266: Idealization of Process makes Walking Process difficult

 

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Continuing from
Day 265: Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult

For further Context see also:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life



Within my personal process / experience throughout my life, I constantly ‘fell’ at/within the point of idealization, because in a way I was defining ‘perfection’ but only as a projection within/of the mind, without taking into consideration the actual physical process of changing oneself, getting to know oneself to begin with…
Thus it was as if trying to create/reach perfection through the mind, by trying to reach a projection – which is impossible.

To assist and support myself in this point, I looked into re-defining ‘perfection’ to no longer be a projected point of ‘idealization’, as I saw realize and understood that this creates only frustration, disappointment, friction in one’s relationships, impatience with oneself, to name but a few consequences of trying to walk this process through the mind.


I also realized that, by defining that/such point of ‘idealization’ in the mind as ‘positive’ or ‘more’ or ‘higher’, I at the same time accept a definition of self here as ‘inferior’.

Within that, the whole point of self-trust and self-acceptance is compromised, because one now has this projection of “something more” that one is trying to ‘reach’ or ‘attain’ through the mind.

Which is basically what I did in the years where I focused on spirituality and love & light and positive thinking – while I was completely denying the fact that I was merely suppressing myself and what went on within me, I was not taking responsibility for myself practically, I was merely creating alternate-realities to ‘feel better’ and to find it easier to have or experience ‘self-worth’ – but that was all based on self-judgment, it was all based on mental polarity constructs, ideas, beliefs, value-judgments, and thus in separation from self as life.


So in re-defining ‘perfection’ practically, one can look at ‘perfection’ as Living in every moment that which is best in the context of the moment – best for me, as life, thus best for all as life; To live every moment in a way that does not accumulate regret or self-doubt or self-sabotage; To live in a way that I in every moment do not accept anything less than who I really am, than who I know I can be in the context of the moment, in consideration of everything/everyone involved, and given my level of understanding’ in that moment of time.

Living so is ‘perfection’ because, when at ‘the end if time’ one looks back at oneself, one can look at every moment and be grateful, be content, be satisfied that one has in fact lived ‘best way possible’ not only for oneself as life, but for all life equally.


Now – here obviously one must start ‘small’. To not again go and ‘idealize’ things because then it would all just remain but a theory, an idea, an ideal, a concept – a projection.

So one must really look at how to practically, physically live such self-application, such process of self-realization, starting with being here in every moment, breathing in self-awareness, stopping judgments and comparison and competition and all the separation one has been accepting and allowing in/through the mind.




Here are two Blog posts by a former New-Age follower or ex enlightenment fanatic (lol) with cool insights and practical self-support points to assist with lifting the veils of the mind to get to what is real, to get to actual physical practical living, and real change, through a self-application that is based on the informed exploration and study of the actuality of reality and one’s participation within it:

>>> Mindfulness And Meditation in the Age of Imagination

>>> Deconstructing the Role of Imagination in the New Age

 

 

 

Join us in the Journey to Life! 


For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles


@ eqafe for FREE:
* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality



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ART by Ann Van Den Broeck

265: Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult

 

ART by Ann Van Den Broeck

For further Context see also:
Day 262 - Desteni ReSearch & the Actuality of Reality
Day 263 - Desteni: Self-Support / Life-Support in Oneness and Equality
Day 264 - Desteni Process: Self as the Starting Point in the Journey to Life



Idealization of Change makes Walking the Change difficult – 
Why do I say that?

What I realized within my process, especially when looking back at my life and observing the ‘tendencies’ of my beingness – a point within which I am currently applying the self-corrective living, is the point of ‘idealization’:
wherein the living principles of self-support / the process of change will be taken on from an intellectual approach, a mind approach basically, while the physical integration of the realizations is receiving secondary attention and application or even being ignored or suppressed or sabotaged.


Obviously, the point of the Desteni message is and has been that without practical living and actual change in our world and reality – we are not in fact evolving but only devolving or mutating toward our own self-destruction, which is actually quite visible in our world, if you read the news and dare inform yourself about what is going on daily around the globe, on the smaller and bigger scale.

So obviously, it’s not about ‘following’ or ‘believing’ in a principle, the principle of oneness and equality of life in this case – it is about whether one in fact lives and applies such principle or such realization practically, and whether one explores what it really means to actually live it, express as it (oneness for example, or equality) within and as oneself, inside and outside.


Looking back, my whole life has been that of ‘idealizing’ – I was a strong idealist already as a kid and then as teenager, later on in the university too, which was where I went into spirituality and followed new age beliefs, which, as I later realized / saw / understood by studying the Desteni research material, was nothing but an distraction from the actuality of myself, nothing but an attempt to veil / suppress / deny my actual experience of ‘inferiority’ and my self-judgment and all those things I didn’t know how to deal with or direct within myself and my world – thus I was ‘relieved’ to find such things as spirituality for instance (for others it’s religions, or subcultures, or ideologies, or anything that one defines as ‘more valuable’ or ‘higher’ or a ‘savior’ or anything of that kind).

And during my interest for spirituality I read all kinds of books and accepted the brainwashing because I was wishing for such alternate belief-reality to escape from all that, to escape from myself thus basically, to not have to face me and the actuality of my own reality.


By walking with the Desteni tools I got to see and realize what self-honesty is, how we are able to exist in self-dishonesty and even sabotage ourselves and what is best for us, what is best for life, in the name of ridiculous ‘excuses’ and ‘justifications’, beliefs, perceptions, definitions, that only limit us and who we really are, and consequently limit everything in our personal world.

And then one tends to go and start thinking or believing that one is ‘simply not strong enough’ or ‘not good enough’ or ‘flawed’ – just out of fear of taking self-responsibility and standing in oneness and equality with oneself and one’s own creation.

Further support in this context is to be found within the daily Journey to Life Blogs – and specifically you can read here: Conspiracies of Synchronicities –  a post about the ‘educated’ belief of ‘being flawed’ and the accepted ‘inferiority’ of ourselves,  an inherent point of human ‘education’ (aka brainwashing) within the current System.

Also, I found great support on this point within a process support interview that is about the mind-physical relationship in the process of self-realization – you can get it here.

 

Study Desteni to understand Creation – both the creation of this world, this existence, and equally the creation of yourself as a conditioned mind consciousness system ‘educated’ to serve the System – this System of polarity / separation / abuse –
even when it / the human thinks it is rebelling, revolting, changing the world, or ascending to some higher dimensions.



Join us in the Journey to Life!



For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
* The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality



Check out the Equal Money System –
a solution that can be established in this lifetime to end the disaster of a profit driven system.



Check out the Desteni I Process Lite –
a FREE course that will assist humanity to end the disaster of a dysfunctional consciousness.




ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo