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Freitag, 22. Februar 2013

300 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: Consumerism as Religion

"SURVIVAL" - ART by Andrew Gable


 Continuing from
Day 299 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: FEAR & DESIRE in Religion
Day 298 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: FEAR & DESIRE in Consumerism
Day 297 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: FEAR & DESIRE
Day 296 | Reward-Punishment Polarity & Predictive Programming: “Jealousy”
Day 295 | Predictive Programming & Polarity Consciousness
Day 294 | Predictive Programming & Man Know ThySelf
Day 293 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation –part2
Day 292 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation
Day 291 | The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming



In my last two post I wrote about Fear and Desire in Consumerism and respectively Fear and Desire in Religion.

Here I am looking at the point of how everything in this world has become Consumerism, like, consumerism has become the very ‘nature’ of human existence; and how our pursuit of self-interest within that has become Religion, where each one will in fact have/form a ‘religion of self’ that will ‘justify’ why one follows self-interest and doesn’t give a fuck for Life as a Whole, for Life as who we all really are, for Life as the actual value, a value that we have missed, a value we have sold out for the “values” that were indoctrinated onto us by the system and that have become ‘human nature’ to such an extent that our very existence re-creates the system over and over again, generation after generation, never really getting to any actual evolution as human race, never getting to actual peace, actual freedom, actual exploration of our world and reality not to mention human nature and society from a perspective of actual understanding, and therefore actual change.

There has been no change. There has always been war. There has always been separation. There has always been slavery. Today more than ever. There has always been a problem – the problem of survival. Funny how at this point of ‘human civilization’, with all that high tech and tools that would enable us to in fact care for every single living being on Earth: humanity is more polarized than ever, in the deepest shit ever imaginable.

All coming down to one point:
FEAR of survival – which, however way it may have started in terms of the evolution of human civilization, it has evolved or rather devolved into self-interest, where the word fear in “fear of survival” is really a joke, because it’s all become about ‘winning’ and to ‘win’ people walk over other people’s dead bodies;
and thus we actually exist through a drive that is like competition, and so ‘fear of survival’ has become but a ‘justification’, as it is rather a DESIRE for survival, survival being where one will ‘win’ over others –

self-preservation, that is what Consumerism teaches the masses of people in this world, and that is also exactly what Religion teaches, with an afterlife and ascension and forgiveness of sins and all that love and light that apparently awaits you after death, is a promise of self-preservation.


It’s interesting that human beings fear death without even understanding death, yet for fear of death one will buy into any and all possible ‘light’ to entertain and distract oneself from that fear, and act as if one lives forever.
Sadly so, because if one was aware of death in every moment, one would perhaps live on this earth in a way that would ensure a dignified life for all, while here.





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http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com


Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles



Downloadables @ eqafe for FREE:
* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation

What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Dow
nload - Music for Equality




ART by Matti Freeman

Donnerstag, 14. Februar 2013

294: Predictive Programming & Man Know Thyself

ART by Sylvie Jacbos


Assisting and supporting human beings to understand their suppressions, to peel off the layers of denial and get to ‘know thyself’, to stop the accepted separation within self and stand in integrity – THAT would lead to strong, self-responsible human beings that are able to make informed decisions and honor life in all possible way – and thus to bring forth CHANGE in fAct.
...But fascinatingly enough – one fears oneself. Because one KNOWS that one has become subject to the inner conflicts, the separation, the accepted lies that one ends-up living. It’s like, everyone lives in a separate bubble, in the illusion of having “everything under control”, and one KNOWS that if one starts questioning, and investigating, and exploring how things really work, within and without: that bubble will burst.

I’ve been walking a process of bursting my bubbles and stopping the self-dishonesty within myself that we are all ‘educated’ to exist within and as. Since I came across the Desteni material and the self-support tools shared, I started questioning, I started investigating, I started looking within myself to see where and how the systems that I so despised in my world existed within me, as me. Systems of mental constructs, of polarities, of ‘superiority’ and ‘inferiority’, of comparison and judgment, of fears and desires, of all kinds of projections, suppressions, denials.


Continuing:

Please read today's blog post in the context of
Day 293 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation –part2
Day 292 | Predictive Programming & Mass Manipulation
Day 291 | The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming


All of this, all of these systems that we have manifested within and without, have been created, have been lived into beingness, lived into existence throughout a process of programming and the acceptance thereof.

And if one now, in self-honesty, would reverse-engineer these/such creation processes, one will be able to see How we got Here, and how every point in fact had a predictive outcome, based on the starting-point of its creation, one will be able to see how a point was programmed to be what it is, and one will be able to trace the point back to its origin, so as to purify the design, remove the polarity-traps and re-align the starting-point to be in fact supportive of life.

And through that understanding, one can then stop creating consequences that are destructive for self and life as a whole, and start creating a new, practical way of life that in fact supports self as life, based on actual understanding of cause and effect.
I mean, wouldn’t that truly be Man in the image and likeness of God, lol

In blog posts to come I will look at giving practical examples of this, because that is basically what I’ve been practically realizing through walking / applying the Desteni I Process support tools.


Currently, everything that exists exists through and as programming. Much of that programming has simply been accepted, adopted, allowed. It was not done in self-awareness, but rather in sheeple awareness. It was not done in self-honesty, self-will, self-determination.

At Desteni we propose that predictive programming can be done in self-determination and self-honesty, so that it in fact supports life.

I mean, look at parenting. Parenting is programming. Parents program their children through mechanisms of ‘reward’ and ‘punishment’, and children grow up to be gullible beings that are able to be controlled through fears and desires.

Programming is predictive, which is why it is essential that one get to an actual Understanding of Human Nature, as well as of the systems of our world (which fascinatingly enough are in the image and likeness of the accepted human nature). Because then one can in fact utilize programming as a means of self-creation, a creation in self-responsibility, a creation that is based on LIFE and not fear.



For further insights in relation to Predictive Programming, Parenting, and Self-Creation see the posts by Bernard Poolman:
Natural Learning Ability of the Feral Child
Natural Learning Ability - Parenting Responsibility
Natural Learning Ability and Sound Tonality

and also my blog posts:
The Power of the Group in Child Development
The Power of the Group in Child Development - Part 2 




ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo


 

























Downloadables @ eqafe for FREE:

* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation

What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Dow
nload - Music for Equality



For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com


Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles



Check out the Desteni I Process Lite –
FREE course that will assist humanity to end the disaster of a dysfunctional consciousness.



Check out the Equal Money System –
a solution that can be established in this lifetime to end the disaster of a profit driven system.



Join us in the Journey to Life !

Montag, 11. Februar 2013

291: The Power of the Group & Predictive Programming




This blog post is in the context of
Day 290 | The Power of the Group in Child Development -Part2
Day 289 | The Power of the Group in Child Development
Day 288 | The Power of the Group to Change the World
Day 287 | The Power of the Group – Setting Life Free
Day 286 | The Power of the Group – Enslaving or Setting Each-Other Free 
Day 285 | The Power of the Group – Self Forgiveness for All as One
Day 284 | The Power of the Group – What is Real POWER 
Day 283 | The Power of the Group – Humanity Destroys Earth
Day 282 | The Power of the Group – Life InFormation
Day 281 | The Power of the Group abused to Divide & Conquer
Day 280 | The Power of the Group – Life MisInFormed
Day 279 | The Power of the Group – Why is Life not ONE
Day 278 | Desteni: Mirrors of Support in the Journey to Life



Looking at the world currently and at how it was formed throughout history to be what it is today, an interesting point reveals itself, which should in fact through the studying of history be self-evident, obvious common sense, but somehow humanity manages to miss the reality of it:
Programming is predictive.

And within this, the power of the group was used against the group. This done especially by those in ‘higher places’ and with a better understanding, or at all an understanding, of how things work and how the human existence functions, which can be seen and studied in documentaries such as The Century of the Self (parts 1, 2, 3, 4).

And while knowledge is power and regardless of the common sense fact that the knowledgeable and powerful should be aware of the greater responsibility the hold towards life as a whole – those who would have been in a position, based on understanding, to apply their knowledge to the benefit of all, as life, decided rather to use their knowledge and understanding in self-interest – to control and manipulate the masses, which is always: groups of people.


In documentaries like Süßes Gift ("Sweet Poison", a German production) what becomes clear is how groups of people, like the people of a “third world” country, can be ‘educated’ into seeing and defining themselves as ‘less than’, which means in fact to be educated into slavery and to accept slavery as a ‘natural condition’.

A similar example of predictive programming can be seen within how the various religions of the world evolved into money-making, power-hungry monsters and utilized the power of the group to predictively indoctrinate submission and program fear into the individual minds as well as, consequently, hate and feelings of vengeance towards other groups with different belief-systems, different religions, different faiths.


And even though by looking at our existence on a collective AND on an individual* level one can see how programming is both predictable and predictive, this insight has not been used to the benefit of life, has not been used to educate responsible and solid individuals, has not been used in the interest of life, but was abused in self-interest, in the name of profit, and at the cost of life.
*See my previous blog posts (1, 2) on The Power of the Group in Child Development



I will in posts to come continue on this, to investigate different points and aspects of life on earth from the perspective of predictive programming, and in the meantime I invite you to read the blog posts of other Journey-to-Life Walkers on this matter:

The Truth about Predictive Programming
What Isn't Predictive Programming
Predictive Programming: Killing Machines
Predictive Programming: Selling Love
What the Natural Learning Ability of the Feral Child shows about Predictive Programming




Study Desteni to understand Creation – both the creation of this world, this existence, and equally the creation of ourselves, human nature; to understand this system of separation, this system of polarity, this system of fear; and to acknowledge the abuse and the exploitation that results in consequence of our acceptance and allowance of such system, within and without. 

That is the only way to change our world, our existence for real : Self-Real-ization.


For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/

http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://EarthGlobalReview.wordpress.com


Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://economistjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles



@ eqafe for FREE:

* Quantum Mind Self Awareness - Step 1 and Step 2 <<< MP3 Downloads
* LifeReview - My Life as a Peace Activist <<< MP3 Download
The Spirituality of the Snail <<< MP3 Download
Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation

What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Dow
nload - Music for Equality



Join us in the Journey to Life !


Check out the Equal Money System –
a solution that can be established in this lifetime to end the disaster of a profit driven system.



Check out the Desteni I Process Lite –
FREE course that will assist humanity to end the disaster of a dysfunctional consciousness.





Mittwoch, 8. August 2012

Day 112: Fear and Desire – The Hand that Rocks the Cradle | Self Commitment Statements

ART by Kelly Posey


For context see my previous blog posts:
Day 109: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Parenting Begins with Ourselves
Day 110: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - The Consciousness that Drives Us 
Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle - Fear & Desire 



I commit myself to showing that CONTROL always entails FEAR – and therefore I commit myself to showing how any and all solutions based in POLARITY fail to produce actual change or to enable the individual to freedom of self-determination.

I commit myself to showing how all DESIRE exists with its opposite-polarity as FEAR, and that we therefore use CONTROL to try and control the outcome to our OWN benefit because we fear  that we otherwise won´t meet our OWN desires.

I commit myself to showing how THIS is the reason the world system is manifest as is.

I commit myself to showing how POLARITY exists, and how polarity is always a trap with no actual win-win solution ever.

I commit myself to showing how any and all methods of ´mastery´ and ´mind control´ have always only been used and applied in the name of self-interest – never in the interest of LIFE as all as one as equal;
And this due to the fact that one has always approached this from a starting-point of FEAR.

I commit myself to showing how CONTROL over the mind in fact implies that FEAR of the mind exists to begin with – and that therefore all methods that attempts to ´control the mind´ are bound to fail or to backfire, because no actual understanding of the mind is incorporated.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that without FEAR, the NEED to CONTROL would be non-existent.
And therefore I commit myself to sharing the common sense that the current consumerism system use FEAR to justify the control and dictatorship that the system imposes upon life in the name of Profit.

I commit myself to showing that FEAR and CONTROL and also FEAR and DESIRE are the main polarities on which our existence as consciousness is based on:
the patterns of our systems within and without, especially the entire consumerism system / money-system, are based on these ground polarity designs of consciousness – FEAR and DESIRE – and that this is in fact understood and abused to suck-dry and exploit life IN THE NAME OF PROFIT.

I commit myself to sharing the obvious common sense that emerges through the study and observation of the design of POLARITY – a design that can be observed in all aspects of our existence: the physical, the mental, the emotional, the metaphysical;
In fact we should all be able to see and understand how this reality as consciousness functions and how we can utilize this design to benefit ourselves as Life – yet we do not; and therefore I commit myself to exposing that instead, this design IS in fact understood and used/abused in the interest of Profit AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I commit myself to showing how the very concept of ‘winning’/’winners’ and ‘losing’/’losers’ is a concept that instils and fuels: FEAR and DESIRE –
and that this is known and understood and ABUSED within and as the System to exploit Life in the name of PROFIT.

I commit myself to exposing the obvious common sense that FEAR and DESIRE are used within the system to MANIPULATE; and that human beings will resist giving-up our FEARS and DESIRES because we have been doing the exact same thing:
We’ve been using our Fears and Desires to MANIPULATE our reality, ourselves, each-other – and within that we create the Illusion of CONTROL ... all based on the mind consciousness matrix within and as which EGO exists.

I commit myself to showing how the entire world system matrix, the entire world consciousness, the entire money-system that has become God in this existence: is equal to and a creation of: EGO.
...and that the system in the bigger picture is a reflection and a manifestation of the matrix patterns within and as which EGO exists.


I commit myself to showing that FEAR and DESIRE are used within the system to form the human consciousness and create a ´human nature´ that accepts an existence of enslavement and abuse, an existence of slaving for the system; a ´human nature´ that refuses to effectively and sufficiently question the fact that no human being is entirely self-determined, no human being exists in absolute self-responsibility as an accountable individual, no human being is the absolute authority of and as oneself in oneness and equality as life.

I commit myself to challenging my world with the question: Why?

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that as long as we allow a point of FEAR or DESIRE to exist within self : We are making ourselves subject to the entire system, the entire consciousness matrix, and are thus able to be controlled by the system through that ONE SINGLE point of FEAR or DESIRE;

because to GET to that point of desire or to AVOID that point of fear – a human being will compromise its self authority in various other points throughout its life and within its beingness –
This is how and why we exist as CHARACTERS, in an incredible disorder of Multiple Personalities, as we compromise and suppress our beingness in the name of that ONE point of Fear or Desire.


I commit myself to investigating my FEARS to see, realize and understand what DESIRES are behind those fears – as I realize that Fear and Desire always exist as One polarity design that TRAPS self into and as a consciousness system of self-separation, self-deception, self-abuse.

I commit myself to stopping the separation of myself and bringing to the surface all ´hidden´ points such as Fears and Desires – so that I make sure I forgive, let go, and give effective direction to all mental concepts I had accepted and allowed; and make sure that I am no longer controlled by Fear, Desire, or any other consciousness design for that matter, that I am not accepting or allowing myself to be TRAPPED within polarities of the mind while disregarding the actuality of this ONE reality we all share Here.

I commit myself to sharing the obvious common sense that: we cannot be ONE within/as ourselves in SELF EQUALITY, we cannot be and live the absolute authority of ourselves as ourselves, if we are split within ourselves into different personalities, different agendas, different motives – and various different secondary Fears and Desires.


I commit myself to showing the simplicity of the words of Jesus when he said: “You cannot serve two gods” –
where obviously, if one is trapped within and as a consciousness system that operates through automation executing instructions one has not even inserted into the program oneself: one cannot claim to master oneself or one´s life, one cannot claim responsibility or any authority for that matter, one cannot claim to be ´free´.

The only ´freedom´ within this accepted system of mind-consciousness and world-consciousness is the ´freedom´ to abuse life for some select few to have ´abundance´ while the many suffer and starve!


I commit myself to showing that when we serve a FEAR or a DESIRE: we serve the mind consciousness system and consequently the world consciousness, the world as we know it, the very system we manifested through our acceptance, allowance and submission to such ´politics´ of inequality and abuse, of self-interest in the name of profit AT THE COST OF LIFE.

I commit myself to SERVING LIFE as who I really am – LIFE as the only ´god´, the only actual value.


I commit myself to showing that where FEAR or DESIRE exists – Separation exists;
and that therefore as long as we are DRIVEN and CONTROLLED by and through fears or desires, there can exist no oneness and equality of Life, nor can we ever ´find´ Life as ourselves in oneness and equality through the path of consciousness, as consciousness is the manifestation of our very separation from Life, our separation from ourselves and our integrity as living beings.

I commit myself to sharing the common sense that within and as actual Oneness and Equality of LIFE, no fear or desire exists.
In Oneness and Equality: all is Here, all is equally honoured, cared for and supported, all is equally free to express and expand to their utmost potential possible.

I commit myself to showing how – instead of LIVING who we really are as Life within and as Oneness and Equality, we project oneness and equality into and as metaphysical, religious, or spiritual ‘concepts’ or ‘realms’;
and that we can never ´enter the kingdom of heaven´, which is LIFE, through the mind as mental concepts, projected realms, alternate realities etc.
Rather, the ´kingdom of heaven´ is and has always been HERE – but where are we?


I commit myself to applying the principle of oneness and equality of life as practical LIVING application in my daily life, in every moment, with every breath – within who I am and how I live and coexist within my world.

I commit myself to showing how fearing oneness and equality of life, or resisting oneness and equality of life: implies that one exists as EGO, as character in this power-game we call ‘life’, trapped within ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ / ‘winning’ and ‘losing’ / ‘superiority’ / ‘inferiority’, existing as the illusion that has been made real and is even called ‘self-realization’ in the realms of ‘spirituality’, ‘religion’ or ‘metaphysics’ –
but what has been made real in fact is an organic robot of consciousness that exists as the Big Consumer – in all dimensions.

I commit myself to showing that those that exist within and as Fear or Desire: will FEAR the principle of equality and oneness and will not want to give-up their self-interest for the oneness and equality of LIFE.

Fear and Desire implies that one is addicted to one´s own energetic experience within which one believe to be ‘alive’ – just due to the `thrill´ of the energetic experience, even if it´s the tingling fear of speculating on the world markets for instance: one will not want to give that up, because “what if tomorrow is my lucky day”, “what if MY jackpot is still to come” … all the while Millions DIE DAILY due to what WE accept and allow!


I commit myself to showing how the current consumerism system of money as profit sells the DREAM of ´the good life´ for all to have something to DESIRE, while at the same FEAR that they may not get to this dream if they don´t believe enough, if they don´t try hard enough, if they don´t have enough faith etc. – and so human beings are unwilling to give up the DREAM and let go of the DREAM and will prefer to remain enslaved in Fear and Desire, waiting and hoping that one day maybe…

…in SPITE of the fact that while we sit and wait and hope for OUR DREAM to come true: Millions DIE DAILY from the consequences of this system that WE accept and allow “because who know, maybe tomorrow I´ll be the lucky one…”


I commit myself to showing that an equal money system will assist and support humanity in its process of stopping the ILLUSION of the DREAM and transforming ´human nature´ from organic robots controlled through fear and desire to actual self-willed beings that acknowledge LIFE as self and each-other and will no longer abuse or exploit life for profit.





Read up on the MIND and CREATION:
http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com
http://desteni.org/articles

For support and participation visit:
http://forum.desteni.org
http://equalmoney.org/forum/
http://desteniIprocess.com

Visit my Blog sites:
http://breath-expression.blogspot.com
http://equal-money-revolution.blogspot.com
http://earthglobalreview.wordpress.com

@ eqafe for FREE:
Spirituality Under the Microscope - Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
How I was able to Hear the Desteni Message <<< PDF Download - Blog Compilation
What the FAQ in an Equal Money System – Volume 2 <<< PDF Download
Hell Spoof <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality
What makes me Starve in a World of Plenty <<< MP3 Download - Music for Equality




ART by Marlen Vargas Del Razo

Montag, 6. August 2012

Day 111: The Hand that Rocks the Cradle – FEAR & DESIRE

ART by Terhas Tree White



In the previous blog posts I’ve looked at how the individual mind consciousness is in fact a program imprinted and integrated through input that the child receives through its environment, parenting, society, the world system;
and how the individual mind consciousness is in fact a limited matrix of patterns that can be witnessed and investigated in detail as it is reflected in the bigger picture –
the world, our systems, laws, outlaws etc.

One characteristic of the accepted human nature is the fact that while everyone is in fact able to see, investigate and understand the patterns of consciousness as witnessed in the world – we hardly reflect these patterns to ourselves to look at how they apply for us.
When we do so, we tend to approach the point from a self-interested perspective, in an attempt to gain POWER and CONTROL over the patterns of the mind consciousness.

Within this blog post, I begin to look at why all methods humanity was presented thus far to ‘reprogram the mind’ fail. What have we been missing? What are we refusing to see?

I am listing some ‘methods’ to look at:
Meditation
Positive Thinking
Mind Control methods like for instance Silva
Psychology / Psychoanalysis
Visualization
Prayer

I will investigate the starting-point of each method and will look at what these methods have in common, how they function and what the consequences of their application are, and finally why they fail in producing actual change and enabling the individual to self-control and self-determination.



I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that FEAR is the basic ingredient of any starting-point for attempting to gain CONTROL over the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that without FEAR, the need to CONTROL would be non-existent.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that FEAR and CONTROL respectively FEAR and DESIRE are the main polarities on which our existence as consciousness is based on.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see and acknowledge that the patterns of our world systems as well as the entire consumerism system / money-system: are based on these basic polarities of consciousness – FEAR and DESIRE – and that that is in fact understood and abused to suck-dry and exploit life IN THE NAME OF PROFIT.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that FEAR and DESIRE are used within the system to MANIPULATE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that human beings resist giving-up our FEARS and DESIRES because we have been doing the exact same thing: We’ve been using our Fears and Desires to MANIPULATE our reality, ourselves, each-other – and within that we create the Illusion of CONTROL ... all based on the mind consciousness matrix within and as which an EGO exists.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the entire world system matrix, the entire world consciousness, the entire money-system that has become God in this existence: is EGO; it represents in the bigger picture the matrix patterns within and as which EGO exists.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that the very concept of ‘winning’/’winners’ and ‘losing’/’losers’ is a concept that instils and fuels: FEAR and DESIRE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to investigate and understand the design of POLARITY, in spite of the fact that polarity is a design that can be observed in all aspects of our existence: the physical, the mental, the emotional, the metaphysical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that FEAR and DESIRE are used within the system to form the human consciousness and create a human nature that accepts to exist as slaves for the system and refuses to effectively and sufficiently question the fact that no human being is entirely self-determined, no human being exists in absolute self-responsibility as an accountable individual, no human being is the absolute authority of and as oneself in oneness and equality as life. Why?

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that as long as I allow a point of FEAR or DESIRE to exist within me: I am making myself subject to the entire system, the entire consciousness matrix, and am thus able to be controlled by the system through that ONE SINGLE point of FEAR or DESIRE;

because to GET to that point of desire or to AVOID that point of fear – a human being will compromise its self authority in various other points throughout its life and within its beingness –

This is how and why we exist as CHARACTERS, in an incredible disorder of Multiple Personalities, as we compromise and suppress our beingness in the name of that ONE point of Fear or Desire.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand the obvious common sense that: we cannot be ONE within ourselves in SELF EQUALITY, we cannot be and live the absolute authority of ourselves as ourselves, if we are split within ourselves into different personalities, different agendas, different motives – different secondary Fears and Desires.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to understand the words of Jesus: "You cannot serve two gods."

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to acknowledge that when I serve a FEAR or a DESIRE – I am serving the mind consciousness system and consequently the world consciousness, the world as we know it;
instead of SERVING LIFE as who I really am.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that where FEAR or DESIRE exists – Separation exists:
where Fear or Desire exists, there can exist no oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to acknowledge that in actual Oneness and Equality of LIFE, no fear or desire exists.

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world where we project the Oneness and Equality of Life into and as metaphysical, religious, spiritual ‘concepts’ or ‘realms’ – instead of investigating and applying the principle of oneness and equality of life in practical-living application in our daily life, in every moment, with every breath – within who we are and how we live and coexist with each-other.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that any point of Fear or Desire will FEAR the principle of equality and oneness – will NOT WANT to give-up its existence for the oneness and equality of LIFE.

Fear and Desire are fearful, they are addicted to their own energetic experience within which they believe to be ‘alive’ – they create characters and personalities to preserve their existence - they have agendas, they have motives, they have plans: for "me". The Ego – the devil – is in the detail.


I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see, realize and understand that if I fear oneness and equality of life, or if I resist oneness and equality of life: I exist as ego, as character in this power-game we call ‘life’, trapped within ‘fear’ and ‘desire’ / ‘winning’ and ‘losing’ / ‘superiority’ / ‘inferiority’, existing as the illusion that has been made real and is even called ‘self-realization’ in the realms of ‘spirituality’, ‘religion’ or ‘metaphysics’ –

but what has been made real in fact is an organic robot of consciousness that exists as the Big Consumer – in all dimensions.



...to be continued!



I will in the next blogs continue with self-corrective statements of self commitment – and will then look at the different approaches to Reprogramming Your Mind and investigate the questions and aspects I listed in the beginning.
In blogs to come I will also continue with Deconstructing Characters as Personalities and with Scripting for myself as life as all as one SOLUTIONS to be lived into beingness as we peel the veils of delusion and dis-cover our self to then in self-determination re-define who we are and make an informed decision about How we want to exist – Who are we going to be.
WE decide – individually and collectively.
It’s TIME to determine our own Desteni - as Life for All as Equals - or be destroyed in our self-created path of self-consumption. Stay tuned.



ART by Kelly Posey