258: The Consistency of the Physical

by Fidelis Spies

See also my post from Day 257: Back to the Basics – toward a new desteni as LIFE

Today I was painting a door, and as I was doing so, I noticed an interesting point that should in fact be obvious common sense in this existence: the consistency of the physical.

Just like the physical breath is a stable, ongoing, consistent movement of in-breath and out-breath, painting the door required that I consistently brush up and down, or right and left, moving with the stability of the movement at a stable pace.

Within this repeating application you realize you can’t do faster than simply brushing up and down, or right and left, just like you can’t do more than one breath at a time. There is no boredom or tiredness within that, in spite of the repeated action. On the contrary, it’s like a form of meditation, while one’s attention is focused on the physical communication with the door, the brush, the paint, doing only that which one is in fact busy doing: painting the door.

What is fascinating within that, is that one is participating and interacting in real-time – breath by breath, brush by brush, here in every moment, otherwise it is very easy to get frustrated and/or have all kinds of distractions and reactions on the mind, but then one is not in fact busy Here, but rather “there”, within alternate realities of the mind, thinking ABOUT what one is doing, instead of simply doing, moving, step by step, breath by breath.


This is the same for any point we are dealing with in our reality – we either face / deal with a point directly, seeing it for what it is, in which case we interact with/as the actuality of reality in real-time, or we create all kinds of opinions, judgments, ideas, reactions toward and about the point, in which case we are in fact only interacting with our own mind, our own reactions, our own box of mental and emotional patterns, and within that we completely miss the actuality of reality that is Here.

Investigate Desteni for a real approach to reality, and assist yourself in learning how to face and deal with the actual reality, how to see what is here for-real, and how to start removing the layers of distraction and perception that are conditioned to see only what the mind was taught to see, resulting in a world where we fight for our limitations and wage wars in the name of mental constructs, while we disregard the actuality of the physical reality that sustains us all on this ONE planet we share.

In this context please read:

Thank God for the System!

I suggest reading the Journey to Life  blogs to see how within and through Writing in Self-Honesty one is able to get to know oneself as the mind and to face oneself as what one has become through the conditioned patterns of this preprogrammed consciousness of a consumerism system, which, as we can see everywhere in the world, is rapidly devolving and reaching an unspeakable atrocity.

It is time to take self-responsibility and restore the directive will of life, for All as Equals, as One, as LIFE.


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by Anna Brix Thomsen

Day 115: Reprogramming Your Mind | Meditation is Medication?

ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

This blog post is a continuation of:
Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Fear & Desire
Day 112: Fear & Desire - The Hand that Rocks the Cradle | Self Commitment Statements
Day 113: Reprogramming Your Mind - Is Mind Control possible?
Day 114: Reprogramming Your Mind - Positive Thinking is for Cowards

For further context see also:

Day 52: The Positive is the Negative – Two Sides of THE ONE

Day 55: See_Evil_Lie_zation | Hiding the EVIL behind the CIVIL

Day 62: Love is a Label of Consumerism

Day 76: One Universe | The Only Real Thing is Consciousness?

Day 77: Debunking Self-Delusion | Self Forgiveness on Consciousness

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that meditation is the creation of an alternate reality bubble charged with 'positive' feelings and thoughts, where I can hide for a moment from the actuality of reality - the actuality of myself;

wherein I attempt to deny and suppress whatever I fear or judge within myself as 'negative' - and thus to cover-up the 'negative' I create 'positive' thoughts and feelings so that I for a moment can 'feel good', feel that I am 'better' or 'more than' or 'higher than' who I am in fact.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to BUY INTO the promulgated 'medication' of new-age/ spirituality/ religion that SELL 'meditation' as a way to 'happiness' and 'enlightenment' - instead of realizing that such 'medication' is but a band-aid so-called 'solution' that works through make-belief and the creation of illusions to for a moment 'feel better' about oneself.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider the fact that throughout the now more than 2000 years of meditation/ spirituality/ religion: Humanity has made no substantial progress within WHO WE ARE –
and that no spiritual leader, guru or group have ever QUESTIONED the entirety of the system we exist within and as and the exploitation, abuse and atrocity that is being allowed to exist in this world (poverty, starvation, famine, war, inequality); yet no spiritual leader, guru or group has ever suggested a universal solution for the transformation of OUR existence, because the matter of fact is that meditation/ spirituality/ religion has always promoted the path of self-interested enlightenment that has no regard for LIFE as a whole.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that meditation has been but yet another band-aid so-called 'solution' the CONSUMERISM system SELLS for people to BUY INTO as a concept of 'happiness' - because that 'happiness' is what makes people COMFORTABLY NUMB and unable to question the ways of the world, question the system, question themselves and what they accept and allow based on the beliefs, hopes, fears and desires that they adopt and that are equally based on the accepted system/consciousness of this world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ever fall for religion/ spirituality/ meditation in the HOPE to become 'more', 'better', a 'higher being', without questioning the suppression and denial of the actuality of myself that it took in order to 'make space' for all those 'good thoughts' and 'good feelings' - in spite of the obvious evidence that such 'thoughts' and 'feelings' were never REAL, but only make-belief ingredients in my quest for 'personal happiness' on my path of escaping myself/my responsibility.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the quest of 'personal happiness' is how the CONSUMERISM system promotes self-interest - because as long as we exist in self-interest: we will exist in competition and thus conflict and war and the SYSTEM will be able to continue making PROFIT and preserving itself while we the people keep the system running.



I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist within 'escapism' - wherein I'd do anything to avoid taking responsibility for myself and my inner experience.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to go into a reaction towards parts of me which I fear or judge - and to then look for ways to suppress, deny and avoid those parts of me which I've judged or created fear/inferiority towards; to not have to take responsibility for the entirety of myself.

Within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create and accept separation within myself - wherein I'd only want to see and experience and accept that which I've judged as 'positive', and deny /suppress /avoid all that which I've judged as 'negative'.

Within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider and ask myself: Who is going to take responsibility for all that which I've judged as 'negative' within myself, if I don't?

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that all that which I judge as 'negative' within my world or which I fear within my world: in fact exists within myself in one way or another – yet we hide behind judgment and blame to not have to acknowledge how we ourselves participate in the patterns of existence that manifest the world as we know it.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if I would only investigate How such 'negative' points exist within me and How I through judgment and separation refuse to take responsibility for such 'negative' points within myself:
I would be making a great contribution to this world and to the process of transforming our existence to no longer accept or allow abuse, deception, manipulation and exploitation of life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I can escape myself or deny the consequences of my existence by meditating or following 'spiritual' paths -
instead of realizing that I am Here and what I exist as in thought, word and deed is also here as the consequences of my existence, and that consequences don’t just go away by us not looking at them.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to run away from myself and try to hide from myself and the consequences of my existence through meditation or other 'spiritual' paths -
and within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to exist in fear of myself, accepting myself tacitly as 'inferior' and from this starting-point: trying to super-impose an apparently 'superior' state of mind through meditation or other 'spiritual' paths.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the SPIRIT of LIFE is equal in all as we all breathe the same air and share a common origin and a common end -
and that it is therefore ludicrous to claim a 'higher spirit' and trying to reach/attain such 'higher spirit' through meditation in denial of our responsibility for What Is Here as ourselves and this world as our creation!



I commit myself to showing how all religions, spiritual movements and methods promulgated in this world USE and ABUSE the consumerism system for their OWN profit - and that NO religion, spiritual movement or method has ever actually questioned or challenged the system and the abuse, deception and exploitation it allows for --

and that THIS is evidence that even institutions like religion, spirituality, spiritual movements and methods: in fact exist from a starting-point of fear, separation, and self-interest; and in NO WAY make any effort to come-together and work together in the interest of LIFE as a whole.

I commit myself to showing that those existing in the utmost fear and judgment and thus in the utmost separation: are the most likely to follow spirituality/religion and apply methods like meditation to cover-up reality with delusions of 'grandeur' while they sit and wait hoping some 'god' or 'holy spirit' will save them or enlighten them.

I commit myself to showing that real meditation is self-awareness as life, as Breath Here in every moment; it encompasses all that is here and initiates common sense considerations related to the actuality of reality, in self-realization of LIFE as a Whole that is interconnected and interdependent.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that meditation should be equal to Breath/Breathing - not a secluded practice done in the four walls of a room within the chambers of one's secret mind with sole purpose the enhancement of one's OWN self-experience.

I commit myself to showing that needing, wanting or desiring 'meditation' or the promised results thereof: is in fact equal to running away and hiding from the actuality of self; it is equal to the want, need and desire to suppress and deny the actuality of reality - for an ILLUSION of 'happiness', 'enlightenment' and the like.

I commit myself to showing that BUYING INTO meditation/spirituality is easy because one feels 'overpowered' and 'overwhelmed' and thus 'less than' and 'inferior' to what is really going on within oneself and the actuality of reality –

and that when spirituality/religion offers the promise of 'an easy way out' through meditation (which is nothing but projections of 'divinity', 'superiority', 'higher self' and other DELUSIONS of GRANDEUR) : people BUY INTO it out of fear, inferiority and accepted powerlessness, in spite of the obvious self separation such application supports.


I commit myself to showing how meditation is but yet another band-aid so-called 'solution' the CONSUMERISM system SELLS for people to BUY INTO as a way to 'happiness' - because that 'happiness' is what makes people COMFORTABLY NUMB and unable to question the ways of the world, to question the system, to question themselves and what they accept and allow based on the beliefs, hopes, fears and desires that they adopt/accept/allow and that are equally based on the accepted consciousness system of this world as we know it.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the quest of 'personal happiness' is how the CONSUMERISM system promotes self-interest - because as long as we exist in self-interest: we will exist in competition and thus conflict and war and the SYSTEM will be able to continue making PROFIT and exploting life to preserve itself while we the people keep the system running.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the SPIRIT of LIFE is equal in all –
as we all breathe the same air, share the same water, and return to the same dust;
and that it is therefore ludicrous to claim a 'higher spirit' and trying to reach/attain such 'higher spirit' through meditating ourselves into a separate bubble-reality in denial of our responsibility for What Is Here as ourselves and this world as our creation!

by Sylvie Jacobs

 

When we need to remember where we are and who we are, we are Lost.

When we are HERE, we will be Aware that we Have created HERE as what it is now

and we have no excuse but to direct HERE to what is best for All.

To be LOST is not real, it is only a television series. Memories are Always the Past.

Memories are Never HERE as LIFE. Stop listening to the LOST that say you must Remember yourself. They are LOST in the ILLUSION of self created 'Light and Love' Memories.

~ Bernard Poolman

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http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

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http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
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Day 114: Reprogramming Your Mind - Positive Thinking is for Cowards

ART by Damian Ledesma

For context see my previous blog posts:
Day 109: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Parenting Begins with Ourselves
Day 110: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - The Consciousness that Drives Us
Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Fear & Desire
Day 112: Fear & Desire - The Hand that Rocks the Cradle | Self Commitment Statements
Day 113: Reprogramming Your Mind - Is Mind Control possible?



I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that positive thinking is a make-belief 'method' aiming at suppressing the 'negative' and replacing it with 'positive' thoughts - without going to the root of the 'negative' to understand why and how it emerges within self.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to observe the moments where I suddenly 'remember' to apply 'positive thinking' - because if I would, I'd see and realize that these are moments where I feel either 'confused' or 'overwhelmed' with worries, anxiety, or thoughts of fear and self-doubt; and that I in those moments apply 'positive thinking' as a method of 'winning' over such 'negative' thoughts and movements within self.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to consider that such application only leads to inner conflict and thus further separation of self - where the 'good' and 'bad' parts of self (as self defined) are now 'fighting' against each-other, without the being understanding either polarity, let alone how polarity functions.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that 'positive thinking' is like a band-aid solution that may or may not work for a moment; that however one cannot through 'positive thinking' change the actuality of one's reality for real.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the NEED, WANT or DESIRE to apply 'positive thinking' is equal to the need, want or desire to deny and suppress that which is here within/as oneself and which one has judged as 'negative' and created an inferiority/fear towards.

Within this I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to manifest separation through judgment and fear - allowing fear to drive me and accepting polarity value-judgments to direct my decisions - instead of me standing in integrity as ONE within myself and making my decisions / living my life in full self-responsibility, in self-honesty and self-will.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed a world, a society, where we approach the 'bad' and the 'negative' with JUDGMENT and FEAR, without any real interest to understand what is really going on, how the 'bad' or the 'negative' emerge, what fuels it into manifestation, and how come we rather run away from, deny and suppress the 'bad' and the 'negative' instead of finding actual solutions that will transform the 'problem' at its root.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that I am the root of everything that goes on inside myself, even if it is through acceptance and allowance and not through direct input or decision;
and that by 'covering-up' the 'bad' and the 'negative' that goes on inside me with for instance 'positive thinking' or the creation of 'positive feelings': I in fact create more separation within myself and do not give myself the chance to really investigate who I am and how I exist and why.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see, realize and understand that 'positive thinking' is for cowards who want a 'quick fix' because all that matters in that moment is to 'feel good' - and thus all that matters is 'how one feel', instead of WHO one IS and HOW one exists and coexists in this world!


I commit myself to showing how ‘positive thinking’ is a manifestation of self-interest, because ‘positive thinking’ is about 'how one feel', without any regard for or understanding of WHO one IS and HOW one exists and coexists in this world.

I commit myself to showing that 'positive thinking' is a method developed to cover-up, suppress and deny all that which one will judge as 'bad' or 'negative' and will thus create fear/inferiority towards;
and that because of this, 'positive thinking' is but a distraction from the ACTUALITY of reality, a DISTRACTION from self.

I commit myself to showing that ‘positive thinking’ in NO WAY gives self the opportunity to actually get to know and work on oneself in self-honesty.

I commit myself to showing that 'positive thinking' is an invention of CONSUMERISM - because if you 'feel good' and 'think positive' you are more likely to keep buying and thus keep the system running, with nothing ever really changing.

I commit myself to showing that 'positive thinking' - just like MEDITATION - is a self-created delusion, an alternate reality one creates through make-belief, and thus in fact self-dishonesty and self-deception.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it is imperative to investigate, realize and understand why and how the 'bad' and the 'negative' exists and what the consequence of automatic thoughts/thinking really is for oneself and one's world.
It is suggested to study the Desteni material as this point has been extensively discussed and elaborated on, with practical examples and real-life documentations over the years.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that it is ludicrous to try and 'override' one program ('bad'/'negative' thoughts) with another program ('positive thinking') without ever understanding how the original program was created, manifested and lived into beingness throughout a lifetime.

I commit myself to showing that we are responsible for what we accept and allow to exist within ourselves - be it thoughts, emotions/feelings, moods, beliefs, judgments, fear and desires - and that it is vital that humanity and human beings start investigating and understanding HOW such 'forces' that seem to drive us without our directive instruction are created and why.

I commit myself to showing the urgency to approach oneself and one's mind in absolute oneness and equality, in self-honesty and full self-responsibility; as that is the only way to produce self-willed individuals that stand accountable for self and self’s actions and participation in the world.

I commit myself to investigating and purifying myself and my existence, because if we expect from a criminal (this includes all politicians and all that accept and allow this world to continue as is) to investigate and change themselves so that they no longer are a threat to life -
then each one of us must be willing to do the same.

I commit myself to sharing the urgency to reform our existence in FACT, in all ways of our living, so that we don't need to bullshit ourselves with band-aid so-called 'solutions' that not only bring no actual change in any way whatsoever but also keep us from seeing, realizing and understanding the actuality of our reality – which is the only way to bring forth REAL CHANGE and make a difference FOR REAL.

ART by Marley Dawkins

Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
* Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
* What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
* Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
* What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality