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| ART by Damian Ledesma |
Here I continue from my previous Blog posts from
Day 175: Letting Go of What is Not Mine and
Day 176: Letting go of Possessions = No more Possessed
Day 175: Letting Go of What is Not Mine and
Day 176: Letting go of Possessions = No more Possessed
For further context see also Day 174: The Journey to Life - Breath by Breath.
I commit myself to investigating the values I have
given to things in my life (experiences, people, relationships) and within that
to stopping my self-interest-based value-definitions and value-assignments,
as I realize that as long as my experience of myself
and who I am can be influenced by ‘positive’ or ‘negative’ experiences
apparently ‘happing to me’ based on my self-defined/accepted/adopted ‘positive’
and ‘negative’ value definitions: I have abdicated myself to the mind and am thus
controlled through consciousness and controllable / gullible due to my own
self-interest = the things I want, need, fear or desire based on the mind
consciousness personalities I have developed and become in this world, ‘educated’
within consumerism in all ways.
Therefore, I commit myself to investigating in all possible aspects of my practical living where and
how my participation / application is that of a CONSUMER;
to through such self-investigation in self-honesty: place myself in the position to stop my
consumerism-participation and transform my practical-living into a
participation that honors LIFE as oneness and equality.
I commit myself to investigating what are the things I
create a possessive relationship to, as I realize that in terms of cause and effect,
the consequence of wanting, needing, having to get/attain/keep something –
anything – is that I become possessed by the very things/points I obsess about.
Therefore I commit myself to investigating what I am
trying to prove, what I am trying to validate, what I am trying to keep, what I
fear losing – such ‘defensive’ application, or should we say attitude, takes
place subtly and subconsciously/unconsciously, as it is automatically directed
by the personalities one develops throughout one’s life with the particular
wants, needs, fears, desires constituting the particular self-interest of the
personality based on the self-definitions it is attempting to validate in order
to ‘survive’ as consciousness -
such subconscious ‘motives’ of self and the
personalities that ‘drive’ those ‘motives’ (which is why currently no actual
self movement as life exists; only system motivated drive, based in the
polarity construct of fear&desire - fear actually being rather the ‘excuse’/
‘justification’ as to why one does not ‘wake up’ and stand-up to break through
the veils of the matrix; desire/want/need being actually the system’s fuel, its
self-interest, its addiction, hence a world and a human driven by GREED as
self-interest/profit, a world and a human that pretends to be GREAT as it is
obsessed with greatness in self-interest/profit yet misses the actual greatness
of life as the physical reality we all share, misses the greatness of equality
as the only way/system for a healthy oneness),
such subconscious motives and personalities can be made
conscious, ‘be revealed’ and made ‘visible’ for self, through writing, self-honesty,
self-forgiveness, self-corrective practical living.
I realize and understand that all fear of loss derives
from and is the polarity-opposite of the assigned ‘positive’ “value” we give to
things in separation from life, from ourselves, from each-other as life and
everything that is here;
hence the ‘positive’/ ‘negative’ polarity in all
dimensions: thought, cognition, experience, mental interpretation, emotional
body –
revealing that fear is not in fact real, but is merely
the shield of consciousness personalities / system robots forming an ‘excuse’ to
‘justify’ one’s self-interest.
Therefore I commit myself to investigate the value I
assign to things in all dimensions of my beingness – to within that equalize
myself to and as the value of LIFE;
stopping the separation of myself and my separation to
everything that is here; stopping the interpretation of reality through the
mind of ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ (since all such ‘self-interest’ is merely
conditioned filters producing conditioned results, thus a world never changing,
a human never changing, history repeating and life devolving) –
and aligning myself to the oneness and equality of
LIFE, just like a new born, to see things for what they are, understand cause
and effect of What is Here, and Get Real Here to be real effective in this one
life in the context of existence as a whole, in self awareness as life, in
actual evolution.
I commit myself to moving beyond knowledge and getting
real, as I realize that my perceived reality and my accepted self-definitions
comes from the perception of ‘knowing’ who I am within and as how I defined myself
in the context of the system; wherein due to this ‘knowledge’ I ‘feel safe’
because I believe to ‘know’ and thus I that that I’m ‘in control’ –
when in fact this knowledge is the knowledge of a
system through definition and acceptance/submission, and the perceived safety
within the perceived control is but illusion – an illusion that certainly ends
at death;
and the only thing such illusion serves during ‘life’
is self-interest, which then however implies that one is not living, as one is
being lived/driven/directed: one is not life, as one is merely an organic robot
conditioned to follow self-interest, follow one’s fears and desires because
this is what keeps the system running, but “if I don’t have my fears and my
desires to define me, then who am I and how can I live undefined?”.
I realize that knowledge as defined and applied in
this world is a trap – wherein we think and believe that we ‘know’ who we are and
how the world is simply due to the same patterns of experiences repeating throughout
our lives and us responding in the same way, as conditioned – and within that
we accept everything in essence ‘as is’;
when in fact we don’t even know where our thoughts,
feelings and emotions come from and what constitutes the patterns of this
existence, what allows the patterns to continue – and that is basically
ourselves.
Therefore I commit myself to investigating how my
thoughts, feelings and emotions were programmed, in fact: how I programmed ‘my’
thoughts, feelings and emotions into and as myself through my own acceptance
and allowance of what I found here when I was born here, in spite of the clear
evidence that What is Here is not supporting life in any way whatsoever.
Within this I commit myself to stopping the controls
of the consciousness matrix within and as myself to begin with, so that I may
assist others equally to realize themselves as life, and to further bring forth
a new system of our world based on the actual value of life, thus equality for
a oneness of freedom, of dignity, of LIFE.
I realize and understand that any and all knowledge of
this world is useless, unless it used to understand how self functions,
what constitutes the self we perceive as ‘who I am’, and how from the
interaction of the individual self’s SOCIETY is created, which is globally revealing
a shocking reflection of ourselves –
Therefore I commit myself to sharing the common sense
that we require to Stop blaming the world, blaming the system, blaming each-other,
and instead: take self-responsibility to get to know the truth of ourselves and
our world, get to self-honesty about what is really going on in existence, what
is really going on within the ‘secret mind’ of each human being, what is really
going on in our relationships with each-other.
This would be actual knowledge as actual understanding
of how things function in fact, CAUSE and EFFECT, and would reveal the truth:
that we can no longer hide behind ‘excuses’ and ‘justifications’; that in fact
there are no excuses, there is no other way to life than to take responsibility
for What is Here, for ourselves, for our creation, for our world, our
relationships, our every breath and ultimately the breath of every living
being:
Hence why we propose an equal money system to start
with, ensuring that the breath of every living being is free and without fear –
thus if you claim to be seriously interested in real
solutions for mankind, for earth, for humanity - you should investigate the
equal money system and the research and material at Desteni.
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| ART by Ann van den Broeck |
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