Dis-cover Yourself - ART by Anna Brix Thomsen |
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read my previous Blog post.
I forgive myself
that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that what we become
through and within this world system as personality has its own agenda in terms
of wants, needs and desires that are conditioned throughout our formative years, creating self-definitions based on which then the experience of
ourselves in relation to our world is formed.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be defined by and accept myself as
defined by the world consciousness system.
I forgive myself
that I haven’t allowed myself to consider that the experience of myself is a
result of my accepted and allowed definitions based on which the patterns of my existence / experience / expression were formed.
I forgive myself
that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that these
experience patterns only define who we are through our acceptance and allowance
– and thus it is in our power through our self will to stop such patterns and change.
I forgive myself
that I hadn’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that such patterns
become the habits that inhabit us, and evolve their own consciousness, hence we
end up existing as multiple personalities acting out different character-roles
according to external situations/stimuli, each personality being like a
separate entity within self with its own consciousness and its own agenda of
wants, needs and desires.
Within this I
forgive myself that I hadn’t allowed myself to consider that once I become
aware of such personalities that I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within me
as a mind, as thoughts, feelings and emotions; and once I start directing
myself to no longer follow the self-interest of the mind and to no longer accept
or allow such conditioned patterns to define and direct me: the pattern will
mutate and will seek to exist and to satisfy its self-interest through and
within another aspect of my life/my application –
and that therefore I
require to investigate and direct a pattern in its various manifestations
throughout all possible aspects of my life/my application, to make sure that I
am indeed no longer defined or directed by the pattern in any way whatsoever.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to take change for granted, instead of
realizing that there are many dimensions to change, just like there are many
dimensions to a pattern.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place myself ‘inferior’ to patterns,
or to react in anger towards patterns – instead of realizing that through such
application I am only giving away my power and directive principle, and
sabotaging myself.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react to my own reactions – instead of
realizing that within this I am giving my directive power away to the mind,
creating inner conflict and bipolar experiences as polarity friction within
myself.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist in a reactive mode – instead of
absolute self-direction in self-honesty.
I forgive myself
that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge myself – instead of realizing
that getting myself to a point of absolute self-direction in self-honesty
practically implies walking every breath in self-honest self-direction, thus
breath by breath accumulating ‘who I am’ within and as self-honesty and
self-direction.
I forgive myself
that I haven’t allowed myself to fully live the realization that ‘we become who
we are’ – which implies that what we accept and allow ourselves to BE in every
moment is what we BECOME = obvious common sense based on the equality equation
of 1+1.
I will continue in
my next Blog post with self commitment statements.
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For further context to this Blog post see:
Day 151: 11 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Who am I as my Thoughts - part2
Day 152: 12 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Up&Down, Round&Round, the Car_U_Sell of Life?
Day 153: 13 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Stopping the Ups & Downs
Day 154: 14 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Feelings & Emotions Inequality
Day 155: 15 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | Feeling & Emotions Inequality -part2
Day 156: 16 of 21 Days Practicing Self Equality | WHO is it that Wakes Up every day?
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