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Dienstag, 3. Juli 2012

Day 80: Energizer - The Character as Mind Consciousness

For context please read:
Stepping out of Character
Creating a Character
Character Role Play in Power-Games

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the creation of characters as what we exist as in consciousness: is based in energy.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that energy exists as polarity - and the creation of characters is designed to ensure 'positive energy' for the self-consciousness;
but what is not understood within this, is that for 'positive' energy to exist: the 'negative' energy must exist.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand the trap of the bipolar thoughts within the backchat of the 'secret mind' or the bipolar interplay of 'feelings' and 'emotions': all of which is but a product of consciousness - a consciousness that emerged from fear and self-interest and has evolved to more and more separation and abuse, seen in the manifestation of consumerism which has invaded all aspects of life to feed on - consumerism has in fact become what we are; we are the embodiments of consumerism.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we exist like characters in a movie - the movie taking place in the mind and thus each-one exists in an alternate reality bubble in separation from life as a whole;
and that within that movie, each one is the super-hero set out to 'win' the biggest possible quantity of 'positive' energy as the 'feeling' of winning / attaining / gaining / getting somewhere / becoming something;

and within that, all quality of life is lost, as energy exists within and as the polarity of 'more than'/'less than', and through the constant comparison that has become our shadow everywhere we go, there always seems to be a 'more' to get, to find, to attain -
and so we exist literally within a (human?) race for more, more, more; while we are in fact consuming ourselves, the earth, each-other, just for the momentary 'satisfaction' of the character in the mind, around which everything seems to revolve.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that even within the teachings and paths of 'spirituality', the spirit of life is in duality -

and that what one is in fact doing is giving up certain characters that one has deemed as 'bad' or 'impure' and creating new characters which one perceives as 'good' or 'divine' - not realizing that those too are but characters, designed to 'satisfy' the main character as ego through the 'positive' energy that one gets through thinking and believing that one is somehow 'better'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that every thought-pattern, every emotion-/feeling-pattern: inevitably creates a character to act upon it to validate it as 'real' - when in fact all thought of consciousness, all energetic experience: is preprogrammed through our 'education' within this world consciousness system from parents, school, media, world-systems - all based on one and the same thing: fear and control.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child born into this world has no concept of fear, nor has it got personalities and characters to act out - and that these concepts are passed onto the child by its environment, the child having no other option but to submit to the world consciousness because the expression of the child is not being understood, seen or acknowledged in this world in any way whatsoever -

thus the child is forced to 'learn' the 'language' of this world - a language that, regardless of culture, ethnicity, country, religion, is in fact 'universal': it is the language of polarity, self-deception, manipulation, fear and control; evident within the very first consciousness construct a child is confronted with: 'reward' and 'punishment', which the adult world calls 'love'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whenever a want / need / desire arises in the mind: it is the self-interest of the character trying to 'validate' its self-definition, its self-image, its existence.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child throwing tantrums is training its character in how to manipulate to get the energy it requires to sustain itself: energy generated through the cycles of thoughts, feelings, emotions which in turn fuel a certain personality/character even more -

and the more the child believes in and follows the thoughts, feelings and emotions that come up: the more it will embody the character as personality -
and so we end up possessed within the mind through characters, personalities, personas, self-images, in a constant comparison and competition for survival - friending and liking and loving only those in our world that somehow 'validate' our character/ego/personality through their character/ego/personality -

and so within what we call 'love' we actually keep each-other enslaved in a virtual reality where we are but characters acting out made-up roles that apparently give us 'value', when in fact we have long abdicated our value as life: in the name of LOVE as self-interest, which is in fact FEAR.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the body is born into this world in equality and oneness - yet instead of embodying ourselves as who we really are as life, we end up embodying concepts, ideas, images, personalities, characters: based on the fake 'values' we are presented with in this world consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it will take courage and humbleness to give up the characters self has become - and be 'nothing'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to get real and get to substance as what is substantial within who we are and what this reality is about: one will have to give up and let go of all fakeness, all self-delusion, all concepts and 'knowledge' one has accumulated about 'who one is' and what the world is -
and that within giving up everything, one will realize that nothing is lost, because everything was just lie to begin with.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that within giving-up everything for nothing, one can in fact be anything yet not be defined by it;

when one is 'something' however, one is limited by that 'something' AS that 'something', and one will do everything to 'defend' and 'protect' that something out of fear of loss, thinking and believing that "if I am not that, I am not worthy" or "if I am not that, I do not exist" or "these thoughts just come up, it must be my nature".

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that such thoughts come up 'automatically' through/from the automated character we have authorized as our auto-pilot to drive us, to guide us - while we refuse to see that we have given up our authority to a consciousness system that we didn't even create in awareness, but only in fear:

because a child inevitably comes to a point where it gives-up trying to be understood, trying to express and communicate itself;
it gets to a point where the child realizes it has to submit to the ways of the world, and within that, a point of 'inferiority' is implicitly accepted -
an inferiority that will inevitably push the child to take on the ways of the world and copy the polarity mechanisms of consciousness in an attempt to also become 'superior', because it sees everybody else around it acting as if they were 'superior'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where we exist as characters driven by the energy of an accepted bipolar consciousness that is rooted in fear, thus spending a lifetime trying to find that 'value' we have lost, yet instead of acknowledging and accepting our value as life, we try and find 'value' through the mind, through comparison, competition, and power-games of 'inferiority'/'superiority' - hence the self-interest, because the ego as consciousness will always try to be a 'winner' of some kind, even if it is through 'negative' ways like self-victimization, self-sabotage, self-abuse; the ego is only interested in one thing: getting its energetic validation through a ‘MORE’ of its self-definition, whatever that may be.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to energize different characters within me through following different set of thought-patterns and emotional-/feeling-patterns, within his feeding the mind and the illusion of the mind that is manifesting the atrocity on earth we call ‘life’ –
instead of accepting myself as life, as equal in self-worth, so that I may stop the power-games within and without and support the emergence of actual LIFE on Earth, as who we all really are behind and beyond the layers as systems we have created to hide behind.

...to be continued

ART by Matti Freeman

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Day 79: Character Role Play in Power-Games

ART by Marlen Vargas

For context please read:
Stepping out of Character
Our Evolution is Devolution

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world where we exist like characters in a virtual reality - each one in their own movie in the mind where each is one's own super-hero as the main character around which everything revolves.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we create different realities separated from each-other through 'values' like money, social class, status, belief-system, culture, race, gender, form - while we disregard the one physical reality we all share within which we all have the same physical needs in terms of what is required to survive on this earth.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have created the world consciousness in the image and likeness of our own consciousness - and thus we should not wonder or complain about the inequality and disrespect of our systems, when we are not willing to stop the inequality and disrespect within ourselves and our personal lives.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have come to exist within only power-games, both within and without - and that within each power-game, each one thinks of oneself as the main character that must 'win' no matter what, because it's all about "me".

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that not only do we make up characters for ourselves to act as, we also perceive everyone else as a character - and so our lives are but virtual realities like movies where one is constantly busy placing all other characters within one's life in such a way that the main character gets the biggest benefit;
which is not different to how the system treats everyone in the name of profit.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that because everyone exist in this way: our world has become what it is as an externalization of what has become 'human nature'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that also organizations and corporations act as characters in the world, the same goes for politicians and leaders: everyone simply acting out a role, whether self-created or stepped-into, and everyone's vote and sympathy always goes to those characters that promise conditions that will validate the main character, so that we can continue living the lie we call 'life'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create different characters as personalities from and as which I act dependent on the situation or the people I am with -
and within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that none of that is real, but merely a make-up utilized to 'fit in' and please others so that in turn others can please "me".

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that such existence is based only on self-interest, and as all and each-one are busy pursuing their self-interest only: the world has become what it is today where life is abused in the name of profit, showing that self-interest is placed before LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child born into this world is from the very beginning presented with a play of characters, and even before the child is in a position to assess itself within the context of the world, the parents will form ideas and concepts about what character they'd like their child to be and will accordingly show the child through the bipolar feedback of 'reward' and 'punishment' what character it is supposed to embody.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that a child in this world stands no chance in getting to what is real - unless the parents or custodians re-educate themselves to be able to see through the veils of consciousness and value life as life, effectively preparing themselves to support a new life expression unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that consciousness is our creation - yet we refuse to see How we have created it;
and it's gonna take self-honesty, commitment and time to peel the layers of consciousness as the veils that blind us through beliefs, emotion- and thought -patterns, and self-definitions as characters, and dis-cover ourselves as life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to acknowledge that, even though our submission to the world consciousness system takes place at a very young age, it takes place through our acceptance and allowance -
and that therefore it is crucial to investigate all our acceptances and allowances to see, realize and understand how we came to form our beliefs, our emotion- and thought-patterns, our self-definitions and self-image, our characters and personality suits, our woes and ways, our view of the world;
for this understanding is the way we'll be able to 'step out of character' and stop the game so that we may LIVE for real and dis-cover who we really are as LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that creation is not life, but a construct created through manipulation of life -

within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand how we've taken the substance of life and created it into energy through manipulation, which can be seen in the fact that our existence is based on the manipulation of energy: the manipulation of money as energy, the manipulation of power as energy, the manipulation of love, sex, attention as energy, the manipulation of earth's resources as energy - all based on the bipolar construct of 'superiority'/'inferiority' within human RACE as competition, and not in the value of life which is equal in all as one.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that within all energetic 'values' and 'experiences': the underlying energy is always FEAR, as fear is what drives everything, it is the starting-point of our existence.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that without FEAR we would not have the need to separate ourselves from life as all that is here, nor the need to defend and protect ourselves, nor the need to control and dominate our world.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the creation of characters has its starting-point in fear as accepted inferiority:
where a child is so bombarded with the presentations of a fake world that it comes to a point where the child will see itself as inferior in relation to its world, its environment - and will submit to the systems it is exposed to;

and as the child observes how everyone around them act out different characters in different situations trying to dominate, the child will use that example to go from its accepted inferiority into the opposite-polarity, attempting to form 'superior' characters to deal with its world, its environment, "just like everybody else".

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that within that process the child in fact tries to become 'equal' - and that in this world consciousness system as we have accepted and allowed it in our image and likeness: we are all 'equal' as characters; fake personas in personality suits trying to live-out the dream as it is presented in the Hollywood of the mind where one is always in self-interest trying to win the ultimate jackpot of one's mind's fantasy and be the super-hero.

Within this we have become equal in our disregard of life, in our manipulation tactics, in our suppression and denial mechanisms, in our deception of ourselves and each-other just to 'keep believing' in the dream that will bring us the 'ultimate jackpot' in life, in our fear of 'losing' the dream or missing the dream or fear of the dream being taken away from us -

and so we all exist more or less like 'Gollum' on earth, pursuing our 'precious' in complete separation from life, from ourselves, from each-other;
and we refuse to see that within such existence we actually make ourselves unworthy of life, by our own acceptance and allowance, and through our own participation in power-games - be it in our relationships or in the mind as we play out scenes trying to 'win'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that it's gonna take the giving-up of all 'characters' and all 'dreams' of self-interest to stand equal to life as who we really are, in self-dignity and self-worth, as equals of life.

..to be continued

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen