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I’ll be flying to visit my family early next morning and am currently busy collecting all the papers and project that I’m taking with me to work on…
At the same time an interesting point is opening up, that being the definition of “me” in the context of family, the context of the place where I grew up, the context of the experiences I’ve had throughout my early years, including school, friends, girls, boys, “me” within a social context – and what I am finding is how strongly I had accepted and allowed myself throughout the years that I’ve been there to define myself based on the feedback of others, the opinions of others, the judgments of others, etc.
No wonder I never felt ‘at home’…
I had written some blog posts on this point before, but whenever I was “there” I was still seeing how much I am still accepting myself to be defined by ‘my past’ and all the definitions, limitations, judgments etc. that go with it.
Another point is currently my grandmother.
She is 94 years old and is in a clinic at the moment, as she has had several accidents of falling and breaking parts of her skeleton in the last couple of years, and obviously in her age things don’t just heal that easily, plus she is in constant pain, can hardly move by herself, which for anyone is really not easy but especially for her, as she has been very active, dynamic and independent her own life, plus she was really valuing those ‘qualities’. I am seeing that she has trouble letting go, even though she said to me three times already in the last couple of years that she often goes to bed at night and wishes to not wake up again, but “it’s not working”… She is not the type to complain, she is not saying that out of self-pity, she is not whining about it. I will look for a moment to talk to her when I am there, perhaps I can support her in letting go and simply – well, that’s it, letting go.
Alright, this blog post today is a short share on my ‘currency’ at the moment, and I’ll probably be sharing some experiences on that whole point while I am there.
Also, I will be continuing with the point of Oneness and Equality of Life that I started taking on within my previous blog posts and elaborate on the living principles that emerge from it, sharing specifically my realizations and practical insights that emerged throughout my process since I started studying the Desteni material and applying the self-support tools.
Thanks for reading.
You may want to read my previous blog posts:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life
Day 265 - Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult
Day 266 - Idealization of Process makes Walking Process difficult
I suggest reading the Journey to Life blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism/competition system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.
It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, within oneself for oneself, as well as equally for all, as one, as life, as equals.
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