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Mittwoch, 8. Mai 2013

374. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Living vs. Doing

Continuing from
Day 373. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion
Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

So –

in the process of redefining ME as a LIVING being, I started looking at the various beliefs and self-definitions that I hold in terms of Me Living.

So, what is entailed within this/such investigation?

Fascinatingly enough, I realized that it’s got everything to do with How I live Words.
I had for instance in a previous blog posts elaborated on the realization that My Life is Me – meaning that, whatever I am, whatever I live, is/becomes my life – My life is the result of who I am = Me. So what AM I living, and How am I living?
What IS living, what is to live?
How do I live the word Living/to Live? How does the word Live/Living exist within me?
What are my definitions/ideas/etc. about the word Living/to Live?

One can find, as I did, great assistance and support as well as fascinating insights within the following interviews:

You Think you're Living?
The Human Mind as a Computer
From Mind Words to Living Words
Which came first: the Word or the World?

I realized quite some interesting points by looking the definitions of the word Living/to Live that exist in my mind, and I’ll be sharing more on this in posts to come.

Here I look at one of the points which is how I’ve defined Living as Doing, as if to Live is ‘to Do’.
Now – what would be the implications of such definition?

I will open this point up through self forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define living as doing – and within that I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear not living when I am not doing something.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a definition of Living as ‘doing’, instead of realizing it is not about what I do, but rather it is about who I am within what I do.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to place more value in doing/what I do and to be less aware of who I am within what I do.
Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself in terms of the “value” definition indoctrinated by the system, and to disregard the value of life within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that by defining Living as ‘doing’, I have been limiting myself and my ability to live and express.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to disable myself from living effectively by forming/ adopting/ accepting a definition of what it means ‘to live’ in my mind that does not support me to in fact live and express and walk my life in self-worth as life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that when I’m not ‘doing’, when I am not ‘busy’ with something, then I am not living.
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to be here for myself, to for instance support myself in resting, doing nothing, simply being here with me,

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the permission to live ME, because I am here, thus I breathe, live and express; but only believed myself to be living when doing something/being busy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the factor of ‘achievement’/ ‘accomplishment’/ ‘attainment’ that is entailed within DOING – and the belief that within/through DOING one is enhancing one’s value or becomes more ‘valuable’/’worthy’ (here some further words to redefine);
Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was denying myself my value as life, by implying that I have to ‘earn’ it with ‘doing’.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I was placing conditions upon myself as to when/whether I am ‘valuable’/’worthy’ based on what/how much I am doing; and to at the same time not be fully aware of who I am within whatever I do – the starting-point.

So here again it is clear: it is the starting-point that determines everything. Within whatever I do, I am the starting-point. So what is the starting-point/the motivation/the intent within whatever I do – THAT defines the actual value of whatever I do, because whatever I do will have a value equal to me, the starting-point.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if my starting-point of/for living is for example seeking/trying/getting-there, then I am already within that implying that my starting-point is not equal to living/life, that my starting-point is inferior or has a negative/less value.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed the word Living/to Live to exist as a mere projection of myself, within my mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to live unconditionally.

…to be continued.

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373. Redefining ME | Self Religion continued: Feeling Good vs. Feeling Bad

ART by Kelly Posey

…I am walking a process of establishing the value of life within and as myself – and this implies letting go of and moving myself beyond the limitations I have accepted, adopted and placed faith in throughout my life.
…So I’ve been looking into the main ‘moods’ that define my existence and how I ‘feel’ about myself and my life – what thoughts circulate/repeat in my mind and what these/such thoughts are telling me about myself/my life – and I’ve been recognizing how I uphold my own limitation.
…What can be seen through such investigation is a SELF RELIGION: everything we believe about ourselves / our life / our world, and all the ways we justify why we are who and how we are.

Continuing from
Day 371 | Redefining ME – Debunking Self Religion
Day 363 | Love in My Life
Day 362 | Are we just Earthlings ???
Day 361 | An Earthling’s Journey to Life
Day 360 | My Life is Me - Equal Life Foundation
Day 359 | My Life is Me
Day 358 | Who is the Self within Self-Interest
Day 357 | Is Consciousness All I Can Be?
Day 356 | Self Commitment - Stopping the Negativity in My Life
Day 355 | Misfit > Transfit > Earthling > LIFE : A New Destiny is Possible
Day 354 | The Nastiness of the Misfit
Day 352 | My Life Journey from Misfit to Earthling
Day 351 | “My Life” - The Ignorance of the Misfit
Day 350 | Beliefs & Self-Definitions in relation to „My Life“
Day 349 | Self Commitment - Responsibility for „My Life“ & Responsibility for Life as a Whole
Day 348 | Self Commitment - "My Life"
Day 347 | Self Commitment & Desteni I Process

A point I started looking at is the polarity of feeling good and feeling bad in relation to ‘my life’.
And I realized that both polarities are created through thoughts and equations in the mind, and neither of the polarities is close to the actuality of reality which needs not be limited to ‘positive’ and ‘negative’ feeling/emotional reaction.

In this context I'd like at this point to refer to some fascinating perspectives in the following short Vlogs by Sunette Spies:

Emotions are Emoticons
Feelings FEEL, that's why the human can't
Thoughts are self-aware, that's why they can talk to us
Thoughts think for us - Who's the Captain here?

From the perspective of ‘my life’, feeling bad, which has been more about ‘not feeling that good’, emerged throughout an interesting experience within the family, where – because there was a person in the family that did not feel good, I as a child felt that I am not allowed/it’s not right for me to feel good because then that person will feel more bad or may even hate me or blame me for how they feel. In fact I may have thought/seen/observed as a child that this person felt more bad when I was more happy/feeling good.

This is a point to walk through in self forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to go into comparison about ‘my life’ and another’s life, and to think and believe that it is a bad thing to feel good because maybe another feels bad and then me feeling good will make them feel more bad. I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to from such a childhood memory and equation-formation exist in a state of mind/being where I do not allow myself to be happy/feel good with me, and then in my mind I will ‘justify’ that with ideas of ‘success’ that I am apparently not fulfilling thus "I don’t deserve to feel good /be happy". And therefore I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed others/the mind to determine my value and whether I deserve to feel good and be happy. I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to give myself the permission to feel good/be happy, which especially in the time of this memory as a child would mean to simply be and express and be carefree. I also forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise and suppress the life/living within and as me by submitting to the mind's/system's idea/"value" of ‘caring’ about another’s mind/mental state as in 'feeling sorry' for them; and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take it personally, thinking and believing that I am responsible, or maybe even as a child fearing that I may be responsible for another feeling bad and not knowing how to deal with it/how to direct the point.

So as can be seen, this is a 'huge' point in terms of what definitions, conclusions, equations have been drawn at one point / one memory with such an impact that this one point is able to define and determine (through my blind acceptance) how I live and who/how I am today with myself and my world.
I will definitely be going deeper into this point, and I’ll be sharing more in posts to come.