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Sonntag, 23. Februar 2014

Day 498 | When Gloomy is Loony and Mood is Doom





From my previous post:
"Understanding our value-systems and understanding how POLARITY works within ourselves (Mind system) and our reality (World system) is of great support, and I will expand more on this point in blogs to come"

So I’ve listened to this fascinating interview series @eqafe and I was quite amazed to realize that in my life I was stuck within an experience of Gloominess, without even really being aware of it!
How can that be possible?! And yet here I was, listening to this and to the description of the experience of Gloominess and I was like, omg wtf, it all makes sense now…

What I find most fascinating within this particular interview series on Gloomy/Gloominess is that it –just by the way- demonstrates the BIPOLAR nature of consciousness and how we tend to trap ourselves within the polarities of the mind, within this missing the practical solutions that are right here, if we’d only see things for what they are and ask ourselves the right questions.

If one has some critical reasoning skills, one is able to apply the insights and understanding from this point (the gloomy and bipolar nature of consciousness) in order to understand many other aspects and experiences of one’s life.


Here are some questions that are being addressed within this series:

Part 1 Gloomy: Introduction

How do you create the experience of Gloominess in your Mind and Body?
Why is Gloominess more of an ‘experience’ that is created in the Mind than an ‘emotional energy’?
How is the relationship between the Mind, your Beingness and the Physical Body involved in creating the experience of Gloominess?
How are dimensional shifts involved with creating the experience of Gloominess?
What are dimensional shifts?

Part 2 Gloomy: Disconnected

-From what dimension of interconnectedness do you disconnect and how does this disconnection play a role in contributing to the experience of Gloominess?
-How does your beingness ‘disconnect’ from the physical body and what role does your beingness’ relationship to the Mind play within this?
-How can you use the experience of Gloominess to cross-reference the extent to which you accepted and allowed a ‘disconnect’ to manifest in the trinity-relationship between the mind, beingness and physical body?

Part 3 Gloomy: When You are Gloomy

-How does the Mind Consciousness System ‘record’ all the reactions that you have participated in in the Mind and what is the relationship between these recorded reactions and the experience of Gloominess?
-What is the difference between Gloominess and Depression?
-Why is it that most people are actually in a state of Gloominess and how can you practically assist and support yourself to identify where, when and how the Gloominess experience manifests within you?

Part 4 Gloomy: Moods and Dooms

-How does the experience of Gloominess contribute to the moods you experience from day to day?
-When you disconnect from a part of yourself in the Mind, how does the Mind use the energy involved in this disconnection process and channel it into the experiences of high and low moods?
-Why does the experience of Gloominess directly influences your physical experience and living, which is why with Gloominess your process will first start with practical application change?

Part 5 Gloominess: Letting Go

-Why do things exist in your Mind that you are afraid of facing and how can you support yourself to change and transcend these things within your Mind?
-Why do the things that you disconnect from within your Mind manifest as supressions that contribute to the experience of Gloominess and further compromise your mind, body and the outside world?
-Where do you start with the Self Forgiveness process in relation to supporting yourself to release yourself from Gloominess?



In my next post I will address one polarity that I have encountered within my mind when I, through Writing, looked at my living application of the particular point. It will be about the polarity of ‘fear of loss’ & the desire/need for ‘control’.

Stay tuned.





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Mittwoch, 24. Juli 2013

446 | The Bipolar Happy-go-Lucky Nature of Consumerism Consciousness & Pseudo-Science






Today I read the following article. Have a look a the Bipolar Happy-go-Lucky Nature of Consumerism Consciousness & Pseudo-Science:


Anyone who has ever had their heart broken will agree with the old saying that ‘love hurts’.
Even if your first love doesn’t break your heart, the anxious ‘do they like me back’ early stages of any relationship can be deeply unsettling.
Now new research has backed up the theory, finding that the ‘love hormone’ which induces feelings of romantic attachment to your partner, also increases fear and anxiety.
Oxytocin, popularly known as the ‘love hormone’ is largely responsible for feeling ‘connected’ to other people, as well as our feeling of self well-being.
It is the chemical reason behind your feeling of social bonds, and ultimately – love.
However new research by Northwestern Medicine® published in Nature Neuroscience has shown that this happy hormone is also responsible for some of our most long lasting pain.
The research showed that one function of the hormone is to strengthen social memory in one specific region of the brain, and, if an experience is painful or distressing, Oxytocin will activate a part of the brain that intensifies the memory.
So the same hormone that brings you the joy of love is also behind the painful embarrassment of a social faux pas lasting for years, not seeming to fade.
Oxytocin also increases your susceptibility to fear and anxiety when you’re in stressful situations, and can increase anxiety and fear in response to future stress.
So it seems that, like love, Oxytocin can bring us extreme highs, but also extreme lows in our emotions, and while it is behind the best parts of a relationship, it is likely also behind those gut-wrenching feelings of sorrow and heart-break.
Jelena Radulovic, the senior author of the study said: ‘By understanding the Oxytocin system's dual role in triggering or reducing anxiety, depending on the social context, we can optimize Oxytocin treatments that improve well-being instead of triggering negative reactions.’



 This is proof of how science and research is used and abused within the consumerism profit-before-life system for the mere sake of being able to serve what people are brainwashed to BUY into, undermining at the same time any self-responsibility and self-empowerment, a point which would in fact require real education and self-realization.
I mean, if we do not understand How the ‘highs’ and the ‘lows’ within our mind and within our experience are created as well as how the mind system as such works and functions in its totality, we will forever be dependent on ‘experts’ and ‘medication’ to tell us who we are / who we-re supposed to be and what to do.
Unfortunately though, if you look at it in self-honesty, you will find that all ‘experts’ are equally products of the System like everyone else, meaning also equally brainwashed and equally dependent on money.
Money in fact dictates not only what research gets funded but also what results a research will produce. Because the answers one gets are always according to the questions one asks.

In the above research, the approach taken is only perpetuating the human nature of suppression and denial and, as I’ve said above, also of self-abdication: because instead of moving towards getting an understanding about the dual or bipolar nature of our systems, we continue with our method of suppressing/denying the negative by enhancing the positive, not considering that suppression and denial are not making the negative go away and so we will inevitably have to face the negative side of our existence which usually happens then through traumatic events. Fascinatingly enough though, when such traumatic events take place, one looks back and is able to see that the trauma could have been prevented as one had in fact seen indications of the problem/solution but had chosen to ignore them and continue with the ‘happy-go-lucky’ ride that we call our ‘way of life’.
Well if you ask me, this is not life, this is not living – it is mere survival, we just ‘live’ to make it to the next day, to maintain the lie, the illusion, our delusion.
Living would imply understanding, would imply exploring, would imply truth, and not delusion.

Unfortunately all science in this world is dedicated to enhancing the delusion as well as enhancing the budgets of those big brothers that fund the research and thus dictate the objectives and, consequently, the results.
Throughout my years as a truth seeker there is only one research group I found that is not making itself dependent on the big brothers and whose objective is focused on truth and not delusion, on actuality and not on presenting the ‘positive’ just to keep people hoping while abdicating self-responsibility for a ‘quick fix’ as the consumerism profit-before-life system does.

This research group is Desteni, leader in many fields, including psychology, sociology and economics – I suggest checking out the link I provide at the bottom and also have a look at the economic models proposed as a way to move from a profit-before-life system to an actual life-support system without exploitation and deception, for a life of excellence, without fear. 

The Desteni research has taken on various research point in various fields and has asked the questions left unanswered, demonstrating that science in this world does not support our evolution or the realization of our existence, but only the solidification of the existent brainwashing as a means to preserve the system and maintain a status quo that serves only a select few while sucking the life out of everyone and everything else.

Research and Science should have as purpose to explain and demonstrate how things work – from beginning to end – to empower society and the individual with actual knowledge that has actual application in the real world.
Instead, the only application of knowledge that seems valid in the current system is how to ‘feel good’ and make profit out of it. The entire psychology field is unfortunately one of the many where this is happening extensively – no self-empowerment for real, just feel-good delusions and band-aid solutions.

It is time we move beyond band-aid solution and get to Real Solutions that are sustainable and life-empowering.
It’s time we Wake Up and do something about it all – for real.
Investigate the Desteni research and dare to study what is being presented in terms of problems and solutions. 







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Sonntag, 9. Juni 2013

403 | Self-Fulfillment – Live! And Fill your cup with Life - part 2







Continuing from
402 | Self-Fulfillment – Live! And Fill your cup with Life
401 | Self-Fulfillment in the context of Life
400 | Fulfillment Paranoia – How do I Fill my cup Full?
399 | Paranoia is like a ‘self-fulfilling prophecy’ - But who fills the cup?
398 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh - part 2
397 | Self-Forgiveness to Reverse-Engineer the Paranoia of Consciousness into Nothingness and Start Afresh
396 | The Creation Process of Paranoia Begins in the MEnial
395 | Human Paranoia Keeps History Repeating – How to Stop 
394 | The Paranoia of “I don’t want to become like my Parents”


in the context of





So – in the process of looking into the word Fulfillment, what could be seen is how we are conditioned to seek Fulfillment in separation from the value of life as who we really are, and how we are conditioned to seek Fulfillment in the indoctrinated values of CONsumerism – 
and interestingly enough if one would study How the values of consumerism have been and are being presented and made desirable: it is through FEELING; see how advertisements work, see how the engineering of consent works, see how your fears and desires are formed: it is through FEELING.



And so we live our lives in a constant projection-mode wherein we think/believe/hope that “when/if I get/have THAT FEELING, I will be fulfilled”, and so we spend our lives trying all kinds of ways to get to THAT FEELING, all the while missing the moment that is here, wherein the actual opportunity exists to Live Fulfillment, by fulfilling each moment with an actual expression of who we are.



We tend to think/believe that Fulfillment is a ‘profound’ FEELING, when in fact Fulfillment cannot be a mental/emotional construct, a state of mind – that would not be real, it would be a make-belief experience that only lasts so long, and any external factor could change that – it is not sustainable, it is not based on ‘who I am’ but rather it is based on a desire, a projection.



I see and realize within this that actual self fulfillment is about who I am within every moment, with every breath. I see and realize that I will either live every moment to the fullest, fulfilling every moment with my living expression, or I’ll fill myself up with concepts/hopes/desires/projections/ideas of ‘fulfillment’ in my mind that only make me FEEL full-filled for a moment without any actual practical value or support in the context of life and living.



Therefore I commit myself to stop the fake ‘values’ and ideas of fulfillment I had adopted / developed / believed-in within my mind, and to walk every moment in awareness, breath by breath, realizing that Fulfillment is a result of practical-living application, and that I can only ‘have’ fulfillment if I give it to myself: if I live fulfillment as who I am, within this also supporting myself to be/become who I know/see that I can be in terms of my potential, expression and abilities.


Within this I commit myself to disengage myself from any and all energetic attachments, positive and negative – to no longer accept or allow myself to be influenced or defined by energetic mind-movements wherein I’d react to something/someone ‘making me feel’ fulfilled or ‘making me feel’ unfulfilled, because I see that within that I’d be making myself and the expression and experience of myself dependent on external factors, thinking and believing that because something/someone ‘make me feel’ a certain way – that this is who/what I am.




I commit myself to really get to know myself and be/become the one that directs and moves ME – to no longer accept or allow myself to be moved by energetic experiences, positive or negative, because I realize that within this I’d be making myself subject to energy, thus subject to the mind, and it is clear by now that the mind cannot be trusted because the mind and all reaction- and response-patterns it brings-up are conditioned patterns of consciousness that are not in my best interest in terms of living and expanding to my utmost potential, but rather in the interest of the system in terms of ensuring the enslavement of self to the ‘values’ of CONsumerism based on which we create a fake self that cares only to ‘feel good’ and ‘look good’, manipulating self-expression in terms of looking / seeking / waiting / hoping to Get.

 

I commit myself to continue assisting and supporting myself in establishing self-trust, trusting myself as life in self-honesty and common sense -
so that I no longer place trust in the mind because the mind and all reaction- and response-patterns the mind brings-up are conditioned patterns of consciousness that are programmed based on systematic desires and fears (‘positive’ and ‘negative’ energy) and thus not in my best interest in terms of living, expression and expanding to my utmost potential.


I commit myself to LIVE every moment in awareness, to no longer accept or allow myself to exist within a state of mind / a state of being wherein I am looking ‘out there’, seeking / hoping / waiting for something/someone to ‘give me’what I think/believe would make me ‘feel fulfillment’.



When and as I see myself looking for a ‘feeling’, I commit myself to stop and breathe, and bring myself back here, move myself out of my mind and into reality, and direct myself to an expression or an application or a task that will fulfill me, as an expression me.



I commit myself to live self-fulfillment as who I am and how I participate and express in every moment, with every breath – to live every moment to the fullest, within this fulfilling every moment with my living expression, thus fulfilling myself with my expression as life – giving Me to Me, and being the One that Gives.



I commit myself to investigate what it is I was waiting for / hoping for /seeking – and to Give that to myself through practical/physical living, finding practical ways and expressions to ‘fill my life’ with who I really am as life; no longer desiring concepts of ‘fulfillment’ as they are promulgated through the system, but instead living and applying self-fulfillment through LIVING.



For instance I realize that if/when I perceive that my life is ‘empty’ – it is because I am not here for me, I am not Giving, I am not Living, but I am ‘thinking’ about concepts of ‘fulfillment’ based on my preprogrammed/conditioned mind-consciousness.


Therefore I commit myself to no longer seek or hope to Get, but instead: to Give, to Live – and to do so in a way that is Best for All.





I see and realize that fulfillment is not and cannot be a mental or emotional concept, as that would only lead one further away from oneself and further away from reality.

Fulfillment is always in relation to the context one exists in – and we are currently in this world as we know it, this system, this moment in space and time, in the history of mankind of which we are all equally part of.



I see and realize that our opportunities for fulfillment in the current world/system are very limited, because money determines what we are able to do and participate in as well as what we have to do in order to support our survival.

I realize however that even in the context of such limitation Fulfillment is possible, because it is about who I am in spite of the circumstances. Yet at the same time I see that so many people in this world exist at the brink of survival to such an extent that they do not even have the luxury to contemplate about such things as ‘fulfillment’.



Therefore I commit myself – and see it as a practical application of self-fulfillment in the context of the actuality of reality – to make sure I am part of a solution to our world/system and contribute to changing this world/system so that ALL beings are able to live a fulfilling life, and to express, explore and expand to their utmost potential as life.







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