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Day 47: Wisdom - DOOM of the WE

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to look for and accumulate 'wisdom', thinking and believing that that is the way to make myself 'valuable' and 'knowing'; thinking and believing that the more I 'know' the more I am 'worth' - in spite of the evidence in the world that no amount of wisdom as knowledge has brought forth any actual change or evolution that would really benefit LIFE.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that wisdom in this world has only ever been used and abused to serve self-interest and promote the beliefs that ensure the further enslavement of mankind to self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see that different groups/leaders promote different 'wisdom' and so we have different people/groups as WE's following such wisdom to their Doom, as they abdicate their authority and responsibility to religions, spiritual movements, belief-systems, questioning neither the intent behind the promoted 'wisdom' nor the implications of following such 'wisdom'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to practically live every point of understanding, every realization, every insight practically, in changing myself visibly and evidently toward setting myself free from existing as knowledge and information only - making sure that I utilize only the knowledge and information that can be applied by all to bring forth a better world and a better human in fact.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that knowledge and information in this world is formed and promulgated to in-form and condition the individual into a slave of the system, making sure that knowledge produce only organic robots based in fear/inferiority striving for 'power'/superiority thus only serving self-interest and thus the system.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that in this world we are not even equal to the knowledge and information promulgated - but are in fact inferior, as we merely follow the knowledge and information presented to us in an attempt to accumulate 'power' and act superior - instead of realizing that actual power exists within and as oneness and equality with the physical, the actuality of reality, wherein one requires to understand the 'how to' of creation through investigating cause and effect, and from here making sure that what we cause only effects what's best for life.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that wisdom has always only served the 'ascension' of a few through fame and fortune, while it has brought only enslavement and inferiority for the many - and thus wisdom has been a doom for the WE as humanity in the physical and only has been of profit for the I as the mental.

I commit myself to investigating all knowledge and information of our world in common sense, and only keep that which is in the interest of all life.

I commit myself to letting go of the 'excitement' of realizing or understanding a point; as I see that knowledge is use-less when it is used-less = when it is not practically applied in a way that supports life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that knowledge in this world is useless, because in spite of the evidence, we do not use the knowledge available to bring forth what is best for all, but only to superiorize ourselves/our own, in an attempt to control 'power' and satisfy our own self-interest in separation from life.

I commit myself to stopping the accumulation of knowledge and information as if it were a valuable good - and to only keep that of knowledge/wisdom that can be practically lived and applied by all and anyone to bring about a world, a society and thus an individual that is in-formed in the interest of life.

I commit myself to making sure that I live and apply the knowledge that is valuable for life as common sense and self-support - so that my knowledge is not useless but used to bring-forth actual evolution in existence starting with myself.

I commit myself to letting go of any and all value I have placed into knowledge /information /wisdom - and align myself with the actuality of reality in the commitment to bring forth what is best for all as life; thus within this, I commit myself to place value only within that which will support life, and live the practical application of the principle of equality and oneness: placing knowledge and understanding into practical living application to support myself as life and all life equally.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only way to change the world is to practically do so - starting with ourselves and the relationships in our world; Re-aligning ourselves and our relationships from separation and self-interest to equality and oneness in the interest of life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense realization that relationships in this world use knowledge and information to create separate bubbles of alternate realities wherein one 'appreciate' and 'respect' each-other based on only sharing/valuing the same knowledge and information - in spite of the fact that this application is what manifests elitism and separation in the world, resulting to a world that holds on to profound knowledge, wisdom and promises without in fact doing what it takes to change and transform this world into a place that is best for all.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new world system that will give everyone equal access to all knowledge and information, to stop mind-control and elitism by giving everyone the opportunity to inform and educate themselves;

and once knowledge and information is no longer a privilege but the common inheritance of the history of mankind, we will start using it in a way that will actually support life and practical-living, instead of abusing knowledge and information in self-interest to accumulate 'power' and control.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that all knowledge and information in this world has been abused and altered to promote beliefs and value-judgments through which mankind results to hatred, blame and spitefulness among each-other; and that we will require to re-evaluate all history from the starting-point of life as equality and oneness - so that we may truly learn from history the lessons that will enable us to stop history from repeating.

I commit myself to letting go of any and all wants/needs/desires for 'power' and control - in the realization that the only actual power is within the ability to know and understand ourselves and our creation and to bring forth actual evolution through standing together as self-willed equals of life, without fear, without spite, without blame, without abdicating our responsibility to systems of separation and exploitation.

I commit myself to exposing all points of fake wisdom in this world that are dressed up as profound knowledge while intending only profit and the enslavement of the masses to promises of a better life, an afterlife, salvation, power or control; while the masses in no way understand How mind-control works and What drives them from the inside, and do not even bother investigate as long as one 'feel good' and seems to be 'getting somewhere'.

I commit myself to showing how wisdom in this world is handled just like a material possession and ownership, and in the end each one is owned and possessed by that which one thinks and believes one owns and possesses, by that which one thinks and believes one knows;

and that the 'power' and control one seems to have or believes to accumulate will surely but surely turn around and become the point that controls one's personality and decisions in life, overpowering all common sense, making self-honesty impossible.

I commit myself to showing how wisdom/knowledge is irrelevant where self-honesty is the directive principle of self - as wisdom/knowledge has mutated into an automatic pilot for the conditioned consciousness we exist as, while self-honesty is the practical living-application where self is/becomes the directive principle of self as life, walking in self-awareness as life in every moment and dealing with the actuality of reality in practical common sense.

I commit myself to bringing forth a new world system that will stop the promulgation of 'wisdom' for profit and instead promote self-empowerment through self-honesty, making available to all the knowledge and the tools for man to 'know thyself' - so that we may be and bring-forth self-willed equals of life that will establish a new world, a new way of LIFE, a new earth that will support all children born into this existence.

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HOPE is a Four Letter Word

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Day 33: Hope is Dope

While I was looking at the point of HOPE, a song from the 80s popped up in my head saying "I want a place to stay .... make my day...", and it did ring a bell in terms of what HOPE is/has been in my life.

This point of HOPE is one that exists as a consciousness construct throughout all our relationships: wherever we are not satisfied with the current state of affairs, hope comes up, and we start projecting future scenarios of 'betterment', 'ascension' or 'salvation'. Within that, everything revolves around oneself, one is the hero (whether victor or victim) of the mental movie projected as HOPE.

Seldom do we take into consideration the actual physical laws of cause and effect to understand how we came to be 'where we are' in the present, why we stand where we stand, and what the practical consideration would be that one has to look at in order to actually take on the point in self-honesty and self-responsibility, to be the one that brings forth a correction, a solution, a resolution, while walking through the manifested consequences of oneself and one's own creation.

As I was looking at the point of HOPE and bringing it back to self, what I saw is that I’ve known the experience of ‘Hope’ since I can remember. Looking at my present experience of myself - as I have described it in several previous blogs where I wrote about my relationships with people and groups, my experiences at school and later on in the world system, how I isolated myself based on rebellion and protection-mechanisms and how I found myself ending-up alone with no place to call 'home' - I can see that this pattern, this experience goes back a long way to where I was a child. I was always looking for a place to harbour me, since I was perceiving and defining myself as a castaway, an outcast, a misfit. So that became my HOPE, my projected ‘fulfilment’: finding a place I can call ‘home’.

These words already reveal the separation accepted and allowed, wherein “finding a place a can call home” becomes a point to ‘pursue’, thus a projection, a point to be ‘fulfilled’ somewhere out there in some future through some ‘miraculous’ events, relationships, factors.

What I slowly but surely started doing/applying as I was growing up, is trying to get that 'home'-feeling within relationships, but - as I described in several blogs on this point before - I did that within a bubble of separation from everything else, as I was projecting my hopes and desires onto that one relationship, expecting myself to be ‘fulfilled’ by another within it, not acknowledging that it is my responsibility to create a 'home' for myself, AS myself, within how I live and participate in my world.

It's as if I remained that little girl that is looking for a loving parent, a friend, a cosy place to be carefree – but I did nothing substantial to actually develop, establish and manifest this for myself.

That is the challenge that everyone is facing. To see and acknowledge the points we separate ourselves from, the points we abdicate our responsibility for, creating ‘hopes’ and ‘desires’ that inevitably result into fears of not getting what we want – let alone the fact that what we want mostly revolves around the “I” of self-consciousness and rarely involves and includes the entirety of existence of which we are an equal creator.

So, the tricky thing about HOPE is that it is a point of separation from oneself. How? By the mere fact that hope is a projected desire waiting to be ‘fulfilled’, and so self is abdicating the responsibility for one's reality HERE and NOW, and instead remains inactive, waiting and hoping.

Therefore, as long as HOPE exists as a projection of one's desires being fulfilled somehow in the future through external factors: self is not taking directive responsibility but exists in self-abdication and self-compromise.

As long as HOPE exists, self is refusing to realize the self-directive power to determine and direct one's reality through the practical accumulation of ‘who I am’ within ‘how I live’ into an outflow/consequence that will dignify self, and that will place self in a position where one can be ‘fulfilled’ as ‘who I am’ and ‘how I live’, satisfied that one is in fact learning the lessons life is indicating and is accordingly aligning oneself as the solution in self-equality and oneness, to not have to re-create the same patterns or repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Such self-fulfilment will not only redeem oneself, but will have an outflow/consequence that is supportive of life as all as one as equal.

So in order to take back one's power and be fully directive in the Here, in the actuality of one’s reality, one has to let go of Hope.

To let go of Hope, first it is to see, describe and identify what it is that we hope for. Letting go of all Hope opens the door to realizing how we keep ourselves from standing-up and bringing forth the change we want to see. What fears are you allowing to determine your action and non-action; what (self-)definitions are you accepting to limit and bind you; what desires are you following that keep you trapped in certain lifestyles that do not allow self to expand, express, self-realize, be the directive-principle in full self-responsibility?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that willing myself to look at what my HOPE entails: is actually revealing to me a whole lot about my accepted ‘self-definitions’, about what I’ve allowed myself to think and believe about myself, about how I see myself, about where I place myself as seemingly ‘inferior’ and ‘unable’ thus ‘hoping’ for external factors to ‘fulfil’ me and ‘enable’ me to LIVE.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create Hope by looking into the future and imagining scenarios of 'betterment' that will apparently put an end to my current ‘miserable existence’ – instead of investigating whether that which I define as ‘miserable’ is in fact so, why I’ve defined it so, and how I got myself to that state in the first place;

because realizing and understanding How I created what is here now within myself/my experience of myself: is the key to stopping that creation and taking responsibility for the required ‘correction’ and self-change.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as long as I follow Hope, I am not allowing myself to be fully self-directive within my reality Here in every moment, because I am trapping myself in projections rooted in desires and fears, thus giving permission to fears and desires within and as consciousness to direct ‘who I am’ in separation from myself and to determine what I will follow in the pursuit of 'fulfilling my desires' –

instead of looking at and realizing what it is that I’ve accepted and allowed to keep me from living who I really am in full self-responsibility, how I have created my fears and desires and thus ‘hopes’ in the first place, how I have brought myself into the position I currently find myself in, and therefore what it is I must let go of in order to set myself free and give myself the opportunity to stop all self-compromise and live that which will support me, that which will strengthen me, that which will allow me to grow and express and expand to my fullest potential.

I commit myself to bringing all points of ‘hope’ back to myself – so that I may see where and how I am abdicating self-responsibility, so that I may stand-up and take self-responsibility for all points I have separated myself from and projected ‘out there’ ‘hoping’ for their ‘fulfilment’ by something/someone in separation from myself.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that Hope is only keeping us in bipolar loops of expectation/desire and disappointment/fear, and that while we allow ourselves to be thrown back and forth in polarities of the mental: we fail to see that we are wasting time and breath, missing the opportunity to stand-up and stop the self-abdication, missing the opportunity to stand-up and take self-responsibility to bring forth real change in the physical reality here.

I commit myself to stopping myself from projecting my fears and desires as expectations onto others/my world – so that I may take full responsibility for myself.

I commit myself to investigate my fears and desires in detail, to see what they are showing me about myself: so that I may take back the power I’ve been abdicating to fears and desires and HOPE in the mental; so that instead of allowing myself to be driven and determined by ‘my fears and my desires’, I become my own driving-force in self-honesty, as I bring all points that I’ve separated myself from back to myself, to amalgamate Here as one and equal as ‘all of me here’ and stand-up in integrity, self-dignity, self-respect.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we hold on to personal ‘hopes’, we remain in inaction and equally allow the world to remain in inaction and hold on to ‘hopes’ for a better future – while it is in fact ‘who we are’ and how we co-exist that creates this world. Therefore, WE are the ones to create the future, either through self-directive action/change in self-responsibility OR through the consequences of our acceptances and allowances as the result of our inaction and abdication of responsibility.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that if we truly want LIFE to be the value our existence is based on, we firstly have to investigate how we abdicate our right to life – so that we may give it to ourselves, give it to each-other, and find practical ways of creating a new system of co-existence that will be based on the value of life and thus will value and support all life equally. Then our world will truly be a place we can all call HOME.

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Searching for that Feeling "...And When I Get that Feeling..."

Filled-Up with Fake Fulfillment | Humanity's Energetics of Self-Sabotage

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Day 27: Creating Your Expectations | The Mind of Doomsday and Salvation

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we create what we anticipate - be it 'positive' or 'negative'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our expectations are pre-programmed based on our fears and desires = points that we have programmed into our consciousness through our interpretations, acceptances and allowances from the moment we began to think and define things.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our fears and desires are not even ours, but are imprinted into our consciousness through the impulses of our environment, family, friends, media, and through our reactions to the impulses we were exposed to - reactions as value-judgments of either 'positive' or 'negative', hence creating 'desires' and 'fears' based on our interpretation of the patterns we observed.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that whenever we project a desire or a fear onto something in our world, we are in fact projecting our conditioned past into the future, thus creating the future from the past, based on our expectations as anticipation.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that every 'positive' point exists only together with its counterpart as a 'negative' point – two sides of the same coin; And that if we were to exist in equality and oneness as life, in self-acceptance and self-fulfilment, we would not have to fear experiences of 'less than' nor desire experiences of 'more than'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that both the 'positive' and the 'negative' as they exist in the mind consciousness are not real but to the extent we allow them to influence our reality; and that both the 'positive' and the 'negative' as they exist in the mental do not describe the actuality of reality, but only our opinion/ interpretation/ value-judgment ABOUT reality.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be driven and defined by my desires and fears, instead of realizing they are merely the result of my consciousness as in-formed by this world, and that I as a newborn being coming into this world had neither fears nor desires until I started forming a consciousness through which to cope with my parents/environment and with which to identify, because this is what was taught to me by my parents/environment.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we are facing is always our own creation; we are always facing ourselves as we project and superimpose our mental reality onto the physical reality, and therefore we see the physical reality through the filters of our mental reality - hence we never see what is real, but only what is real for the mind/I/consciousness based on what the mind/I/consciousness ‘knows’.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world that creates children in its image and likeness as mind/self-consciousness/self-interest in separation from life, in spite of the evidence that how we exist is not supporting life and that the world we manifest is not a friendly place for children, and that we should have long realized something is seriously wrong with how we exist.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that we cannot overcome our 'fears' by superimposing their opposite as 'desires' - and yet we do this in an attempt to distract ourselves, to cover up the actuality of our reality, to deny our experience of ourselves, to not have to face our fears as our accepted ‘inferiority’ and the ‘negativity’ of this world - and so we project desires of 'positivity' to 'feel better' and act 'superior', without ever getting to the core of the matter at hand, which is ourselves and this world/reality/our relationships as our creation.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist in anticipation of that which I 'know' - instead of realizing that through such application I am not allowing myself to Be Here and work with What is Here in every moment, but instead I exist within and from the past, re-playing the past, defining myself and my world based on the past as what I 'know'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all knowledge of this world has not managed to bring forth actual solutions: neither for the improvement of the individual at its core not for the improvement of our world and co-existence in its entirety.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to place faith and trust in the knowledge we harbour in this world, which is basically a recycled product of the history of mankind, a history filled with the blood of life through wars, conflict and the exploitation of life as the physical due to the mental disorder of mankind that impose its ideas of 'grandeur' and 'magnificence' at all cost, out of fear of loss/inferiority and the desire for profit/superiority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of the accepted 'knowledge' of this world, because I have defined myself through 'knowledge' and thus fear losing myself if I were to lose/let go of that which I think I 'know'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that fear can only exist where Life do not exist; because fear is the result of our separation from life, our abdication of life, our self-abdication -

where we have denied and disregarded our origin and source as the physical and have separated ourselves from life as ourselves and each-other into bubbles of mental realities in an attempt to 'find ourselves' - all the while we are Here, yet we refuse to accept that we have to face What is Here as our creation, as ourselves; we refuse to see that we ignore and disregard What is Here as ourselves and this world.

And we've defined ourselves to such an extent as this search for ourselves - that all systems of this world are set out to sell us methods and paths and products with which to 'find ourselves' based on ideas of 'beauty' and 'power' and 'superiority' -

and in the process of ‘searching for ourselves’ we consume ourselves as we buy into the ‘re-me-dies’ of this world brought to us by a system of profit as consumerism;

and so humanity exists in a constant race as competition and comparison based on fake values through which we define ourselves and each-other; while we've lost touch with Life as who we all really are and are unable to conceive or consider anything beyond the limitations and delusions of the mind.

I commit myself to developing and sharing common sense in the process of investigating, seeing and understanding What is Here as ourselves and this world, our creation.

I commit myself to applying self-awareness as breath in every moment, to train myself in Being Here and dealing with the actuality of reality, inner and outer, instead of being/getting lost and trapped in the dimensions, definitions and conclusions of the past.

I commit myself to studying the history of this world and my own personal history, to recognize and understand the patterns existence is based on – so that I may be able to learn the actual lessons that What is Here is teaching us, to stop repeating the mistakes of the past, stop repeating the same cycles of patterns, stop recycling and depleting life through a polarity system of the mental; and re-establish the value of life within myself and my world as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to developing and establishing self-dignity, self-honesty, self-respect, and practical common sense – so that I may assist and support myself and others in bringing forth a new world for ourselves and the children to come – a world of dignity, honesty and respect, a world where we co-exist with common sense on this common ground, sharing one common interest: LIFE.

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