297 | The Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming : FEAR & DESIRE

ART by Rozelle De Lange

…So what does the polarity of reward and punishment do?
…It creates / forms / imposes a Value-system of polarity. The child will start seeing itself and its world in terms of ‘superiority’ -‘inferiority’ / ‘better’-‘worse’ and will start in its mind to ‘keep score’, start comparing/utilizing comparison, and start competing with others and with the ideas and expectations imposed onto it by its environment, without the child however having or receiving an actual understanding of ‘what is going on’.
…As a consequence, the child is submerged and becomes subject to: these/such polarity games, seeing itself and its world/reality in polarity terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’.


In my previous blog post I looked at JEALOUSY as an outflow of the above.

In this blog post I am looking at the polarity of Desire and Fear, also as an outflow of the Reward-Punishment ‘education’ system that human nature is based on.


For context see:
Day 296 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: “Jealousy”
Day 295 | Predictive Programming & Polarity Consciousness
Day 294 | Predictive Programming & Man Know ThySelf
Day 293 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation –part2
Day 292 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation
Day 291 | The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming


We’ve seen how Reward and Punishment as a foundation approach to human development creates / forms / imposes a Value-system of polarity.

This polarity value-system consists of the positive and the negative polarity of Judgment. Judgment being the perception and opinion one forms ABOUT something, according to which one will then assign either a positive or a negative value to that something.

Here, a further polarity design becomes relevant to investigate:
the polarity of Fear and Desire.

In this world, we are ‘educated’ to desire the positive and to fear the negative. As a consequence, we end up never really actually investigating the negative, understanding how it is created, how it functions, what keeps it in existence despite our attempts to suppress and deny it.


This is where things get interesting:
Because Fear (the negative) cannot exist without Desire (the positive).

For instance, the child, having been indoctrinated to function based on Reward and Punishment, will DESIRE the reward and will FEAR the punishment.

Or if one look at for instance relationships: the more one DESIRE to keep / hold onto the relationship, the more one will FEAR losing it. The more one fuels the DESIRE within one’s mind, the more FEAR one is creating about the same point.

It is clear that such polarity designs – and I will be exploring more such designs in posts to come – exist as ONE. And that is the Oneness of our world, within which we are trapped: within (the Mind) and without (in the System).


This brings me back to the point that the System is the externalized manifestation of what the inner human nature exists as and consists of:
both are based in Polarity, both function according to Reward and Punishment, and what drives the System both within (in the Mind) and without (in the World) is FEAR and DESIRE.

Which in fact practically implies that the human being as such has no directive principle, no self authority, no power in decision-making whatsoever –
because everything is always driven by either FEAR or DESIRE, in fact by both simultaneously, even though the human mind consciousness system has evolved in a way that tends to see only the Desire (the positive) and disregard the Fear (the negative), the latter of which is mostly being suppressed and denied, instead of taken responsibility for.


Fascinatingly enough, the child will even often see the lack of punishment as a reward...!
This bears detrimental implications, and I will come back to this point when elaborating on War and Peace, another polarity design of this world system.

For now I’d like to invite you to read the following for further insight on this interesting self-deception point of human existence:

The Positive Is the Negative – Two Sides of The ONE

Your Desires are Not your Own

 

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296 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: “Jealousy”

ART by Kelly Posey

...Predictive programming, the root of which is the parenting system of humanity which, regardless what culture, country, race, religion, tradition: is always based on the polarity of REWARD and PUNISHMENT.
...Using Reward and Punishment, the parents KNOW they are applying predictive programming. It’s not that one would call it that as a parent, but each parent KNOWS exactly what they are doing and why, when they for instance give treats / sweets / affection / reassurance etc. as REWARD as well as when they give harsh words / rejection / withdrawal / pain etc. as PUNISHMENT.


For context see:
Day 295 | Predictive Programming & Polarity Consciousness
Day 294 | Predictive Programming & Man Know ThySelf
Day 293 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation –part2
Day 292 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation
Day 291 | The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming


Continuing:

In this blog post I expand on the point of reward and punishment.
An interesting consequence / after-effect that this system creates is: jealousy.

Before exploring the manifestation of jealousy, I’d like to explore the point of polarity, as seen within the application (and the acceptance) of: reward and punishment.

So what does the polarity of reward and punishment do?

It creates / forms / imposes a Value-system of polarity. The child will start seeing itself and its world in terms of ‘superiority’ -‘inferiority’ / ‘better’-‘worse’ and will start in its mind to ‘keep score’, start comparing/utilizing comparison, and start competing with others and with the ideas and expectations imposed onto it by its environment, without the child however having or receiving an actual understanding of ‘what is going on’.

As a consequence, the child is submerged and becomes subject to: these/such polarity games, seeing itself and its world/reality in polarity terms of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’.

From this, ‘jealousy’ is an outflow.

If the value-system of ‘superiority’-‘inferiority’ did not exist, there would only exist self-worth as life, and from here, we’d have an entirely different way of life, of living, communicating, socializing.


So the problem with polarity designs / polarity systems, is that they replace the value of life with polarity-values, which – as we can see very clearly for example within the consumerism-system – only manifest conflict, competition, war, at the cost of life.

Life is not valued as such.

And this we can see within how children are treated and ‘educated’. In fact children are, through reward and punishment, basically mis-educated to ‘fit into’ the world, which is the system.


So within looking at how to change the world and how to change the system, it is obvious that we should equally look at how to change the system within self – how to transcend the system within and as self; How to move beyond polarity and purify one’s value-system to be in fact worthy of life, as life.

This is the understanding on which the principle of equality is based, because if we cannot have equality as oneness, then we’ll only continued our existence of separation, conflict, war, deception, suppression, denial, and will fail as human beings and as humanity to stand-up and take responsibility for Life, as who we all really are.

Equality as Oneness – this should be the common-sense living application of human beings. Just like the cells in/of a body: the exist in equality as oneness. Otherwise there would be no body to host the consciousness that inhabits it. So it’s self-evident that the human consciousness should honor this principle and learn from it, explore what it means to live in equality as oneness, within and without.

Surely, such living application would eliminate jealousy once and for all, lol


That is why I suggest one check out Desteni, there is now a free online course that provides the basics in terms of self-honesty, self-introspection, and constructive writing, so that one can start looking at the patterns of one’s life/self and taking responsibility for our existence, individually and as a whole.




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ART by Rozelle De Lange

295: Predictive Programming & Polarity Consciousness

Currently, everything that exists exists through and as programming. Much of that programming has simply been accepted, adopted, allowed. It was not done in self-awareness, but rather in sheeple awareness. It was not done in self-honesty, self-will, self-determination. But it can be.
...Look at parenting. Parenting is programming. Parents program their children through mechanisms of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, and children grow up to be gullible beings that are able to be controlled through fears and desires.
...Programming is predictive, which is why it is essential that one get to an actual Understanding of Human Nature, as well as of the systems of our world (which fascinatingly enough are in the image and likeness of the accepted human nature). Because then one can in fact utilize programming as a means of self-creation, a creation in self-responsibility, a creation that is based on LIFE and not fear.


Continuing in the context of:

Day 294 | Predictive Programming & Man Know ThySelf
Day 293 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation –part2
Day 292 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation
Day 291 | The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming



Here I’d like to give some examples of predictive programming, the root of which is the parenting system of humanity which, regardless what culture, country, race, religion, tradition: is always based on the polarity of REWARD and PUNISHMENT.

Using reward and punishment, the parents KNOW they are applying predictive programming. It’s not that one would call it that as a parent, but each parent KNOWS exactly what they are doing and why, when they for instance give treats / sweets / affection / reassurance etc. as REWARD as well as when they give harsh words / rejection / withdrawal / pain etc. as PUNISHMENT.

So within that what can be seen is that the whole application is about MANIPULATION.

To program something – a child, an animal, a relationship, a world system – is to manipulate it so that it forms and develops according to one’s own desires, which as such reveals a further polarity design: that of FEAR and DESIRE.

Because for the parent to program the child according to what the parent DESIRES (which the parent will claim is “what’s best for the child” yet that in itself is subjective and also subject to the parent’s upbringing, belief-systems, culture, tradition etc.) – this is in fact equal to the parent programming the child according to what the parent FEARS.

The parent would not have the particular DESIRES in relation to the child, if the parent did not have the respective FEARS.


For instance, the parent fears for the child not becoming intelligent or strong enough to ‘make it’ in this world system, thus the parent will desire to make the child strong and intelligent – which in itself is not ‘bad’, yet within that the parent unfortunately can only draw upon what the parent themselves have known, experienced, been through, and they will use, just like their parents before them, tactics of Reward and Punishment to make the child abide to the parent’s ideas and expectations that are in fact based on their own Fears and Desires.

Within this, what is missing is a practical common-sense approach, wherein the child is taught how to look at things directly and understand consequence, understand cause and effect, in the context of the whole system we as humanity find ourselves within.

So – whether the child then grows up to be strong and intelligent or not, it will still be subject to and submerged to: the whole world system.



I will continue in the next blog posts with further polarity designs of predictive programming and examples from our world that show clearly that unless we reform our existence from the root and get to really understand creation, we stand no chance of changing this world into a place that truly supports LIFE – all life equally, and in all possible ways.




For further insights in relation to Predictive Programming, Parenting, and Self-Creation see:
Natural Learning Ability of the Feral Child
Natural Learning Ability - Parenting Responsibility
Natural Learning Ability and Sound Tonality

and also:
The Power of the Group in Child Development
The Power of the Group in Child Development - Part 2 

ART by Ann van den Broeck

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Day 109: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle – Parenting begins with Ourselves



ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

We have been looking into and discussing parenting, character building and the patterns of consciousness a lot lately, and we will continue for quite some time – because the self-honest investigation and understanding of these points is vital in the process of realizing, forgiving and changing ourselves and our existence into life as oneness and equality.

Within observing our existence from the perspective of patterns, we can see that no change is actually happening due to the lack of understand and denial about our role in creation and our responsibility for our world.

What we can see further is that every next generation repeats the patterns of the previous ones, and even though variations and mutations take place, in essence the patterns remain the same and boil down to the separation we have accepted, the self-abdication we have allowed, and the self-interest we have made to our driving-force due to our bipolar starting-point that is based in fear/inferiority and the projection of superiority as ‘power’, ‘desires’, ‘winning’, ‘attaining’ and the like.

The basic aspect of the consciousness a child is exposed to when it’s born into this world is the perception of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ as ‘winning’ and ‘losing’. This perception is enhanced through the universal parenting pattern of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, which is the application of what we call ‘love’.

Ironic, isn’t it?

What can be seen within that is that the design of human consciousness is based in polarity. Once this consciousness system is accepted as ‘real’- "because everyone else perceives it" – the starting-point of a being shifts from its oneness and equality as life into a bipolar starting-point: where the child starts seeing itself either as ‘inferior’ or as ‘superior’, depending on what impulses the parents give and what value-judgments they present as ‘logic’.

Through the acceptance of one single point, for example the point of ‘love’ as expressed through ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’: one accepts the whole matrix of bipolar designs that constitute the consciousness of this world.

So the child from that moment on starts becoming a personality, forming a character based on the bipolar nature of consciousness and starts finding ways to participate with ‘success’ in the power-games it is confronted with in its environment.

Within this, self-interest is born and the anxiety/fear of ‘losing’ or being in ‘disadvantage’ in relation to one’s environment; and this in turn enhances the inner building process of a character that will ‘win’, because this consciousness that the child now has defined itself as and embodies has entered the ‘human race’ for survival and is thus driven by the existential energy of Survival: fear of losing and desire for winning.

This Energy eventually becomes the Ego with/as which the child will become an adult and start participating in the world system.

The moment the child has defined itself in separation from life (due to feedback and input from its environment, imposing onto the child the ‘ways of the world’ as rules, value-judgments, ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’) : the child aligns itself to the consciousness designs of this world.

This is the moment of self-abdication: where we give up ourselves as life, and give away our directive principle to the systems of this world as consciousness.





I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the urgency of re-defining Parenting to be something that in fact supports life as oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we blame the hand that rocks the cradle, yet we refuse to see that we become exact copies of our parents in many ways, often even create an inner entity within our mind that is the ‘parent’ through which we continue to treat ourselves the way our parents treated us, in spite of our tendency to find faults in how they raised us.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the basic aspect of the consciousness a child is exposed to when it’s born into this world is the perception of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ as ‘winning’ and ‘losing’; and that this perception is enhanced through the universal parenting pattern of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, which is the application of what we call ‘love’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that to change this world and to change ourselves, we require to understand and forgive the patterns that made us, the patterns through which WE make this world;
and that we require to STOP our creation, and re-evaluate what we are doing.

Within this, we have to forgive and transform the ‘inner parent’ into a living-application of supporting and assisting ourselves to self-honestly investigate, realize and understand HOW we were made and how we adopted / accepted / allowed the patterns of our existence as if there were no other way, when clearly: everyone can remember themselves as a child, when the realization was still here that "Something is off, this cannot be life/living, there must be another way!"

I commit myself to showing that Parenting must begin with ourselves – WE have to be the parents we wish we had, and live that design of actual life-support into beingness, into creation: for ourselves and each-other and the children to come.

I commit myself to showing that unless the parent realizes the consequences of the accepted and allowed patterns of existence: no solution can be realized that will be an ACTUAL SOLUTION = one that breaks the patterns of this creation that have clearly manifested nothing but abuse, manipulation, deception, exploitation and degradation of life; and establishes a new agreement of Living that will ensure actual freedom and support for LIFE.

I commit myself to showing that acknowledging the consequences of ourselves and our creation and taking self-responsibility: is the only way to get to the self-realization of actual solutions.

I commit myself to sharing myself and the process I’ve been walking with the tools of self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, as this is the only process in the world that investigates the consequences of our existence as we have accepted and allowed it in all its dimensions, from the small to the big, within and without.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that there is in fact only ONE group Here and that is LIFE, of which we are ALL EQUALLY part of; and that the system we have manifested and called ‘life’ is not worthy of life as it places Profit before life and exploits life in the name of Profit.

Yet all accept and allow it because the inner consciousness of each-one ‘evolves’ in separation from life and is based on exactly the same principles as the world system: reward and punishment, winning and losing, superiority and inferiority. Therefore it is this inner consciousness of self-interest that requires to be changed, because just like Profit, self-interest does not care for life.

Therefore I commit myself to showing that within the process of becoming our own parents transformed and purified to actually and in fact SUPPORT ourselves as LIFE:

We have to give-up self-interest for the interest of life, and first of all start to CARE for ourselves as LIFE.

One reason I blog daily is to share the common sense that self-investigation in writing, self-honesty, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application is the practical way to CARE for ourselves, to take responsibility for ourselves and what we have accepted and allowed to become of ourselves and our world, and to script and birth living solutions for all aspects of life/living –

so that we may in fact through practical living application CHANGE our existence from the inside out.

We gotta STOP manifesting the current atrocity in our world – and start manifesting actual understanding, actual support, actual care, actual responsibility, dignity, freedom and respect for LIFE. This is my commitment to myself as life.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the only value system valid for Life / for Living: is the value of EQUALITY as life – not only as a way to purify and realign our world systems such as the money-system to actually support all life, but also to purify and realign ourselves and our personal relationships, parenting included, to actually and in fact SUPPORT LIFE:

No more power-games, no more mental concepts of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’ to dictate rules of enslavement and control, no more gods to save us, no masters, no slaves.

Instead, each human being and all of us together as One, as Life, as a Whole, must stand-up in for life in oneness and equality and finally start LIVING, as self-willed individuals, equals of Life – creating LIFE, not death.

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ART by Sylvie Jacobs

Day 105: Fear and Desire and the Addiction to Energy | How Parents Love Human Nature

ART by Damian Ledesma

In my previous blog I referred to how we create Characters/Personalities based on the energetic addictions we form.

What do I mean by that?

We can see that a child born into this world has no mental experience such as moods, feelings and emotions, has no fears or desires – it is simply expressing itself within and as the physical and the only thing it requires is for its physical needs to be met: nourishment, warmth, comfort.

In the process of growing up (this is btw really a point to question: Do we really grow up or simply just grow old – and why?) children start forming ideas about themselves and the world based on the value-judgments they are exposed to; they begin to simulate the consciousness the adults approach them through, and thus slowly but surely begin to form themselves as consciousness, as characters in a game or a movie.

(I have in previous blog posts referred to how we see ourselves and each-other/the world as pictures in our mind, hardly ever really getting to know another, let alone ourselves)

A vital point to consider within the parenting process is the application of ‘love’ that is expressed through the polarity of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’. Within this, what the parent is doing is imprinting onto the child the main energetic consciousness patterns of ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ based on the mental polarity-concept of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’. These imprints occur subconsciously / unconsciously through the parents’ application of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’.

As a result, the child starts to FEEL a certain way about itself and its world, and this FEELING is bipolar in nature: the child will have feelings (‘positive’) and emotions (‘negative’) according to variables of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’ – and will slowly but surely start manipulating its reality, and itself within its mind, to get to those ‘feelings’ and ‘possessions’ of ‘reward’ that make it feel most ‘superior’.

This is the first layer of addiction creation – and simultaneously the first layer of character building as personality, or even as different personalities aimed at ‘validating’ the main personality the child identifies with, as what it sees itself as in the context of its environment.

In other words, this is how EGO starts being formed.

That EGO, in order to preserve itself and ‘validate’ its ‘right’ to life, will create certain addictions to certain feelings, and will start moulding its physical interaction in its world so that it is able to satisfy those energetic addictions. Furthermore it will adopt the ‘fuzzy logic’ presented to it by its parents as they justify their decisions and will use it to, in its own mind, form the ‘reasons’ and ‘justifications’ for becoming and embodying a certain character/personality with all the behaviour that goes with it.

Such energetic addictions may be addictions to ‘positive’ feelings or to ‘negative’ emotions, and there is really not much difference as to the consequences. Because in both cases what happens is that a child starts creating the Characters with which it will participate in the world system, and whatever the Characters are ("the perfectionist", "the victim", "the philosopher", "the observer", "the loner", "the hippie", "the moaner", "the whiner", "the bully", "the pleaser" – you name it) : they will essentially contribute to keeping the system running and perpetuating the power-games we exist through, within and without.

What is interesting is that even ‘negative’ self-definitions as characters and personalities will be ‘defended’ by the EGO – because whatever personality/personalities one has formed, it is for the purpose of being self-righteous and ‘winning’ the power-game one has perceived/ identified/ created/ accepted/ adopted in the mind.

So even "the victim" or "the pleaser" in fact exists within and as EGO, because it is but a character in a power-game where others are manipulated or blamed or made responsible for one’s own experience, with no human being ever really truly considering one’s own role within the creation and perpetuation of the power-games, the abuse, deception and inequality we accept and allow our existence to be based on.

So we are not just talking ‘energetic addictions’ here, but gravely also about ‘mind possessions’. (See local news and the website Demonology for various psycho incidents of mind possession.)






I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to energy – wherein, regardless of whether I ‘feel good’ or ‘feel bad’ I would fight for my ‘right’ to ‘feel’ how I feel because I have defined myself through that experience; not realizing that how I ‘feel’ is a result of equations of polarity as concepts of ‘inferiority’ and ‘superiority’ and ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, and that every character we create ourselves to be will always fight for its ‘right’ to be ‘right’, and thus we end up in self-righteousness within a human race for SURVIVAL, in spite of the fact that the Earth provides more than enough resources for All to be equally LIVING in dignity and respect as life.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself and my decisions to be driven, directed and determined by Energy as the ‘fuzzy logic’ and ‘experience’ of ‘moods’ based on the conditioned characters activated through triggers to play a role in the game called life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each personality, each character we form and embody: has their OWN agenda, their OWN self-interest, their OWN energetic addictions; it wants to ‘feel’ this way or that way, it wants to ‘get there’ or ‘become that’, it wants to be ‘accepted’ and ‘validated’, it wants its Ego to be caressed and it wants to be right.

Is it then a wonder that we exist DIVIDED within ourselves with multiple personalities /character, not even able to make clear decisions that benefit life as who we really are?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that each Character as personality we form and embody has its own energetic addictions and will thus dictate feelings and emotions and thoughts in such a way to get the energetic ‘reward’ that will ‘validate’ its existence as ‘rightful’.

I commit myself to showing the urgency of the necessity to piece ourselves back together and make sure we purify and dignify each part of ourselves, stop the addictions of each part of ourselves, unite each part of ourselves as ONE and stand stable as a self-willed individual in self-equality that is whole and trustworthy.

I commit myself to showing that real trustworthiness is something each must prove to oneself – by the self-will and self-commitment it takes to bring all parts of self HERE as ONE and make sure all parts are EQUALLY given attention and directed to amalgamate as Living Words that ensure the dignity and freedom of LIFE, as all as one as equals.

ART by Damian Ledesma

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have been consuming ourselves, our children and our home planet in the name of ENERGY as the momentary rush for/of ‘MORE’, and that within that we’ve abdicated our value as life as oneness and equality for fake ‘values’ created through and as the mind, as energy;

and that every Character that is formed as a personality in this world: has particular energetic addictions – and that it is the nature of our addictions to energy that determines and ‘evolves’ the characters and personalities we will embody in this world just to get our ‘high’ on energy, yet in essence we in fact exist in the FEAR of not getting it, fear of losing it, or fear of others having ‘more’ /being ‘better’ /getting ‘higher’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the starting-point of our existence is and has been: FEAR – which is what we use to ‘justify’ our separation, our constant competition as the ‘human race’, our world systems as survival mechanisms, our money-system which we base on ‘scarcity’ and polarity...

And that therefore we have in fact subjected ourselves as human beings and humanity collectively: to FEAR as our directive-principle, as that which drives us; and possessed by fear, we exist in the anxiety of losing our possessions and that which we think we OWN or have the right to, in spite of the fact that we can obviously take nothing of all that with us at death and yet we spend a lifetime ‘protecting’ our OWN while we turn our backs on LIFE and let the world suffer in the name of OUR self-interest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that our individual addiction to Energy: is equal to our collective addiction to the Money-System to which we submit our world to;

and that just like in our power-games of energy as characters there can only be ‘winners’ if there are ‘losers’: we have constructed the Money-System of our world to function based on ‘winning’ and ‘losing’, in spite of the fact that ‘losing’ means to suffer and starve while no one really cares, as everyone ever only cares about self-interest /profit.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we manifest the world system in our image and likeness;

and that we impose the same polarity RULES we base our individual and interpersonal on (the hierarchic polarity of the mental concepts of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ and our accepted fear, separation and thus perceived ‘lack’ from the starting-point of which we always only strive for ‘more’ thus manifesting deception and greed) onto our world and enslave everyone into a system where money is apparently ‘scarce’ and where resources are exploited for profit and are not made available to all equally out of fear, greed, self-interest.

I commit myself to showing that just like the concepts of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’ are mental concepts of a consciousness that exists in fear and self-interest in separation from life: so our Money-System too, where Money is but a mental concept with no real value, yet given the ‘value’ of survival and the power to dictate life on Earth, dividing and conquering living beings and exploiting life in the name of Profit.

I commit myself to bringing forth and establishing an equal money system: where money is given the value of life and is made equally available to all, along with equal rights, equal access, equal participation, equal power for ALL LIFE – so that we may establish actual life-support on earth and get to actual evolution as mankind, as humanity.



I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we human beings exist like characters in a game –

refusing to see that all characters as personalities exist for personal PROFIT, formed to manipulate existence to their OWN benefit regardless the cost and regardless how many are placed in disadvantage for one’s OWN benefit.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to exist through and as energy – where I have defined my value based on how I ‘feel’, in spite of the fact that how we ‘feel’ is determined by the conditioned patterns of our thoughts in the mind which we don’t even understand how or why they emerge.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all automatic movement within self (whether thoughts, back-chat, moods, feelings or emotions) are the result of conditioning and in no way reflect the actuality of reality but only the accepted MENTAL state of the individual and the CHARACTER the individual is accessing through self-definition in terms of ‘superiority’/’inferiority’.

I commit myself to showing that ‘human nature’ is the result of a preprogrammed design, and that understanding the design enables us to de-program and re-program ourselves in self-will, self-honesty, self-dignity, based on self-realization as life in equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that we have become addicted to energy in our quest for ‘value’ and ‘worth’ through our application of ‘Mining for ‘More’ to be ‘Mine’ –

because we have abdicated our self-worth that should be our value as life, and have created instead mental concepts of ‘value’ that in no way reflect our oneness and equality as Earthlings, as beings of the Earth under the same Sun sharing the same Water, Air, and Ground and should thus in common sense have one common interest: LIFE.


I commit myself to investigating and showing the various ways of our addiction to energy, and that we are in fact depleting ourselves, our children and our Earth in the name of energy which is but a momentary ‘rush’ of the mind, while the physical is in constant agony and pain; yet we have separated ourselves to such an extent from ourselves as a physical existence, that we do NOT feel the pain we inflict to our own physical body, to the body of the earth, to the millions that exist in hunger, poverty, starvation, famine, war.

I commit myself to showing that all war on Earth is a war for energy – be it for Oil and Money or for ‘Love’ and ‘Light’, ‘Religion’ and ‘Honor’ = all mental concepts ‘valued’ for some insane reason as ‘more than’ LIFE itself.

I commit myself to exposing the fraud of the current money-system as well as the fraud of religions in this world – as both institutions use the same promises, the same punishment and reward methods, the same concepts of debt/sin, forgiveness and salvation, while in NO WAY giving the individual actual free will, actual freedom, actual choice, and actual responsibility.

I commit myself to showing that actual self-responsibility entails self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-directive, and the self-realization of oneness and equality as LIFE HERE, as ALL that is Here on this One planet.

I commit myself to showing that our addiction to energy exists only because we accept and allow it; it exists only because we submit to FEAR and refuse to let go of the fake ‘values’ we have defined ourselves through, in spite of seeing that what we exist as is as fake as Hollywood.

I commit myself to showing that it will take self-commitment and actual Love as Life to stand-up and Stop our self-abuse, Stop the self-sabotage and self-deception, Stop the endless cycles of ups and downs that we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be subjected to –

to really actually and in fact start CARING for LIFE as who we really are, to really actually and in fact start DIGNIFYING ourselves and our existence – because the way we currently exist individually and collectively is absolutely programmed to spiral into self-destruction, unless we STOP.

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