consistency, our patterns.

Now the question is – do the patterns of our existence in fact support life? Or do they support the mental constructs of mentalities ‘educated’ through ‘values’ that often disregard the actual value of ourselves as life – and consequently disregard life as that which we all have in common, as one, as equals of life.

So it’s worth investigating: Do we move ourselves or are we moved by conditioned perceptions and mental constructs? How do such conditioned constructs work? How can I take back the power and directive authority that I abdicate to automatisms?



For support and assistance with that there is the free online Desteni I Process lite course.






See also my previous Blog post:
262: Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality


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Day 185: Value Issues & Consequences of Running on ENERGY

ART by Kelly Posey

Continuing from my previous blog post (Facing the Consequences of Following the Mind), I am walking the realization that by following the mind we are creating consequence – in other words: what we are already facing as ‘who we are’ and what our reality is, is in fact the already manifested consequence of our conditioned consciousness patterns.

Consciousness is all about energy – that is, the human race for survival through consumerism, whereby we literally consume=try to derive ENERGY from everything and everyone: whereby it’s always about “me, me, me” and how can I ‘get more’, ‘be more’, ‘have more’, how can I ‘win’ and be ‘superior’ and satisfy MY self-interest, thus consciousness is about “value”, yet this ‘value’ is being defined and pursued in separation from life –
hence an existence of fake values where the actual value of life is being exploited in the name of profit / self-interest.


So, within investigating what the fuck this pattern I described within my previous blog post is about, I realize that it’s about the perception of not getting enough attention, and within that I am realizing that this ‘attention’ is in fact about energy – where I’d have a ‘negative’ energetic experience when things are in a way which I’ve defined as ‘not getting enough attention’ and ‘not being valued’, and I’d have a ‘positive’ energetic experience when things are in a way which I’ve defined as getting attention / ‘ appreciation’ and ‘being valued’.

What becomes clear here is that I’ve defined ‘value’ in separation from myself; I’ve defined ‘value’ as something that must be ‘given’ to me by ‘others’, and within that I am seeing that I haven’t allowed myself to in fact value myself as life.

Within this world system and our existence of/as consciousness, we have defined ‘value’ through energy instead of realizing the value of life as who we all really are. Therefore we have defined ‘value’ in terms of polarity (‘positive’ and ‘negative’) instead of realizing the value of life as equality.


This is a cool example to practically understand equality, starting with self-equality as life: If every being would value themselves and each-other as life as equals, we would not need an existence of constant competition where ‘value’ is defined through the polarity of ‘winning’ and ‘losing’, of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’, of ‘having’ and ‘lacking’; we would not need to go seeking value, because we’d be accepting the value of life as ourselves.

But already the parenting system and the education system teach and promote value-judgments and thus in fact create and perpetuate competition, giving the message that you have to earn your right to life and that your value as life is dependent on what you can achieve, attain, reach, and thus power is then defined through fake values such as status, self-image, beauty, influence, and whether you are a ‘winner’ in this world or not.



Back to the point I’m dealing with:

I will be walking the dimensions of this pattern (in terms of ‘attention’ which is ‘energy’ which is about ‘value’) through self-forgiveness looking at the various dimensions of how the pattern plays out in terms of thoughts, backchat, imagination, reactions, physical/behavioral systems, and consequences.

To change any point of our existence we have to first see, realize and understand its creation, from beginning to end. This is done through writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness. Once we see and acknowledge the design and how we have participated in its creation – we are able to script corrective living application. The actual part of change however is then in fact the living of that corrective application the moment the pattern comes up / enters our awareness. Which is why I am realizing more and more the necessity of slowing down, breathing effectively, directing self in every moment in awareness as life, and not as the conditioned consciousness that follows the mind which is like its auto-pilot that has only one thing in mind: self-interest.


I will be walking this point thus in self-forgiveness and walk through the specificity of its dimensions, as this is a major point in my life from a very young age, and it seems my whole life was focused on being ‘accepted’ and being shown that I am being ‘considered’, that I ‘belong’, that I am ‘worthy’ and thus ‘valued’ –

however I am realizing that if I am not able/willing to give that value to myself as LIFE, by LIVING it in fact, in self equality and oneness, then I’d only be a slave to whomever or whatever would promise to offer me this – and I can see this clearly within for instance the ‘spiritual search’ phase that I had gone into several years ago, which was in fact about attaining ‘value’, because such groups promoting ‘light’ and ‘love’ are in fact existent through the deception of the ‘positive’ whereby the ‘negative’ is feared, suppressed or denied, wherein it’s all about feeling special, feeling good, feeling valuable, belonging, and stuff like that which in essence everyone wants/needs/desires –
however we have not yet come to the point where we in fact LIVE these points as who we really are, in absolute self-acceptance, in realization of self-worth as life, because we haven’t yet come to the absolute point of MAN KNOW THYSELF –

because we haven’t yet faced the entirety of ourselves, of our creation, we haven’t yet faced or taken responsibility for the actual ‘evil’ in this world that is ourselves and our deluded existence of self-interest.



So this is me continuing to face the consequences of my own ‘EVIL’ – which is ‘LIVE’ in reverse – where, instead of living in self-honesty, self-worth, dignity, self-support we live in self-dishonesty, degradation, self-deception, destruction, thus what and how we live is not Life, it is Evil, creating only evil as we can see in the world, and the evidence is clear, right in our faces, in spite of the deceptive promises and deluded projections of ‘spirituality’, ‘love & light’, and all those ‘positive’ messages out there that only serve as a cover-up for what is really going on.


Self-responsibility is the key to actual power – the power to CHANGE things, to change ourselves, human nature, our existence.
And equality is the key to actual value as LIFE – the key to manifesting an existence where all life is equally supported and not one being is left to struggle and suffer.

Investigate the Desteni group and the Equal Money solution, investigate yourself and everything you suppress, deny, fear, and refuse to take responsibility for – because really, if we do not stand-up and take self-responsibility for What is Here, no one will do it, and we’ll only keep waiting and hoping for someone to ‘save’ us, when in fact it’s only us here –
we are alone, and alone we must stand-up, and walk the self-correction of our existence, until we are alone as All One, as LIFE.


At Desteni we work together which each walk their individual process of self-realization, self-correction, self-creation as life, and so we stand alone yet we walk together, as we realize that the process of life is equal for all, yet individual according to each one’s life experiences and inner processes.

At the same time it is clear that the patterns of consciousness are universal, and are reflected in the systems of our world – our world being the reflection of ourselves, the externalization of our inner nature and the accepted equations of polarity on which we base our participation in the world.

Consider: without the human there would be no system – thus the human is the creator of the system, the system exists in the image and likeness of the human, and thus we are all equally responsible.




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Day 184: Facing the Consequences of Following the Mind

ART by Kelly Posey

What “happened to me” today was something that I several times before told myself I wouldn't want to experience again, and I specifically place the words “happened to me” in quotation marks because it isn’t really that things just happen, they happen through our acceptance and allowance, and we are actually, if we slow ourselves down and look in self-honesty, able to see exactly what we are doing and what we are participating in.

So – I want to expose this point because first I’d like to lay it out for myself to see it in detail and specificity, and secondly because I’d like to give a practical example of the consequences of following the mind.


Let me say something on this point of FOLLOWING the MIND – because it really is so, we follow like sheep, and even if we see ourselves as someone who is not a follower, in fact everyone is a follower in their own mind. What the mind brings up is already designed, predetermined, ‘known’, and that is also why we are so self-righteous about how we ‘feel’, when in fact we don’t really, actually feel (otherwise we would be aware of the child that dies of starvation every couple of seconds, let alone the pain and strain our own physical body is in due to the mental suppression and denial we impose onto it as we dictate the lies we live like characters in a role play);

What we ‘feel’ is what we think and believe. We create our own feelings and emotions, the whole palette of it, and each one have their own ‘individual’ unique range and package of feelings and emotions to ‘justify’ and ‘maintain’ the personalities and character roles one identify with, in separation from life as a whole.

More on this in absolute detail you can find out at Desteni, either through actually taking the courses offered, or through reading and studying the material that is available for free on the website, and participating in the journey to life blogging and the forums, where we assist and support ourselves and each-other in self-honesty and practical common sense.


So – let me begin with sharing how the shit hit the fan today:
I allowed myself to follow and believe and accept as ‘real’ a certain ‘feeling’ that came up within me in the context of my relationship, wherein I had the experience that I am not being included or not being taken into consideration.
Now what is interesting is that I’ve known this ‘feeling’/’experience’ all my life basically – and ironically I have in a way expected that my partner should be ‘the one’ to not give me this ‘experience’.

Already within these words it is clear that I had accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that this ‘feeling’ or ‘experience’ is coming from ‘others’ or that it is ‘others’ that ‘make me feel’ a certain way. Within this is also the abdication of my responsibility for who I am and how I experience myself, wherein then I can make others responsible and thus accordingly praise or blame them in my mind.

Now – even if such experience was to ‘blame’ on an external trigger initially – another child for instance that was in that moment acting-out their ego from the staring-point of their own mind, having actually nothing to do with me personally; yet I took it personally and have, through lack of better understanding, accepted and allowed myself to define myself through that experience, thus accepting myself as ‘not belonging’ or ‘not being considered’, and then in fact expecting to be treated this way. Therefore in essence, from that initial point of reaction/’experience’ and my acceptance and allowance thereof and accordingly the self-definition I formed/accepted based on that, I started recreating that experience in similar situations.

So here it is clear that in the end we are always self-responsible, and that blame does not lead anywhere really but to self-abdication, self-victimization and self-disempowerment.


Back to the story –

so I had this ‘feeling’/’experience’ and instead of immediately having the red flag coming up as in “Alarm! Alarm! You’ve been there before, is this really what you want?”, I started believing the feeling because I had allowed myself to have thoughts of distrust and blame that would ‘justify’ why I was feeling that way. The more ‘reasons’ as thoughts I could find for believing the ‘feeling’, the more I would within my mind go into self-victimization, the angrier I’d become towards the other person, and the more I’d go into a mode of self-righteousness – and the whole thing possessed me in the end and for a while I could see nothing else but what “I” was ‘feeling’, and my partner remained stable until I literally ran out of energy (the energy I had built up through the friction in my mind while thinking and perpetuating the ‘feeling’ of not being included/not being considered), and he then showed me what he was seeing and in that moment I became aware of how extreme my reaction and behavior was, and that this was not at all necessary, and that I could have stopped the thoughts and could’ve stopped myself from going into the ‘feeling’ this way, and I could’ve had a chat with my partner in common sense –
so WHY did I choose to FOLLOW THE MIND and go into all that fucked-up shit?

I will be looking into this question more in detail in my next writings and through self-forgiveness.


What is absolutely clear here is that with every point of blame we accept and allow ourself to go into, we also allow ourselves to abdicate our responsibility and thus our power – the power to actually CHANGE things.

And this is actually a vital point, because we always want to see CHANGE, we always expect others to change so that our ‘experience’ may change – but we do no within that consider that this would be equal to giving away our power in separation from self, because whoever is to ‘save’ us will automatically have power over us – through our own allowance, through our own self-abdication.

In the meantime, make sure to read the Journey to Life posts on the demonic nature of man (man as de-man/demon) and challenge yourself to look at your own existence in absolute self-honesty, as that is the only way to get to the realization of responsibility, and thus the possibility of actual CHANGE.






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* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality



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