349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole

ART by Kelly Posey

Continuing from
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"


…I realize that by projecting responsibility and expecting others/external factors to ‘fulfill’ my life / me – I am in fact giving my power away and accepting/defining that I am powerless and incomplete.
I commit myself to stop the projection of my responsibility onto ‘external factors’ and to stop expecting something/someone to fulfill me.
…I commit myself to stop defining “my life” through the eyes of the system, as I realize that I am the one that decides my worth – I am the one that decides what my life is worth, and it is through my actions and also through my inactions that I express and determine what my life is worth.
...Therefore I commit myself to value my life and to accept self-worth as me here. I commit myself to act/live in awareness of who I am in every moment and what my actions imply, to within self-awareness make sure that I no longer abdicate my value as life, that I no longer depreciate my life /myself, and that I no longer expect others/external factors to give me ‘value’.
…I commit myself to embrace my life and myself, as I realize that the life given to me is a gift – and I’d be foolish and spiteful to depreciate this gift based on concepts/ideas/judgments of the mind/the system.
…I realize that what I make out of my life and out of myself is MY responsibility; and that every moment, every breath, every action or inaction defines and determines and accumulates into: what my life is and will be.
...I realize that responsibility is power – not the ‘power’-definition of the system, but power as the breath of life, as I see that the only ‘place’ I have actual power is in every breath, in every moment – wherein I am able to take self-responsibility and direct myself as best for life, participating and interacting in life in a way that support me as life, and thus consequently in a way that equally supports all life.
...Therefore I commit myself to live in full self-responsibility, as I walk every moment in awareness, and to embrace the power that comes along with responsibility, as I realize that only I have the power to forgive myself, only I have the power to change myself, only I have the power to value my life, only I have the power to live – Because if I don’t, no one can do it for me.


Continuing:


I commit myself to no longer make myself and my life subject to external factors and to my ideas and beliefs about how such factors apparently determine ‘who I am’ – as I realize that it is only through my permission that external factors define me and that I thus am able to take SELF-responsibility for ‘who I am’ and how “my life” is.

I commit myself to – when and as I see myself abdicating my responsibility for “my life”, expecting for something/someone to give me the permission to live, or to give me the power to change, or to give me the fulfillment I need/want/desire, or to give me the worth/value that I feel I lack, so that I can feel “my life” is worth something – Stop and breathe. 
I realize that the worth and value of “my life” is what I make of it, therefore I take full responsibility for who I am and what my life is and will be. I no longer accept or allow myself to create expectations, or hopes, or the need/want/desire for something/someone to do something so that “my life” can change. Instead, I take full self-responsibility for the change I want to see and experience in my life.

I commit myself to no longer define and accept my life or myself as ‘worthless’ or ‘unworthy’, and instead: I accept, acknowledge and establish my life in self-worth – by accepting, acknowledging and establishing self-worth as ME, here, in every moment, within and as who I am in practical living, in thought, word and deed.



Now –
If I look at the aspects of my life that apparently define and determine the possibilities and opportunities that I have in “my life” and within this also the ‘value’ I have been attributed to “my life”/myself, I can see that there are still beliefs and self-definitions within me/my mind through which I am limiting myself and keeping myself from expanding, expressing and moving myself toward LIVING to the utmost of my potential.

I will be looking into such beliefs and self-definitions in self-honesty, to deconstruct them through self-forgiveness and reconstruct the points into solutions by scripting the self-corrective living that I see is required to be walked/lived in order to place the self-realization into practical application and in fact CHANGE.



An interesting point I see here is the following:

Yes, in the current system, we have indeed limited opportunities as the opportunities and possibilities each one has are subject to MONEY and the world systems, which is obviously why there exists no such thing as ‘equal opportunities’ in fact.

Now – if we accept and allow ourselves as individuals to submit to the inequality that is existent in the world, without moving ourselves to the best of our ability to investigate and break through the accepted limitations we have imposed onto ourselves/our lives individually, how are we ever to break through the current system of inequality and limitation that allows for so much abuse in this world and for the ruthless exploitation of life in the name of profit?

Dignity and respect for LIFE begins within self. How can we ever get to a world where all life is equally valued and supported, if we do not even value our own life enough to move ourselves through that which we can change, through that which we see is not supportive or even unnecessary to hold onto, through the limitations that only exist because we have accepted them in our mind based on the systematic deception and abuse we have subjected ourselves to in the context of the world system and the consumerism culture…



…to be continued

ART by Rozelle De Lange

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Common Sense considerations on the Background of Mankind's History

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348 | Self Commitment – „My Life“

ART by Kelly Posey

...In essence, this is about realizing and deconstructing the systems within – systems (i.e. patterns and habits of thoughts, feelings, emotions, beliefs, judgments, ideas, behaviors etc.) which I have adopted, formed, developed or copied and which I then accepted and allowed to define and bind me and my life to a limited version of me / a limited version of my life;
...Further, it is about forgiving myself for abdicating my self-directive authority to systems, and about stopping such systems from having power over me within myself. It is about seeing/ realizing/ understanding the ‘problems’ I am facing, and within that: seeing/ realizing/ understanding the solutions and corrections that are required for me to take back the directive authority I had abdicated to systems.
...So – it’s about living the self-forgiveness and walking the self-corrective realizations in self-commitment; it’s about living the change into beingness so that I can be fully ‘at peace’ with my myself and my life i.e. with how I live my life, which in the end means that I am able to live with every single decision I make, every single step I take, in every moment, with every breath.
...That is the principle of self-honesty.


Continuing from:
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process


So, with this post I start re-evaluating myself in relation to the most prominent systems/ patterns/ habits of my life, my existence, so as to investigate what still has power over me and how – i.e. what it is that I still accept and allow to define and determine who I am and what my life is, and HOW (meaning through what actions and/or inactions, through what ideas/beliefs/judgments etc.) I make such acceptances and allowances and compromise who I really am as life, thus compromising my ability to live and expand to my utmost potential.


Here, I start by looking at what I call “my life”:


I spent much of my life thinking and believing that others/ the world/ society are responsible for how “my life” is.

I spent much of my life blaming such external factors, making “my life” subject to external factors and then projecting the responsibility for “my life” onto such external factors.

I spent much of my life looking at “my life” through the eyes of the system and defining my life as a ‘failure’, because I also saw and defined ‘success’ through the eyes of the system and thought and believed that if I for instance do not have a super job which enables me to make a super lot of money and create for myself a super image in the world – then I am a ‘failure’.

I spent much of my life trying to find ‘fulfillment’, without ever questioning the ideas and concepts of fulfillment that the system imposes onto human beings and whether such concepts/ideas in fact support life / support me as life.

I spent much of my life trying to find ‘fulfillment’ outside of myself, trying to get something/someone to ‘fulfill me’, and I never considered or asked myself how I am able to live in such a way that I fulfill myself / fulfill my life to the best of my ability.

I spent much of my life fearing that my life is ‘worthless’ and ‘meaningless’, and I have never questioned this fear, just as I had never asked myself how I can practically give meaning and worth to my life, or what worth and meaning IS to begin with.


I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to make myself and my life subject to external factors and to my ideas and beliefs about how such factors apparently determine ‘who I am’ – instead of realizing that it is only through my permission that external factors define me and that I thus am able to take SELF-responsibility for ‘who I am’ and how “my life” is.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility for “my life” as I projected this responsibility ‘out there’, expecting for something/someone to give me the permission to live, or to give me the power to change, or to give me the fulfillment I need/want/desire, or to give me the worth/value that I feel I lack, so that I can feel “my life” is worth something.

Within this I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define and accept myself as ‘worthless’ or ‘unworthy’, and that I hadn’t allowed myself to accept, acknowledge and establish my life in self-worth by accepting, acknowledging and establishing self-worth as ME, here, in every moment.


I commit myself to live self-responsibility for my life and to appreciate my life as worthy and valuable, as I realize that the value of life IS life/living.

I commit myself to stop the projection of my responsibility onto ‘external factors’ and to stop expecting something/someone to fulfill me.

I realize that by projecting responsibility and expecting others/external factors to ‘fulfill me’ – I am in fact giving my power away and accepting/defining that I am powerless and incomplete.

I commit myself to stop defining “my life” through the eyes of the system, as I realize that I am the one that decides my worth – I am the one that decides what my life is worth, and it is through my actions and also through my inactions that I express and determine what my life is worth.

Therefore I commit myself to value my life and to accept self-worth as me here. I commit myself to act/live in awareness of who I am in every moment and what my actions imply, to within self-awareness make sure that I no longer abdicate my value as life, that I no longer depreciate my life /myself, and that I no longer expect others/external factors to give me ‘value’.

I commit myself to embrace my life and myself, as I realize that the life given to me is a gift – and I’d be foolish and spiteful to depreciate this gift based on concepts/ideas/judgments of the mind/the system.
I realize that what I make out of my life and out of myself is MY responsibility; and that every moment, every breath, every action or inaction defines and determines and accumulates into: what my life is and will be.

Therefore I commit myself to live in full self-responsibility, as I walk every moment in awareness, and to embrace the power that comes along with responsibility, as I realize that only I have the power to forgive myself, only I have the power to change myself, only I have the power to value my life, only I have the power to live – Because if I don’t, no one can do it for me.

I realize that responsibility is power – not the ‘power’-definition of the system, but power as the breath of life, as I see that the only ‘place’ I have actual power is in every breath, in every moment – wherein I am able to take self-responsibility and direct myself as best for life, participating and interacting in life in a way that support me as life, and thus consequently in a way that equally supports all life.


… to be continued

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Blogs to follow:

Equal Money Movement
Equal Money Capitalism - Economist's Journey to Life

Criminology and What we can Learn from Crime to establish a Society that's Pro-Life

Common Sense considerations on the Background of Mankind's History

Psychology and How it can be used to actually Support the Human Being

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http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
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* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality


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347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Starting with this post and in the posts to follow, I will be looking at the various aspects of my life /myself and the prominent patterns which I have accepted and allowed to define those aspects respectively.

I will be sharing the self-forgiveness realizations and the commitment statements that I’ll be scripting for myself to then practically live the realizations and walk the change that I see is required – based on the starting-point of valuing my life and making the best out of my life and myself, in spite of the limitations of the current system and the conditions we are all subject to.

I have been walking the Desteni I Process for some years now, and at this point I’d like to summarize for myself the main systems / patterns / habits / definitions that I have accepted and allowed to have power over me and to determine who I am and what/how my life is.

In essence, this is about realizing and deconstructing the systems within – systems (i.e. patterns and habits of thoughts, feelings, emotions, beliefs, judgments, ideas, behaviors etc.) which I have adopted, formed, developed or copied and which I then accepted and allowed to define and bind me and my life to a limited version of me / a limited version of my life;
Further, it is about forgiving myself for abdicating my self-directive authority to systems, and about stopping such systems from having power over me within myself. It is about seeing/ realizing/ understanding the ‘problems’ I am facing, and within that: seeing/ realizing/ understanding the solutions and corrections that are required for me to take back the directive authority I had abdicated to systems.

So – it’s about living the self-forgiveness and walking the self-corrective realizations in self-commitment; it’s about living the change into beingness so that I can be fully ‘at peace’ with myself / my life i.e. with how I live my life, which in the end means being able to live with every single decision I make, every single step I take, in every moment, with every breath.

That is the principle of self-honesty.




Within walking this process of self-honesty, I have realized that every system/ pattern/ habit has been layered through numerous experiences throughout one’s life and exists therefore multidimensionally, both in terms of ‘time’ (i.e. the same pattern manifest at various different times in one’s life) as well as in terms of the forms i.e. ‘expressions’ in which a system/ pattern/ habit manifests.

It is therefore common that, while working on one system/ pattern/ habit, further layers and dimensions of the system/ pattern/ habit reveal. This is important to realize and understand, and to therefore not allow oneself to get frustrated when seeing/realizing ‘more and more of the shit’.

When things/self do not change, i.e. when despite the self-forgiveness and self-commitments self is not seeing the change in oneself and one’s reality – it is important to investigate whether one has effectively and sufficiently applied/lived the self-correction one had realized is required, and/or whether one is still missing a point or points of the system/ pattern/ habit, i.e. whether there are dimensions to the system/ pattern/ habit that one has not yet considered/ seen /realized /understood.

This is basically the process of Man Know Thyself – SELF-HONESTY – which is the only way to get to self-determination as life in full awareness and responsibility.


This is why at this point I will start re-evaluating myself in relation to the most prominent systems/ patterns/ habits of my life, my existence, so as to investigate what still has power over me and how – i.e. what it is that I still accept and allow to define and determine who I am and what my life is, and HOW (meaning through what actions and/or inactions, through what ideas/beliefs/judgments etc.) I make such acceptances and allowances and compromise who I really am as life, thus compromising my ability to live and expand to my utmost potential.


…to be continued

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Blogs to follow:

Equal Money Movement
Equal Money Capitalism - Economist's Journey to Life

Criminology and What we can Learn from Crime to establish a Society that's Pro-Life

Common Sense considerations on the Background of Mankind's History

Psychology and How it can be used to actually Support the Human Being

MUST-READ on Life and Creation:

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com

http://activistsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

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* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality


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Day 131: Want Home - “Here” & “There” | Self Realization Commitments

ART by Anna Brix Thomsen

This is continuing from:

Day 128: Standing Up from Falling in Love

Day 129: Alternate Reality Creation in Backchat - The Enemy Within

Day 130: Want Home - "Here" and "There"

 

So, I in my previous blog post had written out the points that opened up for me to look into, and started with the last word:

-   Restlessness / ‘On the Run’

-   ‘Find Peace’ / Home

-   Fear - Wrong – Right

-   "There"

 

Within this blog post I continue with self realization commitments on the same point.

 

 

 

I commit myself to practically aligning myself Here, being Here in every breath in the realization that it is through the accumulation of ‘who I am’ in every breath that I develop and establish myself and my reality –

instead of “there” which is a projection of the mind based on pre-programmed ideas that create desires, hopes, and fears and thus keep me trapped within a limited option without actual self-direction, due to my acceptance and allowance of the energetic polarity patterns of fear and desire/hope as ‘valid’, when they are not: they are simply the result of my conditioned consciousness, my pre-programming, and indicate not who I really am as life but merely the nature of the personalities and protection-/defence-mechanisms I exist through as Ego/consciousness.  

 

I commit myself to stopping myself from existing in a state of mind where I am as if constantly projected "there", or as if this "there" constantly exists, and I am somehow 'pulled toward it'; When and as I notice that I am accepting and allowing myself to abdicate my directive-principle and my presence as breath to projections of the mind, where I would go into hoping or wishing or wanting/needing/desiring:

I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back Here, to direct myself in the context of the actuality of my reality, making sure that I stand within a point of self-responsibility = no longer separating and projecting parts of me into some future or onto another being waiting/expecting that to ‘save me’. Rather, I ‘save myself’ in every moment – ‘save’ myself from following the projections of the mind, by remaining Here within and as breath in every moment, thus remaining in self-clarity and self-direction to walk life in Real-Time equal and one and be the directive principle of me here.

 

 

I commit myself to living the realization that whenever I find myself going into a want, need and desire for "there", I within this in fact diminish Me Here.

Therefore the moment I see myself going into a want, need and desire for "there": I stop, I breathe, and I bring myself back Here, to the actuality of my reality in the moment, as I am Here, as I breathe here in every moment.

 

I commit myself to living the realization that while I think, feel and believe that I miss something “there” – I am in fact missing Here.

Therefore, I train myself to remaining Here, through breathing and self-awareness as life, as breathing, not as a mind that is trapped within past conditioning and future projections.

 

I commit myself to live the realization that Life is Here. Therefore, ‘fear of missing out’ or fear of ‘not living’ is in fact an indication that one does not live, but exists trapped in the projections of one’s own accepted definitions of ‘living’;

and while one imagine ‘living’ or ‘try to live’, one does not Live in fact.

 

I commit myself to living the realization that Life/Living is the actuality of reality in every moment, in full awareness of all that is here as life.

 

I commit myself to stopping the mental polarity and emotional trap of “here” and “there” and setting myself free from past conditioning and future projections –

so that I may stand in full self-responsibility Here, thus in full self-power Here, in oneness and equality as myself, as life, as breathing self-awareness in every moment.

 

I commit myself to seeing others as me Here – therefore seeing who another is in actuality, instead of seeing the projections of my own mind.

 

I commit myself to always immediately take a judgment, an opinion, or any backchat that comes up in the mind toward another at any given moment: and bring the point back to myself, forgive the projection, and take responsibility for the point by looking at how that judgment / opinion / backchat in fact relates to ‘who I am’ / ‘who’ I allow myself to be –

in the realization that I am in essence always facing myself, and any reaction I have indicates points within myself that I have not yet looked at effectively and directed to self equality and oneness, in self-honesty and self-responsibility.

 

Therefore I commit myself to ‘reminding’ myself that I am walking my process for ME, for self; I am walking life facing ME – thus I am able to amalgamate with any point I face in every moment, equal and one, seeing it for what it is, forgiving it, correcting myself as it, changing ME and re-aligning ME, and eventually within this process, I become a living example of change, of directive-principle, of the stopping of separation and walking in self-responsibility.

 

 

I realize that Life is Here.

I realize that I am Here.

I commit myself to live these realizations as best for Life.

 

I accept What is Here.

I accept Here.

I accept Me Here.

I accept that I am Here.

I realize within this that my responsibility is Here, and that is equal to absolute self-responsibility.

I realize that only through accepting What is Here and embracing it as Me – can I change it; because then I am changing Me.

 

TO BE CONTINUED!

 

 

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http://desteni.org/articles

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http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

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http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

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* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
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* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality